/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>7048712
go adopt a dog just for the fuck of it

have you tried hobbies, or art?

not trying to be a dick, serious question

I’ll be your friend for 1 eth you can know that you made at least 1 person happy

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>>7048796

pajeet4life

Fuck all the other suggestions do this, then report back

https://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/

>>7048712
get the fuck out of your shitty hole then and go live in a livingful city like New York, Amsterdam, Berlin or Paris.

>>7048712
You should at least ride out the crypto market, like throw it all at XRB and maybe get lucky.

Even if you don't get lucky probably shouldn't kill yourself, but yeah I'm a fag or whatever

>>7048754

do this, actually purchase a dog if you want

Fucking travel. Spend a month in Thailand fucking bitches. Pick up a hobby, get some exercise. Or if your 100% commited to killing yourself, track down your high school bullies and murder them first -I don’t understand why nobody does this. Or go full vigilante and die in a blaze of bullets while taking down a local criminal gang.

I almost drunkenly maxed out a 4k credit card on ETH at $20 back in March 2017.

but i was trigger shy and decided against it

only a $200,000 mistake

sup /biz/ i love you all

>>7048712
Quit being a faggot and find a purpose in life.
I bet you haven't even tried yet.

Microdose mushrooms. I'm serious. It will change your outlook on life. If your interested I can help you learn how to grow your own.

>>7048837

this anon and at least report back here with story and pics and become a legend. please anon!

>>7048712
>What should I do with it?

viva las vegas!

>>7048796
Wow you’re a complete faggot anon you know that

>>7048712
OP, do not do this.

respond if you'd wanna chat sometime.

>>7048839
would not recommend nyc unless you're a top tier human and can stand competition and capitalism in your face every waking minute of your life
>t. thought i was top tier but am not, want to kms

>>7048887
thiiiiiiiiis. changed my life.

cash out half and use it to make a ton of cheap soup for the homeless

>>7048933
Dubs of truth. Changed mine too. My last trip (this summer) was amazing..I just sat on a dock looking at the stars for about 4 hours talking to God and it legitimately made me change everything about my life for the better. I suggest every anon should do them.

>>7048712
If you ARE planning to kill yourself, before you do, use some of your crypto to buy LSD, and try it once. It might open your eyes and make you see that a lot of things you think are important aren't, and that life is worth living. What do you have to lose, right? It won't solve your problems, but knowing that there is seeing things another way is possible might help you hang in there for a while. It might be a terrible idea, all I know is that it worked for me.

If you want to go the more traditional route, antidepressants can help you keep your head above the water while you fix things that you need to change. They're far from miraculous, but anything that stops you from sinking can be good until you can swim on your own again.

Good luck. There are good and bad in everything, and for some reason your mind just sees the bad signals and is blind to the good. It sucks, but as long as you realize that it's not rational and that there is good out there even if you can't see it at the moment, it can help to calm you down. Depression's a bitch, but it's just a game of holding tight while taking measures to eventually step out of it.

>/biz/
You're looking for >>>/r9k/, faggot.

>>7048712
Read a book by Anthony Robins, anon. I hate being shilled books but give it a chance, it will change you view the world and your ability to interact with it.

>>7049041
I took 0.3g once every three days for about three months until I didn't need to any more. figured I'd have to start up again when fall/winter and usual seasonal depression returned but it did not

>>7048712
>telling people ahead of time
>muh drugs
>muh wrists
Are you a teenage girl? Because you're acting like a little bitch. Commit to your death, shoot yourself in the head or jump off a tall building.

>>7048887
i would like to learn

>>7048796
the absolute fucking state of /biz/

>>7048995
This and use the other half to buy poison for the cheap soup

>>7048712
You could move out of the city. You could even use it to try and make more, move out of the country, get a gun, and live in the country.

Don't kill yourself. Go to church.

>>7048887
what about lsd? ordered some using my btc gains, literally just planning on doing it alone in my room tho

>>7048887
>If your interested I can help you learn how to grow your own.

im interested anon

>>7049239
This is probably the best advice.
I was feeling this way last year in March and went for the hell of it. Met a few people, they were accepting of my non religious nature and introduced me to a QT3.14 who now wants to marry me.

>>7049240
This. You can also buy mushroom spores on /r/sporetraders for crypto's & grow them usong the pf tek method.

>>7049226
>telling a suicidal person to get a gun

>>7049240
It feels cleaner IMO, as long as you got real LSD. Make sure you know what to expect, but if you're ready for it, you won't regret it.

>>7048712
>tired of living all alone in a city
>I know literally nobody
You can change both of these things.

I know it's a meme, but seek professional help. What's the worst that can happen if you're planning on dying anyway?

>>7048712
OP i know how you feel. Just kinda bored with life, with no problems at all. Economically above average. Good relations with everyone. Decent sexual life. 3,5 GPA. Been there, so bored i got drunk 6 times a week. Abusing prescription drugs. Now i did some photography just to ease my boredom and somehow it helps. Oh i also adopt 2 cats. Planning to adopt a dog.

>>7049239
>church
Drugs are legitimately a better option for someone then this placebo bullshit called (((church)))

>>7049240
I've done LSD countless times, absolutely life changing.

I've only done it once alone. 300ug.. wow really showed me the importance of life

>>7048712

Because it’s biz I have no idea if you’re kidding or not but if real, don’t. I’m assuming you live in a civilized place, it’s very sobering to realize that there are BILLIONS of people in worse situations than you and you gotta make the most out of life. Be grateful you have what you have and get outside and kick some ass

>>7048712
another ungrateful American idiot.

>>7048887
>>7048995
>>7049041
4th'd. Everyone needs to try them at least once. Microdosing/small doses (2g or less) are good if you want to stay in control. Anything higher and you're chancing meeting God and aliens, which is why you need to go to hyperspace RIGHT NOW and shill them on your shitcoins for maximum gains.

>tfw /biz/ is not shilling their shitcoins to the hyperspace entities

How do i get LSD?

>>7049473
u got me hyped for it man, i think that's exactly what i need rn. should be here in 2 days or so

or mushrooms

>>7048712
Take a shitload of mushroom and gain new insights of life...

Why stop and end it all now, this is absurd if you're still young. Go out and meet new people, especially women and adopt a dog.

>>7048712
gl my man. you're already dead, time to go out with a bang.

>>7049552
>>7049588
dream markets, google it because you need the tor browser and a vpn

>>7048712
huh?

you have the means to literally solve all your problems lmao

>>7048712
Dude wtf, your next goal is to 10x that 75k
What r u doinggggg

>>7049588
Inject spores into sterilized rye and wait a month.

>>7048796
op is killing himself and this guy isnt - no justice in the world

>>7048712
good luck OP send your ETH here please

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>>7048712
A least move out of the city first and see how life changes

Cities are toxic

>>7049665
Depression isn't rational.

>>7048712
Hey man don’t hurt yourself pls.

If you really have 75,000:

Cash out 5-10k. Go to a child hospital. Ask for a wish list from the kids there. (Other ways to do this: go to boys and girls club, self help centers for poor folks, local churches, whatever).

Buy gifts directly for the kids. I do this through children international sometimes. You can send them money directly and let them choose what they want.

Get pictures, letters, meet some of them.

Take your remaning money and make more. Rinse, repeat.

You might not want to die anymore. I’ve done this more than a few times. Worked for me.

>>7049746
depression can be treated

Join us on stormfront. Be a part of the swarm who is saving our race anon. Your life as a white man is far too valuable to throw away unlike niggers, jews and pajeets. When the day of the blessed rope arrives you will be glad you endured and get to kill subhumans just like nature intended. It's an exhilarating feeling.

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>>7049732
you should kill yourself out of sympathy pajeet

>>7048712
You should go to Vegas and kys after you blow all the money. Or just quit your job and vegitate until you no longer have the funds to support yourself then kys.

>>7048754
And ruin the dogs life too?

Unironically travel to Kurdistan and fight against ISIS. Why not?

Wait! Stop!

Can I have anal sex with you first?

>>7049768
Of course it can, what I meant to say is that when you're depressed, it doesn't *seem* like it can.

>>7048839
All cities are shitholes.

>>7049772
Fuck. It's a retarded hobby but its a hobby nonetheless. Give them a go I guess op, everyone in this life needs something to chase if we want any chance of not taking ourselves out of the game permanently.

>>7049417
Is that your photo anon? I like it.

Seriously though, try changing your perspective first. Hop on a plane and visit somewhere you've always wanted to go.

Hey everyone thanks for the advice. I'm a 25 yr old white male KHV, recently with no job. I already tried moving to a new city to start a new life, it honestly just makes everything much worse, the loneliness is overwhelming.
My dog just died and I have nothing else to live for, but I'm going to try what some of you said and do a shit ton of drugs (never done more than marijuana before). I can always kill myself after if the drugs don't change anything.

Give it to me, im sad and on the verge of suicide as well :(

But in all seriousness donate it to a charity or someone in need. Take thecash and go find some people living on the street. Who knows maybe philanthropy will give your life a purpose

>>7049876
Well you can't be completely lonely anon. You have us at least.

>>7048925
Like how man, I love capitalism. How are nyers top tier?

Chicagofag here

>>7049602
>take a shitload of mushroom
And then get a terrible stomach ache for a few hours. no thanks

>>7049542
2g isn't a microdose
More like 1/10th of a g

>>7048839
>NYC
nice meme retard

pure bred male Rottweiler. keep his testicles and you will be swimming in pussy after 2 years of training

>>7049614
>kek

>>7049876
Anon, just travel with what money you have. And see where that leads you,smoke some pot and come up with a plan what could make you happy.

I'm getting a divorce soon and been planning what to do with my future, my house is priority number one to keep my mind busy.. then go out and do stuff that relaxes me and meet new people to be friends with for a start.

Take it a day at a time and relax, money isn't everything but it can build some confidence in putting a plan and future together

>>7048837
Plz this with pics and posts

>>7048712
do some mushrooms and or get a dog, get a extremely cute dog and girls will rain

>>7049417
Rx drugs wil fuck your head up so bad.

Had a good run with percocets last year. Stay strong anon

>>7049056
>Good luck. There are good and bad in everything, and for some reason your mind just sees the bad signals and is blind to the good. It sucks, but as long as you realize that it's not rational and that there is good out there even if you can't see it at the moment, it can help to calm you down. Depression's a bitch, but it's just a game of holding tight while taking measures to eventually step out of it.

Thank you for this, really

>>7049759
>>7049759
Not OP but I love this idea. Saving for myself.

You're a good person anon

>>7049876
Just take a step back and realie what is going on before you make a really fucked up decision.

There were days I never thought I’d make it through. I’m usually the dude to be funny and act like everything is okay (I guess that’s usually it goes). Taking your life is the most selfish thing you could ever do. I never did because I know that things get better. They always do OP. You may think you’re okay right now and just bored with life but really you’re being blinded by depression. That shit works in mysterious ways.

If you don’t want to live then there are issues going on and those issues can be fixed without having to kill yourself. Take it from me

Hope these words can help you

Life is a fuckin wave, ride that shit.

>>7049876
And when I say those issues can be fixed, I’m not talking about with anti depressants.

Just fuckin live life, make yourself a better human and get tinder or the bumble app and see what can happen. Don’t throw shit away Just because you’re in a rut right now

Spend 10-15k and get a truck and a dirt bike. That shill will change your life, it really helped mine.

>>7049876
I'll be your friend

>>7049239
>anon wants to kill himself and you give him the only worse option next to suicide
leave

>>7049876
>>7049876
hey anon my dog is 10 yo old sweet pitbull cutie and she's growing tumor right now...
I know this feel bruh my mom wants to put her down but I just fucking can't do it...
>i'm a fucking coward for leaving my old puppy to my mom to deal with, you're a fucking hero if you dealt with your pet final moments all alone and still here with us.

>go to shelter on Monday and rescue a tiny little fucking pitbul lab mix - when she'll grow up and you over pain you can always give her up for good hands

>>7048712
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc

>>7048712
You will die one day, no matter what. Why not use the time you have to make someone laugh or smile? Even a man who owns a T-shirt and nothing else is rich in a way, please don't do it, it makes me sad :(. Email me at politegranodiorite@gmail.com if you need a friend.

>>7048839
>NYC
no dont come here its shit

>>7048861
The amount of projection in this is mind blowing.
>high school bullies
We aren’t all losers like you anon

>>7049759
Just screenshot this and put it in my goal folder for when I make it. Thanks anon.

>>7048712
Sir, we will rekindle your will to live.
Come to India.
we will sell the country for 75k.
handsome deal.

>>7048861
If you're ready to face the void you've stopped caring by default. It's not just being sad and wanting to attain something better, it's more like not perceiving anything good existing at all.

>>7049208
>>7049260

>Go to /r/sporetraders and look through the current suppliers inventory. I suggest golden teacher spores, penis envy, and stropharia, and albino a+. There is always someone selling spores for about $10 per liquid syringe. Most suppliers accept btc, ltc and xlm. Purchase 3 kinds if its your first grow because they all grow slighly different, some are more stubborn than others.
>payment is discrete, just pm the supplier on leddit, ask for wallet address, send them your shipping info and they arrive in about a week in a discrete package. These people can be trusted from my experience and their supply is quality.
>watch youtube videos on the pf tek method. This is the easiest method for your first grow. You will need about $50 worth of supplies consisting of vermeculite (a mineral sold at menards), brown rice flower & mason jars. You mix it up (following the pf tek method) and wait for your substraint to turn into mycelium. I made an incubator to control the environment, which I would suggest researching as well.
>after about a month you will have mycelium (shown in my picture) ready to grow. This is the hard part because you have to treat it like a pet...this is a living organism at this point and requires a lot of regular attention (air and water). Research how to build a fruiting chamber at this point.
>the mycelium will "pin" (little mushrooms form and then start growing) and then you just pick them before the veils completely open, put them in front of a fan for a day to dry them and thats about it.

From my experience, it's a long process. Its a legal gray areas because it doesn't become illegal until you pick the mushroom...everything else you do up until this point is legal (in terms of growing and possessing). I have learned to be more patient, which helps me with my crypto long term hodl's, and its rewarding to research something other than crypto's, but it gives you the same sense of pleasure you get from watching your money grow.

I'm trying to help my sister get a new ride if you feel inclined to help . 0x380677929d9f6265e6cdfcf8da73f10b02858815 things arnt that bad dont do it op do some traveling

Don't do it man, like others have said, mushrooms or lsd can change your life. Lot to live for if you know where to look.

>>7049849
Using vpn here. Thanks anon, here's pic of my cat.
>>7050169
That's the point anon, when i mix oxy with whiskey usually i just woke up in a gutter. Havent touched anything since 3 months though.

>thread full of people giving good advice and no one asking for money

wow

>>7048712
You're asking to have your memory wiped and thrown back into a shittier skin
ANON STOP, GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF DO SOME KETAMINE

I will say one of the things I love about the /biz/ community and 4ch in general is the willingness to be kind to people who are contemplating ending it....OP your life might be boring and you might not ever meet any of us in real life, but we got your back. Look at all of this support you are getting from people you will never know.

Other than that...never trust /biz/

>>7048712
Buy an around the world plane ticket. Every city that you visit just take some time to meet the locals and enjoy some different experiences.
Hopefully you meet somebody with enough kindness and optimism to make you realise that nihilsm is cancer and you are behaving like an idiot.

>>7049240
>literally just planning on doing it alone in my room tho

Terrible idea.

Don't do it. I'm an oldfag and there is always something cool around the corner if you just stick with it for a while. Walk around and you'll see something that will get a kek. I saw a black lady wearing a wig on top of a wig.

OP, is this Fairmont, West Virginia?

If so, I went to WVU in morgantown and have friends from Clay county, my gf’s from there.

Fuck I’d kill myself too if I was willingly staying in any part of WV that wasn’t the only real city (morgantown with tons of beer and college girls) for any amount of time. I’m originally from the suburbs of MD right above DC, and sweet god I’ve never been to a worse place than west virginia. I’ve been to the poorest places imaginable in Honduras and those people were 5 orders of magnitude happier than the average cuck in wv.

I don’t care if you kill yourself but I’ll tell you the same thing I’ve told all my friends from the shittier parts of WV. Get the everloving fuck out of that black hole of a state (literally, go anywhere else) and your quality of life will increase exponentially, guaranteed. And yeah, also drugs. Send some BTC to dream market and grab some LSD, and whatever else strikes your fancy. Do your goddamn research first though, no use blindly taking powerful psychedelics if you don’t at least know the basics of how to handle it. You’ll probably just want to kill yourself even more if you have a shitty set and setting resulting in a soul crushing trip lol. But do it right and man will you have the time of your life.

>>7049876
>I'm a 25 yr old white male KHV, recently with no job
same here my nibba

>>7048712
send me ur eth and ill put it into whatever shicoin you want to make it great again 0xB7e4dea88c5E9B0b3d394a9aEDFA841A3bc28A14

If you need someone to talk to:

bitcoinwalrus@gmail.com

Please reply to this here with your OP id so I know it’s you.

>>7052401
is this fucking reddit now? fucking kys


SAGE this offtopic thread

>>7048712
Not sure if LARP but don’t do it man. Seek help. There’s a lot more you can accomplish in this world. Have you thought that through yet?

>>7048839
Not NYC. That's the worst place to feel lonely and suicidal.

>>7052454
fuck off, no need for your miserable ass to be spreading that shit.Nothing wrong with being a decent person

>>7050305
It’s such a cliche but it’s true. Had a near brush with death; saw lots of loved ones around me dead.

Filled with hate, hopelessness, sadness. Doubled down on loving people who are otherwise fucked.

Have never felt more fulfilled and full of life. Amazing to think about all the useless shit I buy (sometimes daily) the cost of which equates to life transforming money for people in shit situations.

I still buy shit for myself and try not to feel bad about it, but I feel at least as good getting letters from a kid in South America showing off the toys he bought and shared with his brothers. Or visiting the projects here and seeing a line of kids excited to see me.

help people man, do some type of volunteer work, the act of helping others spending a little bit of your time will dramatically change theirs.

go backpacking, go see what it's like in some poor countries, India, South east asia, south america. so many of these people literally have nothing as far as material gains or money but they can still be happy with what they have. get some hobbies, do things that you love to do, help people, get a dog, enlighten yourself with meditation or LSD mushrooms, if you're going to kill yourself anyways you could travel the world for years on 75k, and I guarentee you it will be hard to be depressed and sad staying in hostels around the world, you will meet some of the most beautiful people and it WILL change your life.

>>7048839

I live in Chicago and I fucking hate it here.

Cities are great if you have lots of friends, are making money, and are enjoying your career. In my case I have 0/3 of those and the city is one giant lonely pit of anxiety. I can't leave yet either and it hurts me every day. Hopefully I make enough money to get the fuck out of here soon.

>>7052454
I too like saying edgy shit!

>>7052579
after all this is 4chan, and this is biz, hes right this is off topic and 4chan is a harsh place

>>7052579

>>7052704
And amazingly enough most people here dont care! you don't like it plenty of other threads to tell someone to kys like all the cool guys do

>>7048712
or u can givve us some of the money

>>7052579
>Nothing wrong with being a decent person
you are in the wrong place you spear chucking watermelon chicking eating nigger

>>7048712
Send one eth to every trip gets once a day, once you are out, Livestream suicide

>>7052857
Hang in there Anon, KHV sounds rough

>>7052857
there there

>>7049876
My cat pass away one month ago. I know what you feel. Im 26, from argentina and on zoloft(anti depresive) and trying to improve day by day

>>7048712
Don't do it OP, I was homeless and alone 10 years ago. Now I own a house and have a great wife!

I killed myself on New year's Eve over dosed myself on fent which I don't use just bought it to kill myself but my gf came home at worst time cause obviously I'm still alive it took 8 shots of narcan to bring me back

>>7049876
Have you tried looking for higher being anon? Worked for me

>>7049876
Jesus will save you.

>>7048839
>Paris
Best way to BECOME suicidal, unless your net worth is 10MM+ or you're a turbo soyboy

>>7053357
WEW LAD. how do you feel now?

>>7053474
No different actually , I hear some people are grateful they didn't succeed but I'm just meh about everything.

>>7053657
why do none of you fags think it's ok to suffer and endure simply so that other people you love don't find your dead fucking body? jesus christ get out of your own fucking head for once

also the mushroom meme is legit. microdose to cure depression. or go balls deep and trip your ass off. once you see the One-ness you will never feel suicidal again

>>7053800
we are in a simulation, nothing matters

>>7048712
dooonnt doo iitttt D':

>>7048712
why hand it out to random normies? they wont know what to do with it.

Send some to me.
Once I have my 40 coins this is what i plan to do
* launch a coin for the native unbanked lower wage/homeless in the West - for purchase of basic food and shelter
* build urban oases where people can just get away from humans and recharge (with rooms with complete silence or natural soundscapes -
may help you too to get away from it for a while)

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>>7053800
Your right it's selfish as fuck no doubt and ya the thought of being on the other side of that situation is scary, the dynamic with my gf now is obviously super fucked cause she doesn't know what's wrong with me and honestly I don't know either.I have everything I could ever need not in debt no shitty family situation lots money in savings lots in crypto but for some reason I just hate going through my day to day I dunno man. I haven't done shrooms since I was a teenager maybe I'll give it a try , what's the equivalent of a micro dose? I think I used to do couple grams at a time , so what like a quarter gram or something?

>>7053838
>hasn't read nietzsche
>hasn't read sartre
having realized the meaninglessness how about creating your own fucking meaning given your freedom to do so

>>7054104
yeah start small. research it man there are some studies online about microdosing for depression and also several forums with trip reports. research ketamine too i've heard that legitimately cures it but be careful and research thoroughly.

it's a chemical imbalance think of it like a sickness that you need to cure instead of buying into the dark thoughts and lowness. always try to separate it from yourself like that.

when you're rock bottom just try to think of the people you care about and just tell yourself you will be strong and endure for them. it's ok to live for other people.

>>7048712

>>7054668
nice cape faggot. LUL

>>7054701
Thanks man

>>7049876
Are you fucking retarded why cant you meet new people if you dont know anyone in your city you absolute nonce

>>7048837

My votes on this. Do it OP.

>>7048712
sendme any eth to start a from zero to hero
and dont do an hero
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Nice redditer bait

Listen dude.
When you ask for growth you gain it.
Your time may be done here but your time is eternal.
Check out Bashars 7 Steps OP.
Red The Ancienct Secret of the Flower of Life.
This is all a goal by the powers that be.
Don’t give up. Seriously if you do what I say, you’re life will get crazy. I did.

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>>7048712
Don’t do anything stupid. Why not just take a trip abroad to somewhere sunny with that money? Get out of the city and try something new.

Leave your ETH to those of us brave enough to be living our dreams

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>>7051955
Why? Tripping alone can be as fun as with others. Maybe not that ideal for a first time, but i did it alone too the first time, didn't have any problems.

>>7048712
OD'ing is for pussies. Sneak up to the roof of a tall building and stand on the edge, see if you still want to kill yourself

>>7049876
Op... have u ever had your testosterone levels tested.... i was utterly depressed with no energy, tired all the time.... one year later I've lost 30 pounds feel fucking great, fuck like a champion again..... it could really change your life if your levels really are low

>>7055110
how do they check it

>>7049759
Paying for another man's kids?

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>>7049876
same situtation anon

I'm in a new city for over a year. People in my job are cunts so I don't have work friends (except maybe a new dude who came)

All I do is work -> gym -> sleep

Considering killing myself too as the loneliness is creeping on me.


I'm good looking, got money but life fucking sucks when you're lonely

Take those 75k and go to a festival get high af camp there try to meet people. You’re going to die anyways doesn’t matter if make a fool of yourself

Travel, 75k can take u far.
Enjoy a bit of luxury, then kill your self if you still feel like it.

I was all alone until I meet my gf, and even if she left right now while it would make me sad it wouldn’t be the end of my life for I love life for myself and not for other it doesn’t matter if I am all alone because there are so many things that bring happiness to me, and once they stop bringing me happiness I find other things.
It’s a big wide world.

pls dont kys sir very much to live for buy bazinga coin and make normies laugh

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>>7051386
It's illegal once the spores germinate

>t RR

>>7054298
Hey I appreciate you taking time to even write all that and not see someone say kys to me. I used to do a lot of k also when I was younger also.. I'm gonna start doing some research rn . I heard of all that micro dosing before but for some reason never put 2 and 2 together that I actually might be a perfect candidate for that. Thanks again.

Will have a less dramatic movie-like feel but it would have the same effect sending ether to a poorfag 0x5f982752417425f993f2c786f064dae771fabcf1

>>7048839
>names shithole, tourist-oriented, culturally enriched cities
Yeah nah, that'll just ensure OP kills himself.

If you go to the Netherlands, visit Leiden or Utrecht, maybe Harlem (especially the historical tulip fields nearbt), or go to the northern provinces.

>>7048837
this for the keks.

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Also anon. A near death experience made me personally appreciate life more. Hang in there. (Eth wallet) 0x5f982752417425f993f2c786f064dae771fabcf1

jesus christ you begging pajeet fucks are the ones who need to kill yourselves

Fucking pussy give me your money if you're so sure your killing yourself you won't do shit.

don't kill yourself OP, we are all here for you. but send me ETH, sending me eth is a very good idea
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>>7048712
Hey anon, I'm much the same way. Relatively normal childhood, upbringing, only to turn out a depressive wreck who spends countless hours every day fantasizing about death. I have no friends and I am plagued by feelings of loneliness. I hang on only because I worry about traumatizing the people who find my body. But I'll go on, I'll just go on, because what else can a coward do? At least you've got money OP, you have the means to get help. You can better yourself. You can be treated. You can be loved.

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All of you depressed motherfuckers need either Adderal, Vyvanse or Ritalin. + Try 3g+ of mushrooms at least before you actually want to kill yourself.

I was quite depressed in high school, but after trying what I just mentioned, believe me it's not you that is actually suicidal. It's just that your brains don't function anymore the way they are supposed to. The moment you will bring up your serotonin levels back to normal, you will stop being this weak faggot, I can guarantee you that.

So it's not your fault, I was in same place, idk about your circumstances, but being anxious, depressed, bipolar for few years, your brains just stop functioning right and don't understand happiness again.

SO GET YOURSELF SOME OF THE PILLS I MENTIONED AND CHANGE YOUR FUCKING LIFE AND THIS IS COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO IS THE MOST ANTI PILL GUY ON EARTH, but they fucking work, because your brains don't work the way they are supposed to normally

>>7048712
Out it all in one place somewhere in the wilderness and write a series of cryptic clues about how to find it like that millionaire who hid a treasure in the Rockies somewhere (still not found).

>>7056485
Either do this or get as many women pregnant as you can before killing yourself. That's an 18-year-long blaze of glory for everyone involved.

>>7048712
Go to seek for help, don't do it

>>7055647
Yes OP, and anyone else here if anyone in the area of Amsterdam or need help here let me know we Will smoke a joint today, ill introducé you to Some Nice people

>>7048712
why dont you go find some faggot whale thats been JUSTing u

>>7049941
chicago is friendly very friendly in comparison to nyc

soft spoken people dont make it in nyc
soon as you get there a taxi driver is gonna call you a pussy bitch and honk at you and youll know where you stand then

Hey man! So many different things you can try.
For fun: https://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/

There is always something to live for. Don't think because your life sucks now that you shouldn't be alive now. I honestly went through what you did for a few years and I mean I still think about it to this day. But honestly you have so much to live for. At least try and call a suside hotline and talk to them or use your 75K and buy a new cute pet, or even maybe go talk to a therapist just for one hour man. One hour talking to someone like a therapist before you go on a crazy spree of whatever you want to do it worth it! (: hope for the best man

>>7048712
OP go on a fucking trip somewhere and destory some pussy. enjoy your money a little and maybe i say maybe you dont want to kill yourself after that..

>>7048712
dont give money away OP.
they dont give a shit about you. they dont deserve your money. Use the money for yourself. USe them to do something crazy before pulling the plug.

Ayahuasca is also a life changing experience. Everything but taking your life is an excellent option. You must be strong to enough to live this life and if you look inside of you, you'll see who you really are. We are already winners just because we are alive, you won a race against billions of spermatozoïdes and giving up is not an option, hang in there and you will experience better times.

I know, life is not easy, but you wouldn't like it otherwise. It's only when we are down that we can get to see the best things in life.

Meditation is a great tool to help you move forwards, it can literally change your life. It's been 5 years I'm experiencing a loneliness that I can't even describe, and what I learned from that is that if I feel lonely is because I'm obviously in bad company and I refuse to accept that, you need to rise above that.

Ask as of to whom those thoughts are redirected? The answer will be of course: to me... then ask yourself "Who am I?" and find the "I", follow the "I" to the source and kill the ego by keeping the "I" in his place and you will find fulfilment in this live.

Don't get involved with your thoughts, those are just thoughts and you can not trust them, a moment you want this and the other you want that. Instead, keep searching for the "I". Every time a new thought arise you ask yourself the same question again and again without getting involved with the thoughts, "who is the one thinking and to whom are those thoughts redirected? This is a simple, and yet, a very powerful self inquiry practice.

Rice above yourself Op.

>>7049542

Thats not God..its the other guy and his armies..you've broken the barrier of protection God put to keep the distance between you and them..enjoy your rape until you no longer are useful

>>7048712

how is this /biz related? go be a depressed faggot somewhere else

>>7056903
this OP. Rice above

>>7048712
Don't do it, but if you do, at least help follow hodlers out and take your keys to your grave

>>7057022

We've all come together to /biz/ to try and make it. We're here to support each other.

You're clearly some outsider pajeet upset that one of your shilling posts has been bumped off for our brother in his time of need.

>>7049876
find a gf and or build a company
both give some kind of purpose-feel

Do an ayahuasca retreat

Find something to be responsible for. Take on as much responsibility as you can handle. Probably the only way to avoid wanting to kys. Jordan Peterson is the best person to listen to. He's the only person that tells it like it is. Life is suffering, you have to embrace it.

>>7057127
This. Don't let anyone tell you to give your money away. It's a zero sum game so burning your keys helps everyone. Giving to anyone besides your family is just encouraging parasites.

>>7049298
>introduced me to a QT3.14 who now wants to marry me
Been considering church for this reason, last time I went with my mom there were some young sluts who looked like they took it in the pooper. Still though, I'm so autistic I feel like my alterior motive makes me disingenuous so I won't even open. What do?

>>7057951
>this is what pol trash actually believes unless its them getting the handouts then they earned it

No one loves you just ducking do it

>>7048712
Don’t do it op. God loves you. I love you. Jesus loves you. You do have something to live for, even if it seems awful right now. We all belong on this earth, we all have a purpose, even stinky pajeets and filthy niggers. You’ve done well in crypto so that means you’re good at something. Take those skills you applied to crypto and apply them improving your social skills and looks so people will wanna hang out with you. You can do it op, I believe in you.

Like a falcon Fairmont?
You in au bro?

>>7058112
If nsw or qld im always keen for a friend

>>7055208
>I'm good looking, got money but life fucking sucks when you're lonely
I know this feel, is why I started making music again. Screaming into a mic eases my existential dread and passes the time.

cash out your ethereum and go buy some friends

>>7048839
Fucking retard.

Op, go hang out in a small town near the country. Enjoy the coziness.

put your 70 ETH in POWH anon
then you can kill yourself having made /biz/fags richer and earning dividends indefinitely on the immutable blockchain even after death

>>7049239
crypto literally deemed the mark of the antichrist by some on /x/
>gives advice "go to church" on crypto forum
>shiggy diggy

>>7048887
got my first grow on atm, still waiting on mycelium to show, recommended doses for a newfag to microdose?

>>7048712
put all 70 ETH into AMB for shits and giggles and gains

>>7048712

you're stuck in a hole like me. Life isnt what it looks like from down there. Climb out of the hole bud, go have fun in life. It was a gift in the first place

>>7049876
Just read this. Ok, story time, op:

I grew up in a group of nerds. Some of us made it in our early 20's. Some of us didn't. One dude in particular, let's call him Carl was having a rough time throughout his 20's. Was a KHV well into his 30's. Lived in and out of depression. Moving in and out of his parent's house as had a tough time finishing college and then keeping any job.
Anyway, eventually in his mid 30's he met someone and he's been happy ever since.

To summarize, I know there's a lot of bullshit out there about how you're too old for shit. But it's just that: bullshit. You just keep living and eventually shit gets better.

>>7058021
Nothing won't with believing things that are true. The second part is bullshit.

I know it’s extremely hard, but only you can turn your life around anon.

Pick up copies of Mindfulness in Plain English, Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, and How to Win Friends & Influence People and read them all a few times. They’ll help you find peace and learn to deal with people better. Literally just start up a conversation with everyone you meet. Talk about dumb shit if you have to, just remember that social interaction requires practice. You’ll make tons of friends if you start attending public events and just speaking to EVERYONE.

Godspeed anon. Don’t kys, you can make it.

What effect/value do you want to achieve with that money?