/biz/ - Business & Finance

Having trouble with sleep & exercise routine.

Otherwise pretty good, how about you anon?

I never expected making it to be so stressful. Started with 25k in 2017, now up to 2 MM. Now even though it's the start of the bull run, I'm hypersensitive to market corrections and am looking to do nothing more than protect what I've built. I can't get work done because I'm too busy checking charts and shitcoin swapping... fuck bros,I just need to log off for a month and come back, but I know I won't....

>>27857221

I'm doing well, Anon. I wish you all the best in getting into a sleep and exercise routine. Both are so important for one's mental health.

Just because the charts aren't moving doesn't mean we don't have to. I hope you're getting some movement in even if it's not full-on exercise.

>>27857262

Sounds like you're experience the paradox of success in this crypto landscape. On one hand you've had an increase in finances, but also it seems an increase in anxiety.

You also seem like you're aware of what might be a good next step for you when you share about logging off for a month. What would it look like for you to do that? All the best, Anon.

>>27856930
Had a mild caffeine overdose today, but the effects have worn off somewhat by now. More generally, my life is pretty shitty. Lonely, laborious wagie job, covid shit isnt tuning down... the only thing good in my life rn is that I made a small killing on crypto. Almost enough to make up for what I lost holding AMC and NOK.

>>27857688

Glad to hear that you're coming down from the caffeine. It can be surprisingly potent.

The piece of your post that really stands out to me is the social isolation and purposeless of wage labor. Are you looking into using your small killing to connect with others or do something meaningful for yourself?

>>27856930
>drink like a fish
>stare at charts 10 hours a day (no exaggeration)
>play dark souls to alleviate stress
>on large doses of SSRIs
>Nightmares and cold sweats every night
>Glued to /biz/
I-I'm gonna make i-it..right?

>>27858112

Great question, Anon! What does it mean to you to 'make it'? The phrase is thrown around on biz, but important for us to find our own answer. May you find yours, Anon.

Lost ≈30% of my crypto portfolio shorting dogecoin after that 3AM Musk tweet on Wednesday. Felt some anger the next morning, but that wore off pretty quickly; black swans aren't part of anyone's risk model, and that's ok. I forgive you, Elon.

>>27858390
>>27856930
Btw, comfy thread, anon. Wish you all the best.

>>27857608
that would simply entail no trading, no charts, no memeing with the boys... actually doesn't sound like that much fun because I genuinely do enjoy the space. sometimes it hard to zoom out though. and thanks doc, best to you as well, much love.

>>27858390

Anger is an emotion that often gets a bad rap, so I'm happy to hear that you were able to acknowledge it and let it pass.

>>27858556

Perhaps it may help to recognize the pros and cons of the space and develop a healthier balance for yourself? Complete cold-turkey abstinence rarely works for anyone in anything, and as you said, there's aspect of this space that you enjoy.

I wonder if the path forward is less about watching v. not watching charts, but instead participating to the extent that you get the pros without indulging to the point that it takes a toll on your health.

Take care, Anon. Your health is important.

Doctor took me off anti psychotics which sucks because they were working but making my heart go crazy. I'm also waiting until summer for face to face therapy as i don't want to do it over webcam.
Future is bullish bros.

>>27856930
>how is your mental doing
Really bad, my anger is getting worse and I have lots of violent intrusive thoughts. I feel like I might be turning schizophrenic, I hear (and occasionally see) a lot of weird shit but I also believe in all kinds of paranormal shit so idk. I want to talk to a priest and go to church again but it's hard to get in with the plague edicts we live under

How do you get rid of mental baggage?
>still live completely in the past while also anxious about the future, leaving no time to enjoy the present
>extremely autistic as a kid and edgy as a teenager, feel like beating myself up any time I think back to the stuff I did and how it affected relationships with family and friends
>for maybe the past decade I've had consistent power fantasies even though I know they're not real
>find it difficult moving on from the past, get depressed every time someone from high school or uni unfriends me even though I never talk to them and will likely never see them again
>also can't enjoy anything because opportunity cost defines my life, stressed out about dying one day, have a list of goals and a reading list that includes books I feel are useful, feel obliged to complete this list although out of no genuine interest in the subjects
>feel no happiness or accomplishment when I do achieve a goal because there's so much left to do
>feel like I missed the boat getting into crypto, beat myself up all the time because I could have made it by now if I got in just a few years ago
>generally can't get into the moment when talking to people because part of me thinks it's a waste of time and wants to get back to achieving goals
I just want to be able to relax in the present without this constant sense of tension and time slipping away, what the fuck do I do?

>>27859300

Med changes are tough. I wish you all the best in the meantime.

Totally hear you about telehealth too. Some people really like it, and others don't.

May your future be bullish beyond just in crypto, Anon.

>>27856930
all of 2018-mid to late 2020 off and on going a bit nuts.

crypto is now pumping, Im now feeling excellent mentally, IM starting to do more things that are affecting me in a positive way physically.

If we didnt have these crypto pumps, this covid 1984 would make me wanna kill myself

>>27859470
God bless you, anon.

>>27859413
meditate

>>27859379

Covid has certainly made it difficult to connect with people, including faith leaders. The social isolation that we're in is really profound, and this can manifest itself in so many ways.

Recognizing and acknowledging one's anger is a huge step, Anon. While I can't offer much insight, I can say that I hear you both in terms of how it's currently going for you, and in your desire to feel better.

I hope you're able to talk with a priest, go to church, and/or if the experiences you're having that have you concerned about schizophrenia keep increasing that you're able to talk to a mental health professional or doctor.

Stick with it, though. I see your efforts to feel better.

>>27856930
I've been jobless since march and it's driving me crazy. No companies are interested in hiring me. Still living with my parents at 24, and I'm not on good terms with them. The ONE thing I want is just the opportunity to live on my own, but I've never been able to afford it. And I can't take a job far away either, because it affects my mental state to the point where my mind tries to repress my childhood (At least that's what happened when I went to college). I finished my degree online but now it feels worthless. The only thing going for me is that I put 2k in crypto a while back and now it's at 15k. Hoping that as the year goes on I can afford a cheap house.

>>27859379
you're bored go outside

>>27857881
My main financial goal right now is to get enough savings for a downpayment on a house. As for my social life, I meet up with friends once every week or two, but I dont feel a strong connection with many of them. I'd really like to start dating, but Im autistic, so it's hard. I also forgot to mention that Im struggling with alcohol dependence, but I dont feel I have a reason in my life to really deal with that yet.

i wake every morning and look at my crypto portfolio and see it's still 6 figures USD and want to blow my fucking brains out
if i don't hit at least 8 figures by eoy i'm ending it

>>27856930
>What would you like to talk about today? I am here for you.
I could have had 50k LINK
Now my whole Portfolio is only 5k LINK
I could have made it and missed out
Kill me

>>27856930
I can’t fucking be a wage slave my whole life. I got to find a way to make it with cryptos. I’m only 24 but 10 more years of working for miserable old fucks and I’ll kill myself. So yeah, not feeling optimistic in my future if I don’t start learning how to invest.

>>27859997
Have sex, it will make you feel better

>>27856930
i'm doing terrible i'm a fucking wildlife biology senior in college who is mentally unraveling, my mother has terminal cancer and my father has worsening alzheimers I just put 6k (about 60% of my net worth) on an internet coin that actually seems to be pretty swag and legit and I'm hoping that I can use the gains to make things at least a little more comfy for them

Two nights ago some blessed based anon made a thread about the uniswap airdrop that I didn’t hear about. I managed to collect it, and now two nights in a row I have had a hard time falling asleep because the $8400 falling in my lap combined with me just watching my money grow in real time, my adrenaline has been pumping late into the night. I wonder if that’s healthy

>>27859413

Profound post, Anon. It's interesting to me to hear your struggles with 'living in the moment', and yet this very post you've made feels authentic and in the moment. So, good on you for being present and honest with yourself, even if (and especially if) it is unpleasant to do so.

I would feel dishonest to offer any gimmicks like 'mindfulness', as I imagine you're likely aware of various short-cuts and/or have tried things on your own before. It would feel condescending to do otherwise.

While not much, what I can offer is that: I hear you, and more specifically, I hear you in this moment. Perhaps it may help to continue with this process by meeting with someone?

>>27860150
There will be more opportunities my internet friend. Many more. Just stay on top of things and don’t make rash decisions. You’re gonna make it.

>>27859899
>I see your efforts to feel better
Thanks for reading anon. At least I have some self awareness and try to keep my body healthy. I'll buy you a drink in Valhalla brother

>>27859920

You will get that house, Anon. I believe in you.

>>27856930
Things are truly great over here doc, thank you. It's weird that there are people out there with a net worth of $100 USD who will never earn more than $500 USD per year, and yet they are dramatically happier than some people with a net worth of $500MM. Good luck on the gains everyone but remember that ultimately your own happiness is your responsibility and nobody else's, and only you can determine what being happy means to you.

>>27860235
I can't have sex, my penis was cut off by my doctor as a baby during a botched circumcision

>>27856930

Shoutout to the hyperbased anon running this session. You are a good listener and you're helping us out just by being there. Incredibly based thing to do anon.

>>27859975

At least you're honest about your alcohol dependence, Anon. Once you feel like you have a reason, the motivation will surely come. Until then, I wish you health and safety in your alcohol use.

Dating is hard, and even more so for neurodivergent and autistic people. No magical answers or gimmicks here, Anon. Just a simple: Yeah, I hear you.

You will get that downpayment, Anon. I believe in you.

Absolutely devastated I completely disregarded btc back when it was $600 due to everyone I knew telling me I was stupid, and that it was stupid and that it won't go anywhere.
I was only like 15 so when the people I looked up to and wanted to see succeed tell me that, I was also discouraged.
I just came back to crypto at the start of the year.
I should've come back to crypto sooner but later is better than never.
Nice thread too.
We're all gonna make it, guys.

>>27859975
autism and alcohol dependence is a bad mix
I know from personal experience

fell for the rubic fud and didnt buy at $0.13. made up my mind to buy and been waiting for a correction since but it keeps pumping AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>27860843
300* not 600. whoops

The love of my life passed away from covid this May. It feels as though the light has been snuffed from my life. After perilous infighting within her siblings and parents, there's not much money to keep her apartment. I'm fantasizing about making enough crypto money in order to buy the siblings out and keep the home as is without the vultures picking at it. The apartment is so her. We would spend long evenings together on weekends in the apartment living room where she would occasionally play the piano. She told me she was going to stay there forever. I don't want to let go, even if it is a financial burden. I just hope that I will be able to /makeit/ in time to snatch the apartment before her items are thrown away and it is sold by the greedy conniving jewish siblings.

>>27856930
I only started to trade, but I already got my small lesson in being aware of mental health and anxiety: right before I clicked "confirm" I noticed that I confused Limit and Amount fields; I felt my heart rate rapidly increasing.

>>27859997

I hear you, Anon. I wonder what it is about 8 figures that makes it all worthwhile as opposed to 9 or 10 figures?

>>27856930
I'm fucking great. I have really turned my life around. Losses and mistakes don't even really phase me anymore. I used to become an emotional wreck when things went sideways but now it passes after a couple of hours MAX. I have a poorfolio that I've grown from $4.5k to $10.2k in only a few months. I'm moving into a nice new apartment out of my parents house. I'm up for a promotion at work. Have a fat bonus check coming in end of month. Making profits in my business venture. I know the good times aren't going to last forever but I think I am finally emotionally stable and able to handle the bad times without losing myself. The journey is ongoing but I feel confident and happy for the first time in my life.

>>27860843
I kinda feel this. I know I have a harddrive around that may or may not have some doges on it when I scratched the surface of crypto when I was like 16. All I can keep thinking is why didn't I keep with it, why didn't I keep with it, why didn't I keep with it

>>27860843
It's okay anon. I sold my UNI airdrop for $3k and now every time I look at my baby bag I feel like kicking myself.

>>27856930
horny

Not the best but getting on. Day trading is really not good for my mental health and losing around $350 on AMC is unheard of for me since I’m really conservative with my money. I think I understand the value of “set it and forget it” funds, I’m young enough where I think I’ll get a nice enough return to make it worth my while.

/biz/ bros are alright but this shit is too stressful for me, I’m already very prone to stress in my daily life but the memes have been fun at least.

t. /tv/ cross poster

>>27860977

Would she have wanted to you to break yourself holding on to possessions of hers? Or is this more for you?

Release her and the home. You will be better for it. Life is a constant unfoldment, she would want you to go play

>>27861106
>doge existing when you were 16
fuck reddit invasion has filled this board with children

>>27860188

The human condition was never meant to be wage slaving. Beautiful statement of: "I'm not feeling optimistic in my future if I don't...".

While although currently you complete that statement with "learning how to invest", I would encourage you to think about other endings to that statement that are meaningful to you. Then, you do those things.

>>27860395
>Just stay on top of things and don’t make rash decisions
I always feel like it's too late for everything else and I am too retarded to spot a trend early. That's why I didn't get those 50k LINK in the first place. I am a total fucking retard and a fuckup.
I don't know how people do it, but I just don't have the skills.
I have a friend who literally rode all the big waves there were from 2017 to now. RSR, LINK, REN and many more all since the ICO
I read that shit and have no idea if it blows up or not, because I am so low IQ. And then I am just here holding my LINK. Oh well, on the other hand I should not complain at all. Because if it weren't for /biz/ and Sergey, a retard like me would work his whole life.
At least I might retire in 5 years or so

>>27860235
how?

>>27856930
About to go lift. Just started fucking around in the stock market a few days ago, so far up by about $100. Thinking of getting into crypto, but I'm a poorfag and don't have much to throw in. Maybe Ethereum? I don't know.

>>27861078
When I started following crypto again around october last year, I was happy again. I think I found what I like to do in life, which I've been looking for ever since it became an issue in my head.

>>27861106
Please anon it was literally within months of it coming out. I'm 24 now. I actually made a bit of money back in '18 because i was browsing here

>>27860316

Does your school have a counseling center, Anon? That's a tremendous amount go through with your parents, all while attending college. I hear your love and care for them in your post, with your desire to make things comfy for them.

They sound like great parents, Anon. All the best.

Just bought a house with the wife. This is stressful af because mortgages are painful and I will no longer have a big buffer/safety net in case of being fired etc. Now I'm debating cashing out some crypto to help rebuild that buffer as I'm up 300% over the past couple of months but it's not a ton really. Overall, its hard to watch your savings disappear into something, even if it's a 'good' thing. I wanna rebuild my savings asap but whatever I dunno, maybe I just need a vacation later in the year or a better wagie job

>>27861502
>>27861232

>>27861491
Crypto has gone from something to try to make a quick buck in to being a genuine interest and borderline hobby of mine. This technology and the entire industry around it is very cool. I'm really just excited to see it hit mainstream (and make fat profits when it does).

>>27861502
lel, i literally had 10M DOGE within a week of it coming out from that one site that let you gamble with it, but then I deleted the wallet because I thought it would never be worth anything
grow some balls, i made money on plenty of other shitcoins and i'm doing okay

how many here take a stimulant?
i'm on adderall xrs and IRs and they help me chill out
i did stay up for like 36 hours researching and watching GRT charts while shitposting across multiple boards

>>27861477
Research as much as you can. Google is your friend, at least when it comes to learning the ropes of crypto.

>>27856930
I just started trading with 3k,
I invested in some pretty low risk stuff at first but then I jumped on the doge bandwagon like an idiot.
I lost a bit of sleep for 3-4 days but all in all I managed to make a profit off of it.

It's becoming too much of an obsession, but with this much money at stake it's no wonder.
In five years I've lost all of my family to cancer, a dear friend to a crash and the person I loved.
I pretty much lost the two main goals I had in lifedue to that.
I am living off a bit of inheritance as a 29 y/old NEET, I just wanna profit enough to gain some time to figure myself out.

I could just rent all my posessions out and live a humble life in a eastern european country.
But with no goals it's not a life worth living.

So yeah, I'm just looking to buy time.

>>27860188

I re-read my first response to you, Anon, and realized that it may accidentally come across as me saying that you shouldn't have 'learning to invest' as a goal. If it came across that way to you, I apologize, as it's not what I meant. I think learning to invest is a wonderful goal, and merely meant that it may be good to come up with multiple things (including investing) that make you more optimistic about your future.

>>27861188
Anon, daytrading takes a certain type of person. You're better off investing in long term plays and thinking in 3/5/7/10 year timeframes if daytrading is causing mental health issues IMO.

>>27856930
Not fucking good bro
But frankly it never was

>>27861376
Look into GRT anon. I think it might be the next big one.

>>27861645
Relax. Stop thinking about everything at once. Focus on one thing at a time. Need a buffer? Focus your income on building that buffer. One thing at a time anon.

>>27860977

My heart goes out to you, Anon, genuinely. Losing a loved one can be really painful, and sometimes there's unfair 'blocks' to the grieving process. It sounds like you're experiencing one of those unfair blocks with your partner's family and the dispute over the apartment.

Whether it ends up being the apartment, an article of clothing, a photo, or something else: I hope you're able to have something material that reminds you of the love of your life.

Grief is a process and the "stages of grief" is a bit of a misnomer. It's never a straight line and we often move not to the 'next stage' but to 'a different stage' throughout the process. Take care, Anon. Thank you for sharing with me a little bit about the love of your life. They must have been really special for you to feel the way you do.

>>27858112
Nightmares and cold sweats are from SSRIs. I have that too. If fucking sucks

>>27861740
Spend some time introspecting. You're still grieving and I feel for your losses. You're right that you need TIME to heal but part of that healing is reflecting inward. Don't feel bad that you're not actively doing anything. Sometimes passive work pays off more than active work.

>>27856930
wanna break up with my gf kinda but i loveher but she stresses me out so much and its such a distraction from shit i should be focussing on. i think i have severe paranoia or something, at this point im convinced she does things to upset me and make me jealous. but then im not sure if it will ever be better with someone else, so why not just stick with the hot chick, give up trying to understand and have true love, and just start a family and get on with it. its all so tiresome and difficult.

>>27856930
I am deeply concerned about the fate of Western civilization. Several indicators point to not a fast collapse but a slow degredation of our society, culture, and lifestyle over the next decade or three. This is why I invest in crypto, it seems the only choice is to get rich or get fucked, this isn't 1950-1990 anymore, that QoL is not affordable to the average citizen.
Do other anons feel the same?

>>27856930
Bretty good thanks anon. 6+ months sober and feeling good. Finances and family all cozy, just bought new car and ready to buy bigger house in next few years. how about you?

>>27861078

Thanks for coming in, Anon! It's great to model that talking with someone isn't just for when things are bad. In fact, sometimes the best time to meet is when things are going really well!

So glad to hear that you're feeling happy and confident for the first time. You deserve it, Anon. Keep on truckin'.

>>27862140
>You're still grieving and I feel for your losses.
In a few month's it's gonna be my father's death second annyversary.
Not exactly fresh.
I fell into pretty bad alcoholism inbetween but I'm three months sober now. Excercising discipline helps somewhat.

What do you mean with introspecting?

>>27861188

Great that you recognize that for yourself, Anon. This whole crypto experience is an exercise in balance. Take the memes, and do one's best to leave the obsessive chart checking behind.

You've got an optimism in your post that really comes across, despite the recent challenges. That mindset will serve you well, Anon. Take care!

>>27862160
Anon, you should leave her. She's probably a narcissist and is going to make you miserable. You're holding onto her not because you love her but because you love the idea of her. You're putting your need for love on another person rather than receiving it from yourself and that person is going to abuse the power you've given them over you. Rip off the bandaid then spend some time reflecting and learning how to love yourself.

I want to start trading shitcoins and split the profits between holding blue chips for longest term fiat gains and loaning stablecoins for month-to-month fiat gains, but I'm a GME riding newfag and I'm certain that I don't know enough to do this shit right, and if I wait much longer I'm gonna lose my nerve and never try. I know myself that much.

I'm also a mutt and Uniswap gas fees + taxes on EVERY SINGLE TRADE make me question how profitable I'll be when it's all said and done. I guess it doesn't matter if I make a 6 figure profit vs a Euro's 8, but it still stings to worry about.

>>27861982

Thanks anon.

>>27856930
Doing pretty good desu. Getting back into my exercise routine after a couple months away which feels really good. Sounds cliche but I'm at a cross roads this year, this is my 5th year working for the same company and I want to make a career change, I just don't know how or what to do or where to even start. it seems impossible to know what I like. also kinda want a gf

>>27862235
Thank you anon! And for any other anons in the thread:
Therapy is amazing. Don't go in expecting them to solve your problems though! They give you tools and different perspectives to work on your problems BUT YOU MUST STILL DO THE WORK YOURSELF. It's very difficult. It takes time and truthfully the battle never ends. It's a lifelong journey but if you are not happy then take some of the time you are spending commiserating and spend it with a therapist. Be open and completely honest. Let them help you confront your demons and use their tools to overcome them. I promise you, it works.

>>27861106
i have a hard drive with a bitcoin wallet on it from 2014
any possibilities to recover it if the hard drive is dead? might be a couple bitcoins in there

>>27862453
If making it were easy then everyone would make it. Our big ass brains are a double-edged sword. Don't think yourself into destruction. Focus that big ass brain on what you need to prioritize and just knock things out one after the other. Eventually you'll knock them all down and you'll breath a sigh of relief.

>therapy
Lel, Just take a bunch of lsd or mushrooms and fight the demons within.

>>27856930
I think I'm doing OK. I have worked in my habits to not get that distracted that much by the carts and crypto. Exercise helps
Other times the difficulties of my life tend to bring me down, I grew up poor and with a narcissistic dad, but it's alright. I try to hope for a brighter future
Sometimes I would like to meet someone and start a family, but I end up distancing because I wouldn't like people to get affected by me and my family issues; still a virgin
I hope you are doing well fren

>>27862188
I wouldn't worry about it that much, i feel the same too. our ruling class is literally fucking retarded and more and more normies are waking up to this fact

>>27862854
don't try this if you don't have majority northern euro heritage or if you have any psychotic mental health conditions
but yet based

>>27862188
>Do other anons feel the same?
I do anon. Ever since the st floyd riots last summer I realize how weak America actually is. Mob mentality scares the fuck out of me.

>>27862188
Yes. It's very clear that we are at the decline stage. It doesn't depress me though. It is inevitable and I do not fear that which is inevitable. All I can do is prepare as best as I can for the hard times. It's not going to be a Mad Max style collapse just a slow and steady degradation.

>>27860846
>autism and alcohol dependence is a bad mix
For what reason? I feel like it makes me more social, but I dont know if other people feel that it's an improvement or not.

>>27856930
Ngl I'm close to fucking losing it anon. Being all in link for the last 3 years is starting to really take its toll & the recent lack of price action despite continuous massive news AND in comparison to everything else mooning left right and centre is about to push me over the edge

Nah, everything's fine

>>27863421
So fucking diversify? Throw some money into other projects.

>>27858112
no you're gonna die before you're gmi you dummy

>>27862994
south east asians and south americans have been using substances for millennia anon
was there even a tradition of using psychedelics in northern europe? i know of the eleusinian mysteries in ancient athens, but nothing north of that.

>>27856930
I made on money on shitcoins in few months cause i got rugged hard by andre cronje and got a ptsd


One month of watching every shit doing 10 50x makes me wanna rope

I feel like I'm losing my mind nowadays, I can't think or process information anymore, I freeze up whenever a stranger talks to me, I have no idea what to say. Ffs I'm only 20, suicide is looking appealing nowadays

>>27856930
Life's good. Investments are doing well and my job is comfy. Kinda wish people would shut the fuck up about retarded social issues in the office, but I don't really have a say in that other than to laugh when they are terrible at their jobs and when they are total fuck ups at normal life.
There is nothing I take more pleasure in than seeing some retarded 35 year old roastie climb the corporate ladder while being so sanctimonious about her political/social views only to realize she wasted her life for material gains and pleasure when all she really wanted was a family of her own to grieve for her on her deathbed.

>>27865306
I made no money*

>>27859300
You're probably better off from all the addiction horror stories.

>>27860235
>t. incel

I have a lot to be thankful for, anon. I am gonna make it

>>27862776
there are hard drive recovery services that exist, expensive, but if there is a good chance for multiple bitcoins to exist, that would be worth it. but in reality, make sure its not just a dead hard drive controller or something, to save money. do you know if it really is dead or does it turn on but not read?

>>27861236
>>27861748
God bless you OP. Sometimes it just feels nice to have someone listen to you and actually make an attempt to care. Praying we both make it some day.

i hodl avax and bat and i am so happy. lol peasants :)

Why do i keep missing moonshots i feel so defeated everyone is making it but me theres so many coins why do i never choose the right one.

Why did i miss aave and spent my money in icos and rugpulls, i could've thrown 1k at it in 2019 and would be free today.

Why did i choose polkadot over cardano why do i always get in late.

I am angry i am sick and tired i just want to be redeemed theres nothing i want more in this gay earth than total financial freedom and life changing wealth before i die. I cant wageslave for another 20+ years i rather kill myself.

I DESERVE TO BE FREE

>>27865163
Oh yes. Nordic peoples got high. Look up ergot, bog myrtle, belladonna, amanita muscaria. We have better and safer hallucinogens now so these aren't much used in Europe anymore.

>>27865900
>bat
The only good thing about BAT are the thots posted in the weekend BAT threads.

>>27865939
Go all in on GRT. Thank me in 5 years.

>>27857262
What's keeping you in at this point? Two million seems like make it money. Transfer it to some boomer Dow Jones tracker and enjoy your life anon

>>27856930
i sold 150k RBC for 7 SHAKE at $7k and i just endured the fallout of that coordinated shilling campaign while watching RBC continue to moon, how the fuck do you think im doing you smarmy cunt

>>27862188
Yes but it's because we are demographically destroyed now and there is no peaceful way out of that.
That's also the reason why everyone is poorer now. The ruling class methodically flooded in nonwestern slaves to work every occupation for less money while also destroying our cultural cohesion, and it really kicked of only around 1965.

>>27862660
Unless your problems are bad enough that they legally have to commit you or add you to a government list.

>>27865953
Guess Im not familiar with history from that part of the world. Living in Australia removes one from their heritage entirely.
Thanks for the info anon.

>>27858112
This means you're making it. Keep it up

>>27856930
I’m doing better than I have been in last 5 years. My marriage is loving again, getting my debt paid off, credit score going through the roof. Have a little on the side to play in the markets.
Been the hitting the gym the past month and I’m finally starting to see results. All in all I’m doing well. I hope other anons who are struggling rn see this post and know that it’s possible to pull yourself out of a spiral and be happy again.

>>27856930
I'm okay, just kind of in limbo waiting for lockdown to end. Don't really feel happy or sad, but that's expected considering the lack of interaction with the world outside my room. Just letting time pass, things will start to resume soon enough.

>>27865939
get off of /biz/

>>27856930
still tormented by my last relationship despite being over for 4 years, no matter how well I do in every other field of life its still keeping me up some nights like today

I typed all of this for a struggling anon in another thread so I might as well post it here for someone that might find it of any use. Just personal rambling. I wish everyone finds a way out of suffering.

buddhism is the truth pill and where you will find a way out of suffering, no joke, read a little about it and see if it holds any truth, first time I came in contact with buddhism i was blown away at how simple yet logical and true stuff was, you cant deny the 4 noble truths, you just cant, no matter the mental gymnastics you do, the 5 precepts are just logical things, it's somehting so clearly good to hold them, just try to do the reverse and see how it goes, things make so much sense now, it's crazy, and when you get even deeper and read books for example in the buddha's words you will just be amazed at how deep the knowledge of the buddha goes on the nature of the mind, first you see how he too damn well knows surface things, human psyche and behaviors, he is far far far beyond modern psychology, it's all related to the mind but there are deeper suttas and more surface suttas, for real it's just crazy, I thank the day I found buddhism, I can only imagine how dry and full of apparently senseless suffering my life would have kept being, I still suffer but atleast I have a candle in the darkness and discern some stuff and say ah, it's this that made me trip, back then there was no answer and you tried your best to try to come up with a solution but you don't even know the cause so more often than not it was just a bandaid solution that didn't last long so you keep tripping with the same thing over and over and keep trying different stuff and nothing works, you get desperate, depression, suffering yada yada the whole thing, man, I really wish all people would give it an honest try, I find it hard to believe that someone with the full picture would deny all the truth that there is to the buddha's teachings, like no matter what you try it's all your mind's product

>>27866566
My last ex (dated two years) went nuts and threatened to say I raped her after I was forced to dump due to her going nuts. And that was in college when she possibly could have gotten me expelled just by telling the university I raped her.
That shit was quite a redpill and I've hated women in general ever since then, with all their sexist "feminist" bullshit just making it worse. That supreme court rape lady bullshit literally triggered my ptsd because I know nuts ladies will not hesitate to do that shit if they want something, in her case, attention and money.

>>27866566
Forgive yourself. If you went back in time and done anything differently it would have ended the same. You miss her because she is unavailable. It's easier to love something if you don't have to prove it. Availability is an emotional currency between lovers, and remaining available for the past is an impossible task. Be available to yourself. You deserve to be loved but your true soul mate will walk right on by if you keep looking down at your shoes. You are worth the effort if only youll hell yourself, anon.

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