/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>17270188
i wouldn't have any human contact other than prostitutes if i could avoid it

>>17270188
if you are looking for work, it is really bad. i'm old and i've probably been through 60 or 70 interviews in my life. i've never gotten a job from a normal interview process.

for normal living, it is great because you just live very cheaply compared to normies. i've never taken a vacation and i don't eat in restaurants.

>>17270188
I hate mostly everything other than my wife, family, and two dogs.

I am autistic as fuck but am a software engineer

>>17270188
The most austistic

>>17270188
autism has become an excuse like depression

>>17270188
i fuckin hate you

>>17270188
I'm an Autistic 140 iq white male in my 20's with mental illnesses, yes how did you know?

>>17270188

it's so bad i live with my mother and can't get employment
i have had jobs before but they were all given to me by family members. i saved 2k from them and plan to invest it all in crypto

crypto is my only hope

>>17270707
i knew because ur id is penis flight

>>17270719
well it aint gonna suck itself son

>>17270188
yeah.
pretty normal except for social skills.
work hard, make good money.
just don't really desire to know anyone just yet.
but also simultaneously can feel that void and it creates a yearning.
so it interesting.

i have even had a couple gf's
and know what many forms of love are like.

i even raised alot of bros, and a couple doges in my day.

downside is, obssessions..
like favorite vidyas, favorite interests/studies.
sports, activities..
cause it a dangerous world out there.
can get obsessed with things that are good.
and not so good. drugs, etc.

more good than bad though..
always move beyond the bad.
and strive for all that's good.

i like asperger people far as the tism people go.
because they can zone in on their interest like lazer.

also a word for autists..
life sucks for a long time.
just perservere through it and keep fighting to better yourself and be the successful master race autist you are.
it may take many decades.
but it will happen if you struggle and fight for it.
you can find "normiehood" as an autist
and still be autist.

idk, i'm half way through life.
autist since before 9/11
before autist was even a thing.
it is strange how this has all turned out.

anyways..
next step in life, is find my perfect wife, and be a father.

that next big step.

>>17270715
>crypto is my only hope
Same. It's hard as fuck more to keep a normal job. I just can't stand people, combine that with bureaucracy, spineless clueless managers, and other needless bullshit. Fuck it.

I have OCD. Totally different than you autisms.

>>17270188
I only leave my house to go to the gym.
I haven't talked to a women in years.
I scream randomly out of frustration.

>>17270188
Not autistic but hiqh IQ INTJ instead...
I usually prefer autistic people but while I chose to ignore a few social rules which are useless they often don't even know what they are doing wrong and after some time self-destruct their relationships...

>>17270752
>find wife be a father
sorry anon. did it. they are both perfect. life did not improve. im sorry but it doesnt fix us. it doesnt rly matter what u do. senpai life or blow off hookers titties, in the end, u are still alone, because no one ever rly knows u. u make that impossible

>>17270188
Yeah I have Asperger's, but I can act like a normie if needed.

>>17270188
Never formally diagnosed but I'm 100% sure I'm on the spectrum for autism or aspies. I'm high functioning so I've used it to get a high paying health career. I can't form strong bonds for friendships, relationships, or even with my family. Pretty sure I'm gonna die rich and lonely.

>>17270799
Same... im the best local actor I know... and its not a good thing, sometimes you forget who you are, are you actually just pretending to be a normie?
Or are you pretending to be an autist??

Where does the acting start and WHERE DOES IT END?

How do you deal with family while being isolated autists?

>>17270188

I enjoy staying at my comfy home with my doggo but can go out into society and appear completely normal but it's extremely mentally fatiguing after a while.

I'm unironically as based IRL as I am on here which attracts girls looking for an asshole boyfriend but one who's well spoken and white.

>>17270793
i can see that.
the only thing that ever really cracked my shell enough to feel clarity/sobriety when dealing with situations beyond myself,
>interacting with other people/social environment
was very small doses of mushrooms.
i did not know it until others pointed out that i seemed cooler/more normal on those particular days.

i told them months later,
"remember those days when..."
>yeah anon
"i was on mushrooms.. i was on acid..."
>NO WAY, NUH UH, etc
they never had any idea back then.
fucking irony.

mushrooms?
acid?
AUTISM.
gotta be fucking kiddin me.
what kind of sick joke is this.
that's the 1 thing that can crack my shell?
fucking mushrooms? lol


i haven't touched either in 14+ years..
i just always found that very interesting with my tism...
fucking mushrooms.. of all things.
small doses of them was the only 1 that could give me the ability to see the world beyond myself and engage with it in clarity.

obviously typical pharma shit had some benefits too,
but i choose just to live sober now, no pharma, no drugs. like adderal and all that weird speedy shit.
fuck that. i am well accustomed to the low serotonin. it just my natural state.
it makes "normal normie levels" of serotonin seem like amazing shit. like " today was a good day, kicked ass, got shit done."
that is like the peak of my serotonin.
naturally.
that's about it.

i mention serotonin, because i notice people with brains that naturally produce more of it are fucking chatterboxes and using their hands and shit.
anyways..
i get what your saying.
and that's a good tip.

>>17270979
I let them talk/scream while doing my thing, give them hopes that someday I will leave the house.

For family who doesn't live with me I just roleplay a nerdish normie

Sad thing is, I think my autism runs from familly, grandpa probably has it but he is deaf so people think "he is just deaf" and a yonger cousin is showing signs of being exactly like me and I don't know how to reach him, he probably will figure out sooner than I did because now its a popular insult, and once you find out you become self aware...

>>17270979

you don't.
only on holidays

I am autistic, but lived in a lame place so I got diagnosed really late and have no coping skills. The only job I have ever been able to have is at one of the worst fastfood places, but I am going to quit soon. People always assume I am retarded, I am a flapper, and last time I went to the grocery store I started crying because someone was vacuuming.

I do have a gf though.

>>17271077
Whats the story with the vacuumer?

if you get social security for being mentally ill will they cut it if you invest it in crypto?

>>17270786
>both high iq intj and autistic
>all in eth

>>17271109
you can't have more than $2000 in assets including your personal property. If you lie and they find out you owe it back and might get a few years

>>17271087
>already having hard time at the store that day
>in the produce section trying to grab sweet snacking peppers
>very crowded and loud
>worker starts vacuuming a carpet a few feet away
>puts me over the edge, start crying

not exciting, but a true story!

>>17270188
You can't have autism if you don't go to the doctor

It's hell.
I've suffered enough.
I'm so alone.
I'm I've of the lucky ones too.
Why, God? Why?
Why did you put me in this life like this?

>>17271238
Greta can I ride on your boat?

>>17271238
gotta catch em all

>>17270979
alcohol

>>17270188
no bully

>>17270188
I'm bipolar. Does that count?

anyone that says no here is lying

I've got a little bit of the autism I think, or whatever the fuck else 'mental illness' they want to pin me with.
I'm employed and all that, left the parents house, did the 'socialization' thing. I just can't get into it, I can't get into anything normalfags enjoy. It's all so fucking boring, and they're so fucking boring. God it's horrific, every day I want to fucking shoot myself.
Why was I placed into flesh.
I'm a bit drunk and high though, so that might bias my views
>>17271238
this

not an autist but I’m here to enjoy the shitposts and make money. been on /biz/ since it opened and was into bitcoin since the /b/ threads.

I was an asocial fuck in early high school, but got out of my incel depression, made friends, has gfs etc

>>17270188
I'm a registered psychologist in Australia.

Although its not exactly scientific, I conduct an Autism Inventory on myself every six months. I've done this for the last five years.

In the first year I was considered to be normal but with autistic like traits. This is still considered normal though.

Every time i do the test my marks increase and i'm becoming more and more autistic. The next testing is in eight weeks. Probably not going to be surprised if i'm a full blown high functioning autist.

For reference i also do an IQ test every six months, I've been doing this for the last eight years. My scores range from 132-156.

I've become more autistic since i started trading crypto and learning programming, or perhaps it was just natural progression.

I'm hoping that the bull run, trading bot and business will save me from working a normie job. I find it painful to socialise but not with other autists. My best friend is a full blown high functioning PhD math autist and i feel quite happy when talking to him, his my only friend.

Maybe us autists just need to find likeminded people?

>>17271512
I'm starting to think 4channers and autists are chosen to be acolytes of Kek, instruments of the Machine God, deep-layer neurons in the hive mind, whatever you want to call it. It's our place in the world schema to be distinct from normies. Imagine monks and such cloistered away from the normies in ancient times.

>>17270919
I think thats schizoid personality disorder.

High Functioning, so yes.

>>17271701
Nah, that's textbook high functioning autism

>>17271669
I like the way you think
by my estimation all that has ever really mattered were the strange ones, the autists, the schizos and so on. The rest are just repetition without any substantial distinct form, the weird ones are what drive everything.
it's hell, but at least you know you're not a completely redundant cog, even if you are a completely broken and useless, you're a manifestation of the antithesis to the norm, and there's something comforting about that.

>>17271701
>Schizoid personality disorder (/ˈskJtsɔJd, ˈskJdzɔJd/, often abbreviated as SPD or SzPD) is a personality disorder characterized by a lack of interest in social relationships, a tendency toward a solitary or sheltered lifestyle, secretiveness, emotional coldness, detachment and apathy.

Fuck... That describes me very accurately. But I do like to help people as part of my job. And I enjoy sex (but I only ever paid for it).

>>17271669
This is what it be desu.

TLDR; we are the strangers from Dark City.

>>17271648
Your english fucking sucks for someone with a masters in psych

>>17271782
>>17270919
>>17271701
What if you want social relationships but not with NPCs and people who have an IQ lower than 130 ?

I found out a few years ago that all my friends were gifted when it should be around 30% for a "normal" gifted person.
However as time went on the differences between us grew.
They had a lot more normie friends than gifted friends and could fit in with them better.

If you can only be friends with people who have a similar perspective and point of view (15 IQ difference), this means that for someone with a 145 IQ he will have to spend a lot of time finding people with an IQ between 130-160 (less than 2%) and will not want to have a relationship with 49/50 of the people he meets.

>>17271924
PhD actually

>>17271219
>Crowded
>Loud
That sounds like a nightmare anon I'm sorry! Fucking normies I swear to God.

>>17271924
only a non-autist will care about spellings and arrangement of words. An autist will be able to filter the bullshit and know that as long as one can transfer and receive information, that is more than enough.

I relate hard to this thread and I feel sad. I have friends, have had a gf, but can never really “click” with people. Most people like me, and I have lots of close friends but it all seems meaningless. I never know when to talk in convos. I have no idea how to interact with girls romantically. I don’t know how to read people’s emotions. I have lots of money in the bank but no desire to spend any of it. Nothing brings me dopamine anymore. Like 80% of social interactions, and 100% of group interactions just seem so fake to me. Like everyone is living a lie and just keeping it up so no one hates or judges them. Why is life like this?

>>17272823
dw fren, im married, if i can do it you can too. I think i got lucky though, my wife is just as autistic as i am.
You just need to find more autists and do something with them, not your normal meet up and drink and talk about how stacy got soooo drunk last week. Find similar interests and build a project around it.

>>17272100
>49/50 of the people he meets
this is morbid.