How you holding up, /biz/?

[Anonymous No.13819408]

[Anonymous No.13819426]

>>13819408
going to kill myself if chainlink isnt $5 by the end of summer, how are you?

[Anonymous No.13819500]

>>13819426

Same but $1k.

[Anonymous No.13819550]

Not doing too well. I had a tough day at my job today. I gave a presentation and totally had a break down. This was infront all of the marketing, customer service, and product teams. I am normally pretty outgoing, but for some reason I broke down. It was FUCKING CRINGE and I ended up looking like a total bitch. I haven't gotten laid in a while so situations that make me looking like a fucking cringelord get to me even more these days. It makes me feel less sex worthy. I think I need a therapists but most of them fucking suck. I really hate everything right now frens. What the fuck is the point of all of this. Literally feel like pic related at work and sometimes in general.

[Anonymous No.13819617]

>>13819550
We all suffer now so that we may be victorious later. Stay strong anon, all that separates us from making it is time.

[Anonymous No.13819643]

>>13819617
Thanks anon.

[Anonymous No.13819665]

>>13819550
omg thats literally me

[Anonymous No.13819669]

>>13819426
>>13819500
Unfortunately for you... Going to 50 cents in June before maybe 30 max in July.

You are on the edge of making the most you ever will out of Link, do not fuck this up.

[Anonymous No.13819677]

>>13819408
Just started a new job after a shitty period in my life where I had a mental breakdown and went neet for a few months after my ex left me. It's hard honestly, I don't have much going on in my life right now, but having my motivation back and working towards a better future is what makes all the difference between meaningless suffering and delayed gratification.

[Anonymous No.13819712]

>>13819677
Why'd she leave anon?

[Anonymous No.13819770]

>>13819677
Sounds like you are on the right track anon. Next thing you know you are dating a cute girl while your portfolio is reaching 530%. Hang in there mate

[Anonymous No.13819792]

>>13819677
you will make it

[Anonymous No.13819793]

>>13819712
idk senpai, she just woke up one morning crying and told me she doesnt love me anymore

we were really close, a lot of my life had been built around her by that point (probably a mistake), so i took it pretty hard

that last relationship made me seriously reconsider whether im cut out for that love shit, it's just so much trouble and deep down i think the only thing im able to truly care about is myself and getting my nut off

now im just waiting to make it like the rest of you and and blow some fat stacks on hookers till my heart gives out, aint trying to play no games no more

[Anonymous No.13819820]

Feeling hopeless. I have no talents or the smarts, just a self-aware socially retarded NEET.

I wish I could appreciate life again and erase all this blackpill shit from my head.

[Anonymous No.13819831]

>>13819669
ill buy more I honestly miss buying link because i dont want to buy at these prices, i didnt know i was addicted to buying link under a dollar, what have i become, i cant live a normal life after if this fails

[Anonymous No.13819857]

>>13819793
sucks anon, i think we can all love, but our expectations just need to be adjusted. we need to be prepared to lose it all at any point. sometimes we go into relationships thinking its unconditional and forever, but its not.

[Anonymous No.13819877]

>>13819820
the thing that helped me the most with the blackpill shit is reading a bunch of self help books off audible. i never saw myself as the type to need to read those, but eventually i found myself slowly acquiring the necessary tools to deal with problems in my life properly instead of acting like some emotionally reactionary depressive all the time

[Anonymous No.13819883]

You can actually. If you talk to people irl. If you did, you'd realize that things are terrible. Most of the stuff that you read on here or elsewhere on the internet is cherry picked and is always reaching when it comes to the conclusions that are drawn out.

[Anonymous No.13819943]

>>13819857
the kind of emotional investment a loving relationship requires feels so not worth it considering how fragile and risky a relationship is (cheating, toxicity, feelings changing)

idk, for me personally, i dont really want to give anyone power over my emotional wellbeing, im generally happy just being me

cant trust these hoes man

[Anonymous No.13819974]

>>13819943
yeah i understand anon

[Anonymous No.13819991]

>>13819793
She cheated on your breh. She's probably bouncing on someone else's dick as I type this.

[Anonymous No.13820016]

>>13819991
thats great man lmao im glad shes doing whatever's necessary to stay the fuck out of my life

[Anonymous No.13820661]

I've been finding it harder and harder to stay motivated at work now that my stack is surpassing my annual salary.

[Anonymous No.13820705]

I just had my organic chemistry final. Been studying the for the past two weeks for this shit and held stable coins because I didn't want to get distracted by crypto. My shit bag NKN mooned and my other shit bag BTC ultra mooned. If I get justed by my exam too summer is going to start really poorly.

[Anonymous No.13820785]

BCH holder getting more and more just’ed by the minute. I just wanted to make some side money and hang out with my frens on /biz/. Can’t even do that anymore because everyone wants you to pump their bags or it’s a bot thread.

[Anonymous No.13820811]

>>13820705
You’ll do fine. O chem is seriously a delineating course that separates intelligent stem folks from the rest of the populace. If you can win and make grades in that series, you can learn just about anything.

[Anonymous No.13820910]

>>13820661
It's called pride.

[Anonymous No.13820971]

simply surviving. I make a salary and I drive a truck.I do a minimal amount of work as possible without getting in trouble. I'm 2500 miles away from home but I dont really miss anyone except for my little brother who hates me and my dog. I miss my dog so much. I havent been home since December 3 and I dont plan on going back soon. I fucking hate working. I also miss banging my ugly side piece.

Could be much worse

[Anonymous No.13821075]

>>13820971
Doge, booty calls back home, employed in something other than an amazon warehouse? Sounds like you’re doing okay.

[Anonymous No.13821094]

>>13820661
My job is literally copying numbers from a spreadsheet into web apps for 10 hours a day.

[Anonymous No.13821106]

>>13820016
based

[Anonymous No.13821125]

>>13821094
Ouch. Ever try Kratom? It’s like a mixture of hydrocdone and 2mg of adderall mixed together. Might be fine to work on if you’re doing glorified data entry the entire day.

[Anonymous No.13821128]

>>13819820
Literally me. Literally the only difference between me and a typical Mcdonalds fast food worker/weekend alcoholic is that I was instilled with a bit more awareness and sentience. I have absolutely no future in this world. If there isn't going to be universal basic income then I'll be sleeping in the streets by 2035

[Anonymous No.13821140]

All women are whores.

[Anonymous No.13821145]

>>13821125
I thought about that. Or maybe go on a mushroom trip to reset my brain.

[Anonymous No.13821243]

Who here /utter failure and stupid fucking retarded loser/?

In real life I am a socially awkward failure with a pleb tier """career""" and low income, socially a loser with no gf ever and only 2 friends who are both drunks. I spent years reading about stocks and spent 2 years trading and investing and I get BTFO 90% of the time meanwhile all the normies at work just dump money into weed stocks with no research and somehow manage to sell the top and now have down payments for their house meanwhile I'm stuck with my parents too poor to move out feeling like a jealous fuck like Frank Grimes. Then I try crypto and even /biz/ NEETS become filthy rich and have 1000% returns literally everything I buy tanks except my 1.0 BTC I have stored, I come on /biz/ daily and everybody is posting about how they doubled everything overnight literally everybody here is making money but me.

It's over, suicide is the only remaining option at this point

[Anonymous No.13821257]

>>13821140
All men are retards

[Anonymous No.13821261]

>wake up
>people still think btc is bitcoin
>go back to bed

[Anonymous No.13821285]

>>13821075
not happy. kinda miserable, but never been more optimistic about my future. these next few years will suck but I'm gonna make it

[Anonymous No.13821292]

>>13821140
Have sex

[Anonymous No.13821298]

>>13821145
This would be something low-dose to enjoy 1-2 days a week during your shift to help break up the monotony.

[Anonymous No.13821315]

>>13819408
I've been unemployed since April 19, of my own volition. As my first month passes, I've doubled my investment in crypto and I'm looking into liquidity scalping as a hobby. I don't think I like it that much.

I hear these guys in threads talking about "becoming a capitalist", and I wonder if that means what I think it means. In my case, it would be stopping wage work and starting contract work instead. I'm privileged -- my wife is supportive of my current NEET state, I have health insurance and a healthy amount of savings and money in brokerages and other accounts to fall back on, so it's a point in my life where I need to make a decision. Do I go into business for myself, or do I return to the comfort of regular, decently-paying wage work and just keep investing? I don't know, /biz/. I suppose the upshot is that my run pace is closing in on a 10 minute mile, which was my first goal for cardio training. If nothing else, that is one area where I'm making it.

[Anonymous No.13821318]

Having no reason to live, unless a fucking meme like chainlink actually breaks 800

[Anonymous No.13821325]

>>13821315
I hope you're all having a couple of good beers tonight, or something else that makes this friday night just a little bit better.

[Anonymous No.13821329]

>>13821285
You have to have a goal and want for a better future. Biz frens get depressed because they get money on occasion, but don’t have any structure outside building their bags.

[Anonymous No.13821351]

>>13821315
Crypto isn’t going to explode for at least another year. If you have the financia backing and social support, I say take the jump and go into business for yourself or at least refine your business plans and during the sabbatical.

[Anonymous No.13821368]

unironically have put all of what measley savings i have into crypto, it's my last shot at any sort of redemption in life. decent paying job but literally only working to not starve, dgaf about how im living because no waifu or kids, slowly getting more socially awkward because losing my give a fuck to make frens anymore since almost all of them end up being discord trannies. i just want to be free from a job that eats up 80% of the week so i can enjoy the little things for once and find the right qt.

[Anonymous No.13821370]

>>13821125
I used to do kratom. I liked the reds on weekends, and it removed my desire to drink entirely. First time I did red horn strain, all anxiety I had was completely fucking deleted for a week and a half. But, it builds tolerance too quickly, and once you get on those drugs that hit the opioid receptors like that, it's a hop skip and a jump to something way worse if you're not careful. Kratom's one of those half-drugs that people claim changes lives, but I think it's overhyped and way too easy to abuse, even if there's no real negative side effects other than the same shit your liver deals with if you pop painkillers.

[Anonymous No.13821394]

>>13821351
I'm a software engineer by trade. I've got a lot of experience, about 8-10 years by now, but I didn't like startups. I'm thinking of shacking up with a contracting firm to become a subcontractor for a while, see if I can get some tips on dealing with clients. Then, if I find one I like, just cutting out the middleman. In the interim, I'm here, and I'm studying free online shit like economics and data science and cloud stuff. Figure it can't hurt to train while I'm down. Everyone I know says I need the vacation.

[Anonymous No.13821417]

>>13821370
It’s no punk if you don’t take breaks and up your dosage. Dependency is a real thing. I’ve spent 3 days with headaches, vomiting body aches, vertigo coupled with anxiety of feelings of dread trying to kick the stuff cold turkey. 2-3 days a week in low to moderate dosages is plenty.

I think it gets watered down because people are using it to curb heroin, pain pills dnd drinking addictions.

[Anonymous No.13821450]

>>13821394
There you go. Get in as a subcontractor and learn parts of the trade you’d normally miss starting out on your own. Gauge your feel for it.

I’m thinking about leaving medical sales and trying to get a job with Gemini doing something non-tech like a brand liaison it sales or something.

[Anonymous No.13821451]

>>13819408
Hit absolute rock bottom in January 2018
Started forcing myself to study for a meme college because I'm extremely interested in the subject (literally didn't care that job opportunities are minimal) and because I thought my life would turn around if I moved to another city
Somehow I started working really hard on it, initial motivation created a strong backbone for my discipline. Almost aced the exam, which was pretty hard for a lot of people, at 56/60. Mom was so happy that she cried when I told her about it.

First semester was pretty cool, subjects were neat and I get some friends. Didn't turn into a complete normie, but I made a 180 change on my personality, realised that people actually liked me. I even got an internship as a content writer for a regional crypto news site, which initially got me to start investing this cycle in December.
After exams for the 1st semester in February 2019, I got pretty isolated and was unhappy with some of my results, but I planned on doing better next semester. It got a ton worse.
Depression almost did a rebound on early 2018 levels, but I didn't get suicidal this time. My opinion about the college itself and the professors completely turned around. It's not that I can't sit down and study, I just don't have the motivation to study for subjects that suddenly got abnormal requirements.
Exams are starting in June and I'm planning on dropping out before I get in a worse state. Definitely not at a place where I imagined myself to be, but I guess that's how it was meant to be
Next plan is to work on myself during summer and make another backbone for my discipline so that I can start working on stuff that I actually want. I just want to start seeing results, I can't stand doing something and not knowing if it's worth it. I just want to do or make something and prove myself that I'm up to the task This has and always will bring me the greatest satisfaction
Currently this is the 4th night in a row in which I struggle to sleep

[Anonymous No.13821471]

>>13821417
It DEFINITELY helped me curb my drinking. I went from slamming two or three six packs a week to maybe one or two nights of drinking a month at most when I tried it. I think it's nice once in a while but I totally agree that you can form habits on it. It's a shame because a lot of frens here could really use the MOTIVATION a good green strain gives you, and it doesn't make you feel ok with being bored like weed does.

[Anonymous No.13821479]

Passing time waiting for link to moon so my real life can finally begin

[Anonymous No.13821486]

>>13821370
Sounds exactly the same as my experience with Tianeptine. They're both these pseudo-nootropic pseudo-therapeutic promising compounds that ultimately are just disguised opioids which fuck you in the ass with tolerance and withdrawals. Not worth it.

[Anonymous No.13821504]

>>13819550

Damn that wojack got to real

[Anonymous No.13821575]

>>13821451
Keep fighting through the neuroses, live modestly and at least finish a degree in something somewhat useful. If you can do that and keep the student debt at reasonable levels it will be worth it for the long term outlook on employability, financial security and general quality of life. I went through hell and back in my own little mental prison through all of community college and my bachelors degree, eventually having to change majors. You’re going to be a depressed shit if you have a chemical imbalance and there’s not much to be done for fully mitigating it. But develop your strength of character and push through so you have a degree and perhaps a decent job to show for it. You’re obviously intelligent enough to buckle down and do it properly.

> t. Dysthymic, closet neet with severe ADHD and 1% tism that managed to graduate with science degree at 28, currently working in medical sales $$$ and bretty comfy.

[Anonymous No.13821591]

>>13821471
Anon, that’s a shitload of alcohol. Glad you got your head on straight. Feeling sick and anxious all the time is miserable.

[Anonymous No.13821622]

>>13820705
O Chem isn't actually that hard, it's just different from the chem classes you took before it.

[Anonymous No.13821646]

>>13819408
Last Price
0.02559$0.025590
24h Change
-0.00271 -9.58%
24h High
0.02870
24h Low
0.02265
24h Volume
58,801,999.45 USDT


matic pnd pajeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.13821658]

1999.kw4-chan might hit tomorrow so I am hype

[Anonymous No.13821683]

>>13819408
Literally just sold BSV for a loss and it started going up again

fuck everything

[Anonymous No.13821709]

>>13821575
Anxiety with panic attacks here.
Not that sure about continuing college in my country. If I ever do, I'm gonna continue studying in another country after I rack up enough money by freelancing. Other option is to get a good enough work portfolio and continue remote working.

[Anonymous No.13821740]

>>13821709
If you’re in the early stages of general ed, I would HIGHLY suggest looking up the free online courses offered for credit that will transfer over. Yes, free online courses for college credit are out there for you.

[Anonymous No.13821748]

>>13821591
You don't need to tell me twice. I'd do a handle or two of shitty whiskey in a weekend after I got out of college. These days it's 2-3 beers at a time, maybe, and I feel guilty in the mornings because it means I can't run. Exercise filled a void for me I can't even begin to describe, and it makes me pretty optimistic about going into business for myself.

[Anonymous No.13821760]

>>13821683
Buddy. If it's going up, buy and take some profit. There's nothing wrong with a 4-5% gain. Don't listen to the memes.

[Anonymous No.13821773]

best investment Ive ever made was listening to eckhart tolle. I knew about him before but I didnt really dive into his message.
my current situation isnt ideal. I sleep in my car, take showers in the gym, and work all day. I pretty much stopped talking to real life friends after I moved out due to embarrassment. Im isolated, no gf, no real life friends yet I feel perfectly content with my life. Dont get me wrong, I have big aspirations but I rarely ever get sad qnymore, especially about my current situation. Its like a super power that I acquired.

watch this video
https://youtu.be/i7gzph4weBc

[Anonymous No.13821853]

>>13821740
Always puzzled when I talk with someone about education because my slavic shithole is a lot different in that aspect compared to the rest of Europe, and probably far different from the US, so I doubt that is possible here. Never actually heard of something like that being offered here.
Finished highschool as a "computer electrotechnician" (Raw translation, but it it was basically general IT mixed with basic programming and a lot of electrician subjects) so the closest thing to that is doing CISCO certificates and landing myself a job as a junior IT administrator.

[Anonymous No.13821956]

Pretty good. Just finished a rough 4 weeks at work writing reports (HS Physics Teacher), next few weeks are chill. Love my job hanging out with students, getting to know them and make their lives better is amazing. I live in a country where the pay is fine and even as a first year I'm saving/investing about 65% + of my income (that's mostly due to be not being a disgusting consumerist roach though). I've pretty much scrubbed my life of desires outside of owning a nice house, a couple nice bits of tech, and dating/fucking girls.

Link is slow mooning. I'm pretty much set for easy life if it the market goes nuts in the next few years.

Overcame all my social anxiety, found meaning in life, now got a chill career. Dream is to continue improving until my life becomes telling kids cool shit with 10 weeks away from school throughout the year. Become a well liked member of the community that has a positive impact on my kids lives. I kinda wish I could become a christian too, but that seems unlikely. I'll probably maintain my 4chan sensibilities for the rest of my life.

Pic related.

[Anonymous No.13822047]

>>13819408
Still wageslaving, going to drink myself unconscious later like every other night

[Anonymous No.13822107]

sleeping pills, faping and vidya while being a neet for almost 2 years now...
i dont know if i can hold much longer, bros...

[Anonymous No.13822119]

I'm too embarrassed to answer the op question.

[Anonymous No.13823183]

>>13821243
>owns a whole bitcoin
>thinks he won't make it
just wait a few years dingus.

[Anonymous No.13823304]

>>13821956
Are the kids getting less and less white?

[Anonymous No.13824120]

>>13820811
I had a 50% average prior to that test worth 50%. I need ~65 to pass. I didn't care about the class because I have to retake the exact same class in the fall because the Uni im going to doesnt credit the course. I jerked off for two months then I got obliterated by the second test and had to study hard. Im not the smart.
>>13821622

[Anonymous No.13824237]

Good actually, somehow after not selling at the high point couple years back Im still breaking even and I think we are going right up from rock bottom now.

[Anonymous No.13824391]

Down 75% from my initial investment, which was 20k€ of hard earned money.

[Anonymous No.13824425]

>>13824391
What the hell did you buy that went down 75%?

[Anonymous No.13824449]

>>13824425
OMG, I sold low too a few months back.

[Anonymous No.13824462]

>>13823304
Maybe? Not a big deal. Some of my best kids are non-white.

You're not one of those le master race larpers are you, anon? Stormfags are just reverse sjws + guns. Pretty fucking lame.

[Anonymous No.13824470]

>>13819408
I did okay with crypto financially, but it's hard to watch what has happened to crypto. It's a twilight world of people who don't even have a clue about what they've invested in. We live in an insane global financial culture where people take crazy chances with aggressive speculation, and it has spawned multi-billion dollar industries devoted to raising enormous amounts of capital based on nothing more than pie in the sky promises. On the extreme end of this are people like Elon Musk. On the lower end are the shitcoin developers, like those delightful people that send all the viral marketers to /biz/, who base their businesses around some idea that greedy people latch on thinking they will make money. Meanwhile, those greedy people don't even have a clue what crypto was supposed to be for in the first place. It was supposed to democratize personal financial institution again, but most people have no clue. Most people just think

>hey, this is a thing I can buy so that at the right time I can dump this shit and enjoy my McMansion and Lambo

and their feelings about crypto go no deeper than that. And so nobody gives a shit when stuff like Mt. Gox or Quadriga happens. That's why I left crypto... it will never be what I thought it could be. It just keeps getting dragged down deeper and deeper into graft and the little legitimacy left in it might as well be gone now too after this 'reorg' business. If you needed proof Bitcoin was a centralized Chinese shitcoin, no look further than that.

[Anonymous No.13824472]

>>13824449
Jesus. It crashed that hard? I hope you learned something. I remember OmiseGO threads a while back. Nobody ever talked about anything they'd made, much like Chainlink threads now. If the project has nothing to show for it, you should not be dropping $20,000 into it. That's what you can take away.

[Anonymous No.13824473]

>>13819408
Linkies are going to become millionaires and I sold my suicide stack of 1.7k to buy Fantom and Bitmax. I’m gonna fucking kill myself if link actually hits 1k.

[Anonymous No.13824519]

>>13824472
>>13824473

[Anonymous No.13825447]

>>13824462
lol. what a mindless faggot.
race is real, dipshit.

[Anonymous No.13825619]

Im 33 and I’ve never been on a date or felt a boob. My last intimate contact with a female was 15 years ago before I decided to take my ball and go home.

Also went in on BCH and some small ether bags that, if they tank, I’m going to inject an entire bottle of pharma grade Nembutal i procured off darknet.

[Anonymous No.13825985]

>>13825447
Impoverished communities have higher crime. WOAH stop the fucking presses. It's also mentioning that about 95% of homicide committed by blacks is AGAINST OTHER BLACKS. No one is gunning for you cracker.

And guess what.... Your homicide rate by white american are about 5 times my country's homicide rate by whites. So how you feel about blacks is how I feel about you. To me, you're violent, stupid, subhuman scum.

Most american whites are fucking trash and only look good when contrasted against america's most impoverishment and uneducated group. Wow really leading the charge in human progress there boys.

Also guess what you fucking piece of shit. Your sources information conveniently omits the rest of Africa. So I thought, to make a point I'd have a look at the data. There are a number of countries, such as Rwanda, Egypt, Libra, Sierra Leone, Ghana, Algeria, Morocco, and Burkina Faso all with equivalent or lower homicide rates to your 'superior' whites. This is approximately 267.12 million people. They all achieve this lower level of brutish behaviour while being SIGNFICANTLY poorer and less educated than USA whites. As far as homicide rates are concern, white Americans are niggers to these countries. Now go kys, pig skin.

[Anonymous No.13826182]

>>13825619
Why don't you get your shit together? Stop being a defeatist.

Go fuck a prostitute or something to break the barrier. Try to focus on yourself improve your looks by going to the gym and to the barber. If you have a ugly face just stick to prostitutes or fat women but don't live such a defeatist life.

Don't care about your BCH or Ether bags get yourself a better paying job. Maybe in 2 years or so your bags are up 300% you will never know. That's why you shouldn't just focus on that money that is in crypto.

[Anonymous No.13826221]

>>13825985
based

[Anonymous No.13826855]

>>13821257
toastie roastie

>>13821140
based chad

[Anonymous No.13827315]

>>13821486
I got into tianeptine for a while and yes the withdrawals are nasty. I remember lying in bed feeling like I was drowning, I gradually tapered and it wasn't too bad. Fuck that shit.