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>>24042827
my friend was the coolest fucking kid in high school. good looking, skated, played in a band, did drugs, fucked girls. i was always jealous of him but we kicked it all the time. he fucking killed himself at age 28. trust me it's not everything.

>>24042827
Protip: if you let your parents stop you from being a fun-having normie kid, you never would have been a fun-having normie kid to begin with.

t. 30 year old khv that has had no friends since elementary school

>>24042827
I was raised by a single mum and she ruined so many of my friendships at school because she stopped me from hanging out with 'undesirables'

>>24042827
I was kind of a quasi normie with confidence but ultimately my severe lack of relationship skill ended up making me a depressed pariah by the second half of highschool. At that point the jig was up and I was exposed. On the flip side my skills have improved so dramatically that I'm more powerful than most of those normies anyways. But it did fuck up quite a few things in my teens. That's what happens when you're not only a msigake, but the third mistake, in a shitty rushed marriage. And hardly got attention from the parents, and got yelled at constantly and family fights nonstop. Don't even bother me anymore though I've moved on, occasionally if I think about it the thought vanishes soon. Used to be I would get mad as fuck and ruin my whole day kek.

I grew up in an Arab household so I feel you.
I mean, I did lie and whatnot to go out and be as normie as I can be without getting in trouble, but it was like going against the grain, walking in sand, running uphill 24/7, anxiety ridden af and at times made me hate life.

I'm almost 30 too and I think I'm having more fun now.
The only thing I sort of miss are those missed opportunities of being out super late in summer with friends at a party or something when wasting time was all we had.

>>24043274
This

>>24042827
nobody stopped you from going to college and railing lines of girls' tits back in 2012 like i did. i'm 28 and i got my door kicked in by the feds in 15. since then i've been in love and gotten my heart broken. got promoted and fired. bought btc and tesla and got proven right. it's not over dude. we can still have fun or family or whatever you want. if you can find a pair and just try.

>>24043410
Agree. College was a clean slate for me too.
Growing a pair and just 'doing it' goes a long way and opens doors too.

>>24042827
I feel you. I'm almost 30 and don't know how sex or fun feels

>>24043410
2011 was my year. panty parties, PBR and a shit ton of cocaine

>>24043410
>>24043483
They made my last year online. I was just getting out of my shell too.

>>24042827
>by the time this COVID shit ends.
About that...

>>24043542
damn man...i hate to hear that. i was just advising a buddy with wrestling scholarship offers to stay the hell at home till it's in person. i paid 60k to get drunk four nights a week not to watch the equivalent of a choppy PBS broadcast.

I was a normie in my teens and now i'm a shut in. It's not so bad

>>24042827
>he thinks it will ever end

did you not notice how they are arresting normie commoners for things like walking in parks without masks while Governors attend multi million dollar fundraiser parties where no one wears a mask? It's a power grab and they will never let go of the power they have over you now.

>>24042827
>by the time this COVID shit ends
you think they’ll just give us back our freedom for free?

>>24043542
I know that feel bud. I'm also on my last 2 semesters; this fall and Spring 2021.

RIP graduation. I had some serious doubts on finishing school, considering my major and taking me 6 years, and I was literally looking forward to it.

>>24042827
Losing the genetic lottery is fucking ass yo. Half the fucking time I talk to women even in a retail space I feel like they're one step away from calling the cops kek. I just want to live comfy with my stacks and fuck used up whores. I had one shot at a true love and fucked up royally. Just have to keep pushing forward to making it I suppose.

>>24043189
live fast die young, i did every thing right and responsible as a kid, it's overrated

>>24042827
I sometimes wallow in this addictive and daydreaming-like self pity too so I know how you feel. like I wish spend my teens partying ,why I didn't drink alcohol sooner etc ,I tell myself its over,and that the life ends after tweenties , but then I watch this youtube videos https://youtu.be/KLcfpU2cubo
https://youtu.be/AUDr_c2PalI
of 46 old Donald Trump partying with Epstein and enjoying his life in 1992. It doesn't matter if you are young or old. All that matters (if you are hedonist) is that if you are fucking rich or not. if you are poor then it doesn't matter if you are 23 or 43,life sucks , but if you have money you somehow avoid wageslave fate and instead live 50 years of your life like you were forever 19. the average normie starts partying at 15 and ends somewhere around 24 and then sacrifice his social status for wageslaving until he dies and looses his acces to teenage girls. but the rich climbs social and economical lader growing stronger and more powerfull year by year. he has access to teenage girls until he die. For the fucking rich wishing he was younger is nonsese because he was less rich than his is now. The fucking rich doesn't wan't to be 15 again because at 15 everyone was kinsa equal and he doesn't want to be equal,to belong,to fit in with the npcs ,instead he wants to succed and be better,richer etc. You OP on the other hand want to be 15 again because at 15 it isn't that apparent that you are a loser as it is when you are 28.life used to demand less from you and you foolishly tought and probalby still think that it was a good thing. all you care is a little higher social status and little more pleasure and being little more closer to baseline of belonging to the normie-cattle class every fucking rich doesn't even consider human.Re-evalute your life expectations , its all in mind.

>>24043189
Hes an hero

>>24043189
this is me except worse. i was a fat loser in middle school and i made friends got in shape became semi normal i still didnt have a lot of friends but i had a lot of fun

i ended up going bald and getting ptsd and became a fat neet loser all over again sitting on 4chan except now im normal so i think everyone here is a weird fuck and im 10x more depressed then i was before.

anyone else would of killed themselves by now. i just want weed but CANT HAVE THAT

>>24043516
kek that was almost 10 years ago
Keeping wishing you were back there
pathetic

>>24045027
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>>24042827
>be me
>has the autismos
>only the blacks wanted to be my fren in highschool