/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>50085131
sell your crypto first

>>50085131
No. I love you, anonkun

>>50085131
do it faggot

Whose life is worth living? Your life is worth living!

>>50085158
Don't sell it first

>>50085131
Someone cares for you out there. Just not here, post keys if you do it

No.

>>50085222
Checked. It's settled then; OP shall NOT kill himself.

>>50085222
*my singles unchecks your trips*
nothing personnel op

>>50085131
I'm sitting in a powerless house, using my neighbors power, have nothing in my bank account actually minus money, I have no more crypto because I lost it all last 15 months.

I have a gun but it's so dark I can only see with the illumination of my computer screen, not even larping I can show you my extension cords.

Why suicide?
I applied to a bunch of jobs I only have one option, splatter my brains, leave my pets alone and probably be put down, and scar my brother who's already been through a life of shit?

Or man the fuck up and pick myself up ONCE AGAIN.

It's all a big joke anon and it's time you learn life is only a series of shitty days followed by a few fun ones.

Learn to live for the fun ones, this is coming from a guy who has probably a 88% chance of actually killing himself from his terrible situation and took the time to type all this junk out.

>>50085131
No we love you anon

No. Find a way to be useful instead and go watch the squirrels play outside. Get plenty of sunlight and exercise (a walk is ideal for doing both). The truth will reveal itself to you. Stay strong.

I believe these words came from the pokemon movie, Life can be a challenge, it's never easy when so much is on the line, just look inside and you will find POKEMON POKEMONPOKEMONPOKEMONPOKEMON
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qn7TcsT91C8

>>50085131
Of course not
We need you here, friend

Things may seem dark, but don't give up
We care about you, don't think we don't
The markets will improve, so hold in there
Hope we make it

>>50085308
Hang in there, my dude
I'm glad to hear you are still fighting

>>50085308
You will also see better days, anon. There is plenty of life during the day and a dark house makes for good sleep. Rest your mind and be encouraged when the sun rises for you, the way it did for your ancestors.

>>50085131
You're no use to us dead anon.

>>50085131
no. wuv u anon

>>50085131

>>50085421
Only benefit of a powerless house the sleep is usually better, but the depression knowing I failed once again just brings me one step closer.

https://youtu.be/6IXFjqH7fHM

I really hate this fucking world and it's shitty people that always stab me in the back, but I always show my back again and trust in the brotherhood of men that always lets me down.

Not everyone is this way good spirits still exist but it's getting harder and harder to find them.

OP don't suicide, not until you've exhausted every drop from your body, I almost had a massive heart attack a few days ago, this is about the 8th major time this happened in the last year, I've given up hope on doctors finding out what's wrong with me I'm not wealthy enough to get proper care.

I only go on because I think it's funny the world wants me dead and I can fight back, although it's getting more and more tiresome.

>>50085308
Dude, just use that gun to get some money, Go after tourists and boomers.

>only 1 post by OP
He is dead. Does anyone else know why there are Mice in OP's pic?

>>50085589
No I use it to protect myself I'm not a gorilla nigger ape.

>>50085131
No, don't do it. You'll just get reincarnated as a cruel joke.

>>50085308
>It's all a big joke anon and it's time you learn life is only a series of shitty days followed by a few fun ones.
there are no fun days

>>50085131
If you’re just a whining Faggot then yes.

>>50085640
Really?
What's really got you down, I didn't even list the series of bullshit that is currently happening or has happened in my life, I've shared it before on /biz/ and literally people said
"You have the origin story of a fucking super villain"

And I drove around the city today in a car /biz/ bought me, I found fun days simply by living life, if I dwell on my shit then I will become angry vengeful and literally have zero outlet for that anger, besides taking action and then losing any future chances I can have to enjoy life..


To give you an example I was locked in a room from age 8 to age 13 every single day in school till I dropped out, they would stack all my years of work and put it infront of me as a child it would be stacks high taking up an entire round table, they would tell me once I'm finished everything from years before as well I could be let outside.

Needless to say I ended up breaking a teachers leg and being a general shithead, they would turn the lights off as well eventually I just would come to school walk into the room and sleep until they woke me up then did it again till the day was over.

This caused in innate fear of losing my freedom, if I do violent acts I'll lose my freedom and the system will physically bind me to their will once again.

I cannot allow that no matter what, so what REALLY has you down?

Losing money?

I lost everything I had ever saved which summed up to around 55k and sitting in the dark like I said, I lost it almost 8 months ago I'm come to grips with this lose and if it's just money you lost you will make it back.

I'm starting from ground zero for like the 32nd time in my life and probably won't be the last.

>>50085765
A life of regrets and crushing loneliness. My youth and hope is extinguished. All I have left to look forward to is more suffering

>>50086012
If you're op and swapped ID's cause you're phoneposting and being vague then I'm sorry i spent the time to write a relatable story.

>>50086033
>relatable
I don't you're lonely. Your life at least seems interesting

>>50085131
absolutely.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CfX8qPXwIc
Can finnbros explain this one?

>>50086065
Didn't answer my question but are you asking if I'm lonely?
I live alone in a dark fucking house for the last 11 years, I don't talk to 90% of my family besides my elderly mother who lives her own life.

My happiness doesn't depend on anyone else, physical touch?
Go on dates fill that desire/get it out of your system you will quickly realize independence is more important than human connection.

And if you read what I wrote you would quickly realize I'm psychologically damaged from a young age and conditioned to hate people, I can't have a relationship it's burned out of my cortex, having an "interesting" life isn't a good thing, older wise people consider "interesting" as chaos which is not a positive thing and doesn't net me any reprieve of alleviate my existence in anyway whatsoever.

Being the worlds most interesting recluse doesn't do me any good either.

Just pretend you killed yourself and live your life as if you've already died.

>>50085131
no way anon
live to witness the singularity.
sharing a rare pepe with you to show i care

>>50086133
how old are you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06qkkQcMUBs
Don't tempt me anon, I'll belt you one cause youre better then this.

>>50085131
No this world is really fun when you break your brain limiter

>>50085131
No frien

>>50086328
Mid 30s

>>50085131
No, life is a gift as far as I’m aware.
Do some drugs, go have fun. Get drunk listen to music. Do something u enjoy.