/biz/ - Business & Finance

>he fell for the money muscles and girls meme

>>56014278
I really did and it's not even funny

>>56014278
Actually no fuck u I would have probably been way more miserable with nothing rn.. I would have been in true hell..

>>56014276
you are a giant pussy. maybe write a melancholic song about how "you want to turn back time". disgusting faggot

>>56014303
And ur a NPC, I'd rather live with the pain than be one of you is what I realized going sober

>>56014306
im far from being an npc my dude. but i know that bitching about the past is the wrong way to approach life. past and future are an illusion, you should focus more on the moment, on what you are, and you are capable of. i think you lost a bit of a sense for the moment, anon. the weed didnt help there aswell

Get into some hobbies fren, try new things, join new clubs if you're into the social, try spirituality. Go travel. The world is enormous and you'll always find something new. I reckon you'll be alright fren, probably just experiencing radical lifestyle change and you're not fully adjusted. Good luck on your journey.

Why don't you try to live something cool? Happiness is within and within doing, man.
A healthy outlook and a real passion go a long way especially with enough money.
If you do that, you will find a person worth living with, too.
>t. broke ass nigger musician, not much money but happy

Doing something worth living for is extremely important even if it goes nowhere

>>56014276
It takes a few months to truly recover from weedrino if you smoked that long

>>56014313
Maybe the weed fucked me up(even though I feel totally healed) but nothing I have in the moment is making me feel anything. The only time I feel something is when I remember the past.
>>56014321
No I slowly crawled my way to were I'm at so I'm used to it. Even sobriety, I spent 5 fucking years very slowly weening off.. I feel fully clear headed now and I just really miss my read dogs and grandparents. I can get over the fact I will never have youthful optimism anymore but my dogs and grandparents... I miss them too much

>>56014276
I went travelling (am right now too) for the past almost 3 years. Didn't work only travelled and did nice things for my health. It's starting to get boring now

>>56014324
>>56014324
I'm not getting back into making music until I deal with this nostalgia fetish
>>56014326
I weened off over a few years so I feel like I'm more or less healed.

>>56014276
Talk to me bro bro people say I have good wisdom. You can teach me how not to suck ass at stocks and I can shoot some of my retarded wisdom at ya

>>56014329
I traveled enough in my youth that I know it won't fix my situation. It's still awesome don't get me wrong but still, I don't have the same spirit I used to. Also I was truly happy coming back home to my dogs after a long day of work. Would visit my grandparents in Europe also, miss that. Now there's no one waiting for me there..

>>56014335
Don't be greedy, simple as. Also invest in magic mushroom research companies like compass, it's about to blow up.. Not that I ever did, I do contract engineering work for 200-300k a year, not a millionaire but it should have been enough to get rid of the pain of missing my dead dogs and it didnt

>>56014276
>made it by working hard at the age of 29
Kek shitty larp

>>56014351
Yeah I dont believe it.

I know people in their 40s and 50s who still havent made it that have been "working hard"

>>56014351
I just made 60k this summer by doing a contract. Maybe not made it by fit standards. So what ur telling me if I start making 60k every month instead I'll stop missing my dead dogs and old life?

>>56014345
>>56014351
>not a millionaire
>made it
Told you its a shitty larp. Go read the Bible to cope with your losses of your doggo.

>>56014357
My financial situation came pretty easy, the hard part was going to the gym every day for a decade and getting sober and cold approaching girls

>>56014360
I already read the Bible, according to it my dog has no soul and none of what I'm feeling towards them matters. Thank god it's full of shit and the Bhagavad Gita is the only true text

>>56014276
it is going to take a lot longer than 3 months to get over 15 years of weed m8. a lot longer. accept responsibility for your actions and push through it. it will get better.

>>56014367
Naw bullshit, I'm fully healed it takes a month. If I wasn't over it I would still be tempted

>>56014366
lmao, imagine being white and following some religion made by pajeets hhahha

>>56014379
But except for losing your money in some pajeet rugpull, you gonna lose your soul and end up in Hell by same pajeet religion rugpull
I'm gonna eat a beef hamburger tonight, you filthy jeet

Jannies you better clean this shit up

if you truly made it you have all the time in the world to do anything you want. You are literally free as one can be

>>56014276
Did you ignore time with your dog and grandpa, that you are melancholic? Or is it just that now that you are not numb, you are actually finally mourning their loss? You haven't reached the acceptance stage of your grief. It's all part of the process bro.

Just ride the wave, it will pass.

>>56014328
>Maybe the weed fucked me up(even though I feel totally healed) but nothing I have in the moment is making me feel anything. The only time I feel something is when I remember the past.

You have to allow yourself to feel again, to be a kid again. You're not fucked up by the weed, and whether or not you are, thinking it only makes you feel sorry for yourself. Look forward

it's normal to feel these emotions, you've probably just been suppressing them for a while. see this as a type of withdrawal from your habit. your emotions will probably be stronger for a while in general. don't let yourself believe it'll last forever.

ultimately this means you can now focus on the things that matter. remember this feeling when you're feeling better so you spend more time with the people you love. it's all gonna be okay.

>>56014276
You need a fat dose of ketamine. Not LSD (too trippy), not mushrooms (too cozy). You need the harsh crystalline reality-shattering effects of ket.

The K-hole will let you safely touch death show you the path forward.

>>56014276
>Go to church
>pray
>feel the immesurable power of christ filling your soul and realize that material possesion will never give you happiness or bring back your dead
>find peace and quiet in prayer
>hug the woman you love
>reflect on all the challenges you went through
>look for new challenges, threat them as something to cherish
>become happy again

>>56014328
I understand the dog and grandparents feel, that takes time but the removal of the pain process can be accelerated at least in my experience. Dedicated a day to just be sad and completely absorb yourself in the sadness, eventually at a cognitive level you'll get bored, when that happens just remember happy stuff about your dogs and grandparents. You have to be mindful, when you think of them and experience negative emotion, tell yourself no and think of a happy one. This helped me when my puppy died. It's similar to cognitive rephrasing. On the plus side, you got to develop bonds with your grandparents and your dogs and that's probably why it hurts so much but you still got to share that bond and all of its positive experiences. Yeah anyways, do the rephrasing thing I said and within a week or two you will see a change, if you paint a mental image or recall a positive event it will increase its effectiveness. Good luck anon, imma sleep its my bed time

>>56014276
>15 years(weed)
your brain is irreparably damaged sorry anon but thats the reality of biochem they intentionally never explained this to you
the best you can hope for is coping with the accumulated damage and not make it worse

your second problem is that you completely didnt make it by /biz/ standards
that is all about freedom and not being subjected to anothers whims ever again, altho a contractor is significantly better than a wagie it is still far from free
make it first and if the problem persists go long term somewhere else, not just le traveling meme but living in a non clown world local for a year or two

>>56014338
>I don't have the same spirit I used to
i don't mean to bring you down further, but it will only get worse. I am 33 years now and if I compare my motivation to my 29 year old self. i've lost a lot of motivation to do things. the 3 years of travel were great tough, and I am actually on a travel right now. but yeah. its starting to get boring.

>>56014785
nah its not irriversable, but it will take some more time than just a few months to get it really fixed. everything can be healed. neuroplasticity is a thing.

>> contractor, wagie
a homeless guy or some dude living in the forest is more free than both. even a doctor or high paid guy is not free. if you have to trade your time for money . you are NOT free. even a lot of millionaires who "worked hard" are not free. well maybe when they are 50 or 60 they are. when their life is fucking near end lmao.

>>56014281
>>56014286
>He gave up time with his loving awesome dog and grandparents so he can increase numbers on a screen and get a girlfriend who most likely has a 4/10 dog shit personality in which he’s convinced himself he can’t replace and come the breakup he’s going to mope about how he thought she was the one

Lol
They’re dead and never coming back
I hope it was worth it because you’ll never be able to tell them you love them again.
You’ll never be able to hug them.
Grandma will never be able to cook for you and grandpa will never be able to tell you stories about his life while you eat together.
Your dog will never beg for scraps under the table while you sneak him one small piece of chicken or steak
Even though you know you shouldn’t because it makes him beg more

You’ll never get a single moment of that back anon
All because you listened to a bunch of kikes telling you what’s really worth your time

Working non stop to secure a future where you can only vacation when you’re already old
You’re stuck with a girlfriend you don’t even like when you haven’t even traveled the world fucking beautiful girls who could replace your girl on the drop of a dime

Just lol
You’re already in hell
That sounds awful
I’m going to go wake my dog up outside and play with her
Take her for a walk and laugh when she rolls around on her back for belly rubs
I’ll talk to my grandmother later after she asks how I am

Feels very good and honestly fulfilling

>>56014837
>They’re dead and never coming back
death is an illusion it is merely transition into the next phase/level
> I hope it was worth it
whatever
> you'll never be able to hug them
if you ever had a GF for long then you know how boring it can become.
> grandma cook and grandpa stories
so what dude, finally they went to the next level. I would be happy. my grandpa is 94 and his life is pretty miserable. basically waiting until he dies. and i thas been so for quite some years. it seems really horrible. I am going to be welcoming death, whenever it occurs.
>> your dog
his love for you is just as much an illusion as the love you get from your GF, parents and anyone else who "likes" you.

>> you'll never get a single moment of that back
who the fuck want to keep running around in circles. if you had the experience then you had it. its over. people that long for the past or memories or past experiences are dumb. running in circles.

>> all cause you listened to some kikes who said money is more valuable
imm gonna have to agree that the B.S above is still worth more than working for _MR shekelstein. though OP is only 29 he got plenty of time to to whatever he wants.

> Working non stop to secure a future where you can only vacation when you’re already old
OP is 29 and rich. he never worked non stop.

> You’re stuck with a girlfriend you don’t even like when you haven’t even traveled the world fucking beautiful girls who could replace your girl on the drop of a dime
mundaine pleb tier thinking. Muh dick, muh girls. (yes I do also have a GF).

>> just lol
at you too
> youre in hell
and so are you
> i'm going to play with my dog
lmaooo okay. fucking waste of time.

>> give her belly rubs
lmaooooooooo
> i'll tak to my boomer grandmother
okay dude lmaooooooooo

>> feels fulfilling
for a fucking retard lmao

>>56014875
>All that cope from someone who’s grandparents are dead and I hit a nerve with
Lmao

>>56014886
not really coping im just bully posting on /biz/ one of my past times when im bored.

>>56014903
What do you think I’m doing?
My grandparents are dead lmao
You did a shit job though, seemed like seethe

>>56014276
Just wait till you experience real suffering because its coming and its bad.
In the meantime, work on positive self-talk. I suspect you are too hard on yourself.

>>56014875
>le illusion 90IQ tard
Don't listen to this bullshit. I know losing loved ones is hard but at the end you have to keep going and they would also like you to keep going. At some point you will meet a nice girl you fall in love with maybe get kids or get a new dog on your own and as you open up for new relationships and new responsibilites the pain will ease. You should get a pet.

>>56014906
I thought you were being serious. I guess I took the bait. but I only thhrew out my own bait. I alwyays just meme post. I lost my pepe folder else id post a green frog

>>56014276
your grandparents would be proud of you, keep your head high and achieve great things for them, they're cheering for you

>>56014917
>> at some point you'll do *mundane shit everyone does*
holy fucking lmao. yeah /biz/ is full of low iq npcs. muh dog muh relationsihp muh love. did you ever have a relationship? lmaooooooooo

>>56014933

>>56014837
>>56014903
It's hard to experience these moments with the glee they deserve. You really don't know what you got till it's gone. It's hard being stoic when it comes to losing a close relative. I'm 28 and already feel some age on my body from working trades to sitting infront of a computer for thousands of hours. If your grandparents lived to 60+ I would say it's a good life. Long enough to be tired of and want some rest. The real hell is what we live now. They had a nice society and something to live for. What do we have? It's all kike propaganda like this anon said. Even travelling is a meme since globalism killed the ethos of all folks.

>>56014949
>You really don't know what you got till it's gone.
there's nothing to lose. go update your programming.

> you don't know what you got until it's gone.
the end of one thing is merely the beginning of something else.

> losing a close relative
be happy for them that their souls can finally ascend or descend to the next level.

>> age on my body at 28.
oh boy I'm 33. I was a lot more motivated at 28. its gonna become worse. not going back into the wagecage grinding for shekelstein made it all better though. yeah travel is still 100x nicer than waging for shekelstein, even though it also can get "le boring"

>> globalism killed the ethos of all folks.
culture is just programming. just see it as it is. there's nothing special about culture x or y.

>>56014804
it is my fren sorry you were lied to
neural cells dont regenerate like say muscle cells do so all cellular damage is permanent
neuroplasticity is something else entirely: short answer thats the existing cells making new dendritic connections between eachother
this can work around some spots of damage but it does not repair anything thats gone forever
NP means you can indeed learn new things and even new ways of live later in life thats it

>>56014804
and i missed your second argument there
but the whole a guy in the woods is free is 110% poor people cope, no he is not free from his basic life necessity wants even if he is free from other peoples oversight
only complete retards or coping loser would not be able to make this observation
trading time for money is not freedom is my point no matter how high the number on the monthly piece of paper/screen
and stop demoralizing ride one cycle with biz and you are free this only at age 60 when your life is over so dont even try goy is pure cope and blackpill

>>56014996
Intelligence is tied to fewer neural connections not more

>>56015006
lol no hyper specialization at certain tasks not general intelligence at all, but i am not gonna be bothered to type that out
in any case that isnt even relevant to the discussion, ops intelligence was what is was when he started smoking weed after that he only killed his potential and cant get it back only circumvent the damage somewhat

Have children and get some new dogs? I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, faggot. Become a grandparent yourself if you miss 'em so much.

>>56014967
>there's nothing to lose. go update your programming.
what he is lamenting isnt reliving the exact past or losing the experience but rather not having full experienced said event because society lied to him
the regret part stems from that and rightfully so

altho i agree in general with the dont mourn what was lost but be happy it ever happened in the first place dont use it as an excuse to fall in the life denying buddhist trap

but in this specific case foregoing 'good' experiences to sit in the cage cant be justified in any way
its not like the cagie has any benefits to you the wagie

>>56014276
That's just your brain chemicals returning to base level. 15 years of suppression is hitting you hard.

>>56014996
>neural cells dont regenerate like say muscle cells do so all cellular damage is permanent
actually there is regenerative capability in the entire body. it just goes down with age. my tooth healed too, some dentist teach you they can't though. I had a cavity and it stopped/healed. everything can be healed to an extend.
>>56015031
intelligence can grow. no one is at their max capabilities. environment has a lot of impact. the mere fact that use of psychedelic compounds (shrooms) creates new connections is proof.

>> all cellular damage is permanent
all cells of your body renew every 7 years. even bone. constantly breaks down and regenerates. same thing in your brain.

> but the whole a guy in the woods is free is 110% poor people cope
idk dude im financially free. the guy in the woods is too. he might be even more free cause he learned how to hunt and get food from his environment. while I have to buy steaks. its all just perspective here. either way when shit hits the fan im fucked and he's not. i don't even know how to catch a fish (yet).

>> trading time for money is not freedom
I agree.

>>56015041
kek

>>56015042
>r not having full experienced said event because society lied to him
his awareness was lacking. there is no one to blame only oneself.

> to fall in the life denying buddhist trap
I don't deny life and i'll probably have kids. but I can atleast grasp the way eastern masters see the world/matrix/illusion. what the fuck is so great about doing the same thing over, and over and over, and you still don't get it. its all just an illusion and you do it over, and over and over again. for 1000s of 3D physical lives? do you enjoy playing the same video game over and over and over? how long is it going to take you to realize the video game sucks? my soul wants out.


>> Ecclesiastes 1:9

What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun

>>56015192
that is reddit peak midwit soiscience please dont repeat
that 7 years until your entire body renews is a total lie anon and shrooms arent weed dont mix up two completely distinct compounds
bones arent cells nor is it alive, using the isotopic ratios of your bones is a pretty accurate and well established way to determine the region where you grew up mr i luv sciences i have over 1000 kamra on reddit

while one might grow their intelligence closer to their predestined genetic potential if one underused it earlier the damage done decreased this hard code cap permanently

the guy in the woods isnt free at all as the tiniest medical issue means he is fucked even if there is never a drought or equivalent to fuck up his food situation
when shit hits the fan he is more fucked than you because he cant move and the industrial pollution will hit him like an unseen incomprehensible force regardless like that meme of a rat and the electrical cables shared here

>his awareness was lacking. there is no one to blame only oneself
agree letting oneself be deceived is on you, but he is both right in his feelings and right to be vengeful on the deceiver

i never advocate repeating the same over and over thats your own headcanon
what i said is that its permissible to feel bad about being jewed out of fully experiencing a fleeting moment of your past
but i agree fully with your sentiment you should not strive to repeat the same but grow or at least seek new experiences
however this is a quintessential post make it sentiment, before wagies are too scared out of their minds to make this months bills to ponder true life meaning questi

after buddhist cuckery you now move onto jewonastick cuckery
no its quite objective that what was will not be again ever, what has been done might be tried again but in a new circumstance which will yield different results and there is always something new under the sun
he claims the opposite typing on a computer talking to an anon who knows where

>>56014351
why do reddit poorfags always SEETHE when someone isn't a loser like them

>>56014837
What's wrong with you? Incel

>>56015351
Why are you upset?
Tell me about it

>>56015320
>bones arent cells nor is it alive,
holy fucking cope hahahahah bones are not alive hahahaha. everything is alive, think bigger. , also "bone is not alive" is some fucking 30 year old deprecated sciencebook knowledge.you probably also believe the vegan diet is healthy and good for you.
>> the damage is done.
if that's what you believe lmao


>> after buddhist cuckery you now move onto jewonastick cuckery
and you are on some low level sciencifical understanding cuckery.

>>56014276
Just find a way to turn that money into a location independent income stream and move to South America and marry a cute 18 yo and start having kids and take them to church. There I solved your problem OP I’m sick of you richfags whining when literally all you need to do to have a good life is:
>Get location independent money/skills
>Leave the anglosphere
It’s literally that easy you stupid faggot.

>>56015359
and with this post you jumped the shark
have fun living in your preferred delusional state
but always remember you will never be a woman

>>56015443
>have fun living in your preferred delusional state
i think the same about you.

>>56014276
It's cause you stopped smoking weed.
Weed is good for you.

why don't all of you just kill yourselves? jesus christ you guys whine so fucking much just go buy a 12 gauge and load it with 00 buck and end it you fucking pathetic fucking faggot niggers.

>>56014276
if you smoked that much weed from the age of 15, 3 months is not really enough to recover

>>56014276
First, congrats on the achievements. Second, embrace this feeling, you can only feel this now because you have more empathy today.
Third, learn from that feeling and live the present. There's no point in regretting anything.

You got this

>>56014276

You were expecting some sort of reward and it never came. Money is alright, girls are very annoying, and muscles require maintenance.

You’ve done a good job and you’re at almost at your peak. There is nothing wrong with missing your loved ones. Dont lose discipline in this moment of weakness, you are on a good path.

Where to go from here? Try random hobbies until you find something you like and build friendships in that group. Keep slogging through women until you find someone feminine and compassionate with un-divorced parents.

I felt very similar at 29. Now at 33 I’m a /fit/ millionaire with a wife, son, house, and family dog all that I love and feel content with. Every day isn’t magical it’s actually still boring but I get enough moments of happiness to make it through.

>>56015487
and to be clear, yes you will piss clean, but your brain needs more time...the physical withdrawal is over

>>56014321
women's hands typed this post

>>56015490
i'll probably be in your situation in a few years. how do I deal with knowing at one point I wont love my wife anymore and she wont love me and alll that? I guess the kid is the thing you created and can care for. idk. I got a decent GF and I guess the next step is a child. but I really don't know. its so fucking mundane, at the same time everything becomes boring. even "spiritual work"

I'm together with my GF for one year and its already starting to become boring. always da same shit.

>>56014276
better than being the black sun

>>56015549
>I'm together with my GF for one year and its already starting to become boring. always da same shit.

it's completelly your fault, the man is supposed to spice things up when they are boring
Let a tranny fuck your gf.

>>56015591
>the man is supposed to spice things up when they are boring
you only think about sex cuz you are low life like an animal. sex and food, the state of the majority of you plebs.

I wasn't even thinking about the sex. just the whole experience in general.

>>56014837
kys already reject

Fuck off faggot

>>56014522
Checked and agree friend I’m Christ

>>56015487
>>56015500
This is probably true, I'm 23 and six months clean also started around 14. Broke incel here enjoying life but have a good plan to make it. I have definitely recovered now but I felt bad for a while. You're gonna be fine OP.
Don't listen to the demonoids in this thread listen to the nice people. You're gonna make it. Also the bible is not full of shit. Find Christ and start a family

Just get another dog you ultra-sperg, outliving pets and parents is literally how life is supposed to be.
>hurrrr my dogs were special no other pet can replace them
This is not true, this is your retarded brain making up excuses to keep you miserable becase happiness is scary to the lizard mind
Just get another dog and allow yourself to bond with it.instead of idolizing a dead pet that can no longer affect your life

>>56014276
>muscles

Doubt. Most gym goers are DYEL or mistake their gaining of weight for muscle (bulking bro!1!1!1). Very few actually look like they lift, are strong and cut. If you can’t do weight pull-ups, weight dips, ATG squat (back & front) or have a respectable deadlift, you don’t go to the gym and should shut the fuck up.

>>56014875
back to plebbit faggot

>>56016102
back to the cage, loser

Stop lifting and go running instead.
Get 2 golden retrievers and run with them as well.

>>56014276
These events should help you to accept:
>You too will die some day
>Life is very short and only speeds up as you get older
I would use this is an opportunity make peace with religion or spirituality of some sort.

For me after a near death, psychedelic experience when I was younger, I have made peace with the mathematical universe hypothesis. That God is math, and that because math is infinite, there is sometime of infinite “afterlife” (I use that term very loosely) to which we will return.

>>56014351
He said AFTER not BY. That doesn't imply work made him rich he just had to work like everyone else before making it

>>56014276
Write a country music song about
your doggos and grandparents

Go to Nashville and sell the song you just wrote.

When you accept your reward for best country
music writer for the song you wrote
thank /biz/ 4chan from the podium.

>>56014837
>t.

>>56016508
we must break the cycle of death and rebirth. the buddha understood this.

>>56014276
you're catching up on grieving - just talk about it with people you love and you'll be fine.

>>56016573
>>56015629
>>56015351
Look at all the redditors mad and seething
Kek

>>56014393
i regret to inform you its still here

Casual sex is fun for a while but try to find a girl you really fall in love with. You might have to date for a while to find one you really crush for. Gives life purpose and is really fun.

>>56014321
this guy is a wagie with no life experience ignore him

>>56014276
this thread needs more blogposting
>Be me
>decently attractive, I've been given an honest 8/10
>but grow up very poor in a 50/50 black/white area
>was a nerd very into mathematics and computers but was ruthlessly bullied for it
>put halo on network drive and did a netsend in the library that said cock
>learn bad habits, smoke weed at 14, have sex at 14
>no role models in my home to push me to do good things
>no role models at school to push me to do things
>society practically telling me just get on drugs and kill yourself
>drop out at 16
>start working
>rent was still $500 a month at this point so I was able to move out at 17
>slumlord era, just give him the cash and he doesn't care what you do
>be one of the first people on my own
>become one of the most popular people in my age range in my locality
>everyone wants to party at my apartment
>have numerous parties and have lots of sex
>practically drunk and high for a month straight waking up to girls in my bed
>go downstairs to get some water and there's just passed out 19 and 20 year olds all over my floor
>step over them, very thirsty
>repeat this for the next 4 years, by the fourth year the parties are slowing down, less people show up, everyone is in college or moving on with life
>get fired from my job
>struggling and running out of money
>admit defeat
>back to mums basement
>meet a nice girl while trying to reassemble my life trajectory
>she wants to "fix me" and wants to support whatever endeavors I have
>for a long while I reject her monogamous advances but she always texts me and asks how I'm doing
>25, deciding to start community college and finally capitalize on my love for mathematics and computers
>graduate and transfer out on the honor roll at 28
>next year will be graduating with a double BSc in Computer Science and Mathematics with honors at 31

They didn't take my youth from me. I feel like I won this battle. Sure my income is lower than my peers, but their youth is gone, forever.

>>56014276
Therapy, Shrooms, talking with friends.

>>56014276
Lol anon there are always trade offs in life are you going to really tell me if you were still an incel and also broke would you be happy as well not saying life is perfect but you could be in a worst position

>>56014276
you should probably get a life, nothing you said is a life.

This thread should have been nuked a long time ago.
OP is obviously a whiny reddit faggot that doesn't know how to cope with life.

>>56014276

oh this thread again

kill yourself sanjay

>>56014276
you need to make more money, sorry

>>56014276
Visit the past but don't live there.
You need to find new joys in life.
You can get a new pet when you're ready and don't see it as a betrayal, think of it as finding a new pup/cat to build a new bond with.
Grandparents are a tough one, but this happens to remind us that life is finite and you need to not waste your time on bullshit. Build things and relationships with friends and people with knowing, and value your time with them because one day it'll be the last time you see them. Act accordingly.

>>56016969
>31
Your youth is gone too, bucko.

>>56014276
Remember that you are the benevolent elf and welcome another fuzzy little charge into your life.

>>56014276
There was a song by the hundred acre wood called all that i love that made me cry like a little bitch while i was taking care of my grand mother during her battle with dementia and alzheimers. It really hurts. If you have a good relationship with your parents please make the most with them because their time is coming too may not be now but in the future. I'm dreading it i cant even imagine what I'd do if i lost my dad.

>>56014276
i have a folder of ideas for when i get some money, I'll hire you
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>>56014276
Don't worry.
Everything will make sense.

>>56014875
>long for the past
Holy shit you can trade pasts now too?

>>56020380
yeah easi

>>56014276
Anon the past is gone, keep the good memories with you but turn the page

>>56014393
Jannies don’t give a shit during bear markets. Basically everything stays up

>>56014276
if this is true and not fake and gay, run away from the dying society and go live in comfort offgrid

Bro, you need to accept that life is frail and that the end is inevitable. It's just the condition of our lives. Just because your puppies are dead, it doesn't mean they didn't have meaningful existences. If you accept the beauty of their lives you need to accept their transience. Money will never fill that void since it won't follow you when you die lol.

I suffered through something similarly lately... where I saw a video of a girl throwing a birthday party for her dog and admitting that the doggie had gotten older and stuff. It made me really emotional since my puppy is 8 years old now and I'm noticing him slowing down. The walks are shorter... the seizures seem more frequent. It's tough man.

One day you too will die Anon. I hope your grandparents and dogs are resting well until you return to them.