>>13742762
>If chainlink fails I'll probably do some crazy shit and then just kill myself
Please don't talk like this fren. Your self-worth is more important, and not dependent on, your net worth. You came to this crazy place, 4chan, because you are smart and you are searching for something. You had to figure out a lot just to get here.
I have been through many frustrations and failures, just like you. I am hopeful that link will work out -- that it will allow me to stop worrying about money, that it will allow me to be part of something big, and important. But ultimately I try to keep reminding myself that there is much randomness in the world. The race goes not always to the swift nor the battle to the strong, but time and chance happen to them all.
I ask you, like I ask myself, to look at this as a chance to be the person you want to be. You were smart enough to find this, to cut through the fud, to hold through the ups and downs. That means you are a smart person and smart enough to figure out how to make your life what you want it to be.
Good luck, fren. We are all in this together.