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I was going through a trial for a company to see if they would accept me or not for internship.
So far they haven't sent an email back to me.
They might have ghosted me.
I feel such a failure right now.
Even during the interview my speech was horrible. I can't believe I screwed up easy questions related to my training.
I've been abused qnd bullied a lot as in my childhood to the point of islolating myself.
I thought the traces of abuse and bullying would be gone, but it seems not all. I'm still unable to speak properly with others.call this isolation really did damage me.

>> No.20550013

>>20549369
Can somewhat relate, but don't worry anon, practice makes perfect, I too had many social situations where I have messed up and that makes me cringe hard every time I recall them, but the more you interact, the less those failures happen so just keep going at it. I also found that by having a hobby I like and getting good at it makes me feel less useless and as a result helps with my confidence, perhaps you can also find your confidence and your worth that way. Best of luck anon.

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>>20549369
You recognized you made a mistake that is the best thing anyone can do. Just practice more on speech and what you are going to say for atleast to days before the interview maybe also look up common questions and answer the aloud right down your answers if you have to make script you can do it anon!

>> No.20550137

Keep trying and consider counselling or some shit. All you can do unless you want to go full autismbux

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>>20549369
Don’t let it weigh on you too much fren. You’ll have many more opportunities going forward. Learn from where you stumbled and use it to succeed in the future.

>> No.20550442

>>20549369
It is ok OP. Chances are they currently have 100s of candidates in the queue lined up. Do not bother to think about them any further because they dont either. I am looking for a part-time job for months now. Just apply to literally anything.
Regarding the horrible speech and effects of isolation and all of that. Trust me the school systems are fucked up, literally every type of person can be bullied. Even good looking people are bullied. Do you know how many MMA types of fighters and body builders achieve the most insane things in order to essentially cope with being bullied some time in their life? You can own it without being pathetic by having something to show for it
My point is that your brain like it is now, this is not permanent. I was the same, spend a lot of time in isolation. I would advise you to work retail part time to learn social skills. it will be akward at times but as much exposure you get, make every day count. godspeed anon

>> No.20550607

it's possible to work past most of those remnants from abuse through practice. the one part that sucks is there are certain situations which are rare and hard to practice (fighting with your significant other or stressful situations for example) where the maladapted social interactions will re appear. as long as you're aware of the possibility that situations like that may arise you can overcome them. Try socializing a bit more even if it's just talking online on voice chat with people it can help.