Wasted youth and what for?

[Anonymous No.15652170]

As a washed up, burnt out 30+ year old boomer, I know full well the tragedy of lost time.
I spent the greater part of my 20's fucking around as a NEET. I dabbled in various endeavors but never pursued them at great length.
I tried college three times, but my priorities were misplaced.
I had countless opportunities laid at my feet, but I squandered them in favor of being a fat sperg.
I could've gone to Israel, Britain, and France, but I didn't.
I could've gone into business with someone who knew their shit, but I didn't.
Instead I played at being a small-time criminal by selling cheap drugs and stealing random shit, all while collecting a crazy check. I eventually spiralled out of control, inflicting significant harm upon myself by sabotaging my social status and causing considerable brain damage through heavy drug abuse.
Now I'm cut off from the NEETbux, I've lost all my friends, and have become a heavy burden on my family. I withdraw into my own world to escape the crushing reality of my failures. 4chan, vidya, porn, the same shit I did a decade ago but without the novelty which once brought me some excitement.
Now I have to subject myself to mundane wageslavery with no skill set, no education, just memories of outdated memes and a pocket full of stories about raising hell.
Don't flush time down the toilet.

[Anonymous No.15652204]

Oh bo fucking hoo nice blog faggot your still living a better life than most. Go fuck yourself.

[Anonymous No.15652206]

>>15652170
Posts like these make me so glad I was born in 1997 instead of 1987.

[Anonymous No.15652238]

>>15652206
A fucking zoomer

[Anonymous No.15652351]

>>15652206
zoom harder faggot

[Anonymous No.15652382]

>>15652170
I am mid 20. Wasted time in school. Did a 2 yr degree. Useless. I dont feel like finishing my bachelors. Had I just thrown money into btc after graduating highschool, I could have lived life. Nigger god. My job also pays so little that I cant even move out if I wanted to. My only hope is crypto. Its either that or suicide. Im giving until about mayish after the halving.

[Anonymous No.15652400]

>>15652204
I wasn't bitching, you daft cunt. I'm trying to tell other Anons not to trick off their time doing dumb shit. Everything is uphill when you're untrained and uneducated.

[Anonymous No.15652421]

aren't you technically a gen xer/millennial and not a boomer

[Anonymous No.15652424]

>>15652421
hes a millenial

[Anonymous No.15652426]

>>15652382
I remember discovering Bitcoin back around 2011 as a way to buy drugs online. I thought it was just a meme and kept wasting all my money on stupid shit like alcohol, weed, and video games. I could've been set for life if I had invested in Bitcoin instead. Fuck it.

[Anonymous No.15652440]

>>15652421
I'm just spouting the 30 year old boomer meme. I'm technically a millennial.

[Anonymous No.15652451]

>>15652170
If not larping, you still write too coherently to have serious brain damage. Keep pushing and dont give up.

[Anonymous No.15652469]

>I could've invested in BTC back in 2011
>I wouldn't have sold it all at $100 or $500 or $1000 and never looked back
The absolute state.

[Anonymous No.15652486]

Same, OP, but late 20's here. I just kind of wish I had an average time in life. I guess I didn't work hard enough.

[Anonymous No.15652510]

>>15652170
>I had countless opportunities laid at my feet
I'm a 32 year old NEET, but this is where we're different. I never had any opportunities, never had any friends, never had anyone who wanted to be with me. You chose this life, but not all of us did.

[Anonymous No.15652520]

>>15652486
Let's be honest, you were just born ugly.

[Anonymous No.15652541]

>>15652520
I'm actually good looking when I'm not sitting in the dark wearing a cheeto-dust-and-cum-covered t-shirt at my desk

[Anonymous No.15652546]

>>15652451
It isn't like I'm fully retarded, but I definitely had a stroke several years ago. My brain felt like it was boiling, and my left eye went all crooked. I just stood under an ice cold shower for a really long time and slept it off. I may have recently had a small heat stroke as well. But fuck it, my mind and body will rot in the grave inevitably, it is my soul which I must look after foremost.

[Anonymous No.15652562]

>>15652541
I can guarantee that you are nowhere near as attractive as you think you are.

[Anonymous No.15652570]

>>15652486
It's easy to live in relative comfort without ever seeking real fulfillment.
"Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way."

[Anonymous No.15652575]

>>15652562
Don’t be rude!!!!!

[Anonymous No.15652588]

YOU HAVE 50 MORE FUCKING YEARS TO LIVE YOUR LIFE YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU WANT TO GIVE UP NOW?

[Anonymous No.15652595]

>>15652510
Perhaps that is my greatest sin.

[Anonymous No.15652596]

>>15652562
Why yes, how could you know?

[Anonymous No.15652597]

>>15652575
You'd never say that to the women who never wanted to look at him. You'd never say that to the popular guys who could have been his friend but didn't.

[Anonymous No.15652602]

>>15652562
Sure, if it makes you feel better, just drag me down to your level

[Anonymous No.15652604]

>>15652588
I never said I was giving up.

[Anonymous No.15652623]

I think I'm going to an hero really soon. I've seen this life for what it is. DMT reveals the secret. There is no reason to live if you don't want to. Trust me, the mundane is mundane

[Anonymous No.15652632]

>>15652170
The self concept cannot exist without something to compare itself to. All of this constant ego positioning that you call thinking is whats really ruining your life. If you feel bad about your life, just make sure its really you feeling bad and not some bullshit you internalized from the outside growing up about how you should be. All you've got is right now and here. You can always build up from that. The only thing stopping you is pointless shame and regret. Just keep doing the next right thing, and it snowballs a lot quicker than you'd expect. dont give up