/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>30441639
i've toyed with the idea of taking psychedelics and purposely inducing irreversible psychosis, at which point i am now the state's problem.

>>30441704
Based

>>30441639
psychedelics cured my depression
also /SIG/

>>30441756
tell me more anon. in what ways did it help you see the way. i've taken small doses before and i want to again, but don't have a reliable sitter. also worried about all the mental mud that built up during covid. might get overwhlemed.

>>30441639
Alcohol and sleeping around

>>30441704
Posts like this remind me of the time I wanted to try LSD and found out about the Silk Road, and some guy wanted $50 in some scam made-up internet "money" called "Bitcoin", which you could only get at some phishing sites like "Mt. Gox" and you needed to install malware called a "wallet".
Of course I didn't fall for it and just abandoned the idea, haha.

>>30441704

My plan is to retire in 4 years so I can trip freely for the rest of my life as I travel the world chasing pleasant weather

I live with the pain

Weed and stupid distractions. I'm sick of work but I'm getting changed to another department so at least that'll bring some novelty to my job.

Last time i had feelings for someone I got ghosted. I don't want to degrade myself into using Tinder. I'm sexually attracted to my sister and it's extremely bothersome. I'm just adding 20% of my paycheck into crypto hoping to make it one day.

>>30441639
I keep myself busy with building models, fixing game consoles, playing videogames, and cooking food. I try not to brood and reflect on how great things were in the past and just try to work towards my goals. It's not all bad, anon. Make your own future and don't follow others. I hope things get better for you.

>>30441916
i spent like $300 on LSD when bitcoin was trading at $600. i remember being annoyed when the price would swing wildly, since i would only deposit enough BTC to buy exactly $x LSD, plus or minus maybe 5%.

if i could go back in time i would drive a railroad spike through my own eye sockets.

fuckers wassup. what is the yearly income from bonuses sent by the project? at least about

>>30441639
Money is all that keeps me going.

>>30441639
I have a therapist. I talk to her about crypto a little bit, but when I get into my actual troubles, I often feel like I’m not getting anywhere. I feel good if I take action, but therapists don’t give an action plan. There’s no strategies for coping, or at least nothing has been mentioned.

Surely eating right, getting sleep, making sure you go out, exercise, having a hobby, setting goals, etc is how to deal with the pain. NOT ONCE has any of these things been brought up by the therapist. Instead, I bring those things up and try to figure out why I have a hard time adhering to them even though I feel 10x better when I do. Therapist just stares at me.

>>30442635
get a new therapist maybe, or better yet, make your own path

therapy is a crutch

>>30441967
I would do almost the same, but I'd chase unpleasant weather, I'd chase hurricanes and earthquakes and volcano eruptions.

>>30441811
>no reliable sitter
Go out in the woods. If you walk off a cliff then you're NGMI anyway
>what did it do
Its like hitting reset button on your computer when you've got a memory leak. Suddenly it's all smooth and easy again. You re-remember world is magical, mysterious, fun and worth playing in. I took a ton and it was like a mini death but it cured my war PTSD. Not all at once mind you but after that all the negative bullshit started sliding out of my mind and life.

Do not abuse it. Do not go for repeats. One big one and respect it. Remember it.

>>30441639
>It sometimes feels like things become more and more hopeless everyday

Because they objectively are.

>>30441639
I don't deal with it I pace around and scream every night

>>30441639
I do mushrooms once a month just to maintain. Shit is wack but the most important thing is community, even if it's just your turbo autist older brother and boomer parents. My best friend stopped talking to me and turned into literal NPC. I met a girl I liked but then she became a lesbian. I'm persistantly fighting porn addiction but I think I will really get somewhere with this go around of nofap. I haven't smoked weed in a year and don't really miss it that much, but I do miss cigarettes. Talking to my /biz/bros is a lifesaver, as well as the gospel of Jesus Christ.

>>30441639
I am at the absolute fucking bottom, especially because this is my last year in college and I need to make my fucking scientific thesis, I wanna kms every fucking second, if wasn't for crypto, I would probably already done it

>>30442635
>therapist
NGMI

>>30442635
Therapy is kike bullshit

Crypto and alcohol

Vidya is a nice escape as well but it all feels so useless to me now

>>30443085
It’s my only social contact now.

I remind myself that I'm going to die one day, so all the pain will end. For now though, I have to ensure that the white race lives on

>>30441967
Better to trip weather than to trip on drugs. 4 years of psychedelics would have you back here whining about how you're mentally ill.

>muscular dystrophy
>some deformities and confined to a wheelchair
>girl who used to think I was the funniest person she had ever met and would constantly call and text and tell me she loved me and how we'd make a great couple, started pulling away from me
>feels like she only talks to me now because she feels bad
>can't sleep at night without feeling far away from everybody
>can't stop thinking about how great and normal her life will be
>I'll never have a family of my own
>rely on others for basic needs

I feel claustrophobic in my life, boys

>>30446383
Is running 4km in 20 mins impressive for burgers? Lmfao

>>30447545

Thread MVP

>>30441639
We control our own thoughts, anon. Think happy and be happy.

>>30441639

I just need more money

>>30447545
Very sad anon

>>30441639
Sometimes I think about the state of the US and I wonder if all those dreams are even worth pursuing on this soil. They see us as cattle to be milked for productivity. Each yeah their grip tightens over our quickly diminishing freedom, if you can even call it that. As always, follow the money. Follow the laws around money.

Can't trade leverage on crypto, crypto to crypto taxes, certain coins unavailable to Americans, I mean unless you know how to traverse the blockchain like we do, there is no financial freedom for the average American citizen. Financial limitations, keep us from making money, keep us from keeping that money through taxation, and all of this is only really available to us because it's decentralized. Otherwise we'd need to be "accredited investors."

It feels like a doomed endeavor to try and build a life here. But I carry on because as far as I'm concerned, there is only one way forwards.

>>30447545
Sorry to hear bro, you got dealt a shitty hand no two ways about it. Hope you can find peace and joy in your life

I'm a normal person but for some reason I've never functioned. I have no debilitating issues, no major life problems, I just don't get it. I need a way out otherwise I will be continuing my lifelong humiliation.

>>30448127
Keep moving forward. Until we kill every last one of our enemies.

>>30448127
I feel the same about there being no way for the average person to make money outside of slaving. I mean I just got lucky and stumbled into this shit by hanging out on this mongolian oil wrestling forum since 2018 because I liked the wagie posting and frog memes. It makes me sad looking back at my old classmates and the degens I used to skateboard with. We all lived in such blissful ignorance. How the fuck are those guys going make any sort of life for themselves in the next decade?

>>30448268
Same. nothing has really ever just "worked" for me

>>30441639
It’s starting to feel like women are even a real thing at this point. Everyday that passes I become more of a freak for never having had a gf. I blame my dad. Raised me to be a cuck and by the time I realized what he did it was too late.

>>30441639
break away from the internet and do your own thing, people will always be retarded it's up to you to make your happiness and maybe share it

>>30448962
>I blame my dad. Raised me to be a cuck and by the time I realized what he did it was too late.
I feel that. Fucker taught me nothing except being a lazy alcoholic like him.

>>30448962
You can get good with women in like a month if you just decide to actually step out of your comfort zone and realize rejection means literally nothing.

>>30441639
i just like to take it easy and just need to invest up an inflation adjusted ~400k-500k stack to buy some land and eek out enough divis to cover my tax obligations and pocket moeny while i do whatever i like for the rest of my life.

I have accepted the inevitable collapse of this system for many years now and have been preparing as much as a poor fag can to enjoy the process and come out comfy on the other side.

>>30441639
I don't. I just suffer