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You want us to worry about the fact that you worry too much? How rich...

Do a high dose of a dissociative drug.

>>52700691
Who the fuck said I want you guys to worry, holy shit, kys

>>52700704
Tell me more anon, was thinking of doing some Ketamine injections at my local facility.

>>52700705
We're not gonna worry about telling you how to profit from worrying too much.

don't try to control it too much or you'll forget how to be yourself

>>52700715
If it's a low enough dose you'd consider doing it in public, that's not what I'm taking about. Buy a pack of strong THC gummies and eat all of them at once.

>>52700715
You should do it and tell us how it was
I’ve tried ketamine but it was just a little bit snorted up my nose
It was relaxing and mildly pleasant
You could try NLP meditations if you want to quiet your mind
They helped me a lot

>>52700677
Do you have alcoholics in your family? My wife drank herself to death, so I started going to Al-Anon. It's pretty common to try to control everything when you've lived through someone else's created chaos. The secret is to suppress all feelings and only care about yourself.

>>52700736
funny you should mention that. i've been micromanaging all of my behavior lately and this very thing has been happening to me. i've become a robot.

>>52700765
yeah i might do it, more for the recreational experience. drugs always help. would love to just go in and throw on my fave tunes while i sink.

yeah, i really need to pick up meditation again, its def helps.

>>52700772
Yes my father and grand father and many of my uncles. I had a bit of problem with it but was able to kick it. I think my dad was very controlling of my life and I lacked a lot of freedom and as a result I am trying to control everything now that I have the power. It's fucking weird. Interesting insight actually, hadn't thought about it this way before.

>>52700772
also sorry to hear about your wife man. that sounds shitty.

I wish I wasn't self-aware.
And I don't mean that good side of being self-aware, but literally crippling, and I mean crippling levels of self-awareness of every little miniscule detail. When I interact with someone I over analyze that interaction to the smallest possible detail afterwards, small talk is almost impossible to me because of it. I am aware of the speed I am talking, the posture I am holding, the tone I am expressing, the eye contact I am holding, the body language I am expressing, my brain is literally working on overdrive 110% every single time and as soon as I do something "wrong" in any of these things I feel like I did something terribly wrong. Every single second feels like an hour and I am constantly in fight or flight mode. And later I deconstruct that same interaction for weeks and months to no end.

I want to erase that, to just be able not to think about any of that and not act manually. To be able to just talk about the weather or something dumb like that without thinking much about it.

>>52700795
I didn't make that recommendation accounting relaxing drug use. Induce a borderline terrifying trip if you want to shift a core personality trait, which neuroticism is.

>>52700884
same thing with me anon. i have to learn to forget those interactions though.

>>52700884
you need to either give yourself brain damage or quit your job and abandon everything about your current way of life

Sounds like analysis paralysis / Kotov Syndrome...

>>52700677
Your name wouldn't happen to start with a T would it?

>>52700705
Yeah, you should have spent more time trying to write the OP message to make sure it's right and optimal, so anons wouldn't misunderstand and think that you want them to worry about you.

>>52700677
You can't, the entire field of psychology and most Web 2.0 companies have already saturated the space.

>>52700954
Unironically yes, do you know me?

yeah I can relate to a lot of this. Wat do?

>>52700677
>>52700954
>>52701190

>>52701190
Mmmmm maybe.

>>52700884
Dude you should definitely try meditation, you have the disposition to go deep into it really easily. You can use meditation to reprogram the link between your interactions and your definition/severity of 'wrong'. What you do is whenever a thought comes up of a situation similar to what you're describing, you analyze it objectively and conclude that it's not a big deal. Do this while maintaining attention on the breath your entire practice, 30m-1h a day

>>52701378
Forgot to add, once you start being able to expand your awareness beyond your body regularly (for your example in a conversation with someone, you are able to be aware of every single part of you at once in addition to everything of the person you are talking to), you'll have conquered your issue and then some.

>>52700677
You just found one of the ((pills)) dude
>How can I profit off of this?
((They)) do that already
>anyone knows this feel?
Climate change, wars, refusing to wage a war on crime cause they are minorities,
"white shooters", "women injustice", "overpopulation in Europe or N. America" and all that fake outrage is part of it

Will you ingest it?

>>52700677
Ah yes, the "give a fucks" as we call it. The easiest way to get rid of that is to go through an actual rough time or hard experience. Anything else after that feels like nothing and you stop caring. For me, that was the infantry and going to war. But I wouldn't recommend that. Just know that the fear of your fuck up is worse than actually just fucking up and dealing with the fallout.

>>52701293
what state are you in?