I have nothing.

[Anonymous No.21697542]

I'm not skilled, I don't know anything about anything, the only thing i'm sure of is i don't know anything. I'm not really intelligent, i'm just a midwit, i'm not a robot, i'm a failed normalfag. I was only ever on 4Chan because i failed, i failed at everything in my life, from grades, to women, to jobs, everything. The others just didn't want to be around me from the beginning, never had any real friends, nor girlfriends, family always were disappointed in me and they used to scream at me for it because i always failed my classes/slept in them. Now the drugs and alcohol don't work anymore, and i'm sat here, everyone i ever knew, everyone who ever knew me, forgot, through the passage of time, my name. All i have to my name, my only possession, a small link stack.

This is me, all of me, all that is left of me is invested in ChainLink, if i don't make it, i will surely lose my mind.

[Anonymous No.21698069]

>>21697542
What is your wallet address, I've something to share with you

[Anonymous No.21698073]

pathetic

[Anonymous No.21698109]

>>21698069
That's not possible.

It is never possible.

https://etherscan.io/tokenholdings?a=0xd31de714436718761280e4bd4898c52dfcbb9177

[Anonymous No.21698124]

>>21697542
>I'm not skilled, I don't know anything about anything, the only thing i'm sure of is i don't know anything. I'm not really intelligent, i'm just a midwit
Literally describing me, but have you ever heard the phrase 'fake it til you make it'? i have an engineering job and probably know less than you about engineering lmfao

[Anonymous No.21698176]

Wrong board friend, try /r9k/

[Anonymous No.21698205]

>>21698109
this. fuck off losers. /biz/ is for winners

[Anonymous No.21698207]

>>21698109
yeah im just fucking with you
I agree with this anon >>21698073
>98073▶
>pathetic

[Anonymous No.21698216]

>>21698207
I told you.

[Anonymous No.21698219]

>>21698073

fuck off roastie, go eat some cum.

>>21697542

You will make it anon, positive thoughts help! also work on yourself, try to get some shit together.

[Anonymous No.21698247]

thanks for the daily redpill fren, this one legitimately hurt

[Anonymous No.21698278]

>>21698109

700 LINKIES?!?

congrats anon you will def make it. How does 7 million dollar sound?

[Anonymous No.21698286]

>>21697542
Learn to draw furry porn and you'll make it

[Anonymous No.21698295]

>>21698216
I can't help but laugh
If you've given up on yourself, how can you expect anyone else to care
now fuck off with your 'poor me' attitude, it wont help you any

[Anonymous No.21698319]

>>21697542
Be sure to buy some silver, fren

[Anonymous No.21698352]

>>21698278
It's not real, i only bought them because of those golden memes, GOD, those memes.
Back then i had social times, i was the star of my own little universe in my moms basement and at school, or with my coinsins many friends, my friends GF's used to come down to my room when he was sleeping upstairs, i never fucked here because bros before hoes, now i realize that was wrong, i should have shoved my cok in her stomach. But those times are over now, it's been years, the weight of my regrets is immense, and this isn't the only example of my fuckups. The weight of my regrets crushes me like the waves of the ocean.

[Anonymous No.21698386]

stop failing at everything, faggot. maybe pick something easy that just takes effort if you are retarded

[Anonymous No.21698422]

>>21697542
I was you three years ago. Now I have a nice job and 30k LINK. Soon I will have my own house. Get your shit together.

[Anonymous No.21698430]

>>21698124
>i have an engineering job and probably know less than you about engineering
Not possible. Stop being delusional

[Anonymous No.21698484]

>>21698422
I'm not smart enough to go to college. I couldn't even understand how to do fractions. Maybe i have that thing thats starts with an A that makes it so you can't do math.

[Anonymous No.21698536]

>>21697542
It's not easy to lose mind. There are people trying for decades, meditation, yoga and stuff, but they are still stucked. There two ways to be illuminated, to try hard and fail or to be fucked and just like that you lose mind and ego, your sense of separation from everything is gone and you finally realize, you were IT all the time, the field, the energy, universal counscie, the eye on top of the pyramid, God.

[Anonymous No.21698555]

>>21697542
im all alone and i feel great about it. get some cool dogs you retard, theyre mans best friend.

[Anonymous No.21698577]

>>21698484
Then kill yourself you self-defeating faggot loser. Everyone forgot about you because all you did was drag them down. You're worthless because that's all you allow yourself to be.

[Anonymous No.21698592]

>>21698577
>allow yourself to be.
I never had a choice. I am what i am.

[Anonymous No.21698662]

>>21698592
Fuck you. Fuck off. Get off this board.

[Anonymous No.21698681]

>>21698484
Fractions are easy. You're just lazy/kept skipping classes/slept at class or some shit

[Anonymous No.21698700]

>>21698662
Was my potential ever really under my control? I feel like even if i had tried, my locational circumstances would have already doomed me to my fate. Plus my mathematical and learning capabilities.

[Anonymous No.21698735]

>>21698352
Why does self-loathing feel good?

[Anonymous No.21698749]

I'm going to give you a doorway that can help you get out of this. Visit your nearest Goodwill Outlet. It's where you buy stuff by the pound. Bring some gloves and your phone. Stay there for 2 or 3 hours. Look up electronics by the model number on eBay sold listings. Buy things worth more than $30-$40 (if it's small) ($100+ for larger things. Install the Amazon seller app and scan books picking up books worth more than $20 with a sellers rank less than 1 million. List 10 items for sale a day. It will be fun and addicting you will meet people and you will make a living if you keep it up for 2 months. I am a full time reseller and you make your own hours with a very high return for time spent. I rarely share this sort of info but it's not really a closely guarded secret anymore with all the YouTube loudmouths.

[Anonymous No.21698756]

>>21698700
Go here and never fucking come back.
https://wizchan.org/dep/

[Anonymous No.21698774]

>>21698756
You don't own this place, you have no power here, whatever you mental faculties may be. fuck off and let me wallow in my whiskey and sorrow.

[Anonymous No.21698793]

>>21698430
it's true, anon. i am a retard. like i said, fake it til you make it is much more real than you might think.

[Anonymous No.21698812]

>>21698774
No. Fuck you.

[Anonymous No.21698833]

>>21698812
You know what, even as a failed retard, i can say you are worse off than me. Even as a retard, i can see that you are projecting your anger here.

[Anonymous No.21698849]

>>21698793
Are you an engineer or you just have an engineering job? Because that's a different thing

[Anonymous No.21698913]

>>21697542
Feels

[Anonymous No.21698936]

>>21698833
Yeah, an anger for losers that would rather wallow in their own self-loathing and beg for pity instead of trying to build themselves up and pull themselves up out of the hole they are in despite whatever flaws they feel like they have. As long as you have the attitude of a loser, you will be a loser, and no one will help you. Stop whining like a faggot and fix yourself or do everyone a favor and buy a rope.

[Anonymous No.21698943]

>>21698913
We are the being that are forced to suffer, just as yin and yang exist, we are the yin, we are the ones who suffer, and if we didn't suffer they wouldn't feel bliss.

[Anonymous No.21698976]

>>21697542
one of the weirdest larps i've seen here, another demoralization thread i guess

[Anonymous No.21698988]

>>21698936
You may not realize, but not everyone can achieve such things, just as some slaves love their enslavement, because it gives them purpose.

[Anonymous No.21699005]

>>21698988
Then kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.21699031]

>>21699005
I cant kill myself, if i did, it would leave a void of suffering that needs to be suffered. And i dont have the balls, would you kill me?

[Anonymous No.21699090]

>>21699005
A man such as yourself clearly understand the gravity of questions such as who needs to live and who needs to die, if so, i ask you to kill me.

[Anonymous No.21699114]

>>21698943
I try to keep my chin up in the midst of all this darkness. Because i dont want the machines to harvest my energy

[Anonymous No.21699118]

>>21699090
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7pz7CqWTMs

[Anonymous No.21699117]

>>21698849
i have a bachelor's degree in mechanical engineering and an engineer job. no certifications though

[Anonymous No.21699134]

>>21697542
Build a skill. Any skill. Doesn't matter. Go hammer a fucking nail into a board . Take note of how you did. Now hammer 10,000 nails into a board. Take note of the last one. A lot better right? You've mastered hammering a nail into a board. Congrats!
All of life is like that. Build your skills by going out and doing things over and over until you master it. One skill at a time is all it takes. Everythingg else will follow.

[Anonymous No.21699153]

>>21698124
Are you me? Same degree

[Anonymous No.21699166]

>>21699117
At least you know math shit that i could never ever learn. I guess you did calculus or some shit

[Anonymous No.21699200]

>>21697542
You are controlled by your anxieties and fear of failure.
Accept that it is ok to lose everything, once you do life gets easier as you don't let your anxieties control how you trade.

[Anonymous No.21699202]

>>21698592
If you anhero can I have your link

[Anonymous No.21699208]

>>21699200
*sip*

[Anonymous No.21699225]

>>21697542
Search for God.
Sell Link for ETH

[Anonymous No.21699226]

[Anonymous No.21699227]

>>21699202
This link will die with me, causing someone to suffer in 30 years.

[Anonymous No.21699263]

>>21699153
yeah man i regret it though, i'm not cut out for it at all. i knew after my first class that I was in over my head. didn't know any better though and thought i had to make my parents happy. slithered my way through the classes, failed a few
>>21699166
to be honest with you, youtube taught me most of the math. without it i wouldnt have passed those classes. yeah we had to take calc 1, 2, 3 and differential equations/linear algebra + 3 physics classes and all the engineering classes. i say this all the time and i mean every word, if i can get an engineering degree, ANYONE can get an engineering degree

[Anonymous No.21699385]

>>21699263
I only picked it because i like math and physics but wanted something marketable. I really cant engineer jack shit. I am probably worse at it than you.

What do? Go back to school get masters in something else? Buy Link? Whats the way foreward

[Anonymous No.21699406]

>>21699225
God is dead.

[Anonymous No.21699446]

>>21697542
Not gonna lie, this makes me more bearish on LINK.
Anytime someone is all-in on something it's bearish.

[Anonymous No.21699532]

>>21699446
My stack is puny, plenty of other has bigger stacks and hold other coins, i am irrelevant.

[Anonymous No.21699573]

>>21699385
I guarantee you're better at it than me. Have you graduated yet? There are SO many things you can do with a mechanical engineering degree. That includes the many different possibilities in mechanical engineering, the many different possibilities in other engineering (civil engineering, electrical engineering, programming jobs wouldn't immediately reject you if you have a mechanical engineering degree if you can prove you have relevant skills or experience), and the many different possibilities OUTSIDE of engineering that are opened up because of your degree.
really, it is up to you what you want to do with it. if you're smart enough to understand the technical side but more inclined toward business and have decent personal/communication skills, you could go for an MBA as well and get into management. your degree shows that you have the ability to take complicated shit and understand it. it says a certain amount about you without you having to say a word. the rest is up to you.
you could probably find a comfy job working for a private company making decent money, or work for the government making decent money doing jack shit, or you could learn to code, could work in an office, could work in a factory, could work in HVAC design, if youre good with your hands you could be a O&M guy doing system maintenance.
you could get a job in business, im sure some places would see your degree as proof that you can handle more complicated concepts.
it's such a broad degree, it's really what you make it.

[Anonymous No.21699580]

>>21697542
Cool, you have more than a lot of people.

[Anonymous No.21699598]

>>21699532
But you're probably not be the only one.
Every data point counts for something.

[Anonymous No.21699683]

>>21699573
I have an engineering job. I design pipe fittings but am incompetent at it. Barely even know whats going on most the time.

>really, it is up to you what you want to do
I am incompetent so its not up to me

[Anonymous No.21699727]

>>21698124
How u do that man, Im now a senior industrial engineering student with shit grades and no related experience, I try to be optimistic but man future is not looking too bright, Im gonna start applying for a fuckton of internships and coops tho. I know the job market is rough but maybe the market for internship and coop is easier since they pay less?

[Anonymous No.21699789]

>>21699727
Firm handshake

[Anonymous No.21699819]

>>21699727
College student here. Internships are extremely competitive. You'd think they'd be easier due to the lower pay, but at this early stage in a career, experience is so valuable that the majority of students are willing to sacrifice pay. Expect to apply to hundreds of internships before landing one.

[Anonymous No.21699832]

>>21699263
>to be honest with you, youtube taught me most of the math
What channels?

[Veins No.21699841]

>>21697542
Anon. I’m you. And lemme tell you something, if you’re talentless like me then you surely must think this too. That you really just don’t give a fuck anymore. Because of this the heavens are your ceiling. Your potential is limitless, you got nothing to lose. Just lose all inhibition and embrace your complete shitiness.

[Anonymous No.21699880]

>>21698555
This

[Anonymous No.21699890]

>>21699841
Beee yourself

[Anonymous No.21699928]

>>21699841
I already did that 2 years ago, now i have sort of fallen even lower, i have fallen into a darkness, it's like the darkness of the cave. If you have ever been to mammoth cave or any other cave, when they turn those lights off... Its nothing, my motivation to live is gone, i am drinking myself to death, and i can't even feel it properly, it just feels like a light haze. I used to be a person, i used to have an identity, now my only identity is my failure, i can't escape from it.

[Anonymous No.21699935]

You were able to generate attention to this thread which is seemingly off topic to the board. But it isn't, you posted here because being on /biz/ and/or /fit/ implies you have some wish to get your shit together, although /biz/ is much more naive, passive, and wishful. The fact you posted this thread here shows intelligence. I do not think the problem is your intelligence. Zoomers with their constant instant gratification machines can attest to feeling like have no skills. If you truly feel like what you describe, throw your pride away and get any job you can. You're intelligent enough to get one.

[Anonymous No.21699950]

buy PNK sir
many moons promised
happiness shall come to village

[Anonymous No.21699968]

>>21697542
OP I know it sucks not feeling like being a part of something but look at this clown world
Would you really enjoy participating in it?

[Anonymous No.21700091]

>>21699935
>you posted here because being on /biz/ and/or /fit/ implies you have some wish to get your shit together
In 2018 i invested in LINK because of the memes, i saw that there was a community, to be apart of the community, all you had to do was be at the right place at the right time, i didn't do any work to get to 12k, i invested my birthday earning at the age of 19, it was around 300 dollars, the most my parents could spare to give me, they still live paycheck to paycheck to this day. The only reason i came to biz, was my intuition, one day i just got off pol for a while, and camre to biz, and it just so happened that at the time the golden toilet was being meme'd, and i made a binance account and bought ChainLink, at that time i felt like it was the only good thing i had ever done.

[Anonymous No.21700114]

>>21699683
you sound a lot like me. when i first started i had to jump on google to find out what people were talking about. you can do it though. your degree proves you can adapt.
>>21699727
you'll be fine, anon. most people that dont have engineering parents/background feel the exact same way you do and are faking it otherwise. just do your best, apply yourself, dont settle for thinking youre not cut out for this. youre smarter than me and i was able to graduate with a decent gpa despite failing some classes, i had no fucking business being in engineering and even after i graduated i was like phew, that was nuts but there's still NO FUCKING WAY im getting a job in engineering, im a literal retard!
took me a little while but i did get a job, and i took what that job taught me in 3 months and beefed up my resume and got another job way closer to my parents place, got a raise, worked there for 3 years gaining invaluable experience and skills, and am about to get a government engineering job with another raise + less work + better benefits, holidays, etc.
if you can get an internship or co-op, definitely do it, it will help you when you graduate and are looking for work. often times your internship will even try to bring you on full time after you graduate.

[Anonymous No.21700200]

>>21699832
it really depended on the subject that youre talking about. for example, calc 1 through 3 might have been one youtuber while linear algebra was another. it was a few years ago so i dont remember their usernames but i remember what they look like.
often times my professors were either terrible or okay at best and youtube taught me literally everything, from full concept lessons to little tips and tricks to remember how to do things, all in short videos much shorter than an in-class lecture. and you can rewind, pause, skip as you please, until you finally have that "A-HA!" moment.
without youtube i surely would not have my engineering degree.

[Anonymous No.21700295]

>>21699832
>>21700200
i just remembered, one of the youtube channels for math was PatrickJMT. but my strategy was to google the name of the lesson i was struggling with and browse the different videos til i found a helpful one. for example i'd search for "inverse laplace transform" or "linear algebra eigenvalues" so you have specific videos for that particular lesson. and usually you will know within the first couple minutes of the video if the youtuber's approach to teaching is something that is going to "click" for you or not.

[Anonymous No.21700304]

>>21700091
I'm the same age as you and don't know what can I offer either. It probably stems from being a fucking coomer and not having a clear long term goal. The only thing that has made me feel better is that you can build an army once you have a vision in place. Are you blackpilled because you're not needed, that there's nothing special about you? You don't know if you'll ever be needed if you stay in your room. I don't have much a ground to give advice from but you should get any job you can right now.

Also, did you invest in Link because you believed the memes or saw that it had memes=community=people to spread awareness

[Anonymous No.21700372]

>>21700114
Thanks for that man, it really doesn’t help that Im a foreign international (not pajeet or 3rd world) that has to get authorization in US tho, which makes it even harder fuck lol, job prospect in my home country is probably even worse, might consider masters if I just CANNOT find a decent job, but I just wanna be done with schools and exams u know

[Anonymous No.21700437]

>>21699968
No, the world is absurd. But alas, i am human, and i am lonely. I am a failed normalfag and i can't handle being alone like robots could

[Anonymous No.21700477]

>>21700304
I full heartedly believe the memes, just like i believe any bullshit meme that comes from /pol/.

[Anonymous No.21700484]

>>21697542
you'll make it fren. get comfy

[Anonymous No.21700573]

>>21700484
I'm not so sure, sometimes you see those posts that say, if i sell it goes up, if i buy it goes down, it's all a universal thing, based on what ((you)) do, the universe will do the opposite, it sure feels lie that is true.

[Anonymous No.21700574]

>>21700477
You have higher levels of self-awareness at least. Doesn't help when your nihilistic and depressive. A common combination. Honestly, read the Bible and go to Church. Find religious groups. If you want to stop feeling the way you do, get a job and do above. Or, use your Link money to move out and rent a place although I wouldn't recommend for you.

[Anonymous No.21700624]

>>21700574
Thanks for the help, you didn't have to make this post and i respect you for it, my path seems bleak though, now i am at a loss for words, i just want to wallow in regret now, i want to remember the best moments of my life over and over again. If i can conjure it for even a minute in my mind, it will bring me a peaceful sleep.

[Anonymous No.21700669]

>>21700372
one thing that will help you land a job is learning how to approach the job application process. it took me a while to learn but you absolutely HAVE TO tailor your resume and cover letter specifically for that one position that youre applying for, every time. and a trick is to take the job description/job duties and mold that into your resume, without being obvious. make it seem like you are the fucking perfect fit for that job by highlighting exactly how you and your experience/strengths fit into their criteria and what theyre looking for.
i dont know how much a masters is needed, it depends what youre trying to get into. one of my colleagues has an industrial engineering degree and hes doing electrical engineering work. and hes one of the best electrical engineers we have, better than most of the people who studied electrical engineering. it really is up to you, youve proven youre capable of doing whatever you want already, you just have to convince yourself that youre worth the time to grasp these concepts and dont give up on it. seriously, if i can do it, i KNOW you can do it.
and i know it feels like you just want to get the fuck out of there and start making money already. and i dont want to sound cliche or sappy, but enjoy the time you have in school. right now i wish all i had to worry about was homework, exams, and presentations. it's stressful, yeah, but you'll look back on it one day and wish you actually took a step back to take it all in. right now you are like a ball of clay that you can mold into anything you want. your degree proves you have what it takes to grasp these difficult concepts, jump through hoops, and overcome challenges. that's extremely valuable, and you have a very bright future ahead of you.

[Anonymous No.21700692]

>>21700624
stop focusing on the past. you need to live for the present and the future. everyone needs a little time to grieve, but if it becomes feeling sorry for yourself, you fall into a pit that only you can get yourself out of. pick yourself up anon, you can do better.

[Anonymous No.21700740]

>>21700477
How about full of shit, is that a meme?
Find something you love. Get good at it. Find a way to make money from it.

[Anonymous No.21700800]

>>21700437
I understand you OP, we humans are social creatures.
The ones who can handle loneliness for long time do have some mental disorder which enables them to do so.
You have good insight about these things

[Anonymous No.21701041]

>>21700669
Thanks brah, very helpful, hope we all make it