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>>9427124
Have you bought HMNY yet? Shit will change your life.

>>9427150
PLEASE HELP IM SERIOUS NO MEMES

What thought process led you to want to do that? are you just completely fucking crazy er what

Go home, clean your room, take a long shower and think about how to get your life in order. Write things down and then take real steps towards fixing your shit.

stop being a faggot and post vid.

>>9427124
nice.

>>9427173
I jacked off to my band teacher in grade 7, and my english teacher in gr 8

Come to think of it i have jacked off to nearly all women in my life fucking HELP I HAVE A COMPLEX

>>9427124
Sell your coke, buy a pepsi instead, OP

>>9427159
No harm no foul, have at it you degenerate.

>>9427124
now she's going to smell your jizz anon.
could be good, could be bad.

>>9427180
This or confirmed larp.

>>9427124
Nothing is free in life, Anon. Post video for advice.

Fug her

>>9427124
kek. got no advice for you bud

that sounds like top-tier degeneracy though

>>9427187
No complex your a man its perfect normal to do this to adult woman you know.

Trust me I'm a engineer

You’re a dopamine addict always looking for the next high. Time to reset your brain. Embrace the boredom. Otherwise, you might do some stupid that you can’t fix

>>9427187
Question, outside of jacking off to women, do you have normal interactions (therapist not included) with them face to face?

Also, had frequency increased or decreased?

I'm also worried about the coke part. Coke releases a lot of dopamine, which is a good renforcement chemical in the brain.

By doing coke and then jacking off, you've got two sources of dopamine that reinforce what you're doing.

>>9427124
kys degenerate drug scum

Don't worry, I get off to this type of thing.

>>9427318
MOOOOOOAR

>>9427187
sounds like you're in a negative spiral fueled by dopamine hits, you upgraded to doing bumps of coke while you jack off, next you'll need harder drugs. maybe public masturbation next. don't become a fuckin tweaker man I'm worried by your post.

>>9427228
No FUCKING way bro you guys would DOXX me and I would be RUINED

>>9427356
You are already ruined, just go with the flow and give us your info.

>>9427277
iktf, i'm drunk all week, stoned yesterday, did a bit of coke inbetween, keep postponing the day to be sober. "Tomorrow"

>>9427277
>something stupid I cant fix

You mean like I have been for my entire life?

>>9427124
she wants the D op

>>9427318
Kek'd.

>>9427124
quit that coke and do some ket lad

>>9427293
Frequency decreased overall. i would jack off to yearbooks and facebook photos for ages. Most of them i had a little bit of face to face, some daily

>>9427159
I don't see any issue with what you did.

>>9427403
Dude I just got off a ketamine bender, was mixing hydromorphs in with it breh, I am such a fucking addict wreck its not even funny bros my life is so fucked

>>9427403
Don't enjoy your bladder i guess

>>9427426
Have you thought about supporting your drug use by sucking dick? Because so far you sound fine, until then you haven't hit rock bottom yet. Keep doing what you are doing and posting here.

>>9427370
The video is just her at a desk, you can’t even see body... only feet....

>>9427369
I feel you on this. Kinda like me and weed.

Whenever I really need to take a week break, I look at "I need to at least take one day off with a 7 day option." I keep tracking it and I'll tell my coworkers as I do it.

Successful AA types focus on "one day at a time".

Other anons I've seen have encouraged people to find something to keep them busy.

Exercise is a great way to do that. There's also cleaning one's living area, going for a walk, basically anything to get your mind distracted.

Anon above who discusswd embrassing "boring" has solid advice.

Took me several years to drop my ADHD meds overuse.

Now I can take them in small amounts as needed (and far and in-between) and I don't go all crazy with it.

>>9427463
I hope you have the nastiest come down every you dirty scumbag.

I hope when you are fiending for more you start getting paranoid and twitchy.

I hope you know your nasal cavity is slowly dissolving from your deviant lifestyle.

Wait...what was that? KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. ITS THE POLICE!!!!!!

>>9427463
Post those feet please

>>9427426
Tell her what you did shes your therapist she has to understand maybe shell get hot for you

>>9427527
Yeah this guy said...post the video please.

>>9427466
You fools, you can easily kick your drug habits by finding something else to be equally obsessed about. That's really all it's about, replacing unhealthy obsessions with healthier obsessions.

>>9427405
Decreased frequency is a good trend.

Also, it'll be interesting if there's a way you can track it. I can track my mental state of being based off of the increase and decrease in alcohol use.

If you can track it, then you can quantify it. If you can quantify it, then you can accurately see the bigger picture of how much it is affecting you.

Btw, does your therapist know about this jacking off thing?

>>9427466
Nice, as someone with ADHD it's 10 times as hard i think. Thanks

>>9427513
Lmao nigga I have hydros and ativan for the crash, stay /comfy/

But otherwise I am FUCKED yes ruin will be upon me. HELP

>>9427557
You are simultaneously going to develop a benzo addiction which is actually 10x worse to get off than heroin or coke. You are a wonderful advertisement for why not to do drugs. glhf

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>>9427547
Nah she doesn’t kno, i dont even know how the fuck that wouldnt be the most awkward sht ever, like just slash my throat bros, I CANT TEL HER FUCK I RUINED MY RELATIONSHIPS WIH THIS JACKING OFF SHIT AHHHH

>>9427601
you sound like you should go to a mall or a park or something anon to clear your mind.

>>9427552
I feel you. I too have ADHD (inattentive subtype). It's hard as fuck when you're used to that dopamine flow.

Btw, if you wanna improve one aspect and continue to smoke weed, then get nothing but healthy food for where you live. When you get high, all you'll have is healthy food for your munchies. It helped me eat better, even when not blazed.

Fruit is especially wondrous for cotton mouth. Mango contains myercene, which is a terpene. Not so much in Mango juice, but pre-sliced has some and fresh is best. It'll enhance the high in a more sedative way. Indicas dominant weed has more myercene than sativa dominant.

>>9427620
I’m driving around probably gonna get some wendys breh

>>9427601
Maybe mention it to her about the other people, but not her unless she asks?

My dad's a doc and he's confirmed that therapists and psychs are often pretty screwed up in the head, hence one reason why they go into that field, so they've experienced a lot and have heard a lot.

I feel you on it being uncomfortable.

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>>9427124
>asking equally fucked up people for advice on a malaysian psychosis inducing message board

just roll with it man

>>9427654
do you fap to wendy?

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>>9427788
>pic related

>>9427654
Fuck off you worthless degenerate. Grow up and sort your shitty life out. This feminine /biz/ wahhh muh life posting is embarrassing.

>>9427601
Avoiding awkward situations and seeking comfort is what got you into this mess in the first place. Tell her. Who gives a fuck. She's there to hear your shit
Kook her straight in her eyes and say 'Stacy, I jacked off to your feet in your cabinet earlier'

>>9427842
Kek'd.

>>9427838
To be honest I am definitely crazier than most of /biz/. I was raped by my cousin and molested as a kid

>>9427124
Clean your room

>>9427932
judging by your actions, sounds like it was your fault.

>>9427842
This person speaks truth. Gotta put yourself out there to become used to the fear.

Turn that fear into a challenge.

>>9427932
That sucks bad. Makes people either hyper or hyposexual.

Trying to help my nieces and nephews navigate the world with what they're exposed to. Nothing to that extent, but even too much info goo early is bad.

>>9427932
Pfft, whatever you probably enjoyed it and were asking for it you little slut. I bet you have even jerked off to the memory of it you fucked little duck.

>>9427842
>>9427995
OP here, back at home with my Wendys after cumming all over the toilet seat cover in my therapists washroom

Should I be going to a sex therapist bros? I feel like I could be more open about how I jack off to fantasies about getting hot with random women I meet all the time. So many loads dumped in psychologists bathrooms, I always make sure I get a female psych. In rehab I cummed buckets into my socks to this one thick as fuck counsellor

Dopamine addict is pretty much spot on, I am so messed up bros HELP ME

>>9427842
Dont fucking do this. Go for a walk in the woods and jerk off in front of beavers

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>>9427932
Is that why I'm a pervert? Because y best friend and mom molested me? Not because of the years of hentai?

>that feel when your life situation and sexuality is legitimately more fucked up than OPs

my life is such a dark joke than I'm considering going to an open mic stand up, maybe someone will laugh at least

>>9428184
Answer this question first. >>9428170
Have you ever jerked off to the memory of you getting molested or raped?

>>9427932
Bullshit. Nice to see you're still fishing for sympathy points though.

>>9428184
A sex therapist would likely have a lot more experience with this type of issue, so they may be able to help you more.

Just make sure you don't skirt around the issue with a future sex therapist, otherwise you'll get a lot less out of it and you'll be further trapped in your cycle. Gotta break that figure 8 bro.

>>9428184
Go do some shrooms, clean your rooms, and get the fuck off my board NORMIE REEEEE

>>9428197
I have years of intense pornography abuse from 11 years old under my belt and can confirm it has fucked my brain up SO much. Bright flashy endless pictures of massive breasts to choose from in not a good thing for a young lil guy to be watching while developing

My dad was a heavy porn addict and was buying me weed when I was 14, its messed up. We had to hide my drug addiction which had erupted by 16,17 from mom, but my sister knew as well. Such a fucked up family life bros, and my dad drank and regularly argued with everyone, would always get into fist fights wih him

>>9427277
Can confirm
Pleasure seeker at it's core here
Although coke is pleb tier...im on meth
I don't back off in random bathrooms tho. That is absolutely retarded, I have never even capped more than once in a day. I just don't understand how people can have the urge to do it that often

>>9428209
Ye nigga definitely jacked off to that shit. We also jacked off together, and sucked eachother off, but one night that nigga raped me lmao fucked up shit man how fucked am I. The molestation opened the door to that degeneracy tho, its crazy how much sexual stuff in lil kids fucks them up for life

Op please get help, see a thera-

Oh you already are.

>>9428254
I never actually have sex with them im so cucked

>>9428298
Strive to be similar to this fictional character. Yeah it's a fictional character but honestly you're already insane. Might as well embrace it and at least try to be cool

>>9428298
Dude get over it, it sounds like you are fucked up because you want to be fucked up. At least find a way to act like a big poppa instead of such an anus, sheesh.

>>9428197
I assumed the rape came before the hentai.

They'll feed eachother for sure.

Hentai can definitely reinforce it if it came after.

Also, with ADHD, it tends to make one dopamine seeking, so that definitely doesn't help.

>>9428379
Appreciate the real talk brotherman

Will try to stop being so /crazy/

>>9427932
Naw poor thing...
> I am definitely crazier than most of /biz/.
You are so special
> raped by my cousin
So special
> molested as a kid
Here, have a bandaid!

>>9427124
tell her about it, make a vid, jerk off to that with a nice line of coke
this likely will fix the problem

>>9428454
You don't have to stop being crazy, just be crazy in a good way instead of a being crazy in a bad way. Trust me you will be happier.

>OP is afraid of jacking off

we all do it all the time. count yourself lucky that you even talk to girls, i jack off just to the idea of being around girls

nothing wrong with a quick wank and a bump to clear your head. the only weird thing is you've probably been in her bathroom forever.

>>9427124
Buddy go camping in the woods for about a month. You need to detox from society

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>>9428270
How Can I put my brain back in order? I like who I am, but I'll never turn down an opportunity to become better.
NoPorn and Tantric Yoga? Cold showers and coffee enemas?

>>9427159
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>>9427124
Hmm.. You might as well embrace the degeneracy but do it in person, with physical releases instead of building up deranged fantasies like a nutcase. Get a fuckbuddy who's as weird as you

>>9428298
I also have masturbated to having being molested, but I'm 99% normal on the surface.

>>9428644
This.

>>9427124
Stop jerking so much and let your testosterone get back to normal levels. If you don't jerk it for to long though it's also negative and lowers it. Gotta cut that shit down to once a week and a half and maybe your brain will be slightly less fucked with normal test levels.

>>9427124
You're just horny and a bit weird. Nothing wrong with that.

I'm the same way pretty addicted to porn and jacking off to yearbooks and shit for decades since I was like 10. I can't go a day without fapping sometimes 3-4 hours straight. It made me so beta my entire life but when I didn't fap I'd want to rape every woman around even fugly chicks. There's no way out

excuse me but have you considered not doing cocaine and not masturbating

>>9427124
you're fine OP. if you were really fucked up you would have nutted on the sink and then railed a line of your jizz.
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>>9429942
OP here, I didn’t admit this at first but I put a tiny bit of my cum on the bathroom key, I wonder if she’ll notice

>>9430147
ffs kek.

>>9427208
Most wholesome comment in this thread. Bless you fren

>>9428791
NoPorn might be a good option.

Basically, find a way to get dopamine released in a way you could easily do 50 years back.

Go for a walk in a green area, try deep breathing exercises, do some cardio (running, swimming), work on a decent sleep schedule, find some books of interest and read.

Stop doing coke. Stop going to therapy. Buy ADB.

>>9427124
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>>9427557
have you thought about getting a girlfriend
have normal interactions with her
ditch the drugs

>>9427124
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>>9427187
You can also just kys. It's really no biggie man. Just go ahead and do it.

>>9427513
no one likes you