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[Anonymous No.16827724]

>had a McDonald's binge last night
>bought and ate cookies at flat
>wasted time on internet
>went to sleep at 2 am
>woke up a few times in night, needing to drink lots of water
>woke up before 9 am
>browsed internet on phone
>got out of bed by 10 am
>drank coffee, watched tennis
>cleaned my rooms (no existential benefits detected)
>went to gym and lifted heavy weights
>did more chores at flat
>went for my usual walk while listening to a podcast
>walked through park
>nothing to do; went on underground train and to a famous museum
>walked a bit around there
>now drinking coffee (the sad Sunday coffee, mourning the end of freedom
>planned for yesterday to be the last binge ever but I've seen too many Staceys and gymthots today; need fast food to stop the demoralisation, stat

I read Silicon Valley twitter last night as I got the underground back to my flat, surrounded by happy normies, and it was so demoralising to read stuff by these go getting types. They have property and money and I spend most of my pay on rent and save only a few hundred each month. I'm such a joke.

I'm wondering whether to have a burger king or KFC binge. KFC would be kino if the food was properly cooked and not cold, like it always is.

I'm feeling so pathetic at being almost 30 and never having had a gf or even a date or even flirted with a girl.

I wish I had more savings. If I quit my job and worked at McDonald's while living with my parents, I'd save so much more money. At least my CV is genuinely improving a lot. But only with responsibility, not anything that requires actual skill.

There are now 4 books I want to read right now but I need to finish the boring history book. I've already read 2/3 of it.

I feel slightly noticeably thinner. I think the consistent jogging for the past month has done this.

I think tomorrow will be the day I finally start doing this. I need to stop mentally masturbating over all possibilities in life and just do stuff. I have a fear of being ineffective.

[Anonymous No.16827896]

>>16827724

[Anonymous No.16827935]

>>16827724
recommend me a book

[Anonymous No.16827945]

Read „Models“ from Mark Manson Anon. Got me my first GF.

[Anonymous No.16827951]

>>16827724
just be yourself bro

[Anonymous No.16827955]

>>16827724
Stop eating trash and binging. Bluepilled as fuck behavior.

[Anonymous No.16827969]

i just found out that my wife has a kid with some other dude when she previously told me it was aborted and then previously before that told me shes never been married

i dont even really care my wagecuck life overshadows all other pains to such degree

[Anonymous No.16828109]

>>16827724
nice blog
Now get your shit together you fucking idiot.
Seriously, you are drowning in self pitty.
No wonder that you never had a gf.
But whatever. It is not important to have one, because your self worth and your value as a human both don´t depend on it.
Keep lifting those heavy weights, that´s good.
Red books about self improvement.
I can recommend David Goggins.
Go get yourself a purpose. No matter what.
Set your goal to run a marathon maybe.
Keep saving money. Maybe move into a shareflat. Develop a new skill, maybe learn a new language.
Once you saved up a few thousand dollars, get the fuck out wherever you are and travel Asia for a few months. Do it alone.
It is cheap and you will grow as a human, and see that you are able to do things, you never imagined.
And inb4:
>Its dangerous. What if something happens to me there
1) What the fuck do you have to lose anyway?
2) There won´t happen anythig to you

You may feel lost at this point. But I tell you.
Shit isn´t over untill it´s over.
Stop wasting time, and go fucking after it.
It´s not too late anon!

[Anonymous No.16828383]

>>16827969
as long as it doesnt come near your life ignore it

[Anonymous No.16828398]

>>16827969
Fuck anon I’m sorry your wife hid that and deceived you. Having a fling is one thing, murdering a child is another

[Anonymous No.16828429]

>>16827724
Based London frog poster.

[Anonymous No.16828464]

>>16827724
WARNING
THIS IS A BOT GENERATED THREAD
OP IS A BOT
I REPEAT: OP IS A BOT

[Anonymous No.16828497]

>>16828464
how do you know

[Anonymous No.16828664]

>>16827969
At least you don't have raise another man's child.

[Anonymous No.16828689]

>>16827724
You should have an acid binge instead

[Anonymous No.16828721]

>>16828497
search for " subsimulatorgpt2"

[Anonymous No.16828730]

>>16827724
Have you considered Heroin? What about becoming a trap?

[Anonymous No.16828733]

>>16827724

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.16828762]

>>16828497
also, there's an obvious pattern.
it's always the same "It's over" pepe image with a very large weird depressed green text story.

[Anonymous No.16828775]

>>16827724
When did the isolation start for you?

[Anonymous No.16828781]

>>16828721
>subsimulatorgpt2
fuck this explains so much. especially the demoralization threads/posts on here and /pol/.

[Anonymous No.16828800]

>>16828721
that's cool (actually terrifying) and all but how can you be sure OP's text is generated?

[Anonymous No.16828833]

>>16828464
>>16828721
>>16828781
>greentext
>reddit
Try again you coping uggo incel.

[Anonymous No.16828838]

>>16828800
Besides xsJ9+7Fe not replying (though that could again be a bot+curator or the curator stepping in), there's no prior mention of any history book. "the history book" should instead be "this gay history book about the industrial revolution" or whatever the fuck.

[Anonymous No.16828951]

>>16828800
It usually makes one post and then stops. It also has patterns in how they write. The story usually has the same picture, the same "depressed" tone, and some random information at the end with some green text at the start. After the thread there's also at least 3 posts wich are also bot generated. Look at >>16827935
It's totally fucking random, why would OP recommend him a book? It's not even in the story, he just mentioned a "boring history book".
These: >>16827951
>>16827955
>>16827945
Could also be a bot, but I'm not sure.

[Anonymous No.16828981]

>>16828951