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>>24258518
Follow God

I can't believe I ruined my life like this, all my fault but I don't know why I fucked my life this hard. I've realized you do not recover from the damage of methamphetamine .
I think about killing myself everyday.

>>24258518
Woah man that sucks, someone should put out a PSA that drugs will fuck the most important asset you have (your health), parents and teachers should warn their kids this shit isn’t safe!!

>>24258518
losing weight is actually very easy, just eat less calories than you burn. you can lose weight sitting on your ass. you're probably just eating and drinking too much, so count your calories

>>24258518
Your /pol/boomer gentlemen

Meth is the most trailer trash drug possible. Only thing worse is huffing pvc glue. Bad high, brain damage, more expensive than crack.

>>24258518
>ruins life by smoking meth
>goes to psychiatrist for more meth

I'm so young and had my whole life ahead of me and I fucked it all up.

>>24258552
ADHD meds will probably make it worse in the long term. Try working out and maybe some kratom or something it prescribed by big pharma. They really don’t want to help you

>>24258518
Where do I buy this METH coin? Is it erc20?

>>24258518
I did XTC a lot when I was 18 in 2008. 5 to 10 pills every week-end for 6 month. Lost 10kg and have been depressed for years. Now I'm 31 and really in good shape

>>24258650
I've done just that for one year, nothing has changed. Methamphetamine damage is permanent.

>>24258650
* not prescribed by big pharma

>>24258518
switch to coke

>>24258542
>Follow God
You better suck a chink's dick u moron. Stop converting pure souls to your none sense philosophy (judaisn \ islam and christianity is total BS)

>>24258622
checked. u dont lie lol

>>24258662
Also I smoked weed for 15 years. I've quit "smoking" 4month ago. I still do weed but I eat it or vape it. I'm learning programming for 6 month and I really have difficulty to stay focused. I think you should do physical activity to improve your mental state.

>>24258518
>>24258552
OP I’ve been using meth for longer than you have but I’ve never had any of those health problems, I haven’t even had any major cravings since I stopped using early in the year when COVID cut off my usual supply. If you’ve unironically ruined your life from meth abuse then either you were smashing grams every day or you were using something with a lot of neurotoxic impurities

>>24258518
>>24258552
hey buddy, its okay, people make mistakes all the time. i know how stressful it is dealing with withdrawls, take it from my experience alot of it is mental. its really hard and takes time, i'd say you're very self aware which is amazing! seriously youre young and youre taking the steps to recovery, you can see the mistakes youre doing and how they affect you.

Take it slow, if you need any help or someone to talk to I can give you my discord if you'd like. Just don't give up, if you feel like you need some meds to calm yourself down, talk to someone with experience with recovery rather than some random board.

I am seriously proud of you for being sober for a year, it is a hard acomplishment that I personally have no achieved. Keep it up anon, we're here for you, your life is no where near ruined at all, in fact you just started it by being sober.

>>24258678
ADHD medication ruined my brothers life and gave my mom heart problems. All i know is the answer is not more drugs

>>24258763
yeah yeah you retard, he really is so fucking pure

he's so pure that he fucked up his life because of a fucking drug due to not being able to resist his human urges like a moron

OP is the purest motherfucker on earth

>>24258593
calories in, calories out
it’s the way, and you are no exception to the laws of nature
you can do it, fren; you’re still so young. Keep @ it

>>24258518
Why did you meth in the first place? some ppl use speed to put in the work because it actually helps you excel

OP have you ever sucked a dick for meth?

>>24258518
Take lion's mane, fix your diet, exercise and socialise

>>24258920
Also DYOR on lion's mane

>>24258552
You should be proud of yourself for stopping. It takes time. As someone with brain fog from mdma, here are the things that cleared it, with time and continued use: Lion's Mane supplements from nootropics depot, fasting from 6pm-10am each day, eating relatively keto, and supplemental oxygen while I napped. These all should be easy except the last one, but you could get tested for sleep apnea (common) or try oxygen bars. With this combination after about 2 months I felt like I did before the drugs. Better, maybe. Clear thoughts, lifted mood, internal narration, executive function. Please consider at least the first 3 changes. You're young anon, you have neuroplasticity. Lions Mane rebuilds neural connections and encourages neural turnover. It is absolutely not too late for you.

>>24258542
Also, Follow God. Unironically.

>>24258790
Ive exercises everyday for a year. There is no hope.

>>24258987
is there something bad about lion's mane ?

>>24258819
Thank you, unfortunately I have nobody to talk to about my problems, so today I came here.

>>24258518
>Addicted to meth for a year
>'i know what I need; prescription meth'

Tf op, you don't need adhd medication, you need to just get used to not being wired all day long

>>24259374
Also op, I went through similar stuff except with blow (at my peak I was probably doing like a quarter every day, just ridiculous amounts of cocaine). It gets easier and easier every day, but the most important thing is not just replacing it with another addiction

>>24259351
Your neuroplasticity is very high, anon. Try some of these suggestions and pray about it. You'll be okay with time.
>>24259322
No.

>>24259374
I'm not gonna argue with you. Meth rewires the brain permanently causing ADHD.

>>24259322
If you have depersonalisation it can exacerbate it or help it. Lion's mane is safe, there's just a few anecdotal stories of people having bad reactions to it floating around plebbit.
But it should be said all this supplemental shit isn't regulated. Lion's mane has been tested on mice and it seems harmless.

who the fuck does meth?

>>24258518
If the psychiatrist diagnoses you with ADHD they will literally prescribe meth again

>>24259429
>>24259495
ty. I tried cordyceps long time ago but didn't notice any change.

>>24259318
You need to let your body rest, that’s half of what working out is.

>>24258552
anon the fact you know you fucked up and want to change puts you miles ahead of the vast majority of meth users I've known. The Bible definitely helps. You don't need to be religious, just open-minded.

>>24259569
Lions Mane is different. Specifically produces neuronal turnover. Takes steady use for a few months. I encourage you to try it.

>>24259590
God does not exist, look at what he does to me

>>24258834
>ADHD medication
which ones? i cant do uni work without them.
fuck being a tradie

>>24258518
hey brother, meth is a hell of a drug. if you think you need psychiatry go for it. I'd just recommend getting your daily dose of vitamins and staying hydrated. brain fog for other substances do last awhile, but meth is a strong mind altering drug. it might take awhile. Have faith in Christ and God above, and take it one day at a time. One year is amazing though, good job and keep up the hard work.

>>24258552
really? I smoke all the time and don't have any issues. It's different for everyone but don't disparage it just because it wasn't good for you personally.

>>24258518
Did you manage to escape the trailer park you live in anon?

>>24259824
Thoughts on starttera? Gay psychiatrist might make me take non stims first

>>24258598
It's coming. I still laugh at everyone telling me to go back. Like Gramps, you're an absolute minority now. The zoomers are here

>>24258641
This feels like a song lyric

>>24258763
The chinkjew is afraid of the stable Christian society that is okay with hating shameful behavior.

>>24258920
This gif is amazing, have an upvote

>>24259756
He didn't do it to you, you did it to you. He can heal you. He loves you. Your destiny, your truth, is down a path that walks with Him.

>>24258518
Honestly do a 1 week fast (with sodium and potassium) >>>/fit/58550294

>>24258552
>>24258518
You are still young, my cousin was addicted to meth for longer and recovered because he was young at the time. He messed up his development a bit, but you will make a way better recovery at 21 than you would have at 30.

IMO stop with the stimulants and create good habits. Otherwise you will just be addicted to adhd meds too.

>>24258518
>is normgroid
>can have sex with prime teen pussy on the regular
>decides to smoke meth instead at the age of 18
>ruins life
lel, I understand if you do drugs cause you have nothing left to lose but this is hilariously stupid

Try magnesium l-threonate (Magtein). Works wonders.

>>24258843
>>KEK

You are still young, look up how to restore dopamine receptors etc.

>>24258518
Have a cup of concrete and harden up you'll be fine
>>24260813
>DUDE THINK OF DA PUSSY!! YOU COULD BE HAVING SEX!!!
lmao who's the normie again? Faggot.

>>24258518
I don't know if it's placebo, but 10k ius of vitamin d + 400 mg magnesium daily has made my life tolerable and less depressing. I'm 30 and have been trying different vitamins for years because I'm paranoid that I'm deficient.

>>24262236
Incels are failed normies, remember.

>>24258518
Kek how the fuck do people get into meth, it's widely known how much it fucks with your life, it's probably the worst thing you could do in the world

>>24258583
Fucking kek

>>24262338
>Unironically using the term "incel"

>>24258518
the brain damage is the core of your issues. Start doing memory training exercises. Listen to Dominic O'Brien's book Quantum Memory. I know it sounds cheesy and scammy based on the title, but its actually really cool stuff. If you need something to push you past the skepticism, follow through this tutorial to see how effective it is:

https://artofmemory.com/wiki/How_to_Build_a_Memory_Palace

You will effortlessly learn the first 15 chemical elements in order, and you will probably retain that info forever, even if you rarely or never review it.

If you're still skeptical, Anthony Metivier has a podcast called the Magnetic Memory Method. One of his earliest episodes is about head injury patient who suffered from severe brain damage after being t-boned by a truck, and who used memory palaces and other memory techniques to help him recover quickly.

Also, take D3, KSM-66 ashwagandha, fish oil, and lions mane if you can afford them.

The goal here, with both the memory training and the supplements is to rebuild the sections of your connectome that you damaged with meth.

The human body is pretty dynamic. You'll be able to recover a lot more of what you lost than you would have thought possible much quicker than you'd think. You might even find you'll come to have a better memory and less brain fog than you did before the drugs.

Once you've recovered, read the bread book.

>>24258518
This is a beg thread

OP, you probably fucked your body/mind permanently but that doesn't mean you can't improve. Flip side is you're still young, there's a very high chance you can decently recover.

Remember, destroying is much easier and faster than constructing. If you fucked your body up for 3 years you probably won't recover before 6 years.

Pay attention to what you eat, if you're American chances are you're eating shit. No amount of exercise can help you if you keep ingesting industrial crap.

>>24258518
>>24258552
I threw 10 years away like that
I know shit seems impossible and crazy and life ruining but you'll be fine and holy fuck do I wish I had stopped at 21
everything pre-20 is just being a retard anyways

>>24258518
also this OP >>24262932
get some vitamins and take them every day
American diets are shit (am burger) and they especially lack all of the shit needed for recovery from using
check your vitamins for B1, folic acid, Magnesium and Potassium you'll need all that shit
and eat meat, lean protein

>>24258518
you are 21, anything goes if you want to
I'm 37 and lost everything
business,family, house due to Covid-19
literally everything
and look t me now
I'm becoming a LINK millionaire

>>24258518
Its alright, just be sure not to make the same mistakes on your next lap around the universe. The purpose of your existence here is to learn, and you will stay here until you learn what you need to know.

>>24258518
You make me feel a little better about getting blackout drunk and losing a few hundred bucks, so it wasn't for nothing anon.

>>24258518
Was sex on meth as good as they say?

>>24259756
This is why you will never make it.

>>24258518
here's a hail mary, op.
drop acid and deal with your evil loops that you've gotten yourself stuck in.

>>24258678
Bro staying off meth isn’t shit. Cut off everyone that’s related to your usage, avoid situations that want to make you use. Get a new number, move away do everything to distance yourself from thoughts of using. I was around the same age as you when I started using, eventually I started selling and watched my entire life fall apart around me. Nearly all my childhood friends were in the game too, only one is in the free world. The rest are dead or away for decades. It’s a rigged game bro but it gets bettee

>>24264118
How do I find some without having to deal with pretentious normie pricks?

>>24258790
Weed x programming does not mix. You’re slowing your learning by clouding your mind. You need to quit fren.

>>24258616
>huffing pvc glue
did that once as a teen, kek

>>24264665
quit when learning, use when working, puts you in the right vibe :^)

>>24264598
1p-lsd. It’s gonna be significantly stronger than the underdosed black market shit. Get it online

Just fucking end it. The neurotoxicity from the meth has changed your brain structure permanently. You know have the IQ of a negress

>>24259756
sad