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>>52628415
imagine snuggling up to a beautiful girlfriend who'd fart in her sleep

>>52628447

>>52628415
that’s not very healthy anon, maybe switch to weed

>>52628415
yes me too, except i do that every night

Ah yes another night of watching anime and charts alone in moms basement

>>52628415
I got married five years ago and had a kid and I miss getting blasted alone in my 1 bedroom apartment, walking to the corner store and getting more. For over a decade, I wished I could only have what I have now but I miss the freedom of before. I am the asshole.

>>52628650
The sweet spot is somewhere between two shitty options, i.e. lonely inceldom and marriage/kids

>>52628415
i get the lonely part, alone of us have been or are in that boat, but why the drinking to cope? why not instead of drinking devoting your time to fixing your issues instead of drowning in them with alcohol. seriously anon, try to get some help. alcohol will kill you slowly, or worse, kill you quickly.

>>52628650
Tell me more anon. I sometimes feel that some day I'm going to miss my solitude like crazy, but god damn, I'd be lying if I told you that being lonely is a literal hell. If you could pick one, which lifestyle would you choose. No judgement. Are kids worth it or just an old tradition that really doesn't fit in the modern framework we live in today?

>>52628415
Based

>>52628712
I've got it pretty good now. I suppose those feelings are just phantom cravings that are leftover suicide fantasies. I was in the dark for a long time. I wasnt producing anything of value back then. I wouldn't go back. If I had been more clever, I wouldn't have gotten married but all the romance I'd been sold as a young man came back up in me and I would have done anything to make another person happy. Of course,that can't be done. But it's not so bad. We get along pretty well, considering the circumstances. It's possible she doesn't even realize the power she has over me from the marriage. Oh well. Still haven't bought a house together. Maybe we never will. They boy is fun. I want him to have a nice place to grow up. He is really smart and can play simple songs on a piano, write sentences. He's only four. He can be dour and withdrawn, though. He likes his mother more than me. it's easy to forget that I probably don't have as much time with him as my dad had. He still calls me every day and that'd be great if it was ever anything of substance.
Anyway,anon, yes you should totally dump a load in your tinder date like I did.

>>52628447
or a handsome male