Offing myself on stream

[Anonymous No.18835847]

>26 year old alcoholic college drop out
>end up getting jobs that are easy and i should be greatful for but just end up getting fired after like 2 months
>could no longer pay rent so had to go move back into my parents house
>mom is still a junkie who abuses my younger sister
>unironically caught them watching tranny porn together yesterday
>also decided to snoop through my sister's internet history and its nothing but shit posting on blacked threads, MLP porn, inflation loli hentai, and niggers getting shot by police webms
>starting wondering if all of this is my fault since i used 4chan in front of her and never really gave a shit
>to top it all off, my father, the only normal one in the family, who was the only one who ever cared about me, recently attempted suicide and he's in a coma
It's all a giant joke, and things do not get any better, and we're not all going to make it. I'll be live streaming my suicide tonight so I can give back to this community, and I'd like to say thank you for keeping my company and making me laugh every now and then.

quickrundown and stream link:
note: using (((discord))) livestream because they will shut me down on twitch or jewtube discord gg 2hc3gS6

Well, this is it /biz/, Its been fun, but it's time to wrap it up.

Also, giving away the little BTC i have left, so feel free to post your wallets ig
Goodbye friends.

[Anonymous No.18835852]

Based

[Anonymous No.18835863]

not joining your toilet shitcord server just kill yourself and post the image here fag

[Anonymous No.18835870]

>>18835847
Dont do it fren...

[Anonymous No.18835877]

It's impossible to kill yourself brah, look up quantum immortality
you don't get to choose when you die in this world

[Anonymous No.18835882]

>>18835847
weren't you offing yourself yesterday too?

see you tomorrow

[Anonymous No.18835892]

>>18835847
just buy fantom retard

[Anonymous No.18835893]

>>18835847
Anon don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself anon.

[Anonymous No.18835896]

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[Anonymous No.18835897]

Bro Your going to miss the Pre halving Dump, The Pre Halving Pump, the Post Halving Dump, and the Subsequent Moon.

Gonna be a wild ride we want you here fren

[Anonymous No.18835898]

>>18835847
Nahh don't do it. I'm not giving you my fucking wallet id, just don't fucking do it

[Anonymous No.18835905]

>>18835847
Don’t do it, for your sister. Help her and you might something to live for. But get clean ASAP.

[Anonymous No.18835910]

>>18835877
pump it
load ze china fud

[Anonymous No.18835919]

>>18835847
>>18835863
>>18835882
>>18835892
Don’t listen to these homosexuals, OP. Everything can and does get better.

[Anonymous No.18835926]

>>18835847
>niggers getting shot by police webms

OP your sister sounds based, how old is she? You should try to save her desu

I will pray for you OP, even if you don't believe in God. Please do not kill yourself. I have lost two friends to suicide. It is the worst thing you can do. Honestly going on a mass shooting and killing 50 innocent people is preferable to killing yourself. I know that sounds fucked up, but both of the people I knew who killed themselves....as their friend I would be less sad if they just murdered other people (not me or my family) instead.

At the end of the day...why kill yourself? If you want to run away from your problems and your family...you can do that. You don't need to kill yourself. Just hop in your car and go. Why not at least embark upon wanton hedonism before making the decision to kill yourself? Do all the stuff you wanted to do? Come on OP, there is truly so much to live for.

If you're going to give away BTC, I will post my address because I am poor, but I do not think you should give it away. You should hold onto it, because it's about to moon, and you might be able to live out your dreams

my btc address: 1Tixmvxq4mP25c68CzURXPdr9e6EzqFsB

[Anonymous No.18835929]

suicide is the easy route
dont you want to see a brighter side?
giving up isnt going to save you
dont give up on your sister or your father, dont scar them more with an act like this
this will haunt you forever, even after death

[Anonymous No.18835947]

Suicide displaces your misery into everyone else in your life, it doesn’t remove it.

[Anonymous No.18835953]

>>18835947
this desu, it just makes everyone you know sad without improving your lot at all

[Anonymous No.18835993]

Those are not reasons to kill yourself you weak fuck :)

[Anonymous No.18836019]

Good riddance SRA dildoy.
Why not do mom and sis too?

[Anonymous No.18836024]

>>18835847
>college drop out
m8, I'm a college drop out and I got a well paid job.
what do you do? what do you like doing? what did you study? what's your experience?

[Anonymous No.18836030]

>>18835847
Fren, hang on. Don't do it.

[Anonymous No.18836032]

>>18835847

> shitposting on blacked threads

take my upvote faggot

[Anonymous No.18836041]

>>18835847

this was literally a copypasta from last week. if anybody on this board falls for it you deserve all the pink wojaks the market shoves up your ass

[Anonymous No.18836055]

Don't do it. You will regret it in the afterlife.

[Anonymous No.18836063]

>>18836041
No one asked

[Anonymous No.18836070]

Hahaha biz is actually full of a bunch of softies

[Anonymous No.18836089]

Don’t do it. Also I’m poor.

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[Anonymous No.18836195]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uungwbbGipY

its a foolish video, but the sentiment has a moment where he mentions the tap running so no one can hear you cry. I understand you are where you are, but you will be in a different place if you simply wait and see. God bless

[Anonymous No.18836348]

>>18835847
if your sister is underage you should call social services and get her removed from the house. with a comatose father, drug addicted mother, and soon-to-be-dead brother, it should be a slam dunk to get her removed from that house, and that'll be a good thing for her.

Also in the note, maybe mention your regret over her picking up these disturbing habits from you. Mention it being your deepest regret that you might have been responsible for the downfall and failures of your sister. There's a chance that she'll read this and the gravity of the situation will evoke change within her and create a powerful memory that she can hopefully use as a bittersweet cornerstone in her life, knowing that her dear brother thought kindly about her and wished her well before making the ultimate sacrifice.

Godspeed lad.

[Anonymous No.18836393]

Can I have your sisters number? Only if she's like above a 6/10...

[Anonymous No.18836449]

>>18836019
I remember watching this porno when I was a kid, amazing it made it in to meme status, I get a jolt every time I see it, brings back fond and fappable memories

OP pic related

[Anonymous No.18836468]

This one's for the mighty sea
Mischief, gold and piracy

[Anonymous No.18836524]

>>18835847

Imagine how happy a nice bbc would make her

[Anonymous No.18836553]

Where's the stream?

[Anonymous No.18836568]

>>18835847
Your sister sounds awesome desu. I don’t understand the problem here.

[Anonymous No.18836586]

If you've changed her once you can change her again.