/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>56588305
sounds like maybe you should doing something with your life dude

>>56588305
Yes. Working 60 hour weeks in a high stress job where co-workers constantly shit on everyone for not being good enough and i'll literally get arrested if i fuck up my job all for the compensation of $40k per year because i live in bongistan.

Seriously contemplating just getting a retail job and saying fuck it to a decade of training and work.

I wake up in the middle of night with bad dreams and high heart rate. Apparently waking up early is a symptom of depression

I have a reassuring dream where its the end of the semester (sometimes its high school, sometimes university), and I have only showed up a few days the semester. In the dream i'm panicking because I won't be able to graduate.
I'm 32 years old, graduated both high school and university many years ago

>>56588932
*reoccurring

I sleep pretty well. However I recently took a new position and my company is now 2 days in the office. The job is more stressful and the commute is starting to wear me down.
I used to have a care-free work from home lifestyle that allowed me to smart-shop and cook healthy meals and work out throughout the day. Now I am tied to a phone waiting to take calls with management combing over performance metrics. And the job is so tedious it would put Sisyphus to shame.
I want to go back, bros. I even recently got a comfy little raise that was like gravy on top. However the stress of being in the office is causing me to waste food and eat out more often and not work out. I literally went from completely free (happily working two jobs) of body and mind to a literal office wage cuck like that red-faced wagie pepe.

>>56589010
I commute 1h15 each way daily and have such little time off that I cannot cook and am at the mercy of hospital canteen slop that is just cheap offcut intestine meat smeared over pasta.

It can always get worse. I studied medicine for 5 years for the privilege.

>>56588932
Common. Just goes to show you how traumatic school is. Our ancestors didn't deal with this.

>>56588932
This happens to me too. I'm a practicing physician and I still have nightmares about not doing 9th grade English assignments. Basically 30 years of school in my life. We live in a society.

>>56588932
I get the same

>>56588305
No that's pathetic

>>56588305
only after I became broke. but now I got a job so not anymore.

>>56588305
No.
It happens constantly.

>>56588305
you need to eat some sugar and salt when that happens. you're just experiencing a cortisol spike

>>56588932
Lol I used to get this dream every now and then too. It didn't stop until like 5 years after I graduated pharmacy school.

I'm 34, live with parents, am unemployed.
My mother still treats me like a baby. Bought cinnamon rolls for me today and a tub of whey.

Also left me $500 goes she's going traveling this weekend. I spend all my days watching animu, studying languages and doing calisthenics at home.

>>56588781
>what I'm going to do with my life is climb a bunch of stupid fucking rocks all day
that's just pure fucking masturbation, you might as well just sit in your room jacking off since it has just as much of an effect on the world and those around you

>>56589998
damn

>>56588932
Lol I have the same thing for college

>>56588932
I get this too. I find out I had a class on my schedule I completely forgot about.

>>56588305
Nah senpai I sleep soundly all night.

>>56590431
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>>56589069
Holy shit is school this traumatic. I dropped out and have been living off link gains guess I dodged a bullet

been going through drinking my life away and doing drugs like nitrous oxide, cocaine, and crack. decided im going to stop before i die. its been alright i guess.

>>56588305
No, youre just vaccinated reddıt scum thats experiencing clotting and confusion. As the mRNA and prions disease turns your brain to stewed jellyfish

>>56590482
Kek everyone’s vaccinated now we all trusted the science here we ain’t schizos

>>56590463
No you haven't NEET

>>56590496
speak for yourself faggot.

>>56588305
uhm, no, nope, success is native enemy of mediocrity, just need a few good trades and good collateral picks as kava and there wont be anything else to worry about.

>>56590504
Shoo wagie I’m not the one having dreams about school years later. Hope you hold Link I’m about to get exponentially richer

>>56590527
Based schizo

>>56588305
Every waking moment of my life I wonder this.

>>56588305
Every fucking day.
I have a good income and a reasonable mortgage. More than many people these days have, but I have to turn my head inside out to get rid of the idea that I should just fucking top myself when I'm in lying in bed at night.

"It'll be okay. Sum up the positive things and breathe deeply. It'll be okay. You'll be fine."

Is this what Marcus Aurelius was talking about? The complete death of the soul? Having to lie to yourself every fucking day just to repeat the cycle? I'm so fucking tired, /biz/cuits.

>>56590540
Stop doing this, Gilbert. You make minimum wage and need to go to bed before work tomorrow.

>>56588305
not anymore, i just wake up saying "oh im alive today, alright." its literally that simple.

>>56590560
Have fun with your school dreams wagie. You’re on a link board

>>56590585
I've got more LINK than you and it's less than 3% of my portfolio. You need to apply yourself.

>>56590603
Doubt you have 14 wallets fully staked kek

>>56588932
Graduated college 15 years ago, still have this dream maybe once a month. Wtf.

>>56590633
Are you trying to imply that you do? ahahhaha

>>56590656
Reddit image lmao have fun at your job little wagie you had 6 years

>>56590672
You had 6 years and you're still larping on 4channel. Go to bed, weirdo.

>>56590479
Good luck anon, you can do it.

>>56588305
no i sleep fine like a cat and wake up not early

>>56590431
Lmao this has been a recurring dream of mine ever since I started going to college. I graduated 8 years ago

>>56588305
nope, I sleep comfortably, but that's because I pray to God and give my life into his hands before I lay my head to rest.
I recommend doing the same, you will find peace.
Take care. Christ is King

>>56588305
No, Mr. 1 post, why ask? You dont either, or you would stick around to discuss it.