/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>21427495
no more chains, just links

>>21427495
my friend that is truly awful and I am sorry you and your family have to go through this

I have zero advice. Life fucking sucks. I'm extending my anonymous empathy to you anon

did you put in a short before he died?

buy REB.

>>21427535
>>21427538
>>21427546
thank you bros. please let this be a warning to others. please reach out for help. i would have done anything for my cousin but i havent heard from him in a while so assumed everything was fine.
>>21427571
tragicomedy gold. thank you too.

have friend going through this bullshit too. Lost a friend to suicide years back because of drugs and now this other guy is pretty fucked up too. The stories all end the same way. If you're on the junk get help. If you're boozing or doing other degen shit get out of that environment. Learn pickup and get addicted to punani instead.

>>21427599
dubs confirm.
fentanyl is a chemical weapon of war at this point.

>>21427495
Sorry anon. No advice except just try to be there for his kids. His son especially will need a positive male role model in his life.
Drugs suck and aren’t cool.

>>21427670
thank you, anon. i will be the best uncle (?) i can be

>>21427495
fetanyl and heroin have been so fucking bad in america. I live in the midwest and people I know have been dropping like flies over the last few years, killing indiscriminately. wasnt your fault though anon, you can honor your cousin by resolving yourself to living a long and happy life, free from hard drug use. might help you feel better if you do what you can to help his girlfriend and their kids too

If only he had bought chainlink

>>21427495
maybe buying some algorand will cheer you up?

>>21427495
he was a degenerate and im glad he died. good riddance faggot.

>>21427495
Sorry to hear anon. Anons, if you're gonna do drugs please just stick to weed and brews, at most, if you must. That's all you should ever really need anyways. And don't be afraid to go get help, it doesn't make you less of a man.

Sorry for your loss Anon

>>21427703
it seems like almost every family has someone who is a casualty of fentanyl. we are doing everything we can for the gf and the kids. my family has a lot of love to give.
>>21427722
i have been wracking myself with guilt all day thinking "why didnt i call him to tell him about chainlink?"
>>21427730
gay
>>21427760
based

>>21427760
feel better?

>>21427788
>weed and brews
at least you will die a long, grueling death with plenty of time to say your goodbyes. not 40 FUCKING MINUTES
>>21427792
thank you for your kind words

>>21427495
I lost my cousin in similar circumstances a year and a half ago. Fuck Fentanyl! I hope you guys are able to go after the dealer.

>>21427495
Sorry to hear this OP. I hope you and your family can get past this. If it makes you feel any better, at least he didn’t die in a car accident or of cancer. It sounds heartless but he did this to himself. And left a wake of rapture behind him.

>>21427495
I'm really sorry anon, i can't even imagine what it must feel like. Drug addiction is such an awful problem, especially opioids like fentanyl. I hope no one on here uses their linkies to fuel harmful drug use. Stay strong /biz/bro.

Hey anon, sorry about your loss.

>>21427823
Yeah I kicked that shit a while ago. Much better off for it. But I'm not going to judge.

>>21427495
stay strong and be there for the family in the best way you can..you are all gonna make it. keep moving forward

>>21427495
Condolences, I've had people I care about a lot pass in similar ways. I'd be lying to you if I said that it gets any better with time, but coping becomes easier. Try to be there for his kids if you two were close.

Money spent on drugs is money I could be spending on shitcoins.

>>21427495
Ah the white man's favorite drug. Cant feel sorry bro, i grew up in the hood with crackheads. Kinda happy shits come full circle.
t. nigger

>>21427845
my condolences to you as well. we know the dealer's identity.
>>21427849
>did this to himself
yes and no...recovery isn't cut and dry. he relapsed, which is bad, but i doubt he intended to die.
>>21427860
your kind words are appreciated. may your linkies take you to the outer limits of the galaxy.
>>21427875
respect. just remember: one relapse, and your dead 40 minutes later
>>21427873
>>21427876
>>21427891
thank you anons. you are helping me more than you know.

we all get there someday. Time is our most precious thing we have, enjoy it before it all goes away

I shoot fentanyl every day. It's actually pretty depressing. Younger me would be disappointed. It's such an odd thing. It's the perfect drug for coping with life while you're high. Everything melts away and you can just exist peacefully for a little while. But no matter how bad life was before addiction, it just gets exponentially worse in those moments that you're "turned off". It just makes dealing with the real world that much worse, and makes stopping a less and less realistic possibility.

>inb4 weak-willed junkie, drugs are for degenerates
whatever, trust me when I tell you, I really don't care anymore

>>21427954
this anon gets it
>>21427955
i can't wait until your kind needs to resort to literal cannibalism to survive because you have never invented anything.

>>21427984
please call your family and let them know that you love them before you die suddenly.

>>21427495
I'm also 28 and I know three people who have overdosed. I'm really sorry anon, there's really nothing I can say because that kind of shit sticks with you forever. Zoomers take note- you might feel invincible or cool messing around with hard drugs but it's not a fucking game when parents have to bury their children.

>>21427955
>>21427994
if you think nigs don't do fent, then you've obviously never been to philadelphia,
Kenzo is a melting pot of all races of junkies, and even the dopeboys are strung out.

>>21428042
>when parents have to bury their children
brother, you just made me break out crying.
it's more than my cousin dying....my aunt is RUINED. she will not be right after this, maybe ever.

>>21428017
my family knows I love them. and they also know I get high.
ironically, most fent overdoses occur in similar situations to OP's cousin (relapse) or when you think you're buying heroin and it's actually much stronger because it's cut with fent.
When you have a daily tolerance to it, you kind of just assimilate, same way heroin stops working after time.

>>21428085
People who do opiates are self medicating, it’s always variable what it is but I doubt your cousin ever would’ve been whole. At least he brought some light into the world with his kids
t. habitual pill popper

>>21427984
fent sucks to maintain on, i'd rather be sober than fucking with fentdope....and thats what happened.
smooth brain junkies fuck w fentdope, its got nothing on real morphine/opiates

deepest gratitude to all of you for your heartfelt condolences. my head is spinning right now. my reason for making this thread was more than just seeking pity (although your words are soothing). i want his death to be a warning, among all the MANY, MANY fentanyl deaths, whicch NEED TO BE A WARNING.
DRUGS=BAD

>>21427984
Ur gonna die dude. If u know all that shit, just stop doing it.

>>21428190
probably not the right thread to debate the pros and cons of different IV opiates. but I'm happier and better off doing fent than I was when I was doing heroin. It's cheaper, stronger, and keeps me well for just as long. heroin loses the magic after awhile anyway. would kill for some Opanas tho

He probably did something fucked up for god to punish him like that. Check on his kids.

>>21427495
Some people on biz are just faggets . They have no clue what it’s like to lose Someone from addiction. I hope your not larping. But I’m sorry if your not. Hope for the best for the gf and especially the kids

>>21428085
I've never lost a relative to something like that but I was there at my friend's wake and I saw his family there and his girlfriend crying. He was only 19 years old. It was really fucked up dude. If there is any silver lining it might bring your family closer together. Those kids are going to need a male role model around.

>>21428132
the daily dose you take today would kill you if you ever get clean and then relapse. so when and if you get clean and relapse, please remember this, anon.
at the very least you could wait until your parents die before you OD. it would be the gentlemanly thing to do.
>>21428186
i don't know his reasons. he seemed to be doing okay from the outside perspective, at least okay enough to not fucking die in his bed
>>21428190
this guy is actually correct. >>21428295
it would have been better if it were heroin. he might have lived long enough for EMTs to get there and give him narcan or something.
>>21428314
yeah it's definitely God, thanks buddy.
>>21428350
i would not larp about something like this. i wouldn't want to deal with the cosmic consequences.
>>21428373
>19 years old
young men are dying before their lives have even begun. we are being culled with exotic poison.

>>21427495
One of my frens cousins died from an OD back in November. Getting through it one day at a time is all that you can really do.

>>21428444
appreciate it, and my condolences to you. this is really THE WORST.

>>21427703
My half sister died from fentanyl. I had never met her and we talked once about meeting. She died a week later. Bonus is that the place she died at is across from my friends house.

>>21428504
>sister died from fentanyl
does literally EVERY family in america have someone that has been murdered by fentanyl, or is it just my schizophrenia?

I am 25 years sober today. Well, I did coke once but I just wanted to feel like Jordan Belfort felt for 30 minutes

>>21428601
a most based and redpilled congratulations to you, my good sir.

>>21428551
It's surprisingly common. She was 19 and had a kid. The real fucked thing was that she had been clean for almost a year and a few bad things happened so she decided to relapse. Unfortunately I can't find out who sold her the shit.

>>21428551
every white family for sure. My condolences.

>>21428551
it's a consequence of the modern day United States. disenfranchised youth. an endless war on drugs that never makes anything better, only worse. the prison-industrial complex. and the holier than thou attitude of the millions of people with many addictions (food, porn, money, sex, power, sugar) that like to judge addicts because they think they're in some way better off.

As an addict, and this is just my 2 cents, I think the best way you could honor you brother (besides looking out for his kids) would be to learn about addiction and help someone struggling. There are plenty of addicts that don't want help, but there are a few who do but don't know how to get it. Even just being treated like a human for 5 minutes could be enough to change their entire outlook. It really is a dark place.

>>21428646
it seems like a drug that you either get clean or die trying.
>>21428651
gracias

>>21428695
bro, i'd never not treat you like a human.

>>21428551
It's probably a two degree of separation thing. If you don't know someone who died from it you probably know someone who knows someone who died from it

>>21428699
It was fentanyl laced pills. I think it's more fucked up to sell fake pills than cut dope. I do regret not actually meeting her but it made things a bit easier to deal with

>>21428742
I'm not saying you ever would. I'm just saying there are a lot of addicts out there who don't even feel like a whole human. Small kindnesses like a bottle of water or just saying what's up go a long way to people who feel like they've just become a nuisance to the world.
Only crackheads don't feel guilt/shame. JK... kinda.

>>21427495
Anon, I’m so sorry for you and your family. It’s hell on earth going through something like this. I’ve been clean for nearly a decade now, and I still regret putting my family through what I did, even though I hid it pretty well until the very end. Fentanyl wasn’t a common thing when I was using, and I don’t doubt that I’d be dead now if it were. That shit is a Chinese weapon of covert warfare. Look up Narcanon meetings in your area, for your aunt and uncle, and recommend that they go. They don’t have to believe in a higher power or perform the steps or anything like that; it just helps to talk to people who have gone through what you’re currently going through. I detoxed in rehab and went to meetings for the first few months until I was stable, and it helped quite a bit. I stopped going after that but it was very helpful during the toughest times. If the meetings aren’t their thing, just encourage them to talk to someone. You too, anon. Don’t bottle up all these emotions.

godbless OP
from one anon to another

>>21428651
I mean... now that I think about it everyone I know who died from an opiate overdose was a young white man. I'm from a very ethnically diverse city so it's not like I only know white people either

>>21427495
Im sorry op I recently lost my dealer to fentanyl too

I remember the first few times I really brushed up against death. They are forever like yesterday. Even though we all area heading there together, right now, it is impossible to grasp the finite nature of everything in every waking moment.

Still, the importance of things becomes very visible. Over time as the pain and grief began to fade away a certain vibrance came around life, and a new vitality to breathe it all in. People around me became a lot more important and every moment I became grateful for. My relationships became more meaningful and my commitment to myself and to others started to become more clear.

Something else happened too. I don't know how to explain it but I think it is what the Christian's call "fellowship". I became a better person as I started to seek this out in others. In being there for other people I realized I could do a lot more with my life, and my work, than if I was there for myself. It took losing life right in front of me to really understand my own mortality was approaching.

I don't know why we are here, anon. I don't know why if there is a loving God we die leaving our loved ones behind. I do know in the coming months as you pay your respects you'll have the opportunity to look at life in a new way. One that celebrates the brief moments of a transient world.

Take care of those kids. They need a father figure. Bring your family together.

Use this time to reflect on yourself. Find your purpose. Become the man you were destined to be.

>>21427793
Kek, nice.
Very subtle chainlink shill my dude
> 8/10 bigmacs

>>21428752
the amount of deaths seems, dare i say, pandemic?
>>21428756
death penalty for drug dealers??
>>21428823
i've got a bottle of ice cold water waiting here for you with your name on it. please just don't kys with drugs.
>>21428838
thank you so much, anon. congrats on ten years clean. many members of my family have found help from twelve step programs (though mostly just alcohol), so my aunt and uncle will have plenty of people to offer support in that way.
>Chinese weapon of covert warfare
i unironically believe this. FUCK CHINA
>>21428913
thank you. bless you too.
>>21428931
>lost my dealer
kek. ty anon. muh condolences and sheeeeeit

>>21427495

Jesus Christ, Anon, that's fucking horrible.

Fuck China.

>>21427984
Fent is such a robotic chemical high. I hated the shit the few times I used it. It just felt... off somehow. Like it satisfied the opioid receptors in my brain but it didn’t overwhelm them or produce much if any euphoria. It doesn’t compare to a clean H high. Good dope feels like a full body orgasm that lasts for 4 hours. It’s indescribable. It’s been years for me but from what I’ve gathered it’s nearly impossible to get clean gear anymore, so I’d imagine there are few people here who would have any clue what I’m talking about here.

>>21427958
I was talking about weed and alcohol though. I'm glad I never even tried opiates or anything harder than the occasional joint/blunt. I've seen some friends go through opiate withdrawal and I wouldn't wish that hell on my worst enemy.

>>21429007
quality post, despite reddit spacing
thank you anon, your words resonate.
>>21429008
dr;ns
>>21429042
china needs to pay for everything they have done to us all
>>21429098
your family loves you
>>21429123
good taste in drugs

>>21427495
my friend is doing 5 years right now because he gave his GF a Xanax that he didn't know was laced with fentanyl(honestly there probably wasn't any xanax, it was just a fent pill). it killed her. so yeah, it sucks but you should be mad at china for importing this shit. overdosing on actual heroin actually isn't that easy, but fent is a powder keg and it will kill you. its an epidemic. your cousin is retarded but chinks killed him. that's what they're trying to do with fentanyl.

look up the opium wars. this is revenge. your cousin just fell for the trap(pic related)

>>21429008
he is obviously just coping man

>>21429098
I did heroin for 5 years before I switched. And oxy before that. They both felt great for the first year or so but after that you're just using to feel normal. Fent still gives me a rush and the same high. There's still clean dope out there but most is cut with fent. That's why it's better to just do fent straight up. Also, lessens the chance some retarded dealer is going to accidentally double the amount of fent he usually puts in and kills you.

>>21427860
>I hope no one on here uses their linkies to fuel harmful drug use

You really can't even be sure about cocaine anymore. Any powder in America could be deadly. That's why I only smoke weed, drink wine and take shrooms.

All junkies deserve death.
Good riddance.
Press S to spit on the grave of OP's faggot cousin
S

>>21429217
china needs to get what they deserve. i wouldn't be sad at all if all of china left earth and returned to their insect dimension.

>>21429333
based trips

>>21429333
Checked and tough love pilled

>>21429294
Yeah dude idk where you live in America but out here the coke is sexy and the molly is rock hard and pure.
Don’t do it often but when it happens...oh boy does it happen

>>21429294
On this very board there’s been stories of anons knowing someone who ODed on fent laced weed. Trust your sources

>>21429416
Yeah that's fun and all until you do a line of fentanyl. All I'm saying is that they're cutting everything with that shit and you have to be careful. If you're gonna go out and party its probably not a bad idea to have test kits like some kinda festy wook.

>>21429446
I kinda regret this but my scummy friends and I used to hit people with that Spice bong when we told them it was weed... so they'd think it was some buddha but its actually just a big fat bowl of nightmare spice.

>>21429472
Spice can kill people you faggot

>>21427495
I have almost 11 years sober of opiates, there is hope but its a hard road. Im sorry for your loss, what they've done to our people and family is beyond reprehensible.

>>21429504
Yeah we didn't know that then though. This was like 2011. It was still the good chems back then. Now its all sketchy shit.

>>21427495
His relapse is how he died. Lost his tolerance and then tried to use previous quantities and OD'd. many such cases.
Never do drugs. You will destroy your whole life.

>>21429507
congrats, and thank you, anon.
>>21429545
it's all true. he thought he could take what he used to, died in 40 mins.

>>21429017
I'm not sure on a death penalty for dealers. I think there is a spectrum of drug dealers. You got hippies selling psychs/weed and they aren't the dumb niggers cutting shit with fentanyl. I have talked to a dumb ass white dude who trades that has made and lost 200k trading because of his drug addiction/retarded choices. He probably could be a good trader if he didn't do heroin and crack but he can't keep his shit together long enough to make it

>>21427495
OP I’m sorry for your loss. My parents were addicted to opiates and crack so I’ve lived with this shit my whole life. The one thing I will say is going after his dealer might feel good at first but it doesn’t matter who they got it from, an addict can always find it if they want it. The other thing you have to realize is an addicts brain is rewired, that’s why it’s so insanely difficult to stop. My stepdad OD’d like 6 times before he finally didn’t wake up the 7th, my mom OD’d a few times, then got pancreatic cancer, and towards the end her habit was like 10 blues, 3 100 microgram fent patches, and 100 bucks of heroin a day. She died of kidney failure.

>>21429166
>t spacing
I fucking hate reddit and was just being introspective so I kept hitting the return carriage button. Anyways, don't let the grief linger in a way that pauses you from doing purposeful acts.

Most people don't know that San Diego has forests, meadows, and snow capped mountain peaks. It is a big world. Come visit before it's over. I'll be at the beach.

I'm so glad I don't do drugs. I don't even drink.

>>21429782
I don't drink either but have fatigue and crushing loneliness.

>>21427495
my close friend died 3 years ago oding in a coffee house bathroom like a bitch. Drug addiction and alcoholism is no joke

>>21427495

Recovered addict here. Know that he is finally at rest. Being an addict is a waking nightmare. Every second is agonizing hell, at least find solice in that he is finally free.

Breaks my heart OP because that could've been me. Stay strong for your family bro, they need you right now. I bet he's watching you know and blessing you with major future gains.

>>21427495
I have an aunt & uncle who two sons hung themselves on their farm about 5 years apart - both in their 40s

>>21427495
That is wild. I'm sorry for your loss fren, you guys will heal it will take time but the pain will ease. I also had a fren who suicided earlier this year. It was rough. I hear the fentalyn shit is really bad but I honestly know nothing about it and haven't been in contact with it.

>>21427495
Fuck China I hope trump rips the heart of the CPP

>>21429017
If you're selling murder weapons like fent/heroin/crack you should be given the death penalty.
But I sell shrooms/acid/weed that's fun drugs (and possibly even good drugs). I don't think people should be given death for selling non-lethal shit.

>>21429729
Oh and losing my mom was a thousand times worse btw. I remember the day I took her to the hospital she was saying they’re trying to kill her, I didn’t believe her. Turns out the hospice told the ER not to remove the clot from her urinary tract and just give her pain meds instead, so she was right. By the time the hospital informed me she developed kidney failure she was already barely conscious and couldn’t communicate anymore so I never even got to say goodbye to her. I looked up the hospice and they have a ton of lawsuits against them but I’m sure there’s nothing I could do to actually hurt them. The first day was the hardest, could not talk to anyone without breaking down but time really does heal.

>>21430011
Trump is cucked by China fuckwad

>>21427495
I dunno man, maybe offer to take care of his widow. Take her as a 2nd wife so she doesn't get lonely.

>>21430020
>I don't think people should be given death for selling non-lethal shit
Of course you dont think so, you're profiting
I know as many braindead retards from tripping weekly as I do literally dead retards from dope

>>21429600
their should be death penalty for fentanyl dealers, no question.
>>21429729
it's all so sick and sad, anon. thank you for helping me cope in my cope thread.
>>21429734
i was only jiving your turkey. your words made me feel like this could bring some assemblance of growth out of the death and chaos.
>>21429782
400 IQ drug-free death-defying anon.
definitely going to make it.
>>21429880
almsot everyone has a friend/family/friend of family who died and its all this same poison.
>>21429947
i'm less sad for him than i am for his kids, widow, and his parents who have to bury their only child.
>>21429972
this is devastating. im so sorry for your loss.
>>21429998
tank u 4 ur kind wrds fren
>>21430011
dubs confirm. CCP must pay. get what you fucking deserve, china
>>21430020
how many weedshrooms do i need to shove up my butt before it kills me?
>>21430027
losing my mom is going to absolutely destroy me. condolences, anon.
>>21430050
based and take-care-of-the-widow-pilled

>>21430156
It's not the drugs doing that to them dude. Trust me. I've been a raging alkie since 13 and a psychonaut since 18, and added pothead to it at 26. I'm still perfectly fine in life. Will say my vision is shit now though from the alcohol most likely.
>>21430181
That's the thing, hallucinogens like shrooms/lsd and weed, can't kill you. You'd have to legit consume obscene amounts of that shit at once to kill yourself.

>>21427495
Blame the police. Open a kickstarter.

>>21429472
Yeah if you snort shit without a test kit you deserve whatever happens to you

>>21430382
i drank a sixer or two a night for quite some time and smoked half an oz a week at the minimum. it's fun stuff sometimes. but do you ever get fucked up and start thinking "damn i wish i could think coherently for more than five seconds"
psychs sort out your subconscious and in severe moderation can be useful but your profiting off knowing damn well most people are not able to handle them, youre no better than someone selling that boy and if you're tripping regularly and feel the need to garner cogntivie bias on a mongolian basket weaving forum maybe you're aware of this yourself
>>21427495
my bad i should have said something earlier, my condolences OP ive never lost anyone specifically to fent but you got us at least. rip to your friend, he made his own decisions and life will move on

>>21430181
>i was only jiving your turkey.
San Diego also has a large Renaissance fair. Which sells turkey legs for lunch. They're pretty good. Take the kids, maybe. They have it right next to Legoland. Life goes on man. :)

>>21430418
he can't keep getting away with this, not now that it's my family
>>21430576
thank you anon
>>21430581
i'll eat the shit out of a turkey leg, full beast mode

>>21430576
There's probably gonna be some recoil for doing them long term, but by then I hope I'll make it already. Think its living in the city too long. Everything is always too fast so I need shit to slow me down.
I only get fucked up when I know im not gonna be doing shit all day. Other than that I microdose.

>>21429294

Know someone whose relative died from snorting fent-laced coke. It's no joke. If you use hard drugs these days you're tempting fate, no matter how "responsible" you try to be

>>21427495

I'm really sorry to hear, anon. I'm not sure what to say but we're your frens.

>>21427495
Anyone on this thread who has a serious opiate addiction please get help. Go to a clinic have them help You get insurance, get on suboxone and go to a ninety day rehab. At first it'll suck at first but after awhile you'll get your life back. After about 5 months you'll have more money to invest then ever before.

>>21427495
Fuck junkies and I've had many family members who have died from OD. They're a waste of oxygen. Nobody forces anyone to start taking drugs. Sorry, not sorry.

>>21427793
>>21427703

I used to have a bit of a heroin problem when I first moved to NYC. I managed to get clean (haven't used it since) maybe 6 years ago right before the fentanyl crisis really took hold. Probably a few months after that point, it started getting really bad and someone I knew died. Dodged a bullet and now I have 15k link so life is good.

>>21430800
knowledge is like wealth, if you bring it forth to quickly you will not understand its depth
i don't judge you, but i've seen people lose their shit for months not understanding they were schizophrenic over some dealer trying to make $7 off a tab
but to say you're a more wholesome dealer than the rest? because theres no chance of lethality? maybe if you only sold weed. fuck off nigger

>>21430804
>a place we know we have frens
thank you, my fellow /biz/raeli
bizanons have done more to improve my real life than any other group or organization.
>>21430878
PLEASE get help!!!! there are people who love you more than you could ever realize!!!
>>21430888
based trips shitposter
>>21430899
apparently, if you ever even think of taking another taste, you die.

>>21427495
I'm sorry for your loss fren. Hope your family can heal.

>>21431009
>the fucking filename
thank you, apustajanon. i knew you guys would understand.

>>21427984

My heart goes out to you anon. I've dealt with long opiate addictions including H and it's truly a hell. I know that feeling of how unrealistic it seems to return to dealing with your feelings and the real world without the drugs. It's hard, and I know the addiction doesn't come from weakness or degeneracy but more from loneliness and pain. Hope you figure it out--- you're not alone

>>21430878
Or do kratom

>>21427599
Pfff pick ups another dead end leading to depression and other degeneracy (who would of thought banging 18-24 year olds experimenting with everything under the sun could be a bad influence and an empty experience?) although it did eventually lead me to the right path.

Forgive yourself for the past (but learn from it)
Take responsibility for your own life and current circumstances
try your best everyday
be proud of your achievements
Be gracious for what you have
Demonstrate integrity in all your dealings
Cut out toxic people

>>21430939
Never claimed to be wholesome bro. But i know for a fact the shit I sell never killed anybody + i use my own shit too. If people do the crazy amounts necessary to go batshit, that's on them.

Drugs are bad, m'kay.

>>21431249
/thread

>>21430632
It does get easier man. A lot easier. Frankly I was pretty self-centered before I started losing people. Now I think about self-improvement for fun. Suddenly I'm learning to play an instrument and I'm practicing cooking skills like a fanatic. Not because I want to show off just because I want to make people smile. Shit like that can come out of nowhere. I'm still in it to win it and all that /biz/ stuff.

That's why I'm talking about travelling or taking the kids to Legoland. I think in the end, we really are all gonna make it. The journey really is what it's about and if you don't make that rewarding what's the point of all this coin, anyways?

>>21431220
You claimed dealers selling x should get one penalty while dealers selling y should not get a penalty
Fuck you you're in denial
Weak junkie bitch
You'd shrivel up if you had to go dry, I hope you fail

>>21427535
lmao so let me get this straight. You chainlink IDF faggots make up threads about drug over dose deaths to shill LINK

>>21427958
He did do it to himself though. If he knowingly took fentanyl then death is rather imminent.

Sorry for your loss OP but he had it coming when he was playing with fire. Sometimes people have to go!

>>21431322
you're going to make it, anon. stay away from drugs. they can bring only pain and death.

>>21427495
cool story. have you tried fentanyl. It helps with the pain man.

To everyone in this thread thinking drugs are easy to quit. Just know that drugs release hundreds more times endorphins and dopamine then sex or masturbation. Drugs are a million times harder to quit then nofap or sex. So if you can’t even do nofap or stay abstinent then just imagine how hard it’d be to quit a serious drug like heroin.

>>21428695
Yes, but also no. I had a great upbringing and so did my brother but he turned into a degenerate junkie anyway. I actually hate him for it for what it does to my parents, even though i still love him as a brother. Its like watching a fucking demon wearing his skin when he is high. Im counting the days until i have to bury him (and yes, we have blown years of time and tens of thousands of dollars trying to help him, with nothing but wreckage in his wake to show for it)

>>21431341
yes, he sure was and he got fucking burned.
>>21431429
>when it's not the first post, but it's still the best post

>>21431448
Just don't stick a needle full of addicting poison lmao not hard. Just do cocaine or something if you're bored.

>>21431448
theyre hard to quit but its easier than watching your life and by extension everyone around yous life get fucked up because of shitty decisions you made
have some tough love, might help you out
no one ever got sober from people prodding them along saying "oh poor baby itll be ok"
they try that once to help their friend, then they start getting robbed and their friend whines like a bitch zonked out of their damn mind
i live in one of the biggest meth towns youve never heard of, i didnt know what a sober person looked like for years. yall get your shit straight

>>21431416
I don’t mean to be heartless and I genuinely feel for you anon. But there’s gotta be something that can help you cope, something to lessen this hurt. I’ve been through ups and downs with opioids, mainly oxy and it fuckin sucks. The shit is great but the Hill is too slippery.
Unironically was a drug cocktail last week after having major foot surgery. I was on fentanyl, oxy, you fucking name it. I was fucking out of it and it reminded me of the old days. Luckily they didn’t give me many oxys or else I’d be back. Fentanyl needs to stay in hospital rooms where it belongs.

What about smoking sherm. Is that kosher

>>21431270
str8 up eye for an eye. If you sell shit that kills people, you should be killed.
Shit i sell doesn't.

>>21431670
if thats how you feel, burnout nigger, just know youre not helping fucking ANYONE but your pocket and your suppliers

>>21431113

Kratom may not be lethal but it is certainly addictive and destructive as a lifestyle. Be very careful switching to it with the belief that it will help you even to achieve sobriety. It can help but it can very quickly become its own addiction and its own source of escapism from your emotions and problems.

Reminder if you are still dping drink and drugs you wont make it. Youll get extra money, spend it on drugs and ruin everything and maybe even die.

>>21431448
Nobody thinks drugs are easy to quit. They're easy to never start.

And who would give up sex or fapping? Only complete idiots that swallow the retardpill.

I did oxy pills for a week straight and it was really nice feeling but once i had a withdrawal, i didnt want to touch it again

>What is this exploit?
There's a security layer in LINK's source code that deals with storage ticks. Basically, even in cold storage where they're untouched, there's a cache protocol that will occasionally ping public wallet addresses to verify their contents. Unfortunately, LINK has a slightly different version of this protocol in order to make micro-pings for staking purposes. Most staking rewards are going to be really small transfers, so the LINK devs lowered the tick rate for these pings. However, if you're using a hardware wallet, your storage is operating at the NORMAL tick rate, creating a cache gap where someone can use an SLQ% injection to gain access to your wallet. There's already been many posts of Anons opening up their wallets to find all their tokens transferred out to mysterious addresses, losing tens if not hundreds of thousands of dollars.

>Does this affect other tokens in my hardware wallet?
No, as this isn't a vulnerability with the wallet so much as Chainlink specifically. Other tokens, even on wallets that have been affected by the exploit, are safe.

>I haven't touch my wallet in years! Can someone really randomly gain access and steal my LINK?
Sadly, yes. This affects PUBLIC addresses, and these are most likely being chosen at random.

>I have my LINK on a hardware wallet! What do I do?
Either transfer them to a paper wallet (safest), an exchange, or trade for fiat.

>Can this be patched?
Yes, but it will take time. This isn't something that can be done in one week, as it's tied to the security layers focused on staking. These have to be rewritten very cautiously, else other major functions of the LINK source code can break.

>>21427495
You know who the dealer is? Must I suggest the obvious?

ITT: anons who have had a family member, friend, or someone withine 2 degrees of seperation who are addicted to, died from, or recovered from opioids and fentanyl
are we being culled?
or is this the final phase of the Mouse Utopia?

>>21428085
It's true when parents lose a child it is not something you ever get over.

>>21431827
you don't even need to say anything about it at all. anything and everything that you could ever suggest or hint at is already known, with a quiet understanding of the implications.

>>21431832
Its a Chinese drug. It came from Chyna.

>>21431832
yeah quite literally
no point typing it out but basically its really profitable to have lots of junkies and there are lots of players willing to get their hands dirty for pocket change
>>21431827
>>21431881
i wouldnt do it bro. someone dealing that shit has already found himself in more pain than you could ever give to him through murder

>>21431899
>it's just a chinese drug, man
can you explain to me why it's so difficult for me to get powdered rhino penis, or a sumptuous meal of bat soup? those are just chinese drugs too, man, but all we get is this fucken fentanyl
>>21431867
it's heartbreaking to see my aunt go through this. i don't know how i'm gonna cope when i see his gf.

>>21432011
Hey man. You want some rhino penis. I know a guy.

Fuck his girlfriend and become successful for the both of you

>>21427984
There's help for you anon. Believe it or not, life is worth living if you just accept death. With death as an inevitability, just start doing what the fuck you want. Tackle your problems head on. Make it a game. Fuck it,yl youre gonna die anyways. . Talk to that girl. Start that business. Get kicked out of a bar. Buy a motorcycle and ride until you are lost a thousand miles from home. Go skydiving. Live life like a fuckin lion. Whats the worst that could happen? Death? Who gives a shit? You are already there. Embrace life and how wonderfully fucked up it is, then give yourself permission to be just as fucked up.

>>21432287
they are putting fentanyl in shit likes it's high fructose corn syrup.
i can't find a decent powdered rhino penis anywhere.
>>21432342
>cucking my own cousin from beyond the grave
is this based or cringe?

>>21432392
drink bleach, suck 3 trannys at once, fight your dad and make him cry. bucket list

Based thread, I am 2 years sober myself, alcoholic not dope addict, but have lost many friends to OD's and it tugs at you for a while. Stay strong fren.

>>21427495
Shit man. That's fucking rough.
Sorry to hear it.
Hope you & your senpai can get through this together.

>>21427495
Did he have a will? You can't take his linkies if he didn't have a will.

>>21432540
senpai not senpai fucking phone autocorrect

>>21432530
>>21432540
thank you bros. we're all gonna make it.
>>21432460
>>21432581
based shitposters

>>21427495
>he was on the road to recovery and was clean for 6 months
Clearly not

Lost my brother the same way ten years ago. He was clean for four months and decided one night to go get high. Died in a taco bell parking lot in Detroit. Sucks bad man. Fuck heroin and fuck fentanyl.

>>21427495
more dignified than dying from a fentanyl underdose

>>21432623

>>21432647
there really is a silver lining to every cloud, it's all about your perspective on a situation.

>>21432634
deeply sorry for your loss, anon. thank you for your kind words.
fuck heroin
fuck fentanyl
and fuck jannies

>>21432634
damn... can't imagine losing family like that.
stay strong frens we all deserve to make it.

>>21427495
> i need you to help me cope.

No, you asked HOW to cope, here is your answer. Join the team. Join Border Patrol. Help stop this poison from getting in country. Read up on the current status of fentanyl and derivatives showing up in counterfeit ways, as mdma, or codeine, or other street drugs. Stop the flow of fentanyl from China, through Mexico. Join the Postal inspectors. Or just join the local police force. Go undercover. Avenge your uncle. Protect your society.

>The two primary sources of the fentanyl are
Mexico and China, where drug traffickers
produce fentanyl and other synthetic opioids in
clandestine operations. Fentanyl is smuggled
into the United States across the SWB as well
as through international mail and express
consignment shipping services, primarily in
powder and counterfeit pill form, indicating
clandestinely produced fentanyl as opposed to
pharmaceutical fentanyl.
>https://www.dea.gov/sites/default/files/2020-01/2019-NDTA-final-01-14-2020_Low_Web-DIR-007-20_2019.pdf

1 Corinthians 15:1-4 kjv only

>>21432731
US should just take over Mexico at this point and fucking clean house. That useless ass government can't do shit against the cartels.

>>21432731
thank you, federal agent. this is a high quality, information rich post. i will read the attached pdf.

>>21432731
based glowie
y'all are pretty cool sometime

>>21429359
Nanking was justified.

I will kms if link doesnt get to 1000

>>21431291
DRNS

>>21432940
>>21432951
is chainlink the answer to the opioid crisis?
what did sergey mean by this?
are we truly all in this together?

China dumping fentanyl

>>21427495
Damn, I'm sorry.

>>21431452
My little brother is the same. Same same same. He's a demon. Now I don't even recognize him as family anymore. My parents spoiled him too much when he was young. Heroin made all of this 10x worse. And I also lost my best friend to heroin. He's not dead (yet), but he became a fucked up demon too. Yes I did try to help them. Many times. Now, they're dead to me.
We're all addicted to something but heroin is the absolute worst.

>>21427984
How many years along are you anon? I did it for about 3 years but it's like an emotional ponzi scheme, it is literally unsustainable because the longer you do it the more difficult not doing it will be and eventually your tolerance will be too high. I'm not saying quit because of your loved ones or because of XYZ, I am saying unless you're rich enough to invest a fortune in a private endocrinologist and cycle tons of chemicals to sustain the habit you WILL eventually hit a wall or OD. I quit for that reason, took me a year of hell but I have no desire to start again because I know that I can never really get high off it again, my brain has adapted too effectively. Good luck

I wanna do coke again so bad but since fentanyl came round I’m deathly afraid of doing coke in case it’s laced with it. Probably for the best, now it’s just shrooms and weed every couple months or years for me

Sorry for your loss OP

why do people take hard drugs. does weed just not cut it?
t. loser who's never done anything

>>21433699
thank you kind sir. keep your nose clean.
>>21433797
>t. loser who's never done drugs
you are the real winner here. stay far, far away from drugs.

>>21433229
heroin and opioids are a special kind of evil

I spent my twenties drinking and doing so much coke. I would literally drink until I pissed my pants sometimes. I'm sober now and own a house and make good money. Wish I could have that decade back but owell.

>dysgenic amerimutts offing themselves left and right with opiates
I'm thinking based

>>21427495
The only positive from this is that he was able to give your aunt grandchildren, and shell still have them. But for those kids to lose their dad so early in their lives is the biggest tragedy of it all. We all have our demons, I know I still wrestle with mine and sometimes almost succumb to them. Best I can say is for you to step in and be a bigger part of their lives right now they'll need a positive male role model going forward. Praying for you and your family tonight OP

>>21427495
This is /biz/ so I'm not going to help you cope, I'm going to help you profit
Your bro has left behind two perfectly good pussies for your exclusive use as well as a little version of himself who you can look after. Go balls deep.

>>21427495
This is not your hugbox you nigger. Play stupid games win stupid prizes. If you didn't count your cousin as dead since you've known he did hard drugs you're fucking retarded and don't deserve to make it

>>21433964
based pants pisser
>>21434024
thank you for your prayers, anon. that's probably the best thing at this point.
>>21434033
"how much for de wimmen? how much for de little girl?"
>>21434080
this entire thread has been a hug box and you're just too gay for anyone to hug because we don't want you to poke us with your boner

>>21434128
Amerimutt solidarity is a joke. Everyone of these anons wouldn't give a shit about you irl. You will never know what is like to live in a ethnically compact community. But that's also why you do drugs in the first place kek

>>21434202
are you jewish?

>>21427495
white americans talking about their dead junkie relatives are like niggers. HE WAS A GOOD BOI HE DIDN'T DESERVE IT HOW DO I COPE THERE IS NO WAY I COULD HAVE IMAGINED MY JUNKIE COUSIN WAS GONNA DIE NONONONO HE WAS RECOVERING YES BECAUSE I TRUST THE WORD OF AN OPIATE ADDICT NO I'M TOTALLY NOT RETARDED
good riddance

>>21434275
have sex

>>21433797
Drugs are a fucking meme. I wish I didn’t live in burger land and get addicted as a teenager

Burn in hell junkies
I present to you the numerical value of my sympathy
>0

>>21427495
my deepest condolences fren
i hope you will make great gains that can help you cope

>>21434593
thank you, i hope you make insane, astronomical gains for your kind thoughts in this time of darkness.

>>21427495
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1tAYmMjLdY

hope you're doing well anon.

>>21428695
You're just a goy with terrible impulse control. Whining about how unfair life is isn't going to make thing better you lazy fuck

>>21427955
Imagine claiming you're not a retard because you're black but suddenly you act as an ignorant subhuman monkey.

Btw it's a nice bait you kike.

Lost two friends in the last couple years. A 24 year old woman, and a 31 year old man. The man had the same name, and was the same age as me, funnily enough. There were others in the past, and if I counted people in the second tier of separation, it would probably be dozens by now. Shits ridiculous.

>>21434646
Anon death is something everyone ignores. No one wants to really talk about it since we all know that it is a fact of life.

But death is not the end as life is not the beginning. You need to remove any feelings of guilt and eventually stop greifing. You are the man now, you have to be strong for his kids, for his parents. Seek Jesus christ in times like these, prayer always helps.

>Bless those who mourn, eternal God, with the comfort of your love that they may face each new day with hope and the certainty that nothing can destroy the good that has been given. May their memories become joyful, their days enriched with friendship, and their lives encircled by your love.
Amen

>>21427495
Just think you have a 10k link stack at least. You do have 10k link right anon...

>>21427593
he died so that others may live. let no member of your family or no member of your lineage be afflicted so. in the name of the father and the son and the inexplicable holy spirit , let it be so.

>>21427955
based and too redpilled for white anons to handle
t. hapa

>>21428314
god didnt punish him. his family is being punished. you reek of sub 100iq

>>21434675
>>21435036
>>21435214
amen. your words and prayers are appreciated. thank you.
>>21435071
at least i have my stinky linkies to love me, right? right?

>>21428645
samefag

>>21428651
not mine. funny, iq correlates with opioid abuse. it almost like wisdom is a higher intelligence than things like iq.

>>21428699
if you survive past 30 years old, the danger is mostly over. statistically at least. the vast majority of overdoses have always been teen and 20 somethings.

>>21427495
At least he got to pass his genes. Hopefully not the stupid, drug using ones.

>>21427495
Another druggy dies, in other news LINK is about to pump to $20.

>>21427793
>i have been wracking myself with guilt all day thinking "why didnt i call him to tell him about chainlink?"

Retard detected. Any sympathy I had, is gone right out the window. I'm glad the chinks are pumping the system with all this poison, weeds retards out the pool.

>>21427495
Don't ever think of doing drugs.
Don't ever think about the present and put aside the future.
If you do do drugs, you'll unlikely to regret it...because you'll be unlikely to ever live to regret it.
And most important, find a healthy addiction or hobby to replanish your demand for joy, but don't get carried away

>>21427495
At least he passed his genes.
If I die tomorrow I'm a genetic dead end.

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