/biz/ - Business & Finance

>be me
>be an ugly 27 year old beta loser loner autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, never been to pub, club, or party, have no passions in life and see everything as work
>have full time job in London that requires almost zero work or time at the office but want more money
>wake up at 8 am today
>passed job interview for burger king weekend job and have the induction at 9 am
>hope to be late so I have an excuse to not have the job
>get there on time and stand outside, thinking about the humiliation of the job and the easy lives of Chad and Stacey
>don't go in the store
>read a topic on /tv/ about youthful relationships and feel extremely bitter
>currently in the library and have no idea how to spend the day
>left the library after a few hours
>accidentally made eye contact with a girl on the underground and she then repeatedly pressed the door open button for 30 seconds until her stop
>had coffee then went back home without even going to any museums
>went to buy food and saw Ben and Jerry's topped chocolate caramel cookie dough flavour ice cream so decide to binge one last time and have coffee one last time later today
>binged and browsed internet at home
>currently in central London and drinking the coffee (final one, no doubt) while feeling sad about life

What will happen tomorrow in the cold light of day when I have to choose what to do? Last week on Sunday I walked around 5 miles past lots of landmarks and felt so much beta hopelessness.