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at 15, 10 years ago i could cope and hope, pray, daydream about a better future with no depression, ocd and anxiety. Its going to get better i said to myself. Nothing got better, everything got worse and i run out of cope. I dont want to even see 30. My whole life feels like im set on fire and cant properly breath, only sleep is relief. I dont enjoy anything. Nothing sparks joy. I simply count the hours until im able to sleep again and the days, months, years go by. Im utterly alone.I tried to escape. Tried traveling to escape from myself but there is no escape. Everywhere i go im with the person i share my breath with, me. I tried to cope with drugs and while it did work and i distracted myself for 2 years with cocaine and booze, of course it stopped working and im worse off. Im 6 months clean now and i do nothing but lift weight once a day and then lay in bed in misery, self hatred, boredom and regret.Im begging you biz, i need help. What should i do?
>>16704322>>>/r9k/This isn't a finance or crypto question. The only answers you're gonna get are >BUY LINK>or 'sir buy street shitter coin, very good I am white please sho bobs and vagene'
>>16704322i know all your answers but i would have to kill you if i tell you them
>>16704322Take the poo to the loo
>>16704322you think it is bad now just wait four more years. you have to stop using drugs daily if you are, and probably see a professional about chronic depression. I wish I had done it when I was your age, because I am still miserable.
>>16704322chainlink is a scam
Anyone who needs a wife or their dream waifu, are you willing to pay $5000? not to me, but to my professional contractorYou can choose to believe me or not, but it worked for me. Give me a discord if interested. be willing to spend $100 to the guy up front, and he'll find you a girlfriend
>>16704390What kind of quality are we talking
life sucks unless you are good looking or inherit/luck out in the meme economy to cope
When was the last time you broke a sweat getting a high from cardio? If I don't exercise for like 2 weeks I start going crazy
ah yes, mid-twenties crippling depression culminatong in late-twenties perspective-altering manic blowout. Expect to lose everything youve accumulated externally and internally at that point.OP, we all go through it. Nothing's more solid than rock bottom. You're paying your dues for true freedom. Keep going.
>>16704322go on antidepressants long enough to realize their effect on you, slowly ween yourself off until u realize what u are like without them, go back on them until u realize how much they stifle your creativity, ween yourself back off until you know u can ignore your inwvitable clinical depression because u can now imagine what its like without it...use your creativity until u need the meds again. rinse and repeat.
>>16704405also this but take it slow. i went full on 20mins on a treadmill/day after not running for years and my knees hurt so bad i was bedridden for days. never picked up again. be careful
>>16704322Don’t worry anon. This is called your quarter life crisis. It gets better again. Get yourself some help in the way of therapy and maybe antidepressants. Sounds like the booze and drugs might have been a self medication thing in the first place?
>>16704396your dream wife. but only if youre willing to dump a girl when shes a redflag. You will attract gold diggers, but you have to sort through them. Its still the best way to meet your dream online girl.Hurry and give me an answer, i dont know if my guy is online anymore
>>16704322>Im begging you biz, i need help. What should i do?you need to go through your second puberty and become an adultit's called finding a woman and having children with herit's the most important decision of your lifelook at your elders that have been married and never divorced, they have the best advice
>>16704484>Get yourself some help in the way of therapy and maybe antidepressantsshouldn't be your first choicethe DSM is dangeroussynthetic psychotropics are even more dangerousif I could give advice to OP regarding therapy, talk to God and learn about the Church
>>16704635>talk to God and learn about the Churchanother thing, God talks backyou can have conversations with him if you're sincere>hint: he's always been able to read your mind and knew who you were before you were even born, seriously
>>16704640i have asked god for help so many times anon. why doesnt he talk back when im on my knees?
everyday you see the same posts and people giving the same advicethis isn't advice boardthis isn't r9kno one wants to hear it t b h and if they do then they're on the wrong board toowhat makes you think reading someone else's second/third/whatever hand experience of their personal problems is going to help you by just reading it on a screen? you will likely never take any of the advice eithertry figuring it out for yourself fuck off
>>16704654>why doesnt he talk back when im on my knees?he doesn't speak in wordshe shows, and you need the eyes to seeit took me a while to start noticing when he was sending me a message or signnow it happens multiple times a dayfaith alone isn't enoughfaith needs to be done in tandem with good works and not wallowing in miseryit's about overcoming your fallen state and giving yourself over to God fully and then actuating his will in the worldit isn't easy and in fact everyday will feel like 10 years have passedbut there's no other way to liveKeep me in your prayers brother and we will be fineone more thing, when you fully convert and are born again, expect many people to come after you (subconsciously or otherwise)it's just how it goes, sorry about that but Jesus said:"if they come for you, remember that they came for me first" (paraphrasing here)
>>16704672>not realizing the mandatory r9k thread is apart of every boardon /tv/ we always have one /r9k/ thread up. it makes for good shitposting. just accept it
>>16704654also he comes in your dreams too, which is beautiful (sometimes as a voice, a figure, or a word)he may sometimes be a stern Father, but that's what makes him a loving Fatherkeep God in your heart and follow Jesus (his only son and the perfect example)
>>16704726ok maybe youre right
>>16704672>what makes you think reading someone else's second/third/whatever hand experience of their personal problems is going to help you by just reading it on a screen?>>16704672>fuck offwhat's worse?the guy bitching on /biz/ about his life?or the guy bitching about the guy bitching on /biz/ about his life?I'll let you answer that
>>16704322you have to go back to the roots. humans are not made for this way of living. if you don't do these things, you're simply not trying hard enough:- sport everyday (walking, running, lifting)- cold shower, this will activate your primal powers- good food. your brain and body is a machine and needs fuel- sun light. look directly into the sun in the morning/evening for some sec. pineal gland- no fluoride to further heal your pineal gland- meditation- breathing exercices
>>16704764>breathing exercicesany examples
>>16704760epic le namefag fuck off faggot
>42 shows up even in these kind of threadsfuck me is he trying to make everyone leave biz?
>>16704796wim hof breathing is the most powerful and disruptive. follow the instructions
>>16704805>fuck off faggotthe height of sophistry in (current year + 4)try harder next time
>>16704817>fuck me is he trying to make everyone leave biz?am I your keeper?
>>16704764basedI would caution at looking directly at the sun in when it's at the peak
>>16704322Psilocybin mushrooms. Take about 3g all at once. It resets the brain. Lookitup, it's being studied at Johns Hopkins and other serious research universities.
i get the winter blues this time every year. seasonal affective disorder. didn't eat much of anything the past 10 days too because i was miserable from a bad sinus infection. hits hard when it's two bad things at a time.some days are bad but i think i'm gonna make a duck stew or roast duck to deal with it. fat foods make sense this time of year.glad i don't have to deal with this year round.
>>16704915>Psilocybin mushrooms. Take about 3g all at oncemake sure you have time to yourself with no serious commitments ahead of timeif you haven't done it before, take a week off work at least
>>16704487>Its still the best way to meet your dream online girl.do I get to choose the race?
>>16704950Hi brother how are you ? >>16704950His life treating you
>>16705219>Hi brother how are you ?feeling comfy with my waifutook some time off to recoup and relax before the start of the New Yeartaking the time to touch base with old friends and family and simply enjoy each others companyI hope your holiday season is coming along even better than mine
>>16704322Play video games
>>16705105yes man, give me a contact soon lol
>>16705361I pray for your well being and others. Thanks 42
>>16704322I feel mostly the same op. Exercise is the only thing that makes me feel happy. I feel accomplished after. Going to try and move this framework into other areas of my life. For example I’ve always wanted to be a great programmer. I need to spend an hour A day training myself to program. After each session (just like the gym) I will feel a bit of happiness knowing I’m chipping away at a long term goal.
>>16704725This but unironically. God is always sending messages if you're listening. I have failed to listen so many times. But he still wants the best for me. It's oddly saddening, and he deserved a much better servant than I. But humans fail and humans sin and we just need to try to be better. My problem is he would give me chances and opportunities that I dont even try for and I just totally blow.Do good for others, it's one of the best things you can do for yourself
life sucks, but eventually, you die.
>>16704764>look directly into the sun in the morning/evening for some sec.are you fucking kidding me
>>16704322It is called a hobby, faggot. It could be a criminal hobby too. Who the fuck cares?I would suggest to consider a loli lmaoAre you too stupid to become a Humbert Humbert or Dorian Gray?Also read fucking books. Lots of way smarter people have gone through this kind of shit and even left a fucking howto.
don't worry anon it won't last forever that is for sure
>>16704322You just need to find something you’re passionate about. Or take my idea for free:Make a food product (peanut butter, or pasta or whatever) and label it 100% non-kosher. On the label, explain how Jews hate Jesus and you love Jesus. Let people know every time they buy a (((kosher))) product, their money helps build another synagogue for Satan.
>>16707322>It's oddly saddening, and he deserved a much better servant than Ihe's happier for you than you realizeI just know it
>>16704877what movie is this from it makes me kek
>>16709173>what movie is this fromDark Cityhttps://www.imdb.com/title/tt0118929/>it makes me kekit's more real than you may think, that's all I will say for now
Some great posts in here. I started to read the Bible soon and it's not how we are fed to expect of it. There is a natural law of morality at work, which must be respected. And once followed, it gives you devine protection. So many of us have our internal demon that ultimatevely wants you to off yourself. It is a desperate part of you. That is the one that is wishing sin and addictions. But once you wake up, and realize that it isn't so in what you to but it's in what you do not do. Like lusting, coffeine, drugs, alchohol. That's what demon wants out of you but when you are clear of it, and stop using the destructive measures, you start to see the life much clearer. So a great start is in managing you needs and getting rid of vices.
>>16704322I used to feel the same, it got better though with time. I think you need to make an effort to constantly improve though, that feeling of success that comes with achieving goals builds momentum and before you know it, your life is improving in ways you didn't even imagine before.I only wish I could get rid of my tinnitus, it's a pain in the ass.
>>16709184why do you allow occultists and symbolic esoterica to rule your perception of reality? are you a woman or something?