/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>22416568
I await the time biz has a get together on anon's yacht

being a neet was based when I lived alone in my. parents beach house. Then they retired and moved in and it doesn't feel so based anymore

Dear Anon, do you still think someone else is here? I am afraid not. This is not me. It is not another person. This is all you. It always has been. Every day, it is just multiple projections of your deep subconsciousness. All those years it has only been you. We are all just figments of your imagination. A last desperate attempt to quench the crushing loneliness that has engulfed your life. Unfortunately, the clock is ticking. You have been here a long time, and you could be here forever.

i dont enjoy it either. But I hate video games even more now, I'm still looking for that one game that can eat up time but to no avail.

Right now I'm literally just watching porn compilations and trying to sauce all of it as much as I can. My porn folder is up to 2 TB, this is my main hobby now.

>Fantasize about being rich for years
>Now don't even care. Just want the suffering of this life to end

>>22417243
Quit porn dude.

>>22416568
This >>22416827
Also, OP, find a gf who's okay with you being a mostly degen loser, as long as you have at least one interesting hobby women will be into you if they know you're successful with finances because it means you're a specific type of personality. Alpha, for a lack of a better word, even though I hate that terminology.

I'm going to film school right now just for shits and gigs, my wife knows I've made a couple hundred thousand off chainlink and is fine with me playing vidya most of the time so long as I occasionally do adventurous shit with her like go on trips.

>>22417275
>>Fantasize about being rich for years
Me since I was 13

>>22417243
Porn will ruin you, cut that shit out. Try to do nofap for at least a week at a time as well.
For video games get into a competitive shooter & rotate it out with jrps, they're massive time sinks. Right now I'm alternating between Apex and Xenoblade chronicles DE, and mostly don't hate myself. I get high on dissos a lot though.

>>22416568

i just wanted a house. boomers stole my future and I want them all to suffer

>>22417158
>the clock is ticking
so what? what else could you be doing?
putting benis in holes? so what? then you die anyway and nothing matters

>>22416568
All I want is to have vast amounts of land, a beautiful wife, and 12 kids. Working outside and taking care of the land is the only work that I find enjoyable

>>22416568
i've been working 10-12 hours a day since work from home started. i browse 4chan in my free time and drink myself to sleep. i hardly ever see my friends anymore.
i enjoy none of this. not really sure how to get out of this rut. i keep putting all my excess income into crypto in the hopes i'll make it so that at least the stress of working can be alleviated, but it looks like that will take a few years at least.

idk anon. you have my sympathies. we'll all make it one day, somehow

>>22417369
"What I hate is ignorance, smallness of imagination, the eye that sees no farther than its own lashes. - All things are possible. Who you are is limited by who you think you are."
Stop selling yourself short Anon. Read Becoming the Child from the Egyptian Book of the Dead.

>>22416568
If you find a way out let me know
I’ve been trapped in this hell for 10 years, you really are here forever

>>22417296
>>22417341
Not possible. The disease has advanced to the point where I will hoard every single scene of a actress of that particular day through any means possible.

I will check out JRPGs tho. I think my fps phase has passed, 1k in CS, grinded apex when it first came out for months, quit when solos were never gonna be a thing. grinded Destiny for about 500 hours over the past 2 months.

>>22416568
True but id hardly be out shagging all day if I quit trading.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSZ2TF1W7nA

>>22416909
>being a neet was based when I lived alone in my. parents beach house. Then they retired and moved in and it doesn't feel so based anymore

low key disappointed that my parents didn't try their hardest to setup this lifestyle for their offspring

>>22416568
I use 4chan and mmos to beat my free time at evenings when i'm not working, just for the sake of doing something before sleep. mmos and 4chin have same power on me. I can close them and move away at any moment. I choose them, because if i'm not I will be forced (out of boredom )to do something with other people/friends, I hate people, I get bored quite fast talking to them. Humans are boring.

Lets be honest though we dont fit in the normie bs world, thats why we lock our selves in. We were doomed from the start, might as well as just enjoy the neet lifestyle
>>22417769
I feel this 100 percent. Most of the time, conversations and listening to someone feels like a chore.

>>22417769
>Humans are boring
t. guy who sits in his room all day.

Everyone in this thread needs to ask themselves the 3 big questions and be honest with themselves with it. Who are you? What is your purpose in life? And what is the meaning of your existence? Escapism will not save you. Money will not save you. Power will not save you. Because none of these answer the question at hand.
The only asnwer is nihilism or religion. You are either no one, have no purpose, and have no meaning in your existance, or have all them and all their meanings and purposes are tied to God/gods. If you do have a purpose, make art, build beutiful things, and enjoy your existance, if not, then leave, no one is forcing you to be here if we nothing that is eternal.

>>22418028
No one, nothing, nothing

>>22417483
You sound pathetic dude. Sorry to say.
Get rid of the fucking porn. It will make you more miserable than any other addiction barring something like opiates or cocaine.
Apex is pretty fun with duos, but I can understand if you're over the fps phase. Maybe give it a rest for a couple years and come back later.

What you should really do is get outside and go on some hikes.

>>22416568

>>22418783
thanks anon

>>22418729
Nothing is a good purpose. You could make a company that sells nothing in a box. Just a box of air.

>>22416568
Lmao if you don’t enjoy something then don’t do it

>>22418783
Cheers

>>22418028
You are forgetting a critical weakness in your questions.
>Consciousness must give itself meaning. Nothing else can do this.

The fact that you are the only one who decides the meaning of your own life also makes you responsible for your own choice.
But if you made it from /biz/ you already learned to hack and change your mindset and rewrite your past memories and your future.

This means you can be anything and everything you want and can change your form later.
How do you chose only one meaning when you can be everything?
Choosing one option in a sea of millions of possibilities is incredibly difficult when you don't have any strong original source of meaning inherited from your parents...

>>22417243
Please visit an Orthodox Church, fren