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[Anonymous No.12349997]

>23
>addicted to weird internet drugs/alcohol
>fell for the college is a meme meme
>"oh ill just teach myself"
>too burnt out everyday from working retail to acquire skills
>start learning subjects, never finish them
>tried religion
>tried lifting
>tried antidepressants
>applied to +10 entry level blue collar jobs/better retail with no replies
>employer will look at me like a fucking retard if I ask for time off to self teach myself
>not sure I even have the self discipline to teach myself, read books for 10 minutes then go back to shitposting on /biz/
>employer would give me time off to go to school
>not sure I even have discipline to go to college, dropped out once at 18, trying again because I don't know what to do
Guess it's time to go back to school. Should I go for business or coding? I went for computers and dropped out because I had to take fucking word processing to move into advanced computer subjects but now I'm so desperate I'll just take the bullshit MS word class. Is college a meme or is college being a meme a meme? Should I just kill myself while I'm ahead?

[Anonymous No.12350023]

>>12349997
Also I tried investing and failed at that too.

[Anonymous No.12350029]

>>12349997
you’ve got it all wrong dude, yes college is a meme, but it’s the coursework that is worthless. Like you say you can learn that shit yourself, but you need the degree to get a job

[Anonymous No.12350034]

>>12349997
>alcoholic drug addict

you made your bed faggot now sleep in it

[Anonymous No.12350039]

>>12349997
>sentinelese fisher-murdering contest forum
Lost

[Anonymous No.12350047]

This is what happened to me when I smoked way too much weed. I cut that shit out, went to CC and now about to finish geophysics at 23 from UCSB. It's not too late annon.

[Anonymous No.12350049]

>commits to nothing
>Wonders why it all fails

[Anonymous No.12350082]

>>12349997
Collage is not meme. The dropouts and guys who were declined say that it's a meme. Just get a fcking degree in some useful stuff. You literally ca n't miss shoot with coding or business.

[Anonymous No.12350083]

>>12349997
have you tried not being a little bitch

[Anonymous No.12350086]

>>12350034
I used to smoke weed but I stopped. Employers don't test for alcohol or kratom/tianeptine/DXM/other horrible internet drugs. If I don't do drugs and work retail at the same time I will literally kill myself, my employer dosen't respect me for shit and I can't quit because every blue collar construction job will only hire illegals for 6 dollars an hour, if you have a white name you are fucked.

[Anonymous No.12350118]

>>12350082
I was thinking a mix of business, law, and coding. I can go free too because I'm so god damn autistic.

[Anonymous No.12350163]

>the absolute fucking state

being a goddamn drug addict at the age of 23 and wondering why life is shit. I don't even know if you guys are trolling at this point because I refuse to believe people that stupid are actually able to type the biz url into the browser not even talking about using google.

>I can't work in retail sober

Enjoy being a minimum wage slave for the rest of your life if you can't even change at the tender age of 23 where all the doors are still open. Rest in piss bro and with bro I mean never my bro

[Anonymous No.12350184]

>>12350118
Then go ahead we can't help you. Its just you.

[Anonymous No.12350231]

>>12349997

You dont 'try' religion. Following Christ is a lifetime decision and you have to look at things in the light of eternity as this life is fleeting and all the passions of it. God, on the other hand, is eternal.

"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me." (Revelation 3:20)

Seek Jesus, get into his Word and give your life to him because he is the giver of it and you are his creation, made in the likeness of his image.

Sin is the god of this world, world that is increasingly opposing God and his order of creation, we may have the comforts of technology, but our souls are being put in spiritual decline as we become lovers of things like power, money, fame etc. which if we put before God, leave us evermore empty. Therefore we must ask God for forgiveness and his Spirit that we may be able to do his will, which is the way to salvation.

Do not abandon prayer and start attending church, knowing that God loves you and wants you to be reconciled with him.

[Anonymous No.12350274]

>>12349997

If you are truly a genius, college can be a meme. However, most college dropouts are average intelligence. Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg stories are few and far between.

College isn't even about proving you are smart. It's about proving to an employer that you were able to stick to something for awhile and complete the requirements as instructed.

If you want an easy job with good pay and benefits for the rest of your life so you can vidya or whatever, you should look into becoming a Registered Nurse (RN). I work 3 days a week and have the rest of the week to myself.

[Anonymous No.12350276]

>>12349997
delet

[Anonymous No.12350288]

>>12350231
I've tried God's not coming to save me. Prayer dosen't make me feel better. Church is a meme if you can't find faith in the bible you aren't going to find it. You're supposed to pray in your closet well guess what I did I'm still a depressed fuckup.

[Anonymous No.12350291]

>>12349997
>+10???
Try 200 anon, them come back.

[Anonymous No.12350338]

>>12349997
Same here man although ur prob better off than me. Im still in rehab after 7 months. Im 23 dropped out cus of drugs and made 330k at the peak of the bubble but lost it all cus of gook scams. Im tryin to get a certificate done atm and go back to college.

[Anonymous No.12350371]

>>12350338
Nice to know im not the only incel drug addict loser. I knew about Bitcoin early when it was 300 dollars and I disregarded it as a meme and only bought drugs with it. I could have been a fucking millionare.

[Anonymous No.12350401]

forgot to add that.

Fix yourself first.

You won't go far if your vehicle you travel in is absolute utter garbage

[Anonymous No.12350405]

>>12350086
where do you buy tianeptine

[Anonymous No.12350419]

>>12350288
How familiar are you with christianity, have you read any books regarding theology and what kind of church were/are you attending (which is important, as there are now 30k+ protestant denominations which teach false doctrine) if I may ask?

And what made you give up on it in particular?

[Anonymous No.12350539]

>>12350371
Actually making it then losing it all is an even worse feeling then knowning about it but not investing. I used to mine btc back in 2011 but i was too young to buy it... its best not to waste time regreting shit so im just trying to move forward. You should too.

[Anonymous No.12350553]

>>12350401
>Implying ssris are bad.

Generalizing idiot

[Anonymous No.12350562]

>addicted to weird internet drugs/alcohol
Get a mentor or someone to look up too, but more importantly D2 reconditioning.

>fell for the college is a meme meme
College IS a meme. Have you seen the long fucking unemployment line for engineers, and etc. meme sciences?

>too burnt out everyday from working retail to acquire skills
Exercise/Lift and eat good food.

>start learning subjects, never finish them
>not sure I even have the self discipline to teach myself, read books for 10 minutes then go back to shitposting on /biz/
Read a short article about the habit loop, then rest. After a while read the longer entry of the habit loop, then rest. Finally, "The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg". It's important to know that it's like lifting and weight training; not a sprint, but a marathon. Consistency is the keys to the city. Be kind to yourself.

>tried religion
Try stoicism.

>tried lifting
Try it again.

>tried antidepressants
Get a prescription from a real shrink.

>applied to +10 entry level blue collar jobs/better retail with no replies
Revise your resume and try to hand it in by yourself.

>employer will look at me like a fucking retard if I ask for time off to self teach myself
There will never be time off. You make time.

>Should I just kill myself while I'm ahead?
No.

[Anonymous No.12350671]

>>12350419
I haven't really given up on it but it dosen't help much. I used to go to Catholic church but I was not very impressed, I always feel they put human tradition over faith like the biblical Jews.
>>12350562
I can give D2 conditioning and stoicism a quick look. I had a real perscription ssris are garbage sugar pills they get me high for a couple days then nothing.

[Anonymous No.12350774]

>>12350562
>revise my resume
My resume consists of retailcucking for 5 years. I have had two other jobs I can't refrence; one wrote me up for taking a vacation I told them about 3 months in advance I had been taking for 4 years at the same time every year because I didn't tell them using an online form, so I quit. They also wouldn't give me a god damn parking space making me worry about my car all day parked in the ghetto. The other job refused to pay me for 3 weeks so I quit and that job also refused to pay into SS/unemployment basicly I worked for the biggest scumbag on Earth.