/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>8717898
not much
iv taken up drinking and smoking, better than suicide and making family hate me after im gone. Any good ways to shorten my life?

If i had a bit more i would go whoring though asia without a condom.

>>8717898
I been going to the gym the last 5 years. May sound stupid, but seeing visible progress is good for the mental health. And gives me something to look forward to. You in school kiddo?

skycoin is actually the only thing keeping me going right now

I really like fiction of every kind. Books, movies, tv, anime, video games, doesn't matter. Experiencing new fiction and talking about it with friends is what keeps me going. I'd like to write something of my own one day but even if that's a type dream its not really a big deal.

>>8717967
Yep. Working on a comp sci degree from a top university. Everyone around me is incredibly smart and talented, and it's very overwhelming.

Mentally been in a bad place for a while. Been starting to work out again, probably the only thing that's keeping me going anymore to be honest.

Honestly only living for my family and friends. Too depressed and anxious to do anything but just try to make it through another day, all the routine building, exercise, countless meds, counselors and psychiatrists over a decade and its done nothing but make me feel even more dead inside, no one knows what to do with me. And I am saying this as someone that has made a shit ton off crypto, from the outside many would envy the life I have. Feelsbadman.

>>8717898
figure out some passions of yours
i spent all of my 20s not knowing what i liked to do and i found something, doesnt matter what it is just find things that you enjoy and doesnt matter at all what everybody else thinks man

>>8717898
Buying 40oz and loosies from the corner store

The prospect of making it so I can expose the Jews and become the right-wing nationalist version of George Soros keeps me going.

>>8717898
I have to push forward to become wealthy so I can get a fat assed asian gf.

I would kill myself, but dying is such a pain. the dead only know one thing: It's better to be alive

>>8717898
Gotta keep dreaming, keep looking ahead.

Something I still struggle with now is walking away and taking a break. I'm finally at the point where I don't really have emotional ties to my work, which has helped me immensely. If it all goes to shit, you'll still be alive, just remember that. Work on taking meaningful breaks, beat habits into yourself like meditation, walks, etc.

On the other side of this shit, the numbness you'll have towards stress will make you powerful. You'll have more confidence. At this time in your life, your brain and hormones are working against you. Give it time. Learn, rest, repeat.

>>8718248
Fourth Reich when?

I'm working on a PhD. It gives you a lot of short term goals (individual classes, papers, grading, etc.) and long term ones (thesis, comps, dissertation, publishing), which makes motivation easier.

What keeps me going is the belief that if I work hard enough, one day I will have a nice home and husband to return to every day

I have an artistic vision that I want to create. And I want to see the world. Going to Europe in three weeks. Then I plan on spending my money like a tard in Japan. I will be working remotely so I actually will have more money by the time I fly out to Japan. After that I will return to the states to get a Chinese tourist visa. Then I'm going to Shenzhen to finalize and get the materials for my designs. After that I'm going to Texas to build my art installations in the country side. Promote my art in San Antonio, then Austin, then LA, then NY.

I honestly have never been more excited about my life. I fucking love crypto.

>>8718339
Woof!! Are you the same anon who posted Radcliffe earlier? I need to see more of this on biz

>>8718366
Sounds awesome, good luck man.

>>8718414
Have another one bizbroski

>>8718147
How to find the passion?
How did you recognise it as your passion?

>>8718428
Thanks it took me a while to come up with that plan. When I first made my crypto gains I had a huge existential crisis. And I unironically called the suicide hotline. I just want everyone here to know that it's possible to create a vision for yourself.

>>8718457
what do you do all day? besides work/school/family? what do you when you have free time WANT to do?

Do you want to....
get in shape
meet women if you are a straight man
accomplish any specific fitness goal (marathon, ironman, lift maxes, etc)
work on motorcycles or cars
trade stocks and bonds
have a family, kids
travel to any specific locations around the world
want to work with kids, animals
have a passion for any specific sport, or type of media like music or movies

i recommend taking a week or a month and taking either a little notebook around or use your phone and write down every single thing you think about that both you do, even if you dont watn to, and all the thoughts that come into your ahead about stuff you do want to do, no matter how short a thought it is. It will help you figure out what your truly thinking and wanting to do, not letting yourself get biased by your family or friends or wahtever pressuring you into specific roles or goals for your life that maybe you don't want for yourself

>>8718335
What's your PhD gonna be in desu? I want to get one too if/when I make it in crypto but I'm not sure if History is viable (though I do realize being an academic is basically the only career path with that subject and I'm more than fine with that).

Nothing, kill yourself OP. And be sure to stream it for us, pussy.

>>8718457
i gatta go to bed soon its 1am for me but if this thread is still open in the morning ill keep it in a tab

All im ultimately saying is figure out whats REALLY going on in your head and take the time to do it right. Spending a month or even 3 months right now (presumably your in your 20s) to determine what you truly want to do for all of your 30s 40s 50s 60s etc is well worth it. I figured out what I like to do at 26 and im 28 now, couldnt be happier. I wasted every day after I finished high school until then, so 18 to 26 I basically lost,but I've had more positive experiences and happy days int he last 2 years than the previous 8.

I don't give a shit what you like to do my man and you shouldnt care if I do anyways, do stuff for YOURSELF. Deal with your family as necessary if you need financial help etc but beyond that if you ahve to cut them or old friends out of your life, do it. Theres no time for toxic people, worry about yourself first then add in girlfriend/family/kids/friends as you have time to do it right

just kill yourself

>>8718571
Jump off a cliff and live stream your way down.

>>8718471
What are your budget for doing something like that? I only ask because I am sort of interested in pursuing some of my artistic interests but am hesitant about taking profits from my crypto.

>>8718513
>>8718559
Thanks man. I'll think about this

>>8718933
I'm planning on dropping 2k on the studio I am building. And 2k on the major project. I am planning to build a business around it but the stuff I'm planning to sell will be around $100 A piece.

>>8717898
Christian here, Jesus is alive and will come back to earth. If you kill yourself you won’t enter the kingdom of heaven or get to chill with Jesus for a thousand years after he cleanses the earth. Jesus never said anyone’s life wouldn’t be shit, it’s all a test anon, don’t fail it. Also he loves you and wants a faggot like you to pass. Christians are the ultimate hodl’ers.

>>8717898
Keep on keeping on pal. I tried to kms a couple of times in my early 20s.
I love my life so much now omg

>>8719633
I wish I killed myself in my early 20s. Would've spared myself all the suffering.

>>8719463
does heaven suffer from overpopulation and housing crisis?

>>8717898
>What keeps you wanting to live /biz/?
the fact that this is the only chance you get to live. you'll be dead for eternity son

>>8717898
>Stressed, tired, and honestly just want life to be over.
>
>What keeps you going though?
>Enlighten me anons

Hoping for BTC to hit 12k again

If anyone is interested in a suicide pact in the UK, let me know. I am hoping to do it asap.

>>8717898
i still hope i will see War where we eliminate all leftist

>>8718090
Try fighting sports. Worked for me, until I stopped being consistent with it after a couple years that is. There's something about getting your ass kicked every day that just gives you inner peace.

Idk, everything fell into place automatically when I snapped from pent up emotion.

It's almost as if you become so angry at yourself that you developed a new personality to keep your depressed self in check

any anons experienced this or am i just autistic

>>8717898
1) Suicide is for the weak, too much self respect and would never do something so selfish towards my family
2) Going to the gym-desire to improve self
3) Meditate every day-will help your mental state
4) Work-whether it be in your job or your research into cryptos or other investments. Despite seemingly everyone on this cancerous board desire to jack off to anime all day and play vidya, I think that being busy pursuing different things and having a good work ethic gives meaning to your life.
5)One day have a family and travel, preferably do the latter first.

Just general desire to be the best version of myself. I suggest reading this book anon, may help you. https://www.booktopia.com.au/meditations-popular-penguins-marcus-aurelius/prod9780143566328.html?source=pla&gclid=EAIaIQobChMIr9yVyeGd2gIVyJO9Ch3IIA85EAQYAiABEgL-v_D_BwE

>>8717898
>21 years old
>Nothing worth living for
>21 years old
Such a faggot. Fuck. You whiny faggot. Just kill yourself. Kill yourself

Dont know, maybe drugs, maybe cars. I cant realy feel empathy, all my relationships where kinda empty

>>8718051
the minute i realized that i was doing comp sci to please my father and became a chef to please myself is the minute i became happy anon

My welfare money

>>8717898
My drive in life is to become wealthy, and prepare myself for really bad times in the world. Modern slavery will rise stronger than now.

>>8717898
I feel U bro.
i´m broke af and the only thing that keeps me from kms is knowing that, someday, the lambos will come.

>>8717898
The fading image of a lamboland is what keeps me going, but the eternal bear is slowly clawing it's way to me.

1000 eoy

>>8717898
The only things that keep me going anymore are smoking weed and the hope that one day my linkies will moon

>>8717898