Why should I even bother?

[Anonymous No.11577577]

I study CS in the third semester now and I don´t see a sense anymore. Should I drop out?

The point is the following: I don´t even know why I should continue.
I am depressed as fuck since I started uni (no debt, so that´s not the reason).
I just ask myself nearly daily: Why should I even bother to get that degree? To get a "good job" in my fucking country and die alone then and be even more depressed?

I am 25 and I get constantly rejected here from girls. That eats me up from the inside as well and I can´t think of anything else anymore.

I was "successful" a few times in Eastern Europe though. Should I just say "fuck it", leave my country and get a mediocre job in Eastern Europe?
I mean I won´t /make it/ as a wagie anyway. So why not go somewhere else, leave everything behind and start have a new start?

Am I retarded if I do that /biz/?
It´s just: I can´t think of anything else anymore recently.

[Anonymous No.11577726]

Don't ask biz what to do with your life....don't ask anyone. Just settle your mind and do what the fuck you already know you need to do. Quit feeling sorry for yourself and get your head together.
Sounds to me like you really just need to get laid desu. It's amazing how much angst just goes away once that need starts getting met.

[Anonymous No.11577737]

>>11577577
as a cs major i can tell you run away now before it’s too late. The left has imported third world streetshitters that they’re hellbent on making their slave code monkey class.

[Anonymous No.11577773]

>>11577577
Think about it like this anon. If you do well im school here, you can go to Eastern Europe and have a respected position in society. Then cuties will be all over your dick if youre a 7/10+.

[Anonymous No.11577810]

>>11577737
>working as a code monkey after doing CS

[Anonymous No.11577820]

>>11577577
You should complete CS, nless you really don't like CS. You can do after it what you want and have a comfy CS job as a fallback.

[Anonymous No.11577855]

>>11577773
You are totally right. And this would be the second option, propaply the better one.
But it is sooo fucking hard for me to get this into my head, that I have to sacrifice another few years untill I can finally leave. In the meantime I see my friends here who all do better than me,
Like I said: I can´t think of anything else recently. That´s the biggest problem.
Looks are only 6/10 or so. And my grades aren´t the best neither.

[Anonymous No.11577869]

>>11577726
I got laid 1,5 years ago the last time, which was also the last time I was in Eastern Europe. It´s not that I am a virgin. It´s just that I know, that I won´t find a cute girlfriend here for sure. And I will for sure not end as a beta bucks later in my country.

[Anonymous No.11577914]

>>11577855
Anon, life is hard. We all have to wagecuck for shekelberg to survive. Sometimes we get moments of freedom to do fun shit or have sex with QTs. But most of us are doing stuff we hate. There’s a group of people here who bought ETH low and don’t have to worry as much but those are few and far between. If you don’t want to do CS, then what other career options have you considered? Have you considered or are you just complaining because you actually feel lonely that you don’t have a girl to cuddle when the world feels shitty.

[Anonymous No.11577920]

>>11577820
You´re right with that and I know it as well, if I take a objective approach.
Do you have any tips, how I can motivate myself to push trough anyway and don´t get distracted by the fact that I don´t get laid here, no matter what?
That´s my biggest problem right now I think.

And to all others who maybe think I am autistic:
I am a social guy, meet new women from time to time, read Pick Up books and stuff, also had a few makeouts last year here in Clubs, even though those girls were drunk, or ugly, or both. But that´s about it. It´s not that I tried already.

[Anonymous No.11577991]

>>11577914
No I think I am on the right track with that degree.
It is kinda a mixture out of CS (80%) and business administration (20%)
The easier thing for sure would be just a business administration degree. But I can go in both directions afterwards and have more options this way. Even though I struggle from time to time with a subject, I plan to stick with it.

> Or are you just complaining because you actually feel lonely that you don’t have a girl to cuddle when the world feels shitty

You´re not completly wrong with that. I just ask myself for what I am still doing all that, if nobody wants to be with me.

[Anonymous No.11578690]

anyway, thanks for your input anons