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I’m 20 years old and this is what i do everyday. I wake up and trying to build my company, learning about things, writing down my business ideas, translating from other languages, developing skills, not playing video games or watching movies at all but sometimes browse meme sites. Everything we see and talk about is just our own distraction from a fact that i can’t handle. The fact that theres an end. The story ends. Everything i see and do and think about doing is gona end.

If i open up my calendar and just start looking up the future dates 2080, 2081 ..... and i see the months, april, march and the dates 3rd, 4th i see a day. An exact day which is certain that will come. No matter what it will come. And i know that. And not just a date. Theres an hour. Theres a minute and second. And a place. And i see it. And i can see it in my wikipedia stated Anon died in 2093 june 1th.

Everyday in at night in my bed im scared. Im not scared from the pain. Im scared because i strongly believe that theres an afterlife. A heaven. But.... what if theres nothing. And the story ends. Im not sure what will happen.

I don’t want the story to end. I won’t know what will happen after me.

I really want to believe.

>> No.11674145

thanks, just bought 100k

>> No.11674159

>>11674135
If it just ends you wouldn’t give a fuck because their would literally be no fucks to give. Look up Eternal Oblivion. It’s actually kind of comforting to me.

>> No.11674234

Sounds like youre an npc

>> No.11674242

You would think differently at the last day. It is not about the after death experience. I don’t want the story to end. I have to achieve something great or i will never be happy. The clock is counting. I can hear it.

>> No.11674252

2045.com

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>>11674135
Cringe

>> No.11674297

>>11674135
Are you just retarded? Are you high on cocaine and rambling? Cool blog post.

>> No.11674310

OP is actually 16 years old

>> No.11674339

Wish i was 16