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>realize i'm an asshole who treats all the people who've helped me as a means to an end
>realize i squandered great friendships because of it
>just want to get rich and give my old friends fat envelopes anonymously

>> No.15275851

U on that molly m8?

>> No.15275881

>>15275851
whos molly?
is she bullish or bearish?

>> No.15275945

>>15275836
how did you realize this? was there something specific that happened or was it a gradual realization?

>> No.15275953

You should dive into philosophy, friend. I bet Immanuel Kant could be a good insight

>> No.15276034

>>15275945
gradual realization
i've never liked the idea of exchanging gifts since a childhood incident but one day i realized that i had received more gifts in my life than i had ever given to people, and often those gifts were from people who had already or were already helping me in some way
i move a lot and i tend to lose contact with people shortly after i enter the "next phase" of my life, and don't really make an effort to because i'm trying to work through unresolved childhood traumas and don't want to bother them
sorry if i'm rambling as you can see my mental health isn't the best right now

>> No.15276049

>>15275953
>I bet Immanuel Kant could be a good insight

Why not? Make up your mind.

>> No.15276058

Same here but without sending the fat envelopes. This is why I cant smoke weed anymore, I keep remembering how much of an asshole I've been over the last years

>> No.15276075

>>15276058
>This is why I cant smoke weed anymore, I keep remembering how much of an asshole I've been over the last years
is weed really the cause of this? i smoke heavily

>> No.15276102

>>15276075
I dont think so, I've been an asshole before smoking it.
It just makes me a lot more empathetic and then I start looking at past events from the eyes of these other people. Then the anxiety kicks in

>> No.15276137

>>15276102
>a lot more empathetic and then I start looking at past events from the eyes of these other people. Then the anxiety kicks in
glad to hear this is common
i get this and eventually so anxious that depersonalization(?) kicks in and all i can think about is how to undo my birth or kms quietly

>> No.15276222

>>15276137
>all i can think about is how to undo my birth or kms quietly
Yeah, I get that too. To be fair I used to get it before weed, but not as much
Try laying off that stuff for a while. I know people who smoke all day and are prolific geniuses, but maybe it's not for everybody

>> No.15276257

>>15276058
>>15276075
>>15276102
>>15276137
>>15276222
fucking druggies

>> No.15276271

>>15276257
Here's your (You), don't spend it all in one place

>> No.15276280

>>15276271
(You)'s are my drug

>> No.15276297

>>15275836
You and me both. I've been a total jerk with people who was genuinely good to me. Things you realize when you're all alone and broke I guess.

>> No.15276342

OP, we all fuck shit up in life. If you’re on the right track, you realize what mistakes you’ve been making and you make the proper adjustments. It sounds like you know you’ve been a cunt, so just fix it you fuck. There is no long term happiness in being a cunt, unfortunately. I’ve done al the various paths of life, and unironically there is no shortcut to just being a good guy. I’m not saying be anybody’s bitch, the complete opposite. But having a strong network will pay FUCKING DIVIDENDS in the long run, I literally just landed a sick job via nepotism. Embrace it, doesn’t mean you even have to go normie. Normies like us fringe guys, it makes them feel more edgy. Play both sides, good luck