/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>18611069
Not great, not terrible

Killing myself in a few hours, you?

>>18611069
drank a few beers about 6 days ago and been having stomach problems since. was completely bed ridden for like 2 whole days after. lots of anxiety and panic attacks too. but I'm getting better now. except now if i eat anything after 2pm i have trouble digesting it. guess i fucked myself. or something inside me is messed up.

>>18611085
no, anon.
>>18611157
get well soon

>>18611069
pretty fucking bad, anon

graduating this semester into an economic depression and haven't had the chance to prepare for interviews or apply to jobs at all (codemonkey) due to crippling depression and stress. already had a receding hairline but now the stress is bad enough that each day I comb my hair more falls out. would probably have killed myself by now if my parents weren't around, if I'm being honest

>>18611069
Good enough, bruh.
How are you holding up? Doing okay?

>>18611069
>be me
>make 100k in a month trading options
>cant get a haircut because of this gay shutdown
>lost my job
>getting paid more due to unemployment
>still no gf
>gov getting more dystopian by the hour
It hurts bros. As soon as I "made it" in a small way I got cucked by gov.

I had so many plans. A big year for me and my wife. All down the shitter. No idea what the future holds as I am an oilfield worker.

I should have known better than to have hope.

>>18611069
I'm okay, how bout u?

>>18611184
All good, have fun, bye

>>18611197
Except the bald and rock it. Richest man in the world has no fucking hair and a lazy eye

>>18611069
Why jannies leave these useless off topic threads up but delete my threads about the state of the US economy

>>18611262
Hope you have a savings built up or some investments good luck to you anon. What oil field?

>>18611296
IT'S NOT USELESS IT'S NICE

>>18611296
hey man fuck you the janny is working for free you cant expect him to do a good job!

>>18611296
>muh rules

>>18611296
because you have /b/tier understanding of macroeconomics

>>18611069
Literally lost all my profits and then some today, also one of my puts fucking mooned at 2:30 and could have offered a 30% gain to my portfolio , and I missed it while I was painting steel as a wagecuck. Feelsbadman, will sleep at night by telling myself that the run up was too quick for the order to get filled anyway..........
pic related

Sold all my stocks and ETF's today that I bought during the last dip made $175.00 off a $1500.00 investment. Planning on doing the same once we hit the bottom of this dip.

Still working and on top of all this, got my Trump bucks waiting to re-invest, 6+ months of supplies just incase I need to wait out the rest of this pandemic.

>>18611157
ive been using whatever drugs i have or can get because i just want to fast forward my life to the end. linkies always make my day a little better. seeing the stench of those stinky linkies growing over time is probably what's keeping me from ending it all.

pretty good thanks fren how about you

>>18611069
Well, I'm so tired of losing, I got nothing to do
And all day to do it
Well, I'd go out cruisin', but I've no place to go
And all night to get there

>>18611487
i can't speak for everyone but for me the alcohol is doing more harm than good. i guess I've developed some chemical imbalance or something. but whatever it is I don't react well to it anymore. i would advise against any drinks or smokes. they all cost money and probably do more harm than good.

Trying to keep it together. My city has become something rich and strange. Want to protect family at this point.

>>18611813
yes i don't even really enjoy alcohol :D if you don't already know the term "dipsomania", search it up. it might be why i drink the way i do.

Just got done with my shift at Amazon loading trucks from 7:30 to 6:00. It’s not hard work and actually easy but what’s exhausting is working 60 hours a week so I can get the double time to buy more linkies. Currently have 6.6k

>>18611933
based, must make the work easier when you know, just know you'll make it with link.

I flushed the rest of my alcohol down the sink today. I want to stop drinking and this seemed like the best solution

>>18612009
yeah just don't let any cravings bite you in the ass on your way to not drinking. :p

>>18611998
Plus I’ve been loading trucks since I was 12 on the side. My dad is in the auction business and I’d load furniture and misc all the time.

>>18611296
you probably posted something overly political

>>18612033
Idk if this is a sarcastic post or not, but I'm determined to make it

>>18612064
Was it?

>>18612068
you will make it

>>18612033
yea. it's for the best. alcohol isnt good for you and has no real health benefits.

>>18612068
it wasn't. maybe i'm too much of a retard to convey what i want to say clearly to others but i was serious. best of luck to you, i guess i'll try cutting back on drinking and drugs. more link always gives me a smile. :)
i might even be able to get a job if i just put together a resume and sending an application. maybe i'm not a totql failure after all. :)

>>18612191
b-but it's legal so it can't be bad for you!!

>>18612068
100% stop drinking, don't even drink on special occasions, it's actually pretty fun watching people get shitfaced from a sober point of view

>>18612286
Its not fun just annoying

>>18612258
hmm

I got really horny and dug up my roommates OK cupid profile so I could stalk her answers on sex questions and fapped to it and it was a lot of effort because I had to answer them all. Paranoid she would know it's me, but I modified the burner to not have any of my info.

Not sure what that means about me. I'm horny and alone but got I am too autistic to enjoy talking.

>>18612258
well i don't want to work really but my parents will probably soon kick me out if i continue doing nothing. :(

>>18611069
Have a perfect life but fighting with my normally wonderful wife
Drinking whiskey in home office
Will probably sleep here
All part of life

>>18612363

kek

>>18611069
Chugging along on my video game. Finally finished majority of artwork for two new areas. Didnt realize it'd take so long. Worked on character animation every now and then but am at a crossroad. Have no idea which style to go with as it affects the character's animations AND "funness" of abilities. It's either
>good animation + annoyingly rigid abilities
>bad animation + flexible fun abilities
>combo of both styles but will be jarring in transition between good to bad animations

>>18611085
Anon don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself anon.

>>18612424
which genre is that game you are working on?

>>18612424

what do you use to make it?

>>18611260
>make 100k in a month trading options
What kind of trades are you doing to make that mic&,ģ

>>18611069
I think I've finally lost my last bit of hope. All of my "friends" and family are narcissistic assholes. They've sabotaged my career, education, and relationships. I've done my best to keep an internal locus of control but I can't lie to myself anymore. I did nothing to deserve any of it but try to better myself (and others). With corona, all these pieces of shit are trying to get back into my life. Hell no.
I'm still employed but was trying to move on when this shit hit. Good luck with that now.
I don't want to be rich. I just want freedom and to be surrounded by people that genuinely care about me (and vice versa).

>>18612510
based

>>18612510
>I don't want to be rich. I just want freedom
honestly all i want is enough money to live just barely scraping by, with no one bothering me.

>>18612068
I had to quit drinking after I texted some girls to fuck after a brutal coke bender, my girlfriend wasn’t happy when she found out about it and tried to take my kid. But I got it together and haven’t drank for 3 months. I want to, but I can manage it

>>18612419
Hit the reset, Anon, you need a breather. Go feel the night sky outside and take a walk. Clear your head

>>18612421
Honestly I feel depraved

>>18612567
>girlfriend
never had one
>coke bender
have had these too many times, if you just replace coke with amphetamine
yeah, guess i really need to cut back on my stimulant use.

I was going to quit my shitty job and now this happened.

I work in one of the biggest banks in Europe.

I'm not going to get fired and I'll keep getting paid the usual amount (14 months plus bonus) but how good is that when I utterly hate my job.

I've been telling everyone about the looming crisis for years but even if I was right I didn't gauge how nefarious it's effects would be on my life planning even though by all standards Im doing fine I suppose

>>18612617
Yeah my substance problems started partying with girls. Something so great about getting a hot girl to snort drugs. For me it was 110% or 0 so I have been going with 0. I realized I was really lowering my frequency and I feel like a fucking spinning wheel without the drugs and alcohol.

>>18612692
stimulant addiction fucking sucks, amphetamines especially as the withdrawals can last for such a long time. mainly the anhedonia, lack of focus and motivation.
i made the right decision with not using the needle as my main roa. i did try i.v. speed and the rush is so good. i know someone who chose to just inject and i can tell he has fallen further into addiction than i have. being also addicted to the act of injecting yourself as well must make it far harder to quit. the rush is just so nice.
sadly with stimulants it's pretty much just living healthy and abstaining from use that will work. best of luck to you, anon. i hope we will both make it or die trying.

Waiting for this eventual BTC dump

>>18612847
aren't we all?

>>18612826
We’ll make it. See you there

>>18611069
any day now

>>18612936
>>18612942
Put the gun away and join us, fren.

>>18612970
join you where?

>>18613103
in positive thoughts and visualization.