Where is the hope?

[Anonymous No.12146019]

>found out this morning I failed ANOTHER job interview I had in London

This means the number of graduate / intern job processes I've failed at the interview stage has come to well over 30, maybe 40. I've just wrote them all down and I'm at 50 failures in the past 6 years, including 5 employers that I failed 3 times each. And two of those with near identical assessment centres all 3 times. That's at least 40 solid failures, and I've only passed 2, both interviews in the past 2 years. Those two were probably the most impersonal interviews as well. Everything points to my ugly beta male sperginess being a practical disability.

I will have a respectable job next year, but what hope do I have for a worthwhile career? I'm not posh, extroverted, or one of da ladz. I don't even communicate badly in interviews anymore. Of course my first few interviews went horrifically (I was such a loser loner in university, I probably said more words in job interviews than I did to other students; job interviews were literally my main source of social progress), but my recent failures can't be blamed on nervousness, they are likely to be personal.

Life is so fucking demoralising.

[Anonymous No.12146035]

if you're a white brit your time has passed

[Anonymous No.12146093]

>>12146019
>I was such a loser loner in university, I probably said more words in job interviews than I did to other students; job interviews were literally my main source of social progress

This mode of thought right here is why you fail, the inherent belief that those who are charismatic or silver tongued have somehow built up that ability by satisfying some quotient of socialization

I'll try and use an analogy to better explain my point. Think of something you're good at talking about inherently, as an example your own shortcomings, you seem to excel at eloquently stating those.

Now, why are you so good at talking about how you're shitty at things and not good at selling yourself in an interview? It's because you believe it. That's all really, the only secret to convincing anyone of anything is that you believe it with conviction. Ffs think of all the shitcoins morons were tricked into buying just cause some useful idiot believed in it so completely that he managed to convince others despite no objective evidence

Believe in your ability to rise to an occasion, believe in it, reinforce it and become smug when your brain tries to tell you otherwise. Do not allow the hard facts of reality to destroy this image of yourself and you'll be surprised to find the reality around you begin to reflect it back

[Anonymous No.12146258]

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