THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOBODY ON THIS BOARD MORE JUST'D THAN I AM

[Anonymous No.13806643]

>be me
>realize chainlink is the most important thing to accumulate
>want to get a chill job
>parents getting fed up of the NEET lifestyle
>impatient.jpg
>dad forces me to get job in factory working nightshifts
>get tinnitus (high pitched ringing in ears)
>fml.png
>quit job
>want to kill myself every second of everyday not psychologically in good shape
>can't get a normie wageslave job because i will literally loose it and kill myself, consciousness and will to live hanging on by a thread
>1.5 years go by
>mom knows i like crypto
>recommends i go to college for Blockchain
>tuition is 7k for 2 semesters
>realize that im not an autistic programmer and will never be successful in blockchain
>withdraw
>use the remaining funds from semester to invest in chainlink
>plan to get wageslave job even in suicidal state, i just want to accumulate chainlink ffs
>mom finds out I took the tuition money and spent it on chainlink
>she's now threatening to kick me out of the house and be homeless if I don't give back the tuition money they were happily throwing away for blockchain education, however investing in actually meaningful blockchain is not allowed

tfw if I had stuck to my original plan of a wageslave job for 1.5 years I could've had 150k right now

seriously just contemplating suicide. everyday is suffering.

[Anonymous No.13806706]

Well didn’t you make enough gains to pay her back

[Anonymous No.13806718]

>>13806706

tfw i would've have I been able to, if i could access the funds 1 week sooner

[Anonymous No.13806728]

You should know it's not too late if you know ChainLinks worth. Just wagecuck and invest, the only difference now is you'll be a millionaire instead of a trillionaire.

[Anonymous No.13806750]

>>13806643
Anon...

[Anonymous No.13806754]

>>13806643
>college for Blockchain
epic larp

[Anonymous No.13806769]

>>13806754
>colleges don't want easy money from retards

Its like you're forgetting that the college scam is for profit

[Anonymous No.13806774]

Whoa slow down there man. Take a breather. I know everyone wants to be rich but the more you spend chasing money the more your life is going to be shitty. Just go outside tomorrow, smell the roses, take a deep breath and appreciate life. If all you live for is money and wanting it, you'll be miserable, money comes and goes. Dont be a slave to money, you werent born to be a slave to it. Mastering money takes time, enjoy life man. Its all this technology that doesnt let us humans slow down, we always have to be connected and while that's not necessarily a bad thing, we shouldnt be plugged in all the time. Just take a breather, do something you like, read a book outside, idk but the moment you stop chasing money and the moment you stop worrying about everything and just living life you'll be 100x happier, secret to happiness is appreciating what you have.
Pic unrelated.

[Anonymous No.13806781]

>>13806643
>get tinnitus
Why didn't you wear your ear pro, dipshit?

[Anonymous No.13806814]

>>13806781

i wore the earplugs provided, but still got it

[Anonymous No.13806849]

>>13806774

i know money isn't happiness. money won't get rid of my tinnitus. But money is a necessity of life and I have to acknowledge it. Not having money means you don't have freedom in this world, its not the paper bills i want, its the freedom. So it hurts when I know I could've had a life changing amount of freedom but got screwed over.

it is what it is tho. I do love life, which is why I don't want to waste my entire life being a waging away at some soulless job.

[Anonymous No.13806909]

>>13806643
I will change your life, anon. I'm guessing you don't sleep very well either.

>St. John's Wort, two capsules per day
>Chamomile tea, chilled or hot. One or two glasses/cups per day.

Chamomile tea has gamma-aminobutyric acid as one of its active ingredients. It's a neurotransmission chemical that aids sleep while reducing anxiety and depression. St. John's Wort's active ingredient is serotonin, essentially it floods your brain with the thing depressed people don't have and which depressed people take SSRIs. Both can be had for utterly trivial monetary costs. Be well, anon.

[Anonymous No.13806926]

>>13806643
I’m worse. I owned 235k chainlink day around .20 cents. I now own none and have only 220k rlc. I got baguetted

[Anonymous No.13806970]

>>13806926

that was your own negligence. which sucks, cause 225k is a lot.

but I literally had my time to accumulate cheap link ripped away from me. a once in a lifetime opportunity to get cheap link and I got rekt. it literally hurts so bad I completely understand Wall St. suicides now, going through these massive losses fucks with your head so much lel.

[Anonymous No.13806986]

>>13806909
thanks anon ill will try

[Anonymous No.13806989]

>>13806926
no you're just a fucking idiot, I have no sympathy for anyone who sold their link and didn't just wait when quite literally the only project in crypto that matters is staring you in the face.

[Anonymous No.13807006]

>>13806989
It’s not over yet. If chainlink dumps below a dollar again after mainnet and we get a little pump back with rlc I’ll be able to get close to 200k chainlinks

[Anonymous No.13807022]

>>13806643
Take 5g dried magick mushrooms psylocibin cubensis in the dark alone

[Anonymous No.13807032]

I have 93 link coins. Will I make it?

[Anonymous No.13807040]

>>13806754
>>13806769
1st lesson in crypto college, step 1. be vitalik buterin.

[Anonymous No.13807055]

>>13807032
in 2032 yes.

[Anonymous No.13807072]

>>13807022

ive done psilocybin and acid many times. its just the tinnitus that is causing me to be depressed, if i didnt have it i would be fine. but it is like literall torture 24/7 from satan. unfortunately shrooms don't make it go away :(

[Anonymous No.13807103]

>>13806750
He did the right thing you utter retard.

[Anonymous No.13807120]

>>13806814
Sue.

[Anonymous No.13807143]

>>13807055

[Anonymous No.13807185]

>>13806643
Your suppose to wear earplugs you autist.

[Anonymous No.13807207]

>>13807185

i did

see
>>13806814

[Anonymous No.13807214]

>>13807143

i mean what did you expect with literally $130 worth ?

[Anonymous No.13807328]

>>13807207
You probably not wearing them correctly. Were you working in a non-union factory? If so they don’t give a shit about you and wouldn’t bother explaining safety or paying you for your injury. What kind of factory is this? I’ve worked in factories so loud you can’t hear each other yelling but as long as I wore my earring protection as directed I had no problems.

[Anonymous No.13807355]

>>13806849
Yeah man but there's a ton of free stuff you can do. Of course, money's important but its not the end of the world if you dont have the next toy or supercar or whatever, just spend time outside and learn a skill you like.

[Anonymous No.13807392]

>>13807207
maybe try dripping BPC-157 into your ear canal. Supposedly its good for healing tough to heal injuries

[Anonymous No.13807428]

>>13807328
>You probably not wearing them correctly.

i was wearing them properly, not that much of a brainlet that I can't figure out how to put ear plugs in.

box plants are like 130-140db, loud as fuck. the first person I asked about it there had it too. shits fucked. you will want to off yourself immediately if you get it to the degree i have.

[Anonymous No.13807434]

>>13807072
You know there is some specific tone of sound you can listen to which will cancel out tinnitus? Some B-tard was cured by using this back in the day and was crying tears of joy at the sweet sound of silence.

Ryhming with which, Bcash is the real Bitcoin.
Regards,
Oldfag.

[Anonymous No.13807438]

>>13807392

hearing nerves were damaged, and they don't heal. also tinnitus is more of a brain thing not interpreting the signals correctly of some shit. i doubt it would help but maybe its worth a shot.

[Anonymous No.13807446]

Accumulate QNT, get quamfy.

[Anonymous No.13807460]

>>13807434

what sound?

i literally went to a tinnitus clinic and have frequencies that are supposed to be the remedy for it in my ear for like a year already. still have it.

i heard theres a brain surgery or something but idk.

if you know the binaural beat or whatever that cures it send it, although i've tried many already.

[Anonymous No.13807524]

>>13807438
but it does heal nerves. supposedly

[Anonymous No.13807554]

>>13807392
>try dripping BPC-157 into your ear canal
For fuck's sake do not fucking do this. Fuck.
t. steroid abuser

[Anonymous No.13807565]

>>13806643
Do you chew gum and/or drink any form of diet sodas? Its the aspartame that causes the ringing in your brain

[Anonymous No.13807568]

>>13807460
Hmm, been looking for it but I can't find it. I think the thread recommend a YouTube video that played a sound or something, and while that sound was playing, tinnitus went away.
Try asking at /k/, they all have tinnitus from shooting guns their whole lives.

[Anonymous No.13807578]

>>13807554
lol why not. People inject BPC-157 and also take it orally. Ive done both, whats wrong with dripping it into your ear canal? better than injecting it into your ear canal lmao

[Anonymous No.13807603]

A few tips from a tinitus veteran (I'm 29, been suffering from it since I was 21) with high trait neuroticism:
- Don't try to fight it. What I mean by that is, stop thinking about getting rid of it. The most paradoxical thing about tinnitus is that the more you accept that you have it, the less you notice it. Mindful meditation can help.
- The degree to which you notice your tinnitus is very much connected to the phyisological mechanisms of stress, anxiety, and fatigue, especially (as above) if you focus your anxiety on the tinnitus. Try to increase your conscientiousness, which helps with neuroticism. Jordan Peterson is meme-tier when it comes to politics or philosophy but the advice he gives born of his clinical psychology experience is helpful as fuck in this respect (look up what he says about making a schedule etc).
- Because there is such a strong psychological element to how much you notice your tinnitus, while you shouldn't have the mentality of being in a fight against it, you should definitely (but you are probably already doing this) take precautions to avoid situations where loud noise will bring it to mind and cause you to be anxious about it for a few hours or days. This is one of the worst parts of managing your tinnitus — I can no longer do things like cycling because a loud motorcycle roaring past will TRIGGER me — but it is necessary.

1/2

[Anonymous No.13807607]

>>13807428
If you were a NEET and figured it out on your own I bet you 10 stinkies you weren’t. https://youtu.be/kMMHudYoQ40

Try listening to static like in the movie babydriver

[Anonymous No.13807617]

>>13807603
Larger picture:
- You can't change the past, so stop fucking mulling over it. If there's one thing that's outside of your control, it's your past. Your future is in your hands, your future is yours to shape, your future is one giant fucking opportunity, especially since you're presumably in your early to mid-20s. What can you do to seize that opportunity?
- Do your best to find a quiet wagecucking job then present your parents with a plan to pay them back.
- If you don't tell the truth, at least don't lie. This is another thing that Peterson is so damn right about — when you lie it's like a hydra where you've killed one snake and spawned ten others. You just get caught in a scaffolding of lies that hurts you and others. Lying is more often than not compound investment in a problem when honesty will more often than not get you the help you need.

[Anonymous No.13807627]

>>13807603
Oh, also, in time you'll be able to pay for this with your stinkie gains:

https://www.futurity.org/treatment-shows-promise-hushing-tinnitus/

[Anonymous No.13807656]

>>13807565

no i don't chew gum and never drink soda.

i drink lots of water and eat kale and shit.

[Anonymous No.13807729]

>>13807578
You're a fucking retarded fuck

[Anonymous No.13807792]

>>13807617

thank you based anon, I try to keep a positive perspective,

but it is seriously hard to tell someone to avoid thinking about something that is so prevalent.

an analogy for tinnitus, its like having a fire alarm going off in your head that you can't turn off 24/7.

I went like 8 months with no static noise or anything to mask it at night. I lost so much sleep and I would be laying in my bed wishing i could just die. no fun.

now I distract myself from it with the hearing aid things I got and other noise... but if I am in a quite room by myself I still cannot ignore the immense suffering that it causes me. I don't put myself in that situation often, but it is tragic that I can never be in a quite environment alone with my thoughts, takes a toll on you. Its like I've been running away trying to avoid it, but its like a demon in the back of my mind I know is there.

i try my best to keep positive in all this though. If I could transfer whats in my mind to other regular people, they would most likely be suicidal as hell also, I don't see how anyone could find this pleasurable.

[Anonymous No.13807853]

>>13806643
>>mom knows i like crypto
>>recommends i go to college for Blockchain
>>tuition is 7k for 2 semesters
>>realize that im not an autistic programmer and will never be successful in blockchain
>>withdraw
What a pathetic loser, I'm sorry for your mother

[Anonymous No.13807867]

>>13807853

sorry are you full stack developer?

if not shut up

[Anonymous No.13807902]

>>13807328
>You probably not wearing them correctly
Bingo. This guy is a complete retard

[Anonymous No.13807915]

>>13806643
nice blog

[Anonymous No.13807957]

>>13807902
Sure am thats why I don’t have tinnitus. I’ll be flicking my used earplugs down upon you from the top.

[Anonymous No.13807983]

>>13806643
Do it. They will be relieved after you are buried

[Anonymous No.13808091]

>>13807729

yeah, you cant explain why. thats what I thought. either state your case or fuck off

[Anonymous No.13808133]

>>13806643

Wow its like parents tend not to know what is best

[Anonymous No.13808139]

>>13807902

i was wearing them correctly and still got it.

if you don't believe me I don't care. you're going to die one day like everyone. you are an irrelevant meaningless spec of dust in the universe . I am too just reminding you that you are also.

[Anonymous No.13808222]

>>13808139
If you were wearing them correctly and still got it, and other people around you got it too, and you can prove that, then you have grounds to sue. The company did not provide adequate protection. Maybe you should have gotten ear plugs and over ears but they didn't want to buy the secondary protection for their employees. But honestly I doubt it and you probably did indeed just wear them incorrectly, because I am going to defer to the simplest explanation being the most likely

[Anonymous No.13808334]

>>13808139
>you are an irrelevant meaningless spec of dust in the universe . I am too just reminding you that you are also
This is correct. All memes aside I'm sorry you got tinnitus, regardless of the reason why

[Anonymous No.13808350]

Tinnitus isn't necessarily resulting from exposure to loud sounds; it might just as well be a cerebrovascular problem.

[Anonymous No.13808360]

>>13806769
It definitely is but I've never heard of blockchain being one such major qualification. Sounds like it'd fall under a CS specialization.

[Anonymous No.13808402]

>>13806814
this >>13807120

[Anonymous No.13808453]

>>13806643
>can't get a normie wageslave job because i will literally loose it and kill myself, consciousness and will to live hanging on by a thread
Stopped reading

[Anonymous No.13809050]

>>13806643
Did you try water fasting? It should get rid of the tinnitus pretty soon. Search on google