That was the exact reason why I was blackpilled for so long. 2 things pulled me out of it, animals and statistics.
Basically, if you compare where human civilization is now to where it was at any previous point in history you’ll see that homicide rates per capita are down, sexual violence is down, law enforcement is much more effective, liberty and quality of life have improved globally. Sure there are hotspots that regress like Syria, and there are places still stuck in the dark ages, but I was really inspired to want to contribute to the trend of improvement and have some fun as well.
I get it, evil pisses me off so much, I’ve seen too much myself growing up, but now I accept the remaining evil as being a leftover from where we started which was pure evil, chaos and savagery. I’m going through some dark shit too right now but I know to get off of /pol/ whenever I’m down. Bearing the world’s pain is too much for any man, and it’s self defeating. A man improves the world by improving his world, his life, his body, his community. Think about a good person you admire, maybe someone who devotes all their time to the poor, the sick, animals etc, and realize you can be an admirable person.
Don’t go to the yacht party, that shit is going to be a honeypot. I tell myself link will never moon, and that i bought in for the memes and fun times. It helps me focus on my projects. That way when it does moon I’ll be pleasantly surprised and surrounded by all my rescued animal frens.