/biz/ - Business & Finance

>be me
>finish working on Friday evening
>browse internet, too tired to go to gym
>watch tennis until midnight but too tired to watch the second and better match; went to sleep instead
>Saturday
>woke up at 9 am; browsed internet on phone a bit, went back to sleep
>woke up at noon; it was sunny but it was too late for my Saturday morning reading and the day already felt lost
>ate food and binged, browsed internet
>went for my Saturday afternoon 11 mile walk while listening to CumTown and other stuff
>walks have lost all specialness now that summer is over
>browsed internet when I got home
>went for a late night jog
>went to sleep, woke up today at 10 am
>browsed internet on phone
>read 100 pages of a midwit novel
>ate food, had my last binge ever while browsing internet
>browsed internet more, then while lying in bed
>it's somehow now 6 pm (today was sunnier than yesterday and it was all wasted)
>about to go to the heckin gymerino
>will watch Thiem hopefully win the US open later tonight

I still haven't done anything producerbullworthy yet. Reading is so sterile. It's kind of lollable how I've done well at work by acting in the opposite way to my personal life: I learn by doing and I know more about many parts of the work than people in my workplace, as I should. But there's this woman who I'm giving some of my work to as I move on to new projects and she's going about it in totally the wrong way. She's taking lots of notes and so on. People who ask non-specific questions are losers and always will be.

This upcoming week will be a very quiet week at work.

I hope I can finally stop the junk food now. My ennui would be so much more profound if I wasn't fat.

If the government closes the gyms again, I will be mad. Lifting after months of lmao0weights has made me feel ten times healthier.

Currently comparing my life to Blink 182 music videos and early 00s teen movies and feeling sad. My 20s are gone. I've never really "seized" life. I'm ugly and always will be.