/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>27695894
XMR is still the choice currency for dark web markets, yes. Just go check your market to see if they accept it. WhiteHouseMarket is still accepting it as far as I know.

I think you'll find your depression will go away once you begin holding an unknown amount

>>27695894
you can get the highest quality ketamine in prison

>>27695894
I use it to launder money to avoid paying capital gains tax.

Ket is for degenerates, try some psychs like shrooms or dmt, you wont feel so shit afterwards. But yes, XMR is the choice for buying drugs online

>>27696088
Thanks anon. I've tried shrooms a fair bit but probably fucked up dosages as I had one pretty traumatic trip and didn't feel much when I was microdosing.

>>27696088
shit taste desu

>>27696157
my advice is just to always do it with a friend so you can test limits but not take off into another dimension
>>27696249
weedhead spotted

>>27695894
Yes, in fact you can't use anything except Monero on most of the darknet.

>>27696088
no it's the opposite. dude shrooms lmao are for degenerates. ketamine is very comfy and the gentleman's choice.

>>27696157
XTC therapy fren

>>27695894
Anon, why are you depressed? Tell us, and maybe we can help.

>>27696808
It's mostly genetic. My entire family is on SSRIs and shit like that. I mean, my life situation sucks ass right now which is surely not helping but even when life was good I got little to no pleasure from anything. I'm 34 and been in therapy since I was 17.

>>27695894
Sometimes with depression you should identify the things in your life that are making you depressed, and fix them, rather than simply masking the pain with drugs. 80% of all antidepressants are taken by women, fwiw.

>>27696997
After dealing with depression throughout all the peaks and valleys of my life for nearly two decades, I do not agree with this statement for all people. I think it is good advice, but does not apply to everyone.

>>27696948
Why does your life situation suck? Are you stuck living with people who annoy you? Or do you feel like there is no way out of your career situation

>>27697108
Mostly just loneliness. My close friends have all given up on me and I don't feel close with my family so I generally feel ostracized from society at the moment.

>>27696704
The dude fucks up shroom dosages. He sounds like a fucking retard. He'd overdo mdma and wind up dead or severely fucked up.

>>27696948
Similar situation. It's a feelsbadman but I'm optimistic things will get better in the future.

>>27696948
Do not use drugs to cure a depression, it will come back twice as hard when you stop using them.
If your plan is to keep using drugs to suppress it indefinitely, realize that tolerance WILL build up and the drugs will have no/way less effect eventually.

>>27697155
Well considering everyone responds to dosages differently, I think your assessment is a bit fucking retarded in and of itself.

>>27695953
cannot stress this enough

>>27697150
Which area? - I just recently reached out to and joined a rock climbing and dirt biking group. Hopefully I'll make a friend

>>27695894
Get on the Ray Peat diet and hold onto your XMR. Health gains and financial gains will ease your depression.

>>27695894
Join the monero side anon
but I genuinely hope you feel better OP
with all the shit my country has been through I know how it feels as well, but we're all going to make it
the only drug I ever tried was hashish and it was a couple of times, but I've seen friends spiral down and some suicide because of hard drugs
be safe and use them for pleasure afaik, won't help with depression

>>27695955
>you can get the highest quality ketamine in prison
It would probably be next to impossible to get in prison. I’ve done some small stints in jail and it’s mostly just opiates, meth or synthetic legal highs that get smuggled in.

>>27697150
That's totally fine, you're in a perfect situation for a fresh start. Those friends and family were bad and toxic anyway; you should move to a new city.

>>27696691
This


Also buy xmr.

>>27697192
imagine being this much of a smoothbrained faggot

>>27696088
Bro just feel cold for 4 hours. Its totes the same thing as ket

>>27698425
Ask yourself why 80% of all antidepressants are taken by women.

>>27697155
Also just wanted to add that the traumatic dose was because I didn't have a scale and trusted a very close friend who I assumed would be more responsible. The microdosing problem was because I was being TOO conservative... so your concerns about me going overboard with MDMA don't really hold up. I am very cautious with drugs ever since that one bad shroom trip.

>>27696088
u a big stupid idiot poohead
ket is great, psychs are gay and for schizos
>OOO BUT I FEEL SO HECKIN CONNECTORINO'D TO THE MULTINVERSE!!
shut up you unbearable faggot

>>27698080
Thanks anon. Moving to a new city is a short term goal of mine. The hard part will just be making new friends.

>>27696997
Yes, how do I fix women then? Retard.

The reason 80% of antidepressants are taken by women is because they are more likely to admit they need outside help.

>>27696249
>>27696691
>>27698487
>>27698808
actual fucking junkies lol
psychs are fucking kino

>>27695894
mr krabsing yourself is not a valid solution to depression

>>27698838
Making new friends is easy in a new city. I used meetup.com when I moved to NYC and got into some groups for hobbies like pickup soccer or classical music. You will meet the right kind of people.

>>27695993
how do you use monero to launder money to avoid taxes? asking for a fren

>>27699052
No, it's because women are not willing or able to actually fix their lives, or their therapists don't believe they will be able to, so they just give them pills to mask the pain and call it a day. With a man who is seeking help, the strategy is to take life by the horns and fix your shit, not medicate the pain away and wallow in misery until you die.

>>27695894
you might be able to get it with cash if you're serious. Look up "ketamine infusion therapy" in your area.

https://ketaminecenter.org/iv-ketamine-infusion-therapy/

>>27695894
start working out my friend, best decision of my life.

>>27695894
I wouldn't look to drugs to resolve an issue like yours. Start with fundamentals and work upwards. Strengthen relationships with family and friends. Children in the family seem to melt away troubles.

Exercise, lots of evidence suggesting it's befits for depression, not to mention self confidence building.

See a doctor and get medication and attend counseling.

After all of this, then maybe speak to the doctor etc about ketamine. I've heard it's been used in India for depression, but I'm not clued up and I'm sure the studies will be limited compared to the other avenues I mentioned. Good luck mate.

Anon drugs arent going to make your depression or life better, only significantly worse

Turn to God Almighty
True happiness can never be achieved when one is away from their Creator and Sustainer

Thanks guys. I actually exercise a lot and am very fit, but I think I've realized the depression persists because I'm lacking the social connections. It's almost like having a stool that is missing one leg ya know? You all have been very helpful though... except that one guy who called me a retard haha :D

It’s fast becoming the ONLY way to buy drugs online
Darkmarket got busted BECAUSE they were still accepting bitcoin

>>27700423
Bookmarked that page. Thanks anon.

AEON > XMR for privacy.

But as others have already said, drugs won't make your mental health better.

>>27696088
>severe depression
>try shrooms or dmt
This is pseudoscience and retarded. They will make it worse.

Combining ketamine with trauma release exercises & yoga literally awakened my Kundalini and it was terrifying, I paper hands out of the experience by begging my higher self to let me remain an NPC

There really is something magnificent and special inside us, next time I'm going all the way

>>27695953
Actually though. It's the anticipation. Like even if your life isn't great right now, you know at some point you're gonna make it. It's a nice feeling.

>>27695894
Do not jump into illegal drugs yet anon, try Pregnenolone with DHEA first. They're both legal in America. 50mg Preg with no more than 5mg DHEA daily. Either early morning or with dinner (always with a meal, especially with fatty meals)

If after 1month of that you still see no improvements, then you can reassess if doing illegal shit is the wise thing to do. My advice is dont

>>27701274
dafuq is kundalini

>>27702014
Peat pilled and Riccardo pilled. Very nice.

I'm going to keep shilling peaty stuff in XMR threads so monerobros are operating at peak performance.

>>27695993
do you just use it to buy physical assets off deep web markets then?

>>27695993
There's no way to use Monero to avoid capital gains tax. When you sell your crypto for fiat, you will pay tax. The reason to use Monero is to avoid taxes on wealth and savings. Remember when the government of Cyprus started withdrawing money from people's savings accounts to pay debt to the Germans? And many countries have taxes on savings and wealth (The U.S. is not one of them, so you should not try to avoid your taxes here.) Just pay the IRS what you owe, you don't want to end up in jail and miss out on life. Now, if the U.S. starts taxing savings, wealth, investments, etc. then yes it's time to start tax evading.

>>27696704
Fuckin A bud. Used to get MDMA sourced right from q university chemist for $5 a point. It was the most fun I've ever had in my life. Have tried other random 'molly' over the years and it's all research chem trash now.

>>27702611
A dormant energy at the base of your spine I thought it was new age woo woo memes and nonsense until I felt it. Most terrifying experience of my life it feels like red hot electrical energy slowly creeping up your spinal cord accompanied with deafening ear ringing and involuntary shaking

>>27703292
are you retarded? why the fuck would you want to pay 50% tax?

>>27696948
Maybe you're obsessed with being in the role of perpetual victim. Maybe the therapy doesn't work and actually helps perpetuate that mindset. Give it another 20 years just to be sure though!

>>27699226
You guys are all retards, both psychs and dissociative are too tier drugs and there's no reason to fight over it
Ketamine is one of the lamer dissociative tho, due to how short it lasts..pcp/3meo ect analogues are dope af, same with DCK, MXE was peak kino when it was around

>>27703422
>50 bucks a G
>All research chem trash

Dude have you heard of a reagant test lol

>>27703494
Capital gains tax is 15%

depending where you are there may be a legal ketamine clinic in your city. just google it. also try mushrooms. start with a small dose and work your way up. you can buy those online.

Can you fucking tell me when we will pump to 500 again?

>>27703590
I don't feel like a victim though. I just genuinely don't feel pleasure. Not sure how the two are related my dude.

>>27703590
If I was obsessed with being in the role of perpetual victim I also wouldn't be aggressively trying to find a way to get better. You honestly make zero sense.

>>27695894
what do people mean by "unknown amount" ?

>>27703292
Gold bullion can be bought directly with Monero from reputable online vendors.

>>27703292
Fuck off IRS glowie. You guys are too retarded to figure out crypto.

>>27700061
I can buy gold directly with Monero. This can just be held as an investment or immediately sold. There is no capital gains tax on gold in my country.

>>27703072
Thanks fren, I just want people to be healthier

>>27700898
Have you tried microdosing LSD/Shroom anon?

>>27703292
I'm not in the US. In my country there are easy loopholes.

>>27704643
Yeah, but I didn't give it enough of a chance and no longer have access to it. I'd probably have to start growing my own. It's something I'm open to trying again.

>>27703072
Peaty stuff?

>>27703590
>Ketamine is one of the lamer dissociative tho
>pcp
post pic of your hand, just in case

>>27704711
Ok, I’ll recommend a non-drug treatment.

Learn a partner dance like Salsa or Bachata? Go to classes, make new women frens, get some human connection, profit!!

>>27695894
No, ketamone is too short and you build resistance really fast. You want to go for microdosing lsd for anxiety and depression and shrooms once every couple of months

I want to buy a gun

>>27697150
depression is a completely normal bodily response to loneliness. there is nothing wrong with you. just understand that you will not find deep relationships with normies and what you’re looking for in their companionship could be better fulfilled by a dog. best of luck finding an equal to bond with over similar experiences and outlooks

>>27705057
obviously out of the question
>>27704711
ket might not be a cure but can alleviate symptoms if you take a small amount (50-75mg), the afterglow especially can be very nice so I'd say give it a try. Then again, just as any other drugs, it won't do shit longterm if not associated with behavioral changes but guess you know that much

>>27696948
Don't do it man, i had prosecution fuck me for 6 months in semi solitary before i could go out. Don't be an idiot. It's not worth it.

Check this video instead. Hopefully you'll find out that your problem is not depression itself, but it's a manifestation of some other real problem

https://youtu.be/Ugcq6FWmNI8

>>27695894
How many XMR to make it fellas? I want in

>>27704804
I mean the research of Dr Ray Peat.
http://raypeat.com/articles/

A good article for OP would probably be the serotonin one. Generally you'll find a post that's relevant to you and find the logic is sound and if you've been paying attention to your diet and stuff for a while you'll see it actually matches your experience. Then you'll be hooked.

It's a lot to digest so it might be easier to listen to a few of his interviews first.
https://www.functionalps.com/blog/2011/09/12/master-list-ray-peat-phd-interviews/

Basically he promotes high energy for greater intelligence and longevity. It's like the opposite of the fasting and calorie restriction memes.

It's a tough sell because it's a lot to learn and it goes against a lot of modern ideas about diet including the new meme diets but it's pretty awesome and you'll learn a lot. Like you'll understand the major reasons for rising obesity, retardation, and insanity.

>>27704458
K. Try 20 more years of therapy, that should get it! Oh and random pills that fix a mysterious 'chemical imbalance' that can't be measured, retard.

>>27704632
thanks fren! that's an interesting angle. should also be possible to just cash out all coins into monero and then move back into stable coins? nobody would be the wiser...

>>27704516
They will totally not rat you out to the IRS

>>27703292
>Just pay the IRS what you owe
s o y, kike, or glowie
let me guess

>>27700898
Godspeed anon, I hope everything works out for you.

>>27706840
I'd rather be depressed than be an asshole like you, so there's that.

>>27706840
either projecting or retarded
you realize nothing you say has any link whatsoever with his posts right?

>>27707283
>typing s o y in 2021 anno domini
ngmi sѹbѹ

>>27695993
tell me more

>>27703292
>Just pay the IRS what you owe, you don't want to end up in jail and miss out on life

Ketamine is literally the only good drug besides amphetamines

>>27700117
Based

>>27696088
>Ket is for degenerates
>do dmt
From my experience, ket is way more emotional than dmt and helps reconcile part traumas. You've probably never done it before or if you have, a couple of bumps and think you are an expert.

>>27695894
I dont know mr DEA you tell me.

>>27695894
op get S+ isomer if you are serious btw

>>27701274
Based, sounds like its something there to explore

>>27695993
You'd only do it you were taxed on crypto to crypto trades or had better long term capital gains tax
>swing shitcoins
>carry out 1000x
>you now owe stupid amounts of tax if tax people find out
>sell into monero
>why yes, i did mine this monero in 2014 and have hodled since.
>only pay tax on one transaction

>>27708255
I buy gold directly with monero. In my country when you sell gold you pay no capital gains tax. Fuck FBI jannies btw

>>27700117
based and redpilled

>>27700117
okay, this is basedpilled

>>27707680
based.

>>27708481
>anon whos never done acid

>>27700117

Antidepressants aren't 'bad', necessarily. I was in a severe depressive state and the helped me get out of the hole, so to speak, so I could establish other habits that are sustainable long term (exercising more, meditating, not drinking, etc).

That said - psilocybin is fascinating and is worth experimenting with at small doses. Combined with meditation it's extremely powerful

>>27708729
I thought the R isomer/racemic was better for depression