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[Anonymous No.13487611]

How often do you think about killing yourself, /biz/?

[Anonymous No.13487766]

>>13487611
I can’t afford to.
I have things I must take care of before I can even think about that.

[Anonymous No.13487772]

>tfw too cool to kill myself

[Anonymous No.13487782]

maybe around once a day ?

[Anonymous No.13487790]

Yeah about once a day

[Anonymous No.13487793]

>>13487611
at least 10 times a day.

[Anonymous No.13487806]

I have no intention to, but the thought of not dealing with bs anymore is always nice.

[Anonymous No.13487808]

>>13487782
>>13487790
>>13487793
yep, every day, I should have done it when I was 14, (i'm 35 now.....)

[Anonymous No.13487809]

>>13487611
I'm not really sure what to do with my life.

[Anonymous No.13487881]

>>13487611
only in the mornings

[Anonymous No.13487892]

currently once a week, but it was worse in the past. children make like way more joyful

[Anonymous No.13487933]

>>13487892
what your experiencing is pure joy, although im not a religious man, pride is the existential crisis to mankind

[Anonymous No.13487962]

>>13487611

I’m constantly thinking about kys, though I made it a game now where everyday I try not to kill myself. Driving across the Golden Gate Bridge to work every day? I hold the fuck onto the wheel and do not look out to the ocean. Work in one of highest building in SF, out door terrace 80 floors up with no substantial safety rail. Fuck me, I just sit on the railing drinking my coffee hoping for a gust of wind to knock my balance... ugh there are literally so many ways to die every single day. I just keep telling myself to wait for tomorrow and maybe I won’t want to die anymore.

I’m also fucking rich and have a hot wife and kids. I feel bad for them, I probably will kys sooner than later. Fucked up mental disorder man. Depression is a bitch.

[Anonymous No.13488036]

>>13487611
every fucking day

[Anonymous No.13488039]

literally constantly. i have ptsd due to alcoholism, and was an alcoholic due to poverty.

[Anonymous No.13488043]

>>13487809
Fuck, me too

[Anonymous No.13488737]

>>13487611
Constantly, it's like the background music to my life. Not stupid enough to actually do it, but I wish so much it wasn't there. sometimes its so loud I can't think, sometimes its just like a buzzing in my brain. Fucked I know, but what can you do..

[Anonymous No.13488746]

It's probably every 5th thought

[Anonymous No.13488748]

>>13487611
I just sleep all day to feel like I'm dead

[Anonymous No.13488751]

Why though

[Anonymous No.13488754]

At least every week

[Anonymous No.13488758]

>>13487611
kys is so stupid, I would rather take a tranny cock up my ass than kms and I hate trannies

[Anonymous No.13488769]

Everytime I am in a matero station I am considering jumping off the platform

[Anonymous No.13488771]

>>13487611
About 5 times an hour.

[Anonymous No.13488786]

Worst part is I don't even have any good reasons to do it. My life isn't bad at all. Just.... Boring

[Anonymous No.13488950]

>>13487611
Literally never. I actually feel like I've been on an adventure since making close to a million in 2017 and starting a business where I've actually come up with ways to make real innovations. Don't fucking kill yourself. I used to be a literal hikki and now I've completely transformed.

[Anonymous No.13488960]

>>13488950
How did you make it?

[Anonymous No.13488964]

>>13487611
everyday
too much of a bitch to do it though

[Anonymous No.13488969]

numerous times a day, couldn't count

usually think about how to do it while making it look like an accident. I have a fast car, so I could drive that into a wall or something

[Anonymous No.13488979]

>>13487611
never
maybe only if I will be old, poor, alone and useless, which I think it's not gonna happen anyway

[Anonymous No.13488982]

>>13488964
and this

[Anonymous No.13488995]

Whats the point of killing yourself? Feeling bad is better than being unable to feel anything anymore forever.

You gotta learn to love how fucked everything is and then ride the wave breaking bad style.

[Anonymous No.13489008]

also why are suicidal people not trying to kill some high ranked politician or the head of the fed as a last effort to save humanity?

They always run in scools and shoot kids like wtf does this even do?

[Anonymous No.13489012]

>>13488995
Some man just want to see the world burn. Might as well see how this roll out.

[Anonymous No.13489014]

>>13489008
> suicidal people
because they don't know anymore?

[Anonymous No.13489057]

>>13488039
You're an alcoholic bc you like to drink. It is literally your master

[Anonymous No.13489103]

>>13489008
If you have to ask you're clueless

[Anonymous No.13489117]

>>13488950
this
things can change just not out of nothing

[Anonymous No.13489143]

>>13487611
Every other day. I have nightmares on regret about every night too. To be human is suffering.

[Anonymous No.13489373]

>>13487611
Never because I know my spirit came here through free will to experience both the joy and suffering of life. Life is a ride, enjoy it and accept the bad as learning / growing experiences shooting you toward your true Destiny.

[Anonymous No.13489461]

It used to be 3x per day. Now that I’m a month away from freedom only once a week

[Anonymous No.13489471]

I always have it in the back of my mind as a fall back. I'm doing alright but I always reason with myself that nothing I do really matters and I don't really try because I'm going to kms anyway.

[Anonymous No.13489483]

Imagine the prospect of having no purpose, or no ability to fulfill any purpose, ever.

[Anonymous No.13489560]

Nowadays almost never, but it's because I had a shit-tier childhood that I always compare my current, much-better living circumstances to. I still have a while before my friends start getting married en masse, but I bet the bad feels will come back around that time (unless I manage to finally get a gf by then)

[Anonymous No.13489595]

>>13487611
Never because I found God yesterday

[Anonymous No.13489880]

Like, basically every every thought stream I have usually ends in "well, I'm going to have to kill myself then".

[Anonymous No.13490014]

suicide is the ultimate redpill

[Anonymous No.13490032]

>>13487962
Full of shit unless post terrace pic

[Anonymous No.13490033]

>>13487611
constantly

[Anonymous No.13490041]

My life has been an endless string of being cucked, emasculated and humiliated. So every time I think about those memories I want to kill myself. It wouldn't be so bad if I could leave this small town and all the people who know how pathetic I am. But I'm pretty much stuck. I have no education beyond high school, no money and my license is revoked.

[Anonymous No.13490056]

Once every like few months when things are tough but never seriously consider it

I'm afraid to die
It would hurt my family
Seems like quitting
I like stuffing my fat face too much

[Anonymous No.13490161]

>>13490041
I share the same problems with you fren. May our crypto gainz one day help us escape this wheel of suffering.

[Anonymous No.13490193]

>>13487611
If I am not a millionaire by the time I'm 50, I will seriously consider necking. If LINK doesn't succeed, nothing matters in this clown world. I am 26 right now, so I still have some hope.

[Anonymous No.13490199]

before I started making it, a lot

[Anonymous No.13490223]

>>13487962
Post a pic of yourself driving off the GG bridge or you’re LARPing

[Anonymous No.13490247]

I think about it more and more these days. Gun or helium would be preferred way

[Anonymous No.13490364]

Hourly

[Anonymous No.13490501]

Everytime I go to sleep/wake up.
Living after 30 is a torture.

[Anonymous No.13490510]

>>13487766
Same Desu trying to get rich then crash and burn before I’m done old

[Anonymous No.13490540]

Never

[Anonymous No.13490627]

>>13487611
Why would i kill myself when i will die no matter what. Why are there so many pesimistic faggots here ? Stop spreading your lack of will to live to others that shit is cancer.

[Anonymous No.13490665]

3 times today. Has anyone found any way to enjoy life? I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong.

[Anonymous No.13490730]

>>13487962 #

If this is real, I feel the exact same way. Could you take some time off and spend it with your wife and kids?

[Anonymous No.13490743]

>How often do you think about killing subhumans*, /biz/?
All the time.

[Anonymous No.13490756]

>>13488737#

Sorry you're feeling that way anon. Good on you for making it this far.

[Anonymous No.13490773]

>>13490665
go buy an uncommon instrument and master it (accordian, banjo, clarinet). stop giving a fuck what npcs think especially what women and retarded libs think, do your thing.
also dont be a hermit. you need interactions. this doesnt imply you have to give a fuck what people think about you

[Anonymous No.13490789]

What’s up with this? What’s with this societal wide ennui? Did our parents generation think this way?

[Anonymous No.13490814]

>>13490789
constant marxist and kike gaslighting from birth does this to any normal and sane person. we live in clown world, it's rather normal to think to yourself you don't want to live in clown world anymore.

[Anonymous No.13490818]

>>13490789
no they didnt. because they had a sense of culture. our generation has no culture or sense of community. we have hedonistic consumerism

[Anonymous No.13490821]

>>13490773

Good advice, thanks. I'll try that.

[Anonymous No.13490828]

Geopolitics fag here

Surprisingly not, just feeling from getting an amazing trade, eating good food, getting a good adrenaline rush is unparallel. Sometimes I read a book, listen to a song or see a movie and it's so good that i wonder how could someone write that and that i couldn't experience it if i was dead and other experiences are too good to pass off for nothingness.

Besides that observing how the world is gonna be shaped in future, what new technology or discoveries are gonna be made and what powers are gonna shape world is surprisingly entertaining.

Honestly, if there was a cure for ageing I would take it.

[Anonymous No.13490861]

>>13487611
suffering and depressed as fuck since 15 years now, heart hurting and going fast, randomly losing any will to continue anything when thinking of some stuff, yet I never thought a second of doing this, what's going on in your heads ?

seems like a low self esteem problem, maybe I have a high self esteem problem kek

[Anonymous No.13490877]

>>13490743
>there are still /b/ tier edgelords on 4chan

Some things never change *unsheathes katana*

[Anonymous No.13490889]

>>13490821
do it brother. I picked up a banjo a year ago and I had no idea how rewarding it would turn out to be. plus the perfect insturment for clown world.
Time goes fast. enjoy the ride. also obviously, no drugs/booze. and never make excuses for why you dont to thots or peers. just own it

[Anonymous No.13490891]

>>13490828 Mostly same feel. Would be fun to see the world 30 years from now. Is the only goal just to watch what happens? Are movies just an escape? or is the goal to become so immersed that we forget we exist forever?

[Anonymous No.13490893]

>>13488950

I made a million in2017 but didnt cash out how do i cope?

[Anonymous No.13490910]

>>13490861
You have lost hope in life because our world is dying. You may have some issues with yourself but deep down it's because the very ethos of man is being destroyed. Rejoice fren, for you get to witness the collapse of western civilization, that in and of itself is a cause to live for.

[Anonymous No.13490912]

Every time I remember that I'm stuck at this fucking Walgreens for the rest of my life and I can't even do the drugs I used to like anymore because of my blood pressure.

[Anonymous No.13490921]

>>13487611
All the time but not because of finances.

[Anonymous No.13490922]

>>13490877
t. shitskin cope
you wish you were White

[Anonymous No.13490934]

>>13490893
See I feel down because I missed the bull run, I can’t imagine the feeling of having made it and then immediately lose it all

[Anonymous No.13490994]

I never think about killing myself. My life isn't great or anything. I'm 19 years old going to community college for free but I fucked up in Uni so I'm 35K in debt but who actually cares about debt and plans on paying anything other than interest rates. Anyways, I have 12 ETH and .32 BTC. Cock works, live at home for free, and whores from my past are constantly hitting me up for sMEX.

Life's good bros

[Anonymous No.13491112]

>>13490994
you're too young, you will realize how shitty people are, the trick is to find one that isn't

[Anonymous No.13491124]

>>13490994
>19 years old
Simmer down there champ, you still have a lot to learn

[Anonymous No.13491265]

answer me this, whats the fucking point

[Anonymous No.13491291]

>>13491265
>you are not alone with your thoughts
many have been through this, nobody talks about it, why biz? no idea

[Anonymous No.13491298]

>>13491265
Probably no point, a lot of the time I find myself asking “this is it isn’t it?”

[Anonymous No.13491311]

>>13487611
think about investments instead anon. MONEY

[Anonymous No.13491397]

>>13490743
>How often do you think about killing subhumans

>>13490814
>we live in clown world,

>>13490910
>the very ethos of man is being destroyed

>>13490922
>t. shitskin cope
>you wish you were White

haahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha

the absolute state of this fedora tipping anon

[Anonymous No.13491433]

>>13491397
>virgin faceapp poster
>vs
>chad samurai ubermensch

[Anonymous No.13491434]

>>13490934
>See I feel down because I missed the bull run, I can’t imagine the feeling of having made it and then immediately lose it all

this desu. It suck to have missed to bullrun. But losing it all must feel much worse

[Anonymous No.13491472]

>>13491434

I didnt lose it all I just only have $100k instead of $1mm

[Anonymous No.13491602]

>>13487808

[Anonymous No.13491612]

>>13487611
I dunno OP how many seconds does a day have?

[Anonymous No.13491617]

>>13487611
Never, because then I will miss the singularity.

[Anonymous No.13491661]

>>13487611
used to think about it every day

then I got religious and now I never do. Praise Him.

[Anonymous No.13491731]

>>13487611
bout tree fiddy times a day

[Anonymous No.13491750]

Never anymore, but during the great justening I was considering. Never made plans, just reshuffled my life and am doing great.

[Anonymous No.13491758]

>>13491472
You’re right, losing 90% of your stack isn’t losing it all

[Anonymous No.13491772]

>>13487611
About every 15 minutes.

[Anonymous No.13491805]

>>13487611

At least once a week.