>>12016999
Fucking don't do it. Just reading this made me sad. Most people don't even think much about finances and the future of fintech.
Everyone is behind others in someway, but also ahead of the pack in other ways. You are in many ways ahead of the pack and can have a bright future.
Dying on livestream is not a good ending to your story. Please anon, I wanna meet you when we all make it, so stay alive. Stay alive for me and other anons. Also, look up stories of people who have survived attempts, the moment when they realize they have no more control left is fucking horrible, and they ALL REGRET attempting it.
They all regret it, and you will to, but by that point its usually to late. You don't want your last moment on this earth to be filled with regret about choosing to do that to yourself.
Stay alive buddy, Devote your life to others, and then whatever happens will have been for something undoubtedly good.