/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>49520495
You're dopamine is zeroed. Stop engaging in shit that fries your dopamine levels

>>49520521
Time to clean my room and wash my penis, I suppose.

>>49520609
And get your testosterone levels checked

>>49520665
Not a bad idea. Until next time, biz. Don't get chopped.

>>49520495
Blog it.

>>49520495
This scene scared the living shit out of me as a kid

>>49520495
Favorite movie ever.

I’ve never had drive or ambition and I’m 35

What does drive and ambition feel like? I remember being 14-18 and everyone around me was so hyped to goto university and do X degree and get Y job and travel to Z destination, meanwhile I just wanted to go home and play video games

I thought they were all just pretending to want to do all of those thing, turns out they actually do like doing that stuff

>>49522121
im 18 and feel like this now, i guess i could get on some meds but i'd rather be a homeless schizo than take meds to be normal

>>49522121
Because you overstimulated yourself with TV/vidya/masturbation/whatever and now require a constant uptake of dopamine whenever possible. It's the equivalent of a heroin junkie or a crackhead who's so far gone that they constantly need their fix just to feel "normal".
>>49522385
This is /biz/, anon. Get an Adderall script but instead just resell them to college kids for easy cash. Be sure and save a capsule and pop it before you visit your psych in case you get drug tested.

>>49522615
funny you mention that, a while ago i tried dealing dark web adderall and acid to students but i would unironically just keep waging.

>>49522684
I will sound like a fed asking this, but how well did that work out? I refuse to believe people are paying fucking $1 per milligram for Adderall on those sites.

ever heard of fake it till you make it? Find something you can tolerate, can be a job, can be a hobby, then create an argument of why you're doing this ie: because it makes me feel proud about doing something useful
Okay that's as good as any, now start doing that repeatedly, but once you hit the wall of "i don't want to do it" just remember that it doesn't matter whether you like it or not, you're doing this because you feel proud
along the way, if youre strong enough to hold the intrusive thoughts (might take a while if you're used to indulging them) you will be able to do anything
Believe me, i used to have to go trough hell to invest because it made me feel bad to invest in me or in anything except for my apartment, now im 7 figs investing into vinu, hopping from good coin to good coin
Good luck chum

>>49523009
>fed detected

>>49523009
>im not a fed
that's what a fed would say, fed

>>49521322
same, couldn't sleep for a while

>>49520609
remember to wash it with lotion and massage it carefully

>>49523096
thanks anon

>>49523096
but the point of the thread is that he doesn't have any selfcontrol

>>49523096
unironically based

>>49523142
I wouldn't say it's that I lack self-control. I just don't have any interest in doing much of anything. I believe the first post more or less hit the nail on the head and that I've fried my dopamine receptors. I need to reset my system and the only way to really do that is cold turkey. Remove distractions and vices.

>>49523096
This is good advice. One problem I have is that I sometimes fall into the trap of meaning-seaking behavior as I spent last summer reading tons of shit in lieu of enlightenment but neglected doing the actual work required. I'm all theory and no action. It's time for me to put everything I have learned into action and stop doubting myself.

>>49520495
>I have no drive or ambition.

Same. Find work you can tolerate where you don't have to talk to a lot of people and do your job to the letter, clock out, and immediately forget work exists until tomorrow and just enjoy the things you like.

I have absolutely 0 interest in a career and I've never had any passion or drive for doing anything except growing my garden and reading books and eventually I just gave up trying to feel that and just found something I'm good at that I don't hate. There's no shame in only working for money.

Im 25 and feel the same, perhaps you should try looking into neuroendocrine compounds

>>49520495
yes well taxes, child support, and circumcision will do that to a male population