/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>9104126
>good looking
>balding
>too introverted and anxious for the DJ lifestyle
>copes with excessive amounts of alcohol

money doesn't buy happiness. peace of mind does.

>>9104126
>good looking

Money is a meme

>>9104126
>good looking
Looks like a s.o.yboy to me.

>>9104126
that's not good looking.

>>9104146
>>9104139
come on
he wasn't ugly

>>9104167
there's a big difference between not ugly and good looking.

He could give me at least 1milllion, or some fancy car before killing himself, he wouldnt loose anything...

>>9104146
He was pretty good looking. He got fat and started getting the facee of a drunk though.

>>9104126

>>9104126
he looks like a male taylor swift

>>9104167
he is not ugly just normal guy

i knew that neets would start nitpicking on the good looking part.

well fuck you. he is objectively handsome.

>>9104189
Wow, he really does

and nothing of value was lost

his music was generic af, i dont get why it even became popular, you barely even hear it

hope he burns in hell though

>>9104189
exept taylor used to make good country music. edm is not music, it's for monkeys who brains vibrate on the same level as edm bass. the less melody the better for the edm dummies =)

>>9104126
It was suicide?

>>9104156
I think we can say basedboy now

>>9104205
you are objectively gay

>>9104205
pink ID, pink attitude, dick dirty of poo.

>>9104186
Wtf is up with the axis in this graph? Is the x supposed to be years and genre? Why didn't they label it?

>>9104227
Suicide by drinking

>>9104218

so. a man makes music that you dont like so he has to burn in hell for that?

you literally are the worst scum which lurks 4chan.

How much do you have to drink daily to wreck your pancreas?

>>9104146
he was decent looking right when he blew up then he destroyed his body with drugs and alcohol. like one of those meth before and after billboards

>>9104139

>too introverted and anxious for the DJ lifestyle
>copes with excessive amounts of alcohol

This was what offed him. Too much of a wimp to say no to free drinks, because it "looks strange" if you do so.
Having to go through surgery because of pancreatitis should have been a pretty clear message to stop the unhealthy as fuck lifestyle.

>>9104273

Depending on your genetics around 1 to 3 liters of liquour

>>9104179
>>9104202
christ you sound like women. he was good looking, period.

you know that 15% of women swipe right while ~50% of men swipe right? apparently only about 15% of men look "average".

>>9104271
unironically kys normiefag

he should burn in hell because hes a privileged rich faggot who got spoonfed everything and still couldn't handle anything

probably stepped on a toothpick and couldn't handle the trauma

Can anyone post pics where he looks radically different?

Kind of gotta admit I don't know anything about him until he died.

RIP, though

>>9104218
he was a very talented piano player that went electronic during the peak of the edm boom. "you barely even hear it" he was the headliner at every festival and club for years. just because you only listen to justin beiber doesn't mean other genres don't exist

Rip

>>9104186
this graph is bollocks unless the US for some reason calculates life expectancy for musicians

the life expectancy line should have been completely flat for it to make sense

>>9104328

fuck off commie

>>9104329
younger version

Ok enough
back to work guys

> alcoholic

wgaf

>>9104328
>hes a privileged rich faggot
Source?

You sound like a bitter poorfag. You're never gonna make it with that attitude.

>>9104329
Just days before he died

What's the trick to becoming a famous DJ? There's hundreds of thousands of hopeful DJs in the world and yet only a handful make it.

>>9104126
He became stupid, that's what happened.

Why the fuck would a guy who's making millions (basically set for a good life) of himself......

He could have easily stayed away from the drugs and booz if he manned up and faced his problems.

All his millions will go to shit, because his senpai is most likely going to spend it like there's no tomorrow.

Such a waste.

>>9104328
You should def watch the documentary about him and his life, you would understand.

>>9104446
>his family

>>9104437
you have to become an alcoholic first

>>9104446
>Why the fuck would a guy who's making millions (basically set for a good life) of himself......
I'm not saying he did but there are plenty of rich and successful people that kys themselves.

i.e. Chester from Linkin Park and Chris Cornell.

Both were multimillionaire rockstars with legions of adoring fans. Meanwhile, there are friendless, kissless, NEET virgins on 4chan that continue to press on.

>>9104437
DJ and producer are used interchangeably but this guy was a producer. he made a catchy song called 'Levels' that blew up right at the start of the EDM bubble and the rest was history. you seriously couldn't go to a club or party of any kind without hearing it for 6 months

>>9104446
He tried for 8 years. One year he started to eat healthy and started to work out, but it didn't make him feel better.

>>9104328
every commie deserve bullet

>>9104186
>Distinguishing rock and pop after 2000
That's quite some retardism here in the pic.

Also, how long to live if do noisecore?

>>9104222
Why can't you like both? Different genres for different moods/settings

>>9104409
Poor guy

Literally who is this and why should I care?

>>9104518
for good reason
that shit slaps

>>9104328

Stay life poor faggot. Keep projecting that internal hatred and bittnerness outward instead of dealing with it. Typical onion boy behavior.

>>9104497
>reach the peak of fame and fortune
>realize there is nothing else to achieve in life
>start using hard drugs to chase higher highs
>tolerance builds, drugs stop working
>an hero

>>9104146
Your perception gets skewed when you're bombarded daily with imagery of beautiful people.

i feel sorry for the guy and family. a few of the guys i went to school with have killed themselves this year. but more than anything im annoyed his money went to waste. you can buy a high quality of life without going full hedonist

>>9104409
>be millionaire
>can't be bugged to have personal trainer/chef
Some people aren't meant to be rich

>>9104186
Wow. That is one ugly picture. Great sources, too.

"As soon as I started making money I realized I didn't need a lot of money"

He regularly donated millions btw

I feel sorry for him but there are tons of dance music producers who have died last few years and who I hold higher than superficial EDM producers. These EDM subgenres hijacked real dance music scene for a while but it is coming back.

>>9104497

I believe Chester had very bad depression w/our drug or drink use. Avicii was fine before the fame, became an alcoholic, got pancreatitis, didn’t stop.

It’s quite sad really, because people stay uneducated on alcohol. It’s fine, even good in low doses. But it’s a GABA agonist, increasingly inhibitory neurotranmission and suppressing the “upper” feelings via glutamate inhibition.

Unfortunately the body reacts to this by increasingly glutamte to counteract the heavy suppression . Then alcohol wear so off and suddenly you’ve got this excess of bad “upper” physiological symptoms like anxiety, insomnia, increases body temp, palpitations, etc. The anxiety becomes pretty fucking brutal and proper cant deal with, and go back to drinking to get rid of the anxiety. Thus ensues a self-destructive circular loop.

That’s ignoring the other stuff like excessive facial bloating, liver damage etc. same thing happens to Duff mckagan from guns and roses, dude was lucky enough to not die when his pancreas ruptured. He drank for anxiety too.

Phenobarbital works similarly too, except the tolerance is super high. Haven’t used phenobut but it’s common with people online. Just a 2 cents on drinking if you’re anxious guys.

Robert Miles died and that was just a minor event... This guy dies and everyone is crying, once again superficially. Fake scene!

>>9104464
this

while you most likely can still produce club hits sober, the majority of your audience is fucked up, so if you can't dance to your own music drunk someone else probably won't be able to either

>>9104322
>implying women would swipe right on ‘average’

Our beloved Tim was a seeker, a fragile artistic soul searching for answers to existential questions.

An over-achieving perfectionist who travelled and worked hard at a pace that led to extreme stress.

When he stopped touring, he wanted to find a balance in life to be happy and be able to do what he loved most – music.

He really struggled with thoughts about Meaning, Life, Happiness.

He could not go on any longer.

He wanted to find peace.

Tim was not made for the business machine he found himself in; he was a sensitive guy who loved his fans but shunned the spotlight.

Tim, you will forever be loved and sadly missed.

The person you were and your music will keep your memory alive. We love you,

Your family

Was probably going to expose the human trafficking, child killing paedophile rings that are so common in the music industry

>>9104690
This is me at my portfolio ATH.

I can't believe how shitty some people are being towards him:

https://twitter.com/MMAFFCA/status/989541487942815745

Fuck people. RIP Avicii.

>>9104715
is weed the solution to helping people regain the upper feelings? thanks for sharing knowledge anon, I'm trying to help alcoholics in my family

>>9104767
Pedo rings are not common in dance music, man. That is more for pop music.

>>9104715
Is there any reasonable explanation for why he wouldn't or shouldn't have just numbed himself with anxiety medication before shows? I know it's harmful too, but it wont destroy your body in a couple years like alcohol did. He had organs removed, and then went straight back to doing the same thing... it's not like there was no signs the alcohol was killing him

>>9104767
So much this. All of them dies because said rings are also used by both military and political elites.

It's the jews. They are pedos

>>9104222
whoa kys buddy. edm is superior

>>9104741
bang for the particle, peace to conscious being

>>9104741
>He really struggled with thoughts about Meaning, Life, Happiness.
I could have coached him about that. Meaning comes from desire, to find meaning one has to find desire. Happiness follows. He found himself stuck in a materialist world where he was bombarded with materialist stimuli. He needed to disconnect from that and connect with nature and the peace and spirituality to be found within. Well if reincarnation is real he'll get another shot at life.

>>9104715
This man speaks the truth..

>>9104409
he has a black eye did he get punched?

>>9104126
God that's an annoying looking fucking face.

>>9104806
not sure if it's a confirm or a deny but my Jewish friend went to Thailand with like 3 or 4 other Jews.

I told him if he fucked a child there I would never look at him the same way again and that he'd never look at himself the same way again.

He didn't say anything when he returned about the subject besides the ladyboys being very convincing and the girls looking really young

Some people say he didn’t off himself he was murdered.

>>9104866
maybe someone close to him was really upset watching him destroy himself

OP here
I take the "good looking" part back

He should have visited /biz more and found a meaning in pink wojaks. Maybe had saved him.

>>9104813
If you listen to EDM, even ironically, I guaranfuckingtee you haven't read Shakespeare or Plato or anything else that's true and good.

If you spent half as much time reading as you do thinking about your stupid little life you would feel better and do better.

Fight me.

>>9104880
>ome people say he didn’t off himself he was murdered.
It's possible.
In a place like Oman, if you piss off some Sultan's rich daughter of a sultan and the police/security services will cover your shit up ez.

These arab rich kids have all the money but they are next level and really cant take it when anyone says no (except papa).

>>9104945
you must be a janitor because you speak in sweeping generalizations a lot

>>9104945
I can enjoy listening to Trance and reading Einstein and Plato and Kant, fight me.

>people live shitty poor lives and are happy
>rich superstars kill themselves because of """""depression"""""

literally everyone is depressed, but most bear it and don't kill themselves

what a fucking faggot

>>9104967
You should take your music as seriously as you do your literature. You might like it.

>>9104788

No problem anon. I’m a doc in a country with a bad drinking habit. Sorry, I was unclear in what I said. When I say “upper” symptoms/ feelings, I mean stimulators feelings. This is good (confidence, energy) and bad (anxiety, insomnia, palpitations). Heavy alcohol use forces the body to produce more of the “upper” neurotransmitter; glutamate. This excess of glutamate (when the alcohol leaves) causes the nasty “stimulatory” feelings I mentioned.

I don’t know much about weed desu. There’s extensive research about heavy long term abuse and schizophrenia paranoia, but it’s good for pain and anxiety apparently. Sorry to hear about your family. Hope you look after yourself. Help if they want, but don’t waste your life if they’re dont want help. Burden of care is very real and harsh when dealing with victim stuff of addiction.

>>9104805

Idk anon. Benzos have just a vicious withdrawal even with an acute cycle, plus people tend to become proper zombied out on them too. Barbiturates can straight up knock you in stage 4 of anasthesia, which is respiratory arrest and you just die flat out. V. Dangerous. I’d imagine alcohol is used because it’s easy to dose, plus all the romanticism surrounding it “healing the pain” and all that stuff. It’s a hard game, and they may end up abusing anxiolytics too.

It’s a really delicate balance sadly. Taking too much of something which increases GABA release or inhibitors glutamate release will always have a rebound effect, as the body’s natural law of order Is homeostasis (excluding abnormal NT disorders like clinical depression etc). GABApentin was a good idea. If I could, I would love to measure a Buddhist/ Tibetan monks circulating levels of certain neurotransmitters.

Unfortunately most people seek pleasure instead of peace. If you adopt a mindset that there’s a physiological rebound effect for most things you put in your body, you lead a pretty safe life.

>>9105048
Life isn't about being serious, read and think a lot more and you might get it some day.

>>9104126
Wow gee it's almost as if no amount of money or fame can fix your brain. Go figure.

>>9104328
kys faggot go suck to kimmie cum

>>9105048
wow you're such a faggot

>>9105055
I understand, thank you for your service to the people, I know you have your own reasons for doing it.

I'm almost half-way to opening my own psychology practice, thank you for being an ally in healthcare

>>9105068
Think less, live in the present moment.
Be here now

>>9105068
sure buddy.
>>9105156
You're easy eh

>>9105055
>Unfortunately most people seek pleasure instead of peace. If you adopt a mindset that there’s a physiological rebound effect for most things you put in your body, you lead a pretty safe life.

Woah, thanks for the insight. I'm going to write this down somewhere.

>>9104984
that applies mostly only comedians, they tend to suicide very high rate.

as we can see country musicans die same rate as other people, they are more conservative. hip hop artists and edm artist have drug induced life with lots of stress. and in pop and hip hop these musicans are just a product they dont even write their own music so the fame and money comes too quickly for them. same with hollywood actors with most come from very poor backgrounds they are not used to having it all and combine poor impulse control with that

>>9104126
To all suffering from depression i recommend the atypical anti-depressive (also nootropic) Tianeptine. Don't overdo-it tough.

Looks like /biz/ is full of late adopter normie faggots now. Guess this place is dead.

>>9104126
Survival of the fittest. He was inferior and acted accordingly. Nothing groundbreaking here

>>9105055
Thanks

>>9105223
Not really available in North America though right?

>>9104967
I unironically like early Tiesto and trance from 2000s, but modern edm is not trance. Trance is dead.

>>9105171

No problem. Best of luck in psych, you’ll end up having a much more extensive knowledge of inhibitory, excitatory, dopaminergic, and seretonergic neurotransmisson thsn I will. I’m a cardiologist so my knowledge of psych is limited to a basic level.

Psych is a tough one though

>>9104126
Was it a suicide? I read his health deteriorated from stress related alcohol consumption.

>>9105277
I believe you can't buy it as a nootropic. Just don't overdo the dosage..keep the recommended dosage..

>>9105055
Do you hold LINK?

>>9104313
>Too much of a wimp to say no to free drinks, because it "looks strange" if you do so.


Alcohol becomes an addiction. Doubt it was just peer pressure.

>>9104322
>apparently I'm not average
feels good

>>9105223

NSI-189 mother fricker

Tianeptine's also pretty dandy though, not gonna discount that

>>9105298
thanks, let's hope they don't make any cardiologist or psychology bots soon ;)

>>9105198
>sure buddy.
Or maybe you won't? Looks like your superior literary readings still haven't taught you respect for your fellow human beings. Have some self-reflection on the subjectivity of experience and value and its relation to open-mindedness. In other words remove that broom stuck in your ass and maybe you'll get to enjoy novel experiences you weren't able to because they weren't getting past your brain cortex. Otherwise remain stuck-up and self-centered, you must lead a pretty happy life for feeling the need to criticize people for their ability to enjoy music you don't.

>>9105344
Failed trials, use ket instead

>>9105310
FWIW 0.3g of psilocybin mushrooms is doing wonders for me.

5 days on 2 days off.

>>9105214

Not sure if you’re being sarcastic or not lol.

>>9105439
Sorry..my brain can be a very scary place (i had dreams i could write thick fantasy books about) and i don't want to explore my mind, i would be very scared to do that.

>>9104156
Onions

>>9105290
That's the one I listen to, trance from 1994-2007 mostly. Chicane, Ferry Corsten, Andreas Schmidt, Salt Tank and so many more. I agree it turned into something completely different later on

>>9105369
>"looks like your superior literary readings..."
>"brain cortex"

Why are you still talking to me? Shut the fuck up.

>>9105369
>ex told me about edm festivals in taiwan taking place in a jungle area
>like some sort of edm festival that took place in an enchanted forest

I truly wish I could experience this

>>9105373
unironically this, but don't get addicted.

T. Was a patient in a Columbia study and never felt the lift in hope/living prior to my first dosage of K. I ended up getting a source for the stuff that was extra cheap ($75 for 2.5 g) and made my own brand of pink k that you would get pink drip from lol

kinda silly but good times.

>>9105512
I believe K acts on glutamate to relieve depression. Tianeptine also does that, did you have similar effects from Tianeptine?

>>9105313

Yeah. I’m all in with a stack of 121k. I (sadly) don’t have time to trade anymore, and I am aware and believe in the tremendous potential of that type of network. I’m pretty sure most anons have a small stack of LINK tbf, this board tends to have a high level of analysis. Even for people who aren’t particularly meticulous develop a better analytical ability because of all the shilling.

Why do you ask anon? Do you?

>>9105479
You're not going to feel anything from 0.3g, the effect is cumulative.

After two cycles you should have about 10% more energy and 10% increase in cognition speed.

Lions Mane and Vitamin D every day will increase the effects.

>>9104360
That triggered my autism too!

>>9105527

Yeah ketamine is an NMDA antagonist, which are the “fast acting” receptors for glutamate transmission. Stops that and causes a dissociative response and catalepsy. Think some people may experience hallucinations too but I’ve never come across any.

Think Picamilon might be useful for you if you find it. It’s a pro drug of GABA, So it can penetrate the blood brain Barrie’s and exert effects directly on CNS. You would need connections though id imagine .

>>9105527
never touched tianeptine

presently treating existential pain with online friendships, gaming, and weed as well as healthy life habits

>>9104139
Why not just retire and invest in BCH like the rest of us?

>>9105568
>this board tends to have a high level of analysis

You can't be serious

>>9105323
He specifically mentioned in an interview it looking strange if you don't drink the free alcohol that's offered to you everywhere.
It was most likely an addiction, but there was certainly an element of peer pressure involved.

>>9105498
Because I'm fighting with the cause of your depression.

>>9105568
are you that same surgeon that was in the other thread giving health advice a few weeks ago

>>9105568
>all in in a 8 month old project, that is hardly beyond a concept at present.
I hope your expertise as a physician greatly surpasses your financial calibre.

>>9105708

How wonderfully modern. Better than the old school shut up, drink, repress, repeat cycle.

>>9105290
Music doesn’t stay the same, nothing does. Welcome to life

>>9104409
If you only knew how bad things really are.

>>9104518
Bitches love Levels.

>>9104497
kek

Who is this man?

>>9104456
Title?

>>9105819
Thanks, it took a lot of work but I'm here. So many people have supported me on my way, that's really all anyone needs to get better imo besides the will.

I love psychology, I could talk about it all day, I actually swapped majors to it because it was challenging in the way where it opened me up to new ideas, but also because it literally got my dick hard in a strange comfortable and lulled way.

>>9104721
>Robert Miles
Fuck that brings back some memories, anon. I remember my parents playing that during road trips. Great tunes tbqh.

>>9105749

I don’t think you realize just how willingly uninformed/ stupid the average person tends to be. I deal with obese people who won’t stop smoking tell me their CAD is genetic. Compared to what I see everyday, biz can elucidate quite well. Especially when the encentive is speculative at best.

>>9105782
Hi anon, not a surgeon, but I’m biz once every few days and usually post medical stuff if an anon asks. I was talking to the younger anons who were bragging about cocaine use while reading and I just asked them to be safe, considering the quite high risk of a reduced ejection fraction/ vascular remodeling that accompanies heavy duty stimulant abuse.

>>9105791

Got in early with eth, haven’t put in more than I can afford to lose, and I make decent money. Are you suggesting I wait until It’s up and running and everyone knows and then it’s a safe buy? LINK could die tomorrow and my life would not change at all. If you’re in something as volatile as crypto, you’d sure as hell want to have a part of the 3rd step. If LINK truly blew up I would take profits and fund cystic fibrosis research. Awful disease and the people with got dealt a shit hand in life.

>>9106090
anon this is gonna be a dumb question but since I have your attention, is taking l-arginine safe?

what if I combine it with caffeine, thc, and sometimes a penis pump? (penomet)

>>9105055
>Burden of care is very real and harsh
gf is an opiate addict. She's been clean for a year, but I still worry constantly. Shit sucks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcd6sf6ZQ-w

This is an example of real dance music. Nothing superficial, just raw emotion.

He didn't kill himself you dumb niggers. acute pancreatitis

>>9106314
Yes he did
http://metro.co.uk/2018/04/26/avicii-died-suicide-family-confirm-7501007/

>>9106152
L-arginine is fine lol. Just a precursor for nitric oxide which is a vasodilator. Idk even know if it’s particularly effective desu anon as I deal with anti hypertensive drugs a lot and I never use/ come across arginine unless it’s in studies of the NO pathway. You’ll be fine lol. Watch the thx as it’s psychoactive. Using a PDE-inhibitor and an (attempted) vasodilator puts you at risk of hypotension, but even then once you’re erection fades you’ll be fine.

>>9106195
Brutal. Very sorry to hear. Are you North American? Horrible crisis there atm. Where I’m from, opiate addicts tend to be your typical street walker/ homeless type, but over in NA there’s an epidemic of functional addicts. Horrible stuff. Hope she’s ok. Did she go through the methadone/ clonidine tx? Very important I ensure she attends her psychosocial rehab. Physical dependence fades but psych does not. Hope she is ok.

>>9106198
fuck outta here with your "real" dance music bullshit. I would take an avicii song over those any day of the week

>inb4 faggot

>>9106435
Yeah, in the states. A fucking flyover state at that. About a year and a half ago maybe two she was doing this shit and I left her. Then she had a mental breakdown basically. Ended up doing treatment for almost 6 months IIRC. We ended up back together. She seems well enough for being an addict. She's working two jobs, exercising, has actual hope for the future, etc. However I know better than to let my guard totally down because if she relapses and starts using again, it'll mean she's probably been doing it for a while before I even find out. She's been using Kratom for the past 3 months or so. Although she's started to ween a bit because she's been getting stomach pains, dunno if that is related to kratom or not.

>>9106596

Have you fucked yourself yet?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYUNJj3DBDU

Actually his first tracks seem to be okay. He should have stayed with progressive genre instead of this EDM faggotry,

>>9104126
That's my dream life, desu.

>>9104186
We have to ban music

What is the average life expectancy of LINK trader?

>>9105223
This. Also LSD microdose. Read Ray Peat.

>>9104262

imagine being as retarded as this guy lmao

>>9106619
oh well, i wish YOU the best anon
we both probably know it would be the best for YOU to exit this, but we also both know it ain't that easy

>>9104126
That was my initial goal, but I'll have to settle for doing it while being a poor ugly dude before turning 40.

if this bucko had cleaned his room, he'd still be here today.

Playing 300+ shows a yesr, constantly flying and never sleeping while constantly writing more music and deaing with parties and drama and degenerates all around you is not what normal human beings can handle over extended periods of time

Also he probably got murdered for exposing child trafficking rings

>>9104646
He had both a personal trainer and chef. He had enormous anxiety thought. Usaully that stuff gets way worse when your heartbeat goes up. Also people who dont want to live often "punish" themselves by living a bad life style i.e drugs, not training, eating junk etc. I really feel bad for people that lives through that shit...

>>9105467
(different ID) I was being serious. :)

>>9106090
good for you anon. I also have a big LINK stack and hope to fund medical research (life extension, project DRACO, chronic fatigue syndrome)

>good looking

>>9106314
He did kill himself, according to his family. Left a suicide note.

>>9106090
How do you do cocaine safely?

Is LSD okay to take once or twice a year?

What about normal doses of MDMA? Exactly how toxic is one normal dose of mdma a year?

he probably went all in on LINK

>>9107021
you're gonna make it anon. look into numerology if you need help staying the course. or simply find the thing you feel guides you the right way.

heck, even if not by your own free will and agency, you may honestly just get lucky

>>9104186
What the fuck is the X value for the life expectancy lines, this pisses me off more than it should
>>9106901
why don't you go ahead and explain it then retard

>>9107066
If I were in the music business I would only do it for 2 years then do pop up shows whenever I miss performing and just live off the money I made in those two years and investments.

you have to admit, the fame and power one experiences over a crowd is a drug within it's own right.

>>9107437
x axis is genre, y axis is average age of death. It's just average age of death by genre lmao

>>9107376
This. Sergey you sick fuck how does it make your scammer pajeet ass feel now?

>>9107375
Bump for drug questions because curious

>>9107505
you're the dumb one in this situation, the graph is flawed

Find what you love... and let it kill you. He bought high and sold low..

>>9107505
I think he meant for the superimposed male/female US life expectancy. The graph is easy to understand as far as the musician lines go, but it appears that for the "normal life expectancy", the x should be the year... So it doesn't make sense to superimpose them like this.

>>9104788
my father was high essentially 24/7 raising me. Was literally the most neglectful person when he was high, and when he was sober the most brutal and emotionally abusive person ever. Made me hate myself and feel worthless because he is worthless, and as an adult makes me hate and resent him. my2c

This is now occult thread.

Honestly whom of you is truly happy? I feel like nothing would make me happy not even being the supreme leader of the universe and having a beautifuly family. What is life?

>>9107777
If you learn to control your emotions rather them controlling you, you will be happy, almost always. Being perfectly balanced is happiness in my opinion.

>>9107777
I feel like having a gf would make me happy but it seems as realistic as being the supreme leader of the universe at this point

>>9107863
This is beyond emotion and controlling it. Emotion can't be controlled fully but it can be guided partially. It's about deriving a reason from this life. What is my reason? idk

http://mbb.acclivius.com/sites/mbb.acclivius.com/files/Alchemy-Chart.jpg

Basically this chart shows that if you are jew, you are happy.

>>9107777
Well you have to do what >>9107863 is saying. Control your emotions and learn that fucking nothing from the outer world can ever bring you lasting happiness. No car, no house, no girl, no amount of money. It has to come from the inside. Only there you can find it, if you are willing to look.

>>9104139
for the .1% of the population who are extreme thrillseekers this might be true.
for the other 99.9% money makes you pretty happy

>>9104126
modern swedes have no soul and no will to live, didnt you know?

>>9107911
Where, how? Been looking for a reason, a drive since I know myself. Talking in riddles doesn't help.

Also if you have health that is reason to be happy.

Avicii did gain all but lost health.

>>9104126
>that hairline
I would off myself too

>>9104126
No surprise there. Avicii was redpilled about whats happening to his country, Sweden. Even his millions would be a drop in the bucket against two generations of ZOG machine brainwashing.

>>9108026
>offing yourself because of hair
Are you a faggot by any chance? Shit why am I even asking

>>9107672
First if I may start by saying this, with all the respect I have for you as a person, you are not worthless.

As a drug user, student of psychology, and fellow conscious being on this earth, I feel it's the person using the drug that was responsible for the abuse you've overcome in your life.

In psychology and more specifically the psychology of morality there are the concepts of agency and patiency.

There is a degree of emotional intelligence one can elevate to when reading up on the concepts of agency and patiency, but as one delves deeper one realizes the science and explanations become a debate of philosophy.

If the person who abused you is a simple case then likely they rejected their agency over them abusing you just as you are doing now by saying he "made" you feel the way you do. Certainly the actions have affected you and imprinted on you, but by rejecting agency over your being and sense of self-worth you are rejecting the power which lies within you if you were to accept agency.

Agency and Patiency aren't things that exist in balance to each other, ALTHOUGH a person with a healthy sense of agency and patiency is usually a well balanced individual. Instead senses of agency and patiency exist independent of each other and a hypersensitivity to either, both, or neither of the two can result in people who are varying degrees of what one may consider despicable.

I use the word despicable here because more often than not the negative emotions one feels towards themselves or their environment is the result of identifying behavior that they despise within others or themselves.

you sir, if I were to analyze you based on what you just said, are a high-patiency low-agency individual, someone low in self-esteem and self-worth. But you're not, you, anon, are a dynamic human and much more than one thing you typed into history. I hope you can recognize your power within and see the strength you already have displayed in overcoming your past to be here.

>>9104126
Real chad material

>>9107375

Sorry was getting food. The risk of stimulant abuse is mainly lowered ejection fraction / LVEF/ hypertension. Very basically, it causes your heart to beat harder (contractility) and faster (heart rate). Overtime, the force of the stress by the above causes the heart cells (myocytes) to adapt to the more stressful environment. Does this by growing bigger to deal with the stress (hypertrophy) and this most often occurs in the left ventricle, as it’s where your body gets its blood pumped from. This is common condition known as LVEF. The issue with this is that with the growth, the internal diameter of the chamber decreases, meaning blood ejection/ sec is worse, so your Heart beats faster/ harder to ensure the body is receiving adequate blood supply. Outside of the heart, the arteries eventually become stiffer to deal with the harder blood flow. This results in an increase in blood pressure (hypertension) which can contribute to coronary artery disease.

That’s not taking into account the noradrenwrgic/ dopaminergic neurotransmission/ mental state that comes with cocaine abuse.

MDMA works a bit different. Where cocaine causes an temporary inability of the body to reuptake noradrenalin/ dopamine (sort of like putting a plug into a sink; more NA available, more effects), MDMA is sort of like turning on all the taps into one sink.

This lasts much longer, but causes a massive depletion of serotonin, which if anyone has experienced a comedown follow heavy MDMA use, is not pleasant. MDMA is neurotoxic too, so use infrequently. Honestly, and any experienced recreational mdma users will know, all your serotonin is flushed out, so redosing more than once is pointless and causes more harm than good. This is unlike cocaine, where redosing is common every 20-40 minutes or so, you will still be stimulated, hence why users tend to go on day long binges.

I don’t know much about any hallucinogenics/ psychotropics outside of any used in anasthesia, unfortunately.

>>9107375

Sorry was getting food. The risk of stimulant abuse is mainly lowered ejection fraction / LVEF/ hypertension. Very basically, it causes your heart to beat harder (contractility) and faster (heart rate). Overtime, the force of the stress by the above causes the heart cells (myocytes) to adapt to the more stressful environment. Does this by growing bigger to deal with the stress (hypertrophy) and this most often occurs in the left ventricle, as it’s where your body gets its blood pumped from. This is common condition known as LVEF. The issue with this is that with the growth, the internal diameter of the chamber decreases, meaning blood ejection/ sec is worse, so your Heart beats faster/ harder to ensure the body is receiving adequate blood supply. Outside of the heart, the arteries eventually become stiffer to deal with the harder blood flow. This results in an increase in blood pressure (hypertension) which can contribute to coronary artery disease.

That’s not taking into account the noradrenwrgic/ dopaminergic neurotransmission/ mental state that comes with cocaine abuse.

MDMA works a bit different. Where cocaine causes an temporary inability of the body to reuptake noradrenalin/ dopamine (sort of like putting a plug into a sink; more NA available, more effects), MDMA is sort of like turning on all the taps into one sink.

This lasts much longer, but causes a massive depletion of serotonin, which if anyone has experienced a comedown follow heavy MDMA use, is not pleasant. MDMA is neurotoxic too, so use infrequently. Honestly, and any experienced recreational mdma users will know, all your serotonin is flushed out, so redosing more than once is pointless and causes more harm than good. This is unlike cocaine, where redosing is common every 20-40 minutes or so, you will still be stimulated, hence why users tend to go on day long binges.

I don’t know much about any hallucinogenics/ psychotropics outside of any used in anasthesia, unfortunately.

>>9104126
He cute.

>>9107777

checked

struggle hard with this myself. life seems such a joke. don't really feel bothered to do much of anything, but at the same time have enough survival instinct not to off myself. it's a shitty sort of existence man

>>9108143

I have no issues with people taking drugs as long as they know the risks. A small bit of pure cocaine wouldn’t be the worst, but it’s the addictive and fiendish behaviors which fuel further use, and this damage is where it goes down

he was objectively good looking, what the fuck you incels are on about

Do you know actually who is Avicii of /biz:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesse_Lauriston_Livermore

This guy

>>9107777
I'm happy right now anon, thanks for asking.

Atleast now you know being the supreme leader of the universe isn't what you want to give all your being to doing, I don't see a problem here, just guidance from your inner self.

Life is ours to share in.


BFP

>>9104715
Tim wasn't fine before the fame. He had battled with anxiety since 2006.

>>9105732
because atleast he wasn't a retarded autist who invests in monopoly money

>>9108143
>>9108158
the things you're saying are the type of stuff that should be taught in dare programs. Please if you ever have the ability or will to release a pdf or book on safe drug use, I'm sure it could save many livers and lives.


Also, based on what you say about mdma I'm gonna all-in the first company to come up with an mdma that has none of those side-effects.

>>9108158
Got anything to say about CBD oil my man?

>>9104908
He looks like a not-as-fucked-up-but-still-fucked-up Bogdanoff.

>>9108158
Thank you a lot for this, but I kind of already knew that

My question is more like if you did cocaine/mdma at a party, would you see any real phsysiological damage from that one time use?

From what ive read 1.7mg/kg of body weight seems to have no effect on serotonin levels. Basically what im asking, is if its possible to do these drugs in extreme moderation without any virtual consequence

>>9104908
skin and haircut pill

he looks like a different person here

>>9108406
brushing your teeth twice a day pill definitely in effect too LMFIO

>>9104126

>>9108333
Well go ahead do it. I think smack is fuckin free of consequences with a reasonable pattern of consumption. Problem is you almost certainly can't fuckin do it. Get yourself just some Kratom and see how fast you eating 10-20 grams a day. If you selfmedicate with benzos, gaba or opiates or all together the psychological addiction is fuckin insane.

>>9108158
Unironically thinking of quitting all painkillers and anxiolytic and start doing heroic doses of shrooms, acid, dmt, salvia and whatever comes my way. Fuckin sick of risking my health for feeling like a fuckin normie. I need so 4D crazy shit.

>>9108258
Hi anon. Haven’t extensively looked into it, but it’s from the non psychoactive component isn’t it? Heard from pts and friends it helps with anxiety, and apparently anti inflammatory. The last term is such a broad term so I don’t value it until non-biased clinical results are available. Haven’t seen any reports of side effects at all. Also a friend of mine isn’t looking to import a fucktonne for a buyer. He makes incredible money, and money follows utility. You would be better off talking to a CBD manufacturer as my knowledgenis rudimentary at best. Sorry anon.

>>9108333
Sorry that was my fault. Long day and I read your question wrong. It’s hard to definitively say, because normally you can say that no, a small bump of cocaine once won’t do anything other than make you feel good for a bit. However I see the results of the person who has a high susceptibility to one off the impurities that cocaine usually contains. This can trigger heavy palpitations/ tachy —> anxiety —> more panic —> higher HR etc. since this is an anonymous board, no, a small dose of cocaine once off wont have any real repercussions if your haven’t taken anything else.

MDMA is different, one heavy/ hard night of that can cause mild scarring of the internal walls of the chamber from the heavy and fast beating that goes on for 4-6 hours. Combine that with dancing and dehydration, and yeah, you can do damage. Dehydration causes your intevasculr volume be lowered (obviously, water is a Large component of blood). Your heart/ arterial smooth muscle response by either pumping harder/ faster or via vasoconstriction to keep the BP stable. Again this in extremes. When I did MDMA once a year at festivals (in my youth lol), i never did more than 120-140mg, including a redoes which was ~half of the initial.

Tl; dr no you should be fine, once the dose isn’t high, or you aren’t drinking heavily. Also it’s good to see you have the sense to look up actual dosages.

>>9104739
They do. It's just that what they THINK is average is actually the 85th percentile.

>>9108143
Doesn't MDMA carry other risks as well? Like the fenfluramine disaster, except x20 stronger.,,
Kinda scary how the negative effects can come years after use

>>9108679
Thank youfor this! I ask since im probably ganna be taking at edc next month, probably doing some coke on day 2, im thinking 130mg mdma on day 3 should do the trick

But this is pretty good info. Please consider making a website/blog about these topics. Would happily donate ETH for this info

>>9108679
in your opinion, how valid are these research studies?

https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/wiki/mdmaneurotoxicity

i'm asking because i was bored/going with the flow in college and did 200-300mg MDMA binges once a month for 12 months. wanting to know if there are any long term damages, or if the damages can be reversed over time. right now i currently feel a deficiency in my verbal memory/recall and i sometimes forget about my responsibilities that i have due the next day.

>>9108774
5HTP and some nootropics daily should help, but i dont think its reversible

>>9108774
also during EDC/Coachella last year i did 600mg total throughout all three days.
100mg first dose, 100mg redose for all three days.
with raves i'll usually do 100mg first dose, 50mg redose 2 hours in

>>9108580

We’ll if you’re on a script, finish it, say to your doctor you want to get off them. Idk your hx or tx atm so I can’t say anything. Go seek out a CBT professional, use them to teach yourself the skills necessary to deal with your anxiety (if you can). If you’re poor, there’s plenty of sources online about CBT which can help. Unfortunately, it often involves a deep inquiry into your core beliefs, which are formed in your formative years, and can be quite traumatic for some people to awaken those repressed/ confront those causes. Especially if the mere though generates the physiological response.

Regarding psychs, I have no experience with them. While reported experiences vary between fun hallucinations, I wouldn’t recommend them to people with anxiety at all.

Personally, I am a big believer in desentizing yourself to the stimuli, and if it’s a thought, to let it roll over you. accept the anxiety, resist the urge to try to relive it if the cause is irrational. Eventually it has no/ minimal effect. Any psychs reading this will kill me for saying that lol.

>>9108774
i did a fuckload of ecstasy. started at 15, until 21. didnt do it daily but i did it a lot, did while drinking, while doing coke, and while smoking weed. i did way more shit too, actually. but anyway the point is i recovered from all of that brain damage, but it took a few years, and maybe im still not as intelligent as i could be, but i hardly notice it. im a programmer and a math geek. so you're fine dude.

>>9108822
just dont do it anymore and you will be fine. seriously, that shit really is neurotoxic

>>9108246
well now he is dead while we are alive,who is the retarded autist now?

>>9108824
gradual desensitization therapy is ised by psychs. any psychs reading you won't be mad about that, they'll just be bothered than an untrained individual is dishing out psychiatric advice on a business and finance image board

>>9108915

I’m aware it is. But seeing as I don’t know that anons hx, I wouldn’t be able to make a proposed tx plan, etc. then I gave my own personal opinion. I’ve had psych patients before during my intern/ sho years, but yeah, my advice on the psych stuff is from my personal experience; not as a medical professional.

Also, just because you “took a fucktonne” of ecstasy and cocaine for 6 years does not mean that’s the threshold before irreparable/ irreversible damage. If you did heavy stimulant abuse (x4 times a week) for longer than a few months, I would very heavily advise a CVS exam with the BNPs and all.

>>9104715
>Haven’t used phenobut but it’s common with people online.
Phenibut? It's a great social enhancer and anxiolytic but very dangerous to people who try to self-medicate anxiety and have an addictive personality. Alcohol is a slow downward spiral for most but this stuff builds tollerance like crazy, much faster than benzos and the withdrawals are hellish.

>>9108333
I would say so, yes. You should be just fine

>>9109034
there's undoubtedly irreparable damage, but i wasn't trying to refute that. i was just saying that anectdotally if i could come back from what i did then other anon can do it too, especially since he did far less damage to his body than i did.

>>9108143
>Sorry was getting food. The risk of stimulant abuse is mainly lowered ejection fraction / LVEF/ hypertension. Very basically, it causes your heart to beat harder (contractility) and faster (heart rate). Overtime, the force of the stress by the above causes the heart cells (myocytes) to adapt to the more stressful environment. Does this by growing bigger to deal with the stress (hypertrophy) and this most often occurs in the left ventricle, as it’s where your body gets its blood pumped from. This is common condition known as LVEF. The issue with this is that with the growth, the internal diameter of the chamber decreases, meaning blood ejection/ sec is worse, so your Heart beats faster/ harder to ensure the body is receiving adequate blood supply. Outside of the heart, the arteries eventually become stiffer to deal with the harder blood flow. This results in an increase in blood pressure (hypertension) which can contribute to coronary artery disease.
c-can this happen from too much coffee, anon?

>>9104126
>Makes you think
no it doesnt

>>9104126
>probably smarter than OP

>>9104945

Norwood reaper

>>9107060
Sigh. God damnit

>>9108076
Good stuff

>>9107973
says the poorfag. speaking from experience, money does not solve anything other than your ability to pay for bills and unlock material trinkets that will keep you "happy" about as long as a child is excited to open his christmas presents. by the end of the day, the shit is the same.
good luck anon.

>>9107375
LSD is perfectly safe to take. Just be careful with it. Be in a good a good area. Be in a good head space. if you're really worried, have some xanax to take if you feel like you don't want the trip to last any longer. It's really fun.

>>9109565
ty, I had to take a semester off but I'm thinking my next school will give me a full ride if I present myself better this time around.

I know drop out of college is the present meta though

>>9109697
>LSD is perfectly safe
kek
LSD is the hardest drug there is
if you dont respect it it will scare you more than you could ever imagine.

>>9109803
It’s safer than many other drugs since it doesn’t really directly affect your body like say coke or meth do, more of a mind thing

>>9107375
You can easily take LSD once every month, it's very safe physically speaking, it's the mental part that can be tricky, don't try it when you have a mental disorder, or if mental illness is prevalent in your family

>>9107375
MDMA is probably the drug I personally would recommend the highest to anybody. Normal dose, don't binge like an idiot, and there's plenty of supplements you can take before and after to minimize any sort of negative effect on your brain health. Pure bliss, self confidence, forgiveness, love, and clarity that can persist long after the experience. Can absolutely change your outlook on thing for the better

>>9109827
100% a mind thing but that's what makes it so much more dangerous. Could be an innocently magical experience or a deathgrip on your psyche. I've had 2 friends go legally insane and grazed past that mental state myself. Completely changed the way I view the world

Is "suicide" a polite way of saying "overdose" now?

>>9104945
Holy shit, the generalizations are insane. Someone who is actually intelligent would understand that everything you're saying is just your own possibly insecure personal bias.

>>9104146
i'd fuck him

You only think this if u want to hump a good looking corpse

How did he kill himself?

>>9109803
LSD is literally the least dependent drug, opposite to heroin. No physical damage.

>>9106198
holy shit thanks for this bizbro.
got any high speed swing trading tracks?

>>9104265
Maybe just drank too much on accident?

>>9104715
Are you saying don't drink if you're anxious because after you get done drinking you'll be even more anxious than before?

>>9108913
We’re all gonna die one day anon. One day the human race will go extinct, what does it matter if he lived 28 years and I live 80?

>>9105313
Why because he's a genius?
>>9105568
Holy smokes he does hold link...rly makes me think.
>>9105568
Thank you for sharing your knowledge cardiobro.

>>9106090
>Are you suggesting I wait until It’s up and running and everyone knows and then it’s a safe buy?
Hey cardiobro doc stick around you add value around here. Thanks again for insight about medical stuff. I'm beginning to learn how porn affects the brain and I'm almost 18 months quit from tobacco as well.

>>9109713
Do you have more stuff you've written online? I would like to learn about it. I didn't know about the concept of agency vs patiency

>>9109035
>Phenibut? It's a great social enhancer and anxiolytic but very dangerous to people who try to self-medicate anxiety and have an addictive personality. Alcohol is a slow downward spiral for most but this stuff builds tollerance like crazy, much faster than benzos and the withdrawals are hellish.
I am a self-medicator and tend to have an addictive personality and IMO as long as you can stick to a therapeutic dose it's okay. I do get rebound anxiety from both phenibut and alcohol so I try to use both sparingly or on weekends when I have no obligations to tend to. I find that 250mg phenibut is best, unless you're a fat ass in which case you might need 500, but never more. Anything else is purely recreational IMO.

>>9108143
>>>9107375 #
>Sorry was getting food. The risk of stimulant abuse is mainly lowered ejection fraction / LVEF/ hypertension. Very basically, it causes your heart to beat harder (contractility) and faster (heart rate). Overtime, the force of the stress by the above causes the heart cells (myocytes) to adapt to the more stressful environment. Does this by growing bigger to deal with the stress (hypertrophy) and this most often occurs in the left ventricle, as it’s where your body gets its blood pumped from. This is common condition known as LVEF. The issue with this is that with the growth, the internal diameter of the chamber decreases, meaning blood ejection/ sec is worse, so your Heart beats faster/ harder to ensure the body is receiving adequate blood supply. Outside of the heart, the arteries eventually become stiffer to deal with the harder blood flow. This results in an increase in blood pressure (hypertension) which can contribute to coronary artery disease.
>That’s not taking into account the noradrenwrgic/ dopaminergic neurotransmission/ mental state that comes with cocaine abuse.
Same thing with adderall then right?

>>9111316
nope, atleast not in one place. I've never felt like having a blog but I do have a collection of other anon's posts or my own where I've written to other anons.

There are some inspiring people here

>>9104126
This is how /biz/tards will be.
A bunch of autistic idiots with depression issues and no actual friends.

>>9108504
holy fuck i laughed so hard

>>9104126
who is this faggot? I bet he doesn't even double bass

I believe aviicii was a fraud he stole the only good song levels from someone else. One hit wonder that wasn't even his, nothing he made came close

Prove me wrong

>>9104126
Literally who?

>>9112396
Double bass is for faggots, in actuality. Real men can play that fast with a single bass pedal. See: Lars Ulrich.

>>9112485
im sorry but no. LOL. single bass will not be able to do nearly as many things at the same velocity as double bass can, ESPECIALLY for hardcore.

>>9104967
Einstein was a brainlet

>>9104126
"DJ" isn't a real job. It's like "rapper".

>>9108158
LVEF stands for left ventricular ejection fraction, it is not a condition but rather just describes the ejection fraction of the heart, if it is reduced then you have heart failure.
LVH is left ventricular hypertrophy usually caused by uncontrolled hypertension not the other way around
cocaine and other stimulants can cause a dilated cardiomyopathy

>>9104139
>money doesn't buy happiness. peace of mind does.

yea im sure you have so much peace of mind as a NEET basement dweller checking his blockfolio every 10 minutes waiting for a moon

>>9104497
Weren't Cornell and Chester looking into pedowood? I skimmed a little bit of that conspiracy and it seemed plausible. Actually I was watching his carpool karaoke and wow he did not look like a guy that was two days away from killing himself. Joking with his buddies, calm, at ease.

>>9107505
I really hope you're trading crypto, because you're probably the one making me a shit ton of money
Also RIP whoever the fuck the OP guy is

>>9104205

I'd FCK him in the ass too anon.

Its not gay if you say "no homo".

No homo.

>>9108713
reread what you just wrote moron.

>>9109934
>MDMA is probably the drug I personally would recommend the highest to anybody. Normal dose, don't binge like an idiot, and there's plenty of supplements you can take before and after to minimize any sort of negative effect on your brain health. Pure bliss, self confidence, forgiveness, love, and clarity that can persist long after the experience. Can absolutely change your outlook on thing for the better
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/wiki/mdmaneurotoxicity

>>9112320
I would understand if you said no, but it would mean a lot to me if you were able to send that or upload it somewhere.

I also collect meaningful posts I read on here as well. I actually screen shotted yours.

Avicii was asexual and anhedonic. What's the point of being rich and famous if you're unable to experience joy? I would have offed myself if I was in his shoes.

>>9113461
he's not wrong. women will see a hot guy and think he's average. that shit has been studied on dating sites