deformed

[Anonymous No.15776641]

5'5" male = deformed. If you think otherwise, youre either a coping midget that has never looked in the mirror or a retard that is talking out of their ass.

I was justed by god himself. Stupid ass bitch.

How to kill myself? I have 4k. I wanted 40k for limb lengthening, but I give up. I wont get it in time (10 months). Help make the world a better place by getting rid of trash like me
>inb4 "rk9 faggot"
thing is, they aren't my people. You losers are. I relate to many of the posts here (minus the faggot baby boomer cum muncher bootlicker ones).

It's all so tiresome. Help me die.

[Anonymous No.15776649]

Just get married
You'll die a little every day

[Anonymous No.15776744]

Hang in there dude. You need to take care of your mental health, first and foremost. Because that is what is failing you, if you're getting suicidal thoughts. First understand that life is suffering. It was never going to be easy. Suffering is natural. A world without suffering and pain doesn't exist. You need a job, a woman, and family to give your life structure. As a NEET, you can be cast aside for years and it seems no one cares about you while you deteriorate. Even your family can't help sometimes. You need to work on your depression and anxiety. Start exercising to give yourself confidence and endorphins that fight depression. Take a walk outside regularly to clear your mind and boost mood. Being trapped in your room for long stretches is bad for your mental health. Start trying to eat better because I suspect too many processed foods can affect your mind as well. You might need a religion or ideology to anchor yourself in the world and provide a skeleton for your life. "I can't die because of x." You need to take breaks and make sure your life is more than misery. Whatever you enjoy doing, be sure to incorporate that into your schedule so that there is some joy in your life, whether it's drawing, playing games, biking, whatever. You need to get your life back on track with employment and getting closer to self-actualization. If you suffer too much, you become a monster.

[Anonymous No.15776781]

>>15776744
first not a neet. second
>Start exercising to give yourself confidence and endorphins that fight depression.
You havent seen my previous posts, but I trained harder than basically 99% of all humans in the history of ever and is actually the main cause for my suicidal thoughts. Being a man trapped in the body of a little boy fucked me up. And ya, I strongly agree suffering makes you into a monster. I am a sociopath now. I see humans as sacks of meat now. I cant believe I actually genuinely cared before about the lives of even strangers. What a joke. I became malicious because of my torture. Filled with so much rage. My deepest desire it to choke the life out of god. My deepest dream is to kill god with my own hands.

[Anonymous No.15776792]

>>15776781
Seriously dude, just either kill yourself or stop posting here and go jack off into your mum's dirty underwear, you dirty fucking cunt.

[Anonymous No.15776797]

>>15776792
your worse trash than me so take your own advice. Your death would also be doing this earth a favor.

[Anonymous No.15776800]

>>15776641
thats one angry manlet lol

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776810]

>>15776797
Awww, it looks like someone forgot to take their nap today.

[Anonymous No.15776819]

>>15776781
You will not kill god so drop that idea. Get a punching bag instead for your rage. Drop all the surgery stuff; that's just a waste of money and silly. If you're dying of loneliness consider dating outside your race or going somewhere else to find a woman. If that girl has a particular fetish and you happen to fulfill it, then she will find you attractive. That might be a way for you to get an in, despite being short.

[Anonymous No.15776820]

>>15776641
I have a friend that is 5'2" and balding, also dresses like shit. He's one of the happiest people I know, has a PhD in a STEM subject and a 7/10 gf (that is around 5'7") that loves him to bits. Cope harder retard, you might be a failure, but it's not because of your height.

[Anonymous No.15776822]

>>15776810
>Awww
? That insult makes no sense considering it can be applied to you and them too. Literal retard

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776825]

>>15776822
Ok, buddy! We're rootin' for you out there in the real world.

[Anonymous No.15776828]

>>15776819
surgeries are all that matter
>>15776820
down syndrome incarnate. Ever hear the expression "if someone jumps off a bridge, will you too", retard? It's also retarded as all hell to compare me to someone who has a 180 personality type to me, brainlet. Thirdly, you used the word "cope" wrong, idiot

[Anonymous No.15776831]

>>15776781
Just be yourself bro

[Anonymous No.15776834]

>>15776825
Sounds good, buddy! Be careful when sticking dicks up your ass, okay?

[Anonymous No.15776835]

>>15776820
>>15776819
>>15776810
>>15776800
>>15776797
>>15776792
>>15776744
>>15776649


wow so many cucks you cant even come up with one legitimate answer.

heroin/fentanyl overdose is the way to go OP. completely painless. you pass out and sinply stop breathing. just be sure no one is around in time to call an ambulance

[Anonymous No.15776838]

>>15776828
nigger, how about you change your personality instead of your limbs then?

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776839]

>>15776834
Yeah, I'll make sure to take good care of your boyfriend while you're out waging.

[Anonymous No.15776843]

>>15776835
Or accidentally mess up the dose and end up a vegetable as well as a midget. Trapped in your tiny deformed body for another 50 years unable to move or speak. GG.

[Anonymous No.15776846]

>>15776838
na
>>15776839
>boyfriend
fag.
>waging
neet.
Jee, you are actually more pathetic than me and that's saying something. Literal trashcan kek

[Anonymous No.15776848]

>>15776843
I had my gun rights taken from me so it seems realistically jumping off a bridge is the way to go.

[Anonymous No.15776853]

>>15776848
what a pussy lol

[Anonymous No.15776855]

>>15776848
I would recommend train tracks actually. Jumping off the bridge might end up being quite painful if you don't die on impact and you end up drowning slowly with your broken legs. Also send me your crypto before you do it plz

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776856]

>>15776846
I'm proud to be a fag, just like I'm proud to be fucking your boyfriend while you slave away miserably.

[Anonymous No.15776859]

>>15776848
Do you know what the greatest gift in the world is op?

[Anonymous No.15776867]

>>15776859
Is it being a normal height and having girls view you as an object of sexual desire

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776868]

>>15776867
kek

[Anonymous No.15776869]

>>15776853
u
>>15776855
train honestly sounds a trillion times worse. Also I meant jumping unto actual cement, not water.
>>15776856
stay a faggot
>>15776859
money

[Anonymous No.15776871]

>>15776869
It is more valuable than money. I will let you guess again.

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776875]

>>15776869
>stay a faggot
i think i will, shortie

[Anonymous No.15776877]

>>15776868
>kek
yet I probably look better than you Lol. Post a sefie and I'll post one too. Cmon, "chad" :). Too pussy to post a pic of yourself?

[Anonymous No.15776879]

>>15776871
more money. If not that, then height.
>>15776875
k, faggot

[Anonymous No.15776881]

>>15776828
Are you serious about the surgery thing? That cannot fix you dude. It's the same reason why getting surgeries can't fix the trannies. Stop obsessing about your body. Ensign, you don't have my permission to commit suicide. Now pull yourself together and fix your mental health. Buy a realdoll if it's that bad.

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776886]

>>15776877
Sure. I got a professional headshot taken a while back for business purposes. Here you go.

[Anonymous No.15776894]

>>15776879
The greatest gift of all is to be alive. You payed nothing for it. And it is yours.

[Anonymous No.15776895]

>>15776881
Ya im cereal. It could have fixed me (unlike trannie betas, what I sought for was a body that was equal to my will power i.e. a bod that mirrored the workouts I did and represented my strong will. Dont compare me to trannies as if their desires are as strong as mine. They just have a fixation over sexual organs. My desires were deeper than that. I say "were" since the real me died 7.5 years ago. I know the surgeries cant actually turn me back to normal after all this shit ive been through, but it can bring me a small sense of catharsis before I die. Not actually looking for a companion).

[Anonymous No.15776901]

>>15776886
>posts a random guy
omega pussy
>>15776894
I mean if you're tortured the whole time, you cant really call that a gift..

[Anonymous No.15776916]

>>15776895
Please don't kill yourself. You talk as though you are already a goner. There is time while you are still alive. It is NEVER to late to change your ways. What do you think will happen when you are dead? NOTHING. People will move on with their lives. You clearly want to be happy. It is okay to be in pain. The real you is still here. I know this is vague but there is no chance your life can get better if you are dead. I don't normally make these posts but I generally like you faggots on /biz/. Even if the advice is not always the best.

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776921]

>>15776901
You can reverse image search it if you want, just to test its legitimacy. If you think I'm actually going to take a selfie and upload it to my computer just to prove you wrong, you're really overestimating how much I care.

[Anonymous No.15776923]

>>15776895
You are literally the same as a tranny

[Anonymous No.15776929]

>>15776641
There has to be more wrong with you than your height if you’re this depressed. 5’5 isn’t bad at all, plenty of guys at that height date hot chicks and have successful careers. Find the root cause of your unhappiness and address that.

[Anonymous No.15776932]

>>15776901
Are you tortured? For all have their problems. There are people who are slaves in Saudi arabia. Who are poor and dumb. Are you dumb? Can you not find out how to get what you want? Or do you hate that others have what you want? They need not lose for you to win! You may have money. You may have women and confidence if you can answer one question.

Why should you have any of these things?

You give reasons why not. You are short and depressed and have no money. Why should a woman want you?

[Anonymous No.15776937]

>>15776921
>you over estimate how much I care
Looooooooooooooool
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
holy shit what a beta. Pic related. You almost cured my depression.
>>15776923
believe what you want

[Spaceman Spiff !!qQ5vtHcXK4O No.15776945]

>>15776937
ok dick hat

[Anonymous No.15776954]

>>15776929
na, its 100% caused by my height. I know myself well. Has nothing to do with women. My face is decent enough where ive had really pretty 10/10s flirt with me from time to time. A woman wont fix me. All I cared about ever was obtaining the perfect form. Im 24 now and these thoughts have only gotten more intense and darker as ive aged.
>>15776932
this has literally nothing to do with women

[Anonymous No.15776959]

>>15776945
>o-okay dick hat

[Anonymous No.15776962]

>>15776954
You sound like that incel shooter. It's entertaining to read your threads but honestly you don't win any sympathy with anyone you talk to. Maybe cause of your 'tism? Anyways, gl with your rambling.

[Anonymous No.15776963]

>>15776954
>All I cared about ever was obtaining the perfect form
Are you cell from dbz?
Go to a psychologist

[Anonymous No.15776964]

FUCK THIS THREAD
FUCK OP
FUCK FAGGOTS REPLYING HIM

ALSO
FUCK KIKES
FUCK TRANNIES
FUCK BOBOS
BTC 16K EOM

[Anonymous No.15776978]

>>15776962
thank you, I try to perfect my rambling.
>>15776963
pretty much tb.h
I have a one track mind.
>>15776964
well im gonna long btc as a final hope for the money I want so asuka better be right or its unironically over

[Anonymous No.15777004]

>>15776954
Ok I guess I can understand not being happy with yourself physically, sorry anon. I wish there was an easier solution. I wonder if finding hobbies where your stature may prove to be advantageous would be helpful at all. Rock climbing, for example. You could also try simple things like wearing boots with thicker soles regularly - you should be able to get an extra 1.5” or so that way. I doubt you are serious about killing yourself but if you’re really thinking about that maybe you should make a list of pros and cons in your life, give everything a weighting of 1-100 (where let’s say your height may be worth 100), and see how you score. It may give you a different perspective on how meaningful your height truly is when looking at the larger picture.

[Anonymous No.15777011]

>>15776978
The reason I compared you to trans men if because of the following I wrote. It's just my thoughts and it might be wrong but you might gain some insight:

Transgender men (male to female) seem to just be deeply mentally ill people. They are deeply disturbed people in general and identifying as 'transgender' is just a form of developing a personal identity centered around that mental illness in their brains. These men have low social-sexual status (low sexual market value) as men. They might not be masculine or they might be incels. These men are so low on the totem pole of masculinity that think they'll be better off by turning in the opposite direction and trying to make it as a female. They may be short, with small jaws, feminine features, low testosterone, timid, and socially anxious. They think being masculine would require too much effort to have any success in life because they are starting with handicaps that are perceived as unmasculine. So they turn 180 and try to be as feminine as possible by becoming women. They will only receive small gains by trying to lift weights and becoming more confident. So they might start cross-dressing or applying makeup in order to simulate getting access to a woman since they are starved of attention and crave sex. "I can't get a girl so I'll become a girl to satisfy my sexual needs. I need something feminine." This fetish turns into a personal identity as the person convinces himself that it's a part of who he is. "I was born this way. I am transgender. I've always felt more like a woman than a man." So they start trying to visibly dress as a woman while growing their hair out in womens' hairstyles and using makeup to try to become as feminine-looking as possible. Now all of a sudden, they are getting attention from men, and they go from starved, lonely incels to nonstop attention and lust from other men if he passes as a decent tranny.

[Anonymous No.15777012]

>>15776954
Oh I’ll also mention 24 — though it doesn’t seem it now — is very young. You’re basically a kid still. You’ll very likely outgrow a lot of your insecurities over the next 5-10 years.

[Anonymous No.15777018]

This is a complete reversal of fortunes in the sexual dating market (0 ->100). This feedback and attention from men reinforces his identity that this is the correct path and that this is what he was supposed to be: a woman. But happiness will be short-lived because dressing as a woman cannot fix the underlying mental illness or make it go away. The suicide rate for transgender people is not because they are transgender but because they are mentally ill people with suggestible minds that convinced themselves that they could change their biology and turn from a man into a woman. Transgender people have a 42% suicide rate.

[Anonymous No.15777030]

>>15776641
at last you have heaven to look forward to

[Anonymous No.15777075]

>>15776954
>My face is decent enough where ive had really pretty 10/10s flirt with me from time to time
Wow so you were just pretending to be an incel the whole time
Kill yourself

[Anonymous No.15777120]

>>15776641
jon snow and harry potter actors were both 5'6 why not go for something like that if youre not ugly as hell

[Anonymous No.15777329]

>>15776828
He used "cope" right and you used the bridge idiom wrong. You're coping your shitty personality by pretending it's only an issue of height. What's really undersized about your anatomy is your brain.