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I am at the bottom. I don't have any money, literally 7 dollars left, and all attempts at making more money end up in failure. I live in a country that don't get neetbux. I have free meals and accommodation in my parents house. I'm gifted but have severe attention/memory issues that make my productivity zero. My parents don't believe in mental illnesses and don't understand how i have finished a degree but can't be employed. I've burnt all my bridges and i'm just waiting to die at this point in life. I found a drug that costs $200 monthly which would improve my productivity significantly but can't get enough money or get a job to pay for it because of my condition lmao. I need a way to earn one eth for the medication, that way, i'm set for one year in which time i'll have earned enough skills to support myself. I can't die without this knowledge, something stops me from going forward because on one hand i'm too unproductive to try it and on the other, i want to know what it would feel like to live a normal life for once. I'm fucking stuck.

>> No.55788538

>>55788529
>I found a drug that costs $200
You shouldn't have watched limitless you braindead zoomer, productivity is directly related to habit building

>> No.55788540
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>>55788529
Don't read up on what happened to those kids guys. Just imagine two of the were bought by 4channers

>> No.55788555

If you put your attention on negativ things then you will shift towards it.
Try to see the positives like that you are at zero rn but still young and nothing to lose. You already failed, bottom is in.
Focus your attention on your goals. Start with very simple stuff and accept the fucked up things.

>> No.55788561

>>55788538
I'm 31 yrs old, google intuniv and see how much it costs.

>> No.55788580

>>55788555
Lol you normies are entirely incapable of understanding what mental illness is? I've lived with this condition my entire life. Parents and teachers called me slow and stupid. Struggled to get my degree for 7 yrs getting in and out of school because i couldn't concentrate compared to my peers. I have massive anxiety when taking exams to the point of sweating. I can't work with normal people because i forget stuff and make it dangerous for everyone else, etc These are the kinds of problems that come up whenever i try getting employed.

>> No.55788599

You have to understand that reality is created by your attention. And reality doesnt care how you rate certain outcomes or your opinion about them. It only cares where your attention is at.
So if you are afraid of failing you will realize it.
If you think about how to improve you will improve.
Thats the difference, thats why some people just win and others dont. Or some range inbetween win and loss at all times. All a question of where you focus your attention at.

>> No.55788615

>>55788580
First of all you didnt give any info about ur condition. Secondly it would help you to improve if you stopped negative attention towards it.

>> No.55788622

>>55788599
>Dude just stop hallucinating for once in your life.
Yeah i'm sure schizophrenics and people who suffer form bipolar can focus their attention on being normal.

>> No.55788642

FUCK OFF CATSPAMMING FUCKING BEGGING FAGGOT STOP MAKING THREADS

>> No.55788651

>>55788615
I have a feeling that you are not asking this to help but to try to convince me to focus my attention on getting better. Like i told you i have struggled with this illness for decades, there's nothing you can say that psychiatrists in my third world shithole haven't already told me. I had to experiment on a variety of drugs for the last 10 yrs to find one that barely makes me function normally. I've taken antipsychotics, psychedelics, stimulants, antidepressants, etc any psychological drug you can think of i've taken and only this one works the way its supposed to. I have a gifted iq, but my working memory and processing speed are at least 3 standard deviations apart from each other.

>> No.55788654

>>55788529
lol wtf you used to be able to sell your kids?

>> No.55788656
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>>55788615
He's unironically a full time begging pajeet he fills the catalog all day with threads then reports anyone who isn't helping him.
He's attacking you because 99% of the threads up are him and since you're the only one engaging he's just gonna attack you he thinks everyone is the same person here.

>> No.55788667

>>55788656
Of course i am, and that pic proves that i made that post doesn't it?

>> No.55788732

>>55788529
get some exercise, my attetion and memeory fixed... that worked for me

>> No.55788752

>>55788732
Oh wow, why didn't i think of doing this in the last 20 or so years? I suppose cutting sugar off my diet is also going to help, what about drinking green tea every morning while meditating?

>> No.55788757

>>55788752
Eat your own shit and drink your own piss and die faggot.

>> No.55788766

>>55788757
You are doing a nice job convincing everyone that you are more sane than i am. Kudos anon, keep it up.

>> No.55788804

>>55788766
Nobody owes you a dime beggar.

>> No.55788805

>>55788580
>I've lived with this condition my entire life
What condition is this?

>> No.55788808

>>55788805
Being slavic.

>> No.55788811

>>55788805
schizotypal pd

>> No.55788816

>>55788811
Your internet restriction needs to be revoked yet we have to deal with you full time.
It's actually not fair.

>> No.55788824

>>55788811
Is this something episodic that flares up every few months, or something more or less constant, if I may ask? I just can't imagine what it entails.
>>55788816
If his Internet restriction is revoked, obviously you would have to.

>> No.55788828

>>55788824
Why are you entertaining a known schizophrenic scammer?

>> No.55788830

>>55788529
this isn't /adv/ little scrub

>> No.55788839

>>55788828
Just asking, I don't know who he is.

>> No.55788841

>>55788839
He's a real fucking piece of shit is who he is.
He's constantly scamming, psyoping, doxxing and begging for money he runs most people off this board and mass reports any post he deems a threat to him which being schizophrenic is 99% of posts.

>> No.55788851

>>55788824
No its constantly there. Think of it like this. You are walking along and see a red flower, you have a girlfriend who you've been quarreling with, the red flower gives you the memory association to apologize to her by buying her flowers. That's how most ideas and associations form in normal peopole. For me, that association is delayed, i need an extra association to make that connection, something like seeing another image of a flower after seeing the red flower on a tv or a bus or a dress, etc. Now think about how this impacts your productivity, taking tests, learning skills, interacting with other people. I don't make the same connections as fast as is needed in a normal way. And i also forget a lot, so i can't demand memory recall whenever i need to. I get stuck mid-conversation, etc. Its a lot like adhd but adhd's are more functional than i am.

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>>55788851
Fuck off Zoey nobody owes you a dime.

>> No.55788876

>>55788855
I'm still waiting for you to show any connection about what i've said in this thread with your random ramblings about who i am. The more you reply, the more you reveal how retarded you are and the less anyone takes you seriously.

>> No.55788883

>>55788876
>I'm schizophrenic
>look guys aren't going to take you seriously
Damage is done pal you'll never get money from anyone here.
Go sell your faggot ass on grindr to old men.

>> No.55788903

>>55788883
You know you're schizo too right? And I recognize your posts about catposting and you're always on here sperging the past 1-2 years. Fuck off.

>> No.55788904

>>55788883
Schizotypal isn't schizophrenia you ignorant retard. One is a personality disorder and the other is something entirely different.

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>>55788904
No one cares

>> No.55788920

>>55788903
>>55788904
Same poster bumped his shit thread because he needs attention
>Schizo
Faggot I just peel whales off this board nonstop so idiots like you can't benefit from them.

>> No.55788921

If you are not satisfied with your life, you could always just kys

>> No.55788940

Anyone interested in further engagement get me at jajajedi discord.

>> No.55788946

>>55788940
Look a bunkertroon like I was right the whole fucking time.

>> No.55788967

Bottom right

>> No.55788980

>>55788529
I genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, hope you kill yourself
For the next 10 years, I'll wake up every morning thinking
>I hope that faggot OP killed himself
Stop shitting up the board

>> No.55789060

>>55788540
Yeah but this is America! We have freedom and guns!