would 1g of etizolam plus a bottle of vodka be enough to kill me

[Anonymous No.20389932]

or just give me brain damage unable to finish the deed

[Anonymous No.20390591]

>>20389932
I used to be an RC vendor and sold etiz. I had a few complete bartards who would IV/IM like 100mg at a time, they had massive tolerances though
I imagine if you mixed it with a bottle of liquor you could get severe enough respiratory depression and die, yeah.

Is there anything I can do to help you out OP? I’m not in the best mental state either but I think I’m just too stubborn to commit sudoku

[Anonymous No.20390733]

>>20389932
better to add opes to it
benzo + opes = rip in pizza

[Anonymous No.20390824]

>>20390591
god damn, i thought i used to be a junkie kek. quit the shit 2-3 years ago cold turkey, was getting progressively better, getting over whatever fucking brain damage i did to myself over years of abuse, built up a little stack that would probably be worth something in a year, get me out of debt atleast. burned it all via being a worthless degenerate gambler. i think i'm actually done this time man. no prospects, no hope.

[Anonymous No.20390997]

>>20390824
a stack of what?
there's always some hope anon, how big is your debt and how old are you?

[Anonymous No.20391046]

1g of etiz is like a quarter bar of xanax. Ur just gonna blackout

[Anonymous No.20391206]

>>20389932
dubs or trips and you're not allowed to kill yourseflf

[Anonymous No.20391246]

>>20389932
I dont know u anon but i wish i could hug u bro. Its a shit world ur not alone.

[Anonymous No.20391249]

>>20390997
10k debt, 29, crypto, don't want to talk about the trades because the shit is too embarrassing. i've burned my life to the ground like 3 times now, i genuinely believe i'm possessed by some chthonic demon feeding off my misery or have such deep seated self loathing that it subconsciously influences all my decisions towards destruction. the shit i do makes no fucking sense

[Anonymous No.20391282]

>>20391046
nah like 1000mg 1g, not 1mg

[Anonymous No.20391348]

>>20391249
you can pay of that debt and actually start passive investing and easily catch up to normies

[Anonymous No.20391571]

>>20391249
imagine yourself in 5 years, out of debt with a nice girl and being overall well and thinking „holy shit i was actually about to kms over 10k”. 10k is pennies in the course of a lifetime (and its coming from a 13k stacklet who was there too, only started making money at 24, this year), and its temporary. broaden your perspective and start putting your energy and effort into bettering yourself and your situation

[Anonymous No.20391722]

>>20391249
slip a note to a bank teller and you could pay off that debt easily
10k is not worth killing yourself over

[Anonymous No.20392062]

>>20391571

that's the thing fren, i WAS getting out, i WAS getting better, like 3 weeks ago everything was going amazing, but i took a little loss, then like a psychotic idiot kept chasing that loss with bigger and bigger amounts and am now down to next to nothing. i am so fucking demoralized, feels like 3 years of work down the drain