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>>22860854
I only feel alive when I’m making trades.

>>22860854
>are they based?
no benzos aren't based
you will get hooked on it pretty fast, before you realize you have been popping it for 5 years and have a 10 lower IQ.

>t. tapering off lormetazepam

>>22860854
I just hold, lend and stake. lol, fuck risk.

I've probably popped more diazepam and xanax than this board combined. Back in 2011 I had unlimited access to so much Xanax/Xanor I could take ( They sell it under the brand name 'Xanor' here in Europe ).


During my first withdrawal, I experienced something called derealization. I was abusing benzos for several years and I don't remember much from those times - at all.. It's a hell of a drug and fucked up my short term memory and long term memory, especially when I coupled it with weed smoking. I also probably did suffer minor brain damage because I stopped taking them cold turkey, the withdrawal can even kill you in the first place.

I was really young, but I did feel like a dementic whole time. Xanor withdrawal lasts for like 6 months (at least for me) and everyday feels like your worst hangover, but it just literally lasts months and months in a row without stopping

Don't do them, kids. I've been off "hard" benzos like Xanax for 5 years. In 2018 I popped my last Tenox (mild diazepam-metabolite). You also may do extremely criminal shit if you mix xanax with alcohol, at least I did, but nothing too bad. Remember that the incel faggot Elliot Rodger was also high on xanax and alcohol when he did that killing spree of his. Little faggot like him could have never pulled it off without the fake confidence and absolute sedation that benzos can bring you

>>22860854
>i'm too nervous for this and need drugs
get this dopehead outta here!

>>22860854
I lovem. Dont know if its based, but it sure as fuck makes you based

>>22860854
best thing that ever happened to me was to get 100% sober

>>22860922
i literally was addicted to them for 5 years. i always liked the long acting ones, namely diclazepam. all i ever used them for was for anxiety but that's obviously not sustainable. i honestly hate my life right now, anxiety rules my life. i miss being able to live each day feeling normal. at least i was able to enjoy life on benzos.

>>22860972
Also im xanaxanon
>>22861009
How long you been sober for? Arent these kinda threads triggers? I dont want to tempt you brother, now i regret smacking up the image. Keep it up man, its a warriors journey

>>22861009
Just smoke dabs man don’t do pills

>>22861110
no it's not triggering because i went through it all and sincerely feel and know that benzos aren't the way to go, i'm not going to abuse them, withdrawal was hell and it's not worth it. i've used xanax probably twice after tapering. i don't feel bad about that because the whole sober concept is silly (for me). i haven't purchased or gone out of my way to have them, that's all that matters to me. i'm going to make a therapy appointment when my insurance kicks in and deal with anxiety the honest way.

>>22860961
>You also may do extremely criminal shit if you mix xanax with alcohol, at least I did, but nothing too bad. Remember that the incel faggot Elliot Rodger was also high on xanax and alcohol when he did that killing spree of his. Little faggot like him could have never pulled it off without the fake confidence and absolute sedation that benzos can bring you
Cool stuff, maybe I'm going to try some. Where to get that on the darknet?

>>22861300
Dark.fail will provide you info about several exchanges. But im pretty sure its all honeypots nowadays
>>22861256
Good for you fren! Ive never abused tho, and only taken the ones my doc keeps throwing at me. Am on 2-4mg a day as needed, which is a fucking lot. Been on the same dose for two years, and havent felt any tolerance building up yet tho?

>>22861142
weed doesn't relax me at all, if anything it gives me kind of a psychedelic state but more confused than actual psychs.
before you go on with the muh indica muh sativa, no, some people simply aren't wired to be relaxed by weed.

Got more short term paranoia and medium term de-realization than immediate benefits from it.

>>22860961
I made so many bad decisions with xanax and alcohol. I thank whatever higher power there is every once in a while that I didn’t die. I have memories of “waking up” on a backroad at 2am going 110mph. An entire 6 months of my life is totally unaccounted for, from bars, weed and alcohol mix.

>>22860854
IMAGINE JUST FUCKING IMAGINE TAKING INTOXICANS JUST TO COPE WITH HOW SHITTY YOUR TRADES ARE LMAO

>>22861386
you can maintain at a dose for a while and not need to increase it. unfortunately you do have a decent tolerance.
>>22861142
thc exacerbates my anxiety badly. i do enjoy high cbd low thc weed products like tinctures as that helps.

any of you pillychads actually make it? or were you all just junkies

>>22860961
>being this fucking retarded
>getting yourself addicted to one of the worst substances possible
>doing the substance with worse withdrawal than heroin on a daily basis
Don't listen to this absolute retard, guys. Just have some self control and don't do them regularly.

>>22861484
t. has never had to deal with anxiety

>>22861009
get sober bro, I know it seems like your life will be extremely boring but it's a better way

>>22861484
>with how shitty your reality is
FTFY

>>22860854
You don't even know what a real downer is. . .

>>22860854
If you have good self control/actual mental disorder then yes benzos are based! But if your a coombrain your done bud.

>>22861592
i've gotten "sober" from benzos after a 6 month taper. i still drink once or twice on the weekends and do coke once in a while. i can do drugs sparingly and not fall into addiction again. i don't relate to other drug addicts in that regard.

>>22861523
Well, i havent made it made it, but im comfy. Pic related + farming

>>22861618
Wtf is that? Morphine or something?

>>22861671
Methaqualone (aka disco biscuits)
Some of my buddies in 4th year Chem made some. These blow each and every benzo out of the water.

>>22861703
Sounds like death material, no thanks.

>>22861739
Watch this informative video anon:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IG2JF0P4GFA

>>22860854
>Anxiety of trading
If you're a good trader you get free dopamine, benzos are for fucking losers. Litteraly derived from opiates, you might as well be a degenerate heroin addict

>>22860854
morphine calms the mind

weed and experience

>>22861739
>"Death material"
>LD50 of about 1g/kg
>Xanax is about half of this
>Trading crypto but being completely unable to fact check before opening your retard mouth

Keep retarding, retard.

>>22860854
Quite while you still can. You will just end up dying one way or another if you keep using.

>>22861830
Maybe it was a reference to 4th year Chem student synthesis purity skills you dumb shit

You rather have stuff straight from Pfizer or some fucking "old buddy" chem faggot making some obscure hypnotic-sedatives that have not been manufactered in 40 years and the only guides on the synthesis are found on the fucking Darknet

>>22861618
>>22861703
I want to try them with booze one day like in Wolf of Wall Street but I'm not paying US 300 for 5 of them or whatever ridiculous prices they're trying to charge on DNM's nowadays.

>>22861799
Opiates are better and safer than benzos lmao.

>>22861703
> These blow each and every benzo out of the water.
That is what everyone says but I have had an analogue and it was nothing to write home about.
The myth at this point I think is far greater than the actual drug.

>>22861800
How do I get opiates without any connections, bros? Dark net markets are either scams or honeypots. Does the fucking seed washing method work or is it a fucking meme?

>>22860854
you should face your fear instead of numb it. Take LSD for cure not (((Alprazolam))).

>>22861395
Fuck ur inb4, I breed and grow my own indica strain organically for last 3 years. Best cannabis I've ever smoked

>>22861954
>Does the fucking seed washing method work or is it a fucking meme
If you get seeds that are not already washed yes it works very nice. I just took some right now and things are starting to get a bit warm and /comfy/
Take quercetin as well as its been shown in mice to inhibit and reverse the development of tolerance.
https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/abs/10.1002/ddr.10119

>>22861561
spotted the person under 22

>>22860854
wtf is trading anxiety? you'ra just a pussy.

>>22861939
I concur. The European analogues suck by comparison.

I tried xanax and other benzos dozens of times but they just make me groggy and slow and I didn't really like it. I never understood the appeal of benzos until I took a klonopin. Feels good as fuck man. There's something special about those klonopins.

>>22861891
I wouldn't trust any DN sources. Just too sketchy

>>22861913
no they aren't lol. benzos by themselves are pretty safe, you need to ingest like 25 grams of xanax to reach the lethal amount. when combined with alcohol though it's the most deadly drug combo. i've mixed the two + phenibut countless times, it's all about not being a retard. i did fall on my face one time though. my memory is and has been in tact through the years of all that shit, idk why but it's really hard for me to black out, i've only forgotten parts of the night at most three times.

>>22861954
here is what you do, because I am going to be nice/evil depending on how you look at it.
get 1lb of unwashed seeds from ebay. add them to an empty water bottle, add water, shake hard for 10 minutes, separate liquid from seeds.
The water now has the morphine and codeine in it as well as some thebaine and other chemicals.
be careful because you don't know how much morphine is in their so drink a little and wait for it to be absorbed and see what happens.
do this on an empty stomach too so its absorbed as quickly as possible.

>>22861990
Do seed packs from the supermarket work or you have to contact suppliers and hope for the best?
>>22861992
24 actually, don't take drugs if you have no self control you prick, especially benzos

>>22862102
>>22861561
>Just have some self control a

Lmao. I have enough self control to not fucking market sell $800k worth of crypto

You're a kid who is seriously buying some fucking SEEDS from supermarket and drink the fucking hobo liquids because you are stacklet fucking poor piece of shit lmao @ life kid

Stay poor, and keep a healthy, moderate dose of those xannies or whatever the fuck you zoomies pop these days. Hope you overdose on the poppy liquid, probably not possible though, all the real guys went to buy the decoration poppies and make tea out of em

>>22861954
Just buy fucking Kratom buddy

>>22860922
This. I got hooked for 3 years these pills literally make you retarded and lazy. And it’s the hardest drug to quit imaginable the withdrawals are so bad. I quit 6 months ago and still don’t feel right. My mind is much clearer now and I feel like I’m slowly getting my life back but I still have constant anxiety and horrendous insomnia. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy.

>>22860968
Boomer detected

>>22861561
Kek
You're one of those faggots that thinks adderall isn't meth either. Big pharma jew will always get you. The smart ones stay above.

>>22862174
get help

>>22860854
fuck benzos, they will kill you, one way or another
>.t i have been using them in summer 2017, did the stupidest shit in my life, could easily get fucked up or killed
not based at all

by doing bigger trades. the only people that have anxiety over $100 or $1000 or even $10,000-100,000 are people that dont have that much. my trade fees are worth more than some newfag portfolios.

but there was also a time I only had $400 to work with and dreamed of being worth 10k

>>22860854
I've always been able to compartmentalize and disconnect myself from things that are bothering me, which helps. Monetary losses don't make me feel anything (although neither do gains). I just turn off the charts, smoke a joint, and watch bullshit youtube personalities talk about pointless bullshit. Generally speaking, if you're in a coin/token that can drop to 0 at a moment's notice, you should probably be in something else.

Also stop looking at hourly/minute charts, take a deep breath and zoom out. Analyze on a day-to-day or weekly basis

>>22860854
god trading shitcoins on uniswap stresses me tf out, thought it was just me

>>22860854
emotional traders ngmi. you have to detach emotions from your money. if you're that emotionally attached to it you are trading/investing with money you can't afford to lose

>>22862068
The withdrawals are worse and they can fuck your life up just as fast

>>22862174
>seething this much
You don't even know why you got angry you pleb.

>>22862186
Based

benzos ruined my life

Like others have said, don’t take them every day. I have about 5 packs alprazolam stocked up from the time I went to Ecuador and they sell it over the counter (extremely based). I only take a half maybe once every 2 weeks when I have a minor anxiety flair up or a bad trade. It does the trick with no long term effects

Everything in moderation

so where are you guys getting your pills from? tho I want adderall not benzos, need something to help me focus

asking for a friend

>>22860922
this
they creep up on you, you won't even realize that you're taking 10x the dose from when you started, and that 2 years have passed.
granted, it was much more enjoyable than my normal state.
>>22861627
same senpai, ended up ordering diclazepam off the internet to taper down for its long half life. Haven't touched them in ~3 years now, still miss it a bit.

>>22860854
I want them but they just don't exist in the UK. Got crohns and have had massive anxiety ever since i just shit myself in a lecture. Took a while to develop but now any time i'm out i basically start panicking that im imminently about to shit myself again even though it has never happened since.

>>22860854

>>22862567
Just buy speed. Same shit you'll get as 'adderall' online but for 1/10th of the price. Be careful though, i tried it to work and most times i would end up taking more and more until im listening to techo during a 16 hour jerk off marathon at 5am managing a 120bpm heart rate.

>>22862558
Ah, The based South American Farmacia!

>>22860854
Adderall

>>22860854
Based

>>22862567
Find a dr. Who accepts cash. Some small clinic. And tell him youve had adhd since you were a kid. List the symptoms

>>22861484
Lost hard

>>22861976
Those look gorgeous.
Spliced some hybrids this year myself, pretty happy with the smell so far. Imagine a deep skunky grape flavor

>>22860854

I take Klonopin, please stay away from this shit (benzos), it's literally the devil's medicine

>>22861830
who hurt you

>>22860961
Agreed about the xanax and alcohol. Those were some of the only times I totally blacked out. Also did dumb ass shit like writing up a whole busy street w graffiti and not giving a fuck, while still on probation for graffiti. This was 12 years ago.

>>22861961
> t. faggot with anxiety, and not chronic panic disorder
fuck off psychadelic cure everything muh nigger

>>22860854
I used to use benzodiazepines of all shapes and sizes. No. The answer is no. Stay far away if you want to be a human of value.

>>22863960
faggot who formerly had panic disorder here
he's not meming, that shit works.

>>22863960
even though i'm sure it's very hard and would take a lot of effort on your part, he's not wrong. panic disorder may be physical anxiety but physical anxiety stems from mental anxiety. if you work through that i can't see any reason why you wouldn't relieve yourself of panic attacks

>>22860854
I made the worst trades imaginable on Valium

>>22863889
dilate

Hey guys, my avatar in Minecraft could really use some klonopin. He honestly doesn’t even like it but has panic attacks about creepers constantly. Does anyone know any vendors that exist, or would he need to go to the dark web. His doc is stingy af when prescribing the stuff only giving like 20 to cover 6 months. This shit really sucks, not sure what to do.

>>22864684
i'd like to tell you a clearnet vendor for a diazepam rc drug but you seem like you wanna rely on them a lot. how often does your panic come on?

Phenibut. You’re welcome.

>>22864684
I wouldn't recommend that your Avatar did this as it is an easy way to fuck his shit up forever and experience the worst hell of withdrawal imaginable, but if he is dead set on it he could check his current biome's laws regarding benzodiazepine analog drugs.
The overworld analog act only applies to schedule 1 and 2 drugs, if there are no listed schedule 1 or 2 benzos in his biome then it would be hard for the police in minecraft to prosecute him for possession of what are effectively the same drugs, except unregulated.
He should still pay in minecraft-Monero if possible and be discreet about it. These legal analogs don't require any waterbreathing equipment for the depths and can be found on land.

>>22864684
>>22864863
why are you guys talking like we're on bluelight or some shit. get this minecraaft SWIM shit out of here

>>22864863
> monero buying RCs
No cop in the world cares about some neet buying a personal amount of drugs once a year. You can light up a joint in front of police and they dont care.

>>22864936
force of habit
>>22864941
shut up I'm trying to pump my monero bags

If your not in a full sober state, you cannot hope to ever achieve what you desire. Meditate instead of resorting to drugs brothers.

>>22864747
It can be daily for a while and then I’m good for weeks. Comes and goes like that. All this craziness going on has made things so much worse.