I took a heroic dose of mushrooms today.

[Anonymous No.20133417]

5 grams. Penis envy.

I've been working my way up, dealing with depression from weight gain and losing a lot of money in crypto that affected me for 2 years.

I felt the mushrooms kicking in, and I crawled from the bed into the closet. I had asked my girlfriend to let me enjoy my trip in peace for a few hours.

In that closet, it was completely dark. My third eye opened. I, with eyes open, saw shapes and colors that I had never seen before. It wasnt a kaleidoscope effect. It was as though there was a hologram projection of the world behind the world. A mashing, mixture of colors and textures I had never seen in my life. Then, fear set in and I saw hell... it was not fire or flames. It was blackness with red and green shapes projecting themselves into infinity. I then left hell and met god. I didnt mean to meet god, but I knew it was god when I saw it. I will never forget what it looked like, but I dont think I could recreate it artistically. The colors and shapes dont exist. Then, I died.

My girlfriend came in at some point and pulled me out of the abyss. Two hours had passed in that closet, and I had lived 1000 lifetimes and met god. I saw the afterlife.

[Anonymous No.20133439]

>>20133417
Yeah, yeah, the time knife, we've all seen it.

[Anonymous No.20133455]

She took me by the hand and we set outside. I could control the wind with my mind. The universe was crackling and pounding. Every car that drove by reverberated in my skull.

She insisted we go to the beach, I had told her to take me after I had a few hours alone in the closet. I had planned all this, I reminded myself.

I made it to the car somehow and she started driving. As we headed toward the beach, the sky exploded in an array of colors that dont exist. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my life. I began crying violently, because I realized that I did die in that closet and I was now in heaven. I told her how much she meant to me.

[Anonymous No.20133487]

>>20133455
D'aww cute OP hope she feels the same.

[Anonymous No.20133509]

We walked on the beach, the sky exploded. I took the picture attached to compare it to what I was seeing. In hindsight, it was an objectively beautiful day.. but I saw colors on that beach that dont exist. My girlfriend has taken doses with me before and compares it to weed, while I see visuals in front of reality.

After we walked, we got mexican food and I continued telling her how much she meant. I check my portfolio, up $11k this week. That Vechain Strength X node is almost back to my initial investment.

After dinner, we shower and have sex. She was unusually wet and tight tonight and clenched me extra hard as we made love. I had one of the strongest orgasms of my life.

As she's sitting on the toilet, trying to pee... i tell her...

Out of all the days that were good, today was the best.

We are all gonna make it.

Love you guys.

[Anonymous No.20133537]

>>20133509
Beautiful

[Anonymous No.20133557]

>>20133509

Fuck Draper

[Anonymous No.20133558]

Nice! I took a couple tabs of 100ug lsd at the beach last week and decided I'm going to start learning kali linux and learn wifi spoofing / man in the middle attacks at coffee shops. I bought a nice lenovo and a good alfa and have been watching pajeet tutorial vids all day at work. I suck at trading and am just going to rob people to make it.

[Anonymous No.20133635]

>>20133509
Love you too anon. Glad you have a qt that you can trust to drag you around while functionally incapacitated.

[Anonymous No.20133731]

>>20133558
>takes psychedelics
>inspired to rob people
wow lol i guess everyone is different huh

[Anonymous No.20133741]

This is a legendary story except for the Vechain part. Good vibes to you anon.

[Anonymous No.20133766]

>>20133509

OP was based for once.

[Anonymous No.20133787]

>>20133509
Love you too anon, hope you can solve your depression. Start working out at home and start cooking for yourself, youre gonna be back at your old weight in no time!

[Anonymous No.20133788]

I can tell you like Bill Hicks

[Anonymous No.20133791]

I want to try shrooms but I never take drugs, not even smoking or drinking, I'm scared of something going wrong (don't know what but who knows). I live alone, I was thinking of trying 3.5g in my apartment and see how it goes but what are the risks of doing that? Should I look for someone to be there for me? If so I really don't know anyone I could ask...

[Anonymous No.20133795]

cant this cause psychosis

[Anonymous No.20133798]

>>20133417
>Penis envy.
Why the fuck did you include this phrase you stuttering retard

[Anonymous No.20133814]

>>20133791
3.5 gram is way too much if you never smoked weed or took acid. I would advise you to start with 1 gram and work your way up. Do it. And try to have a trip sitter, at least for the first time. And if you dont find anyone just start with 0.7 gram and work your way up alone.

[Anonymous No.20133819]

>>20133798
Because thats the name of the strain you fucking retard

[Anonymous No.20133824]

>>20133814
Ok that sounds more reasonable, thanks a lot for the advice anon

[Anonymous No.20133843]

>>20133824
do it with friends by a lake or something

[Anonymous No.20133855]

>>20133795
Not really, i ate tons of shrooms and even more acid and my friends did too. There was only one trip where a good friend of mine was fucked for some time afterwards, but we took way too much (like 900 microgram or more) and were in a big city. He had to take antipsychotics for a few weeks and lost all his confidence (he was a very confident guy) but he was back to normal after a fee months and says now he the bad trip helped him to develop.

[Anonymous No.20133864]

>>20133843
>with friends
That might be difficult right now, unfortunately haven't been keeping in touch. But yeah that sounds good if I can make it work

[Anonymous No.20133872]

>>20133798
Yes, penis envy is the name of the strain. I took a picture before I gobbled them down. As you can tell, they look like small penises.

Hence, penis envy.

[Anonymous No.20133887]

Forgot pic.

[Anonymous No.20133890]

>>20133814
Plus penis envy is supposed to be extra potent, like 1.5x strength regular cubes

[Anonymous No.20133926]

>>20133890
Yeah I would probably go for regular cubes. not a fan of penises

[Anonymous No.20133934]

After taking 3.5g of shrooms through lemontek I get extreme anxiety just thinking about taking shrooms again. My girlfriend had to basically take care of me. Help me walk to the bathroom, make me a sandwich and remind me to eat when I just sat there with a sandwich in my hand. I never had any great revelations except marveling at how we generally overlook the smaller machinations of life when sober - everything is macro in day to day life. I mainly miss how spacious my mind felt during the peak. When sober I feel like I'm navigating a tiny cage of consciousness that makes visualizing difficult. While tripping it felt like a universe I had free reign to travel through. I had some crazy geometric lightshows in my head during the peak. What you experience while tripping is very much dictated by what you want to experience, I'm one of the few people I know who takes their trip with a grain of salt - it isn't going to unlock some hidden knowledge about god, aliens or the afterlife.

[Anonymous No.20133947]

>>20133887
fuck son that’s a lot

[Anonymous No.20133957]

Thoughts on Shrooms companies as investments? Ive only ever tried acid and can definitely see the potential in therapy for depression and anxiety. Does shrooms help in this sense? Any experiences?

[Anonymous No.20133999]

>>20133934
>hidden knowledge about god, aliens or the afterlife
Thats what DMT is for, fagget. Ok maybe not knowledge but interacting with aliens/god

[Anonymous No.20134029]

>>20133947
It certainly was. I had been planning for this for a long time.

>>20133439
I realize now that this was a good place reference, but the way the guy explains it... as "a trillion different realities folding themselves into a single blade... is almost exactly describing what I saw, except the blade was spinning.

[Anonymous No.20134082]

I had been scouring the internet for anything artistic to come close to the "god" being I saw. This is close. Its not exact, but its close.

[Anonymous No.20134134]

I've had two heroic trips in my life. First one was a very eye-opening experience, essentially laid the groundwork for me finding myself in my 20's. Second one was fucking insane, I tuned in to the universal mushroom hivemind, and it started responding to my thoughts through my friends and shit. Haven't tripped since, but I take Lion's Mane daily now.

[Anonymous No.20134489]

>>20133887
How many Peenors did you swallow?

[Anonymous No.20134529]

drugs are for degenerates by the way

[Anonymous No.20134542]

>>20134134
I've also had those feelings of the universe/god/wheteverthefuckhigherentity responding to my thoughts through friends as well on acid.

Shit gets pretty spooky interesting

[Anonymous No.20134550]

>>20133417
What does this have to do with chainlink ?

[Anonymous No.20134577]

>>20133509
Facken dejen druggo

[Anonymous No.20134589]

>>20133417
What do you think the mushroom entities think of crypto? Humanity’s financial salvation?

I once took a heroic dose of psilocybe mushrooms. I saw the underlying energy framework of our reality, like a 3 dimensional plane of wave energy with peaks and valleys.

But probably the biggest trip was seeing the full solar eclipse without any drugs.

[Anonymous No.20134610]

>>20134529
>all drugs are equally bad because I learned that in preschool

[Anonymous No.20134612]

>>20133791
Just don’t be stupid. I don’t know how anyone can end up accidentally killing themselves. Just remember that you’re human, and anything stupid you do sober can also kill you when you’re UTI.

[Anonymous No.20134623]

>>20134610
that's not what I said, you coping idiot

[Anonymous No.20134629]

>>20133417
Btw, next trip you trip, listen to Explosions in the Sky, like It’s Natural to be Afraid. It will change you

[Anonymous No.20134655]

>>20134542
I had to get the fuck out after a while. Went back to myself to crash, but didn't fall asleep before the universal spirit of femininity and love came down and embraced me in the most euphoric moment I've had in decades.

Yeah, I'm not gonna do drugs for a good long while.

[Anonymous No.20134661]

/ITT drug dependent weak willed

[Anonymous No.20134673]

Is this a new meme template where you slip in your mooncoin somewhere near the end?

[Anonymous No.20134676]

>>20134623
If you cant see the value of psychedelics then youre a legit NPC

[Anonymous No.20134695]

>>20134676
also not what I said, you absolute fucking retard

[Anonymous No.20134715]

>>20134629
I listened to this while tripping on mushrooms on a sunny day in the park, lying on the grass with big trees all around me. This was over 10 year ago and I still remember vividly how those trees breathed with the music. It did change me.

[Anonymous No.20134739]

>>20134695
Keep coping you stupid NPC, that is exactly what you've said.

[Anonymous No.20134754]

>>20134739
keep pounding that strawman, mong boy

[Anonymous No.20134760]

>>20134754
Explain then how you can see the value of psychs yet say drugs are for degens?

[Anonymous No.20134780]

>>20134760
explain how I in any way claimed I can't see the value of any drug
you're just putting up strawmen to hit so you feel better about yourself
you disgust me

[Anonymous No.20134811]

>>20134780
>does exactly the same thing
Ok faggo

[Anonymous No.20134827]

>>20134529
t: pussy-faggot who thinks prescription drugs are good.

[Anonymous No.20134837]

>>20133999
Psyloxibin is actually edible dmt; compare the molecular structures

[Anonymous No.20134856]

>>20134827
>say drugs are for degenerates
>b-but I bet he thinks certain drugs are actually good

Imagine coping that hard.

[Anonymous No.20134902]

>>20134856
You need to go back.

[Anonymous No.20134940]

>>20134902
you got called the fuck out, degenerate
no need to sperg out now

[Anonymous No.20135011]

>>20133417
fucking reatrd you didnt see shit, you made all of iut up

[Anonymous No.20135018]

Nothing more boring than a guy on hallucgenics thinking they have learnt anything from the experience after. Find God in Christ not in a chemical reaction that opens you up to the demonic world. If drugs gave insight then Joe Rogan wouksnt5be such a dullard.

[Anonymous No.20135025]

>>20135018
>HALLUCGENICS
yeah these drugs are not for retards, you better keep your interaction with the ethereal plane to simple prayers

[Anonymous No.20135057]

>>20135025
Deluded fucktard

[Anonymous No.20135071]

fuck it after reading this thread im going to smash some shrooms, havnt been there in 8 years. its time.

[Anonymous No.20135078]

>>20135025
Had a few buddies who were regular lsd users. They literally walk around like literal retards incapable of any sane thought. Keep it up and you will follow them.

[Anonymous No.20135082]

These things are no toys, they banned mushrooms in Amsterdam just because some stupid French girl committed suicide as she didn't respect the substance. NPCs may treat as recreational drug and go partying after taking it while you should do the opposite.

[Anonymous No.20135083]

>>20135057
The ritual for the 33rd mason degree is literally an instruction to prepare ayahuasca, kill yourself. The ethereal plane is as real as our material world.

[Anonymous No.20135094]

>>20135078
Abusing anything will make you a retard, same thing with weed or alcohol. But there is literally nothing wrong with tripping a few times per year.

[Anonymous No.20135120]

>>20135018
>> muh demonic world opening.

Hello, I read the Bible. I believe in God. However you need to realise that a lot of things in the Bible is really just there to make sure you stay put and in your little box. its a means of control. It might not used to be but it is now, the church is a big company and (used) to hold / want a lot of power, a lot of the teachings Jesus gave were deleted, other things were added. for power reasons.

Now I have experimented with shrooms (legally) for 5 years. I did 3 trips every summer. One month apart.

The first time I tripped. I realised I needed to quit drugs, real drugs like smoking, weed, xtc. I went back to school too. That's how profound the mushroom effect was.

What you read here is true, when you take a good dose of shrooms you can see the fabric of reality. How this works is, your brain is actually a organ which function is to filter information and process it. Now, when you take shrooms the brain forms pathways around "blocking facilities" and you can see more than you are supposed to. when sober / not on shrooms you only see/perceive that which is of survival importance, shrooms take this away. Shrooms are also great to find God actually.

Saying that "shrooms open you up to demons" because "the bilbe says so" is basically you being a sheep.

Do you understand?

Anyway shrooms stop being a teacher after a few trips. there is some half truth in your statement. its hard to desscribe what one has learned from shroom trips. because it can' be expressed in words. its not that they didn't learn anything.

but yeah, just stick to your little bible box i guess.

P.S I'm a Christian.
P.S Churches have ruined the Bible and the teachings.

[Anonymous No.20135147]

>>20135094
after a few years of doing one or two trips every year you'll start to dislike it anyway. it's completly non addictive. it stops being a teacher, and thats when you stop doing shrooms.

I grew my own for a few years.

[Anonymous No.20135178]

>>20135120
>>20135147
Oh yeah, I went back to colllege and got a degree in programming after my shroom trip.

very demonic huh?>>20135018
soo demonic those shrooms that i completely turned my life aorund after them. I mean it was going to happen anyway, but after the shrooms I had so much new perspective and I quit instantly, cigarettes, weed, party drugs in the weekend. I quit it all.

[Anonymous No.20135201]

>>20135120
Trust me. There is nothing you can tell me about drugs. And what I also know is your views are the classic sign of deception of somone who doesn't get Christianity. Talk about being in a box. I had word for word the same stupid ideas in my head as do most people who are spiritualy bankrupt. Imagine thinking your spiritual walk makes you anything but in the dark when you say you are doing drugs and sex out of God ordained marriage. You don't get it and I don't expect you to.

[Anonymous No.20135233]

>>20135120
DUDE DRUGS LMAO

Go study mathematics if you want to sound deep.

[Anonymous No.20135301]

>>20133934
You're not the only one. It takes only one bad trip for you to take a step back. I thought that LSD was allowing me to break through the matrix. I then broke a mirror and ascended from the matrix through autism and by walking around my friends apartment completely naked. Followed by my friends calling an ambulance and me meeting God, I then realising that I was God. Thankfully I was still conscious enough to verify that I wasn't God. It got worse further on once I started believing that I was breaking through the matrix on weed. I believed that I met the administrator of the matrix and he didn't want me to use the drug to master micro movements and speech. I decided to stop psychedelics after that. It's far too scary to see yourself believe crackhead theories and not regain your conscience for hours.

>>20134082
For me God was pure light.

[Anonymous No.20135306]

>>20133417
>5 grams
> heroic dose
kek kys

[Anonymous No.20135462]

>>20133417
did you ask god the price of chainlink?

[Anonymous No.20135484]

>>20134134
>>20134542
This has happened to me as well. My girlfriend and I had quite high doses our first time - and I swear to god, some entity was communicating through her, to me. Also, everyone we were with started looking old in their faces.

[Anonymous No.20135498]

>>20134134
>>20134542
This has happened to me as well. My girlfriend and I had quite high doses our first time - and I swear to god, some entity was communicating through her, to me. Also, everyone we were with started looking old in their faces.

[Anonymous No.20135575]

>>20133417
You read too much Warhammer 40k fiction anon and your brain just made mind movie out of it.

[Anonymous No.20135590]

>>20135201
>> Christianity is the only religion there is
>> its the only true thing!
>> you aren't a true christian !! you cant do yoga!! its demonic!!
>> you cant do spiritual things only read the biblerino!!!!
fucking pleb lmao

[Anonymous No.20135629]

>come to /biz/ for the latest shitcoin news
>top thread is some schizo junkie talking about colours

Business as usual

[Anonymous No.20135649]

>>20135201
You also don't understand what marriage is. You think its the church ritual + goverment ritual of signing the documents.

Marriage is actually spiritual and it happens when you have sex with a girl. Any girl you have sex with, you marry. its a spiritual thing. the coming together of 2 in flesh and spirit.

Marriage before church is just a ritual to acknoledge this has happened already in the spirit. Do you think tribes of the past who did not know religion or Christianity did not marry? they did not form a spiritual bond? because there was no bible or goverment to dictate marriage.

Am I saying you should go around and fuck/marry everyone?
Am I saying you should go around and do drugs?

You can't even comprehend what im trying to say.

I will now leave this thread because I promised myself I wasn't going to argue on the internet anymore with idiots