/biz/ - Business & Finance

All this education and time to "think" has lead me to realize that my life has been a lie. It has allowed me to not only understand my past, but why it is so painful to look at. I understand now how people actually die of grief when their significant other dies. In this case, it was the idea of myself and my relationship with my family and past that died. I am in pain but I will try to endure.

Money isn't everything, please be careful with your souls.

ABLOOBLOOOOOOOOOOOO ABLOOOOOO

>i am rich
>i have too much free time to read and travel
>feel bad for me

Literally the gayest post I have ever seen, OP

>>17212631
get a can of gasoline and dump it on your head while sitting in a steel tub and light yourself on fire the answers you seek are within the agony of immolation

Imagine feeling this sorry for yourself for at winning life

>>17212628
6k to 6mill

yeah m8 a winrar is u

>>17212718
It's not that I feel sorry for myself, it's that I've had so much time to look into my past and analyze the relation between that and my heart and mind, and I don't really love the results.

>>17212756
People with money don't talk like you, so 99.9 repeating that you're larping.

sweet blogpost

>>17212628
OP please kys already you unufferable faggot

>>17212628
>I have so much free time (due to having made it twice over with a safety net) that I found a way to feel sad even though I have everything that anyone could possibly ever want

MCFUCKIN' KMS URSELF

>>17212628

>>17212628
>>17212631

Sounds like you could use some stefan molyneux

>>17212760
I used to be a gigantic cum guzzling fag like you and spent a lot of time ruminating on the past. Then I got a bunch of chronic illnesses and my new existence as a vegetable pariah made me appreciate the life that came before. It also replaced my existential malaise with a burning hatred for my condition and a will to get better. You need to struggle, we're men and humans it's hard wired. Do something with your money.

>>17213612
I listen to him already, and Ramzpaul, and a bunch of other black pilled people. Probably contributes to my condition, makes me wonder if I'm too high IQ for this world.

>>17213629
Same here. Chronic illness saved my life ironically.

>>17213760
>>17213836
I mean, I'm developing chronic anxiety from this. Does that count?

Everything about you is fine except that you are a completely unlikeable faggot.

>>17212628
Have you read this book ?
It helped me to connect with my true personality and my inner child.
It turns out you have to take over the parent role and be a good parent for your inner child.
The first step to this is to recognize that the treatment you got in your childhood was not deserved, that you deserved better, and that the past cannot be accepted even if it happened.

The reason you feel like a loser is because you're not socially accepted, i.e your that 'rich kid who got ez'. I don't feel like a loser because I don't give a fuck. Why the fuck would you care about something like that? WTF????????? THAT'S ILOGICAL, you do you... just don't go full retard. Fucking nigger.

>>17213844

You're not too smart for the top. Go find them, they are waiting for you.

>>17212628
I have a very similar story anon, and at a point in time I felt myself falling for the same trap you're in. You're not a fraud or loser for inheriting money or for investing in bitcoin. You can't control your parents. You don't have a magic ball that tells you tomorrows bitcoin price. You've beaten a game that you don't feel like you've played. As if you were given cheat codes you didn't deserve. People die of grief because they are stuck in the past and refuse to leave it, same as you. You have to look to the future. Find a purpose, find a passion, build something that will outlive you. You have the resources to do what you want, you just haven't spent the time to figure out what you really want.

>>17213879
... n-no u

>>17213892
No, but I just bought the audiobook. I don't want to get into it, but my parents are simultaneously the biggest selfish assholes, and yet love and generous and kind to me. Again, I'm not denying the value of what they're giving to me via inheritance, but the cost of which it took them to obtain that was probably not worth the amount of suffering and mental damage it caused it. I simultaneous love and hate them. It's not really their fault, but it also sort of is.

>It turns out you have to take over the parent role and be a good parent for your inner child.

I think I need to do this. I need to stop going on whore-cations or masturbating 5 times a day.

>>17213894
I am socially accepted, I have many friends and have done well with women. My problem is something WAY shittier than being an outcast or something.

>>17213992
You feel like a loser because you are a retard?

>>17213892
God damn it I think I need this even though my parents were not like OP at all...

>>17213992
There is a part within you which learned to accept this as normal in order to survive the suffering and your inner child is trying to tell you that it hates them.
Please listen to this hate feeling, accept it and do your best to revisit past events which are connected to this feeling.
Getting back your emotions is the path to recovery and showing the right answer to frustrating events of your past to your inner child will do a lot to achieve this.

Your inner child represents all your initial personality and has all your positive and negative emotions.
You tried to cut him out of your life to reduce your suffering but also lost access to your happiness, your true personality and desires in life.
For a child parents are like gods and he is forced to bend his personality to mold himself into the image his parents force on him.
As an adult you finally have the freedom to change this and correct injustice.

This book describes the different bad treatment you can get and gives exercises in the second part to cure yourself and connect with your inner child.

>>17214220
My family is also different but this book describes all the different types of bad treatment you can get from your parents during your childhood.
The first step to being cured is to recognize the problem.
The second part of this book describes a treatment to connect with your inner child and to be healthy.

>>17214433
Thank you.

What prompted me to make this post was that I had a dream last night. Not even a dream, but more of a hallucination. I spent 2 months backpacking around Europe last year, and I thought, at the time, that it was great. It seemed like every time I went traveling, I felt so much better. I thought it had to do with the dopamine release of novel sights (which I'm sure it does to some degree). But my dream last night showed me that I was actually escaping, and how sad it was that I was alone, walking random parts of the Earth, just trying to get away from my past. Then I started weeping mid sleep, in between waking and a dream. I literally felt bad for myself from the standpoint of what felt like another person, which is a weird thing to feel.

Then today, I had such a massive panic attack that I though I was going to die. It's then I realized that I felt like I was dying of grief, whether that's real or not.

>>17212631
Sorry to see that money can’t cure your autism OP.

>>17214500
Happy to be able to help.
After having met my inner child again I felt more happiness than I ever felt before in my life and that I would never be alone again as long as he was with me.
You may have a bit of a hard time to finish reading this book to the end as it conflicts with your warped view of reality but you will have to persevere for both of you.
Getting this message from your dream means he is ready to communicate with you which is a good sign and should spead up the recovery process.
Sometimes the inner child is too afraid to do this and you will need to show him your good will through efforts to reach him.

There are different parts in your subconscious which can communicate with you indirectly.
The easiest way is to send you a message through your dreams.
The people you see and interact with in your dreams are often different parts of your subconscious.

Another way is through music lyrics.
If you have a music in your mind when you wake up or suddenly from nowhere it contains a message for you.
Look at the lyrics of the music while listening to it and you should feel a powerful emotion when you reach the critical message.

>>17212628
Obvious troll, but fuck you for making me think someone like you existed. Good bait because even an imaginary person like you fucking infuriates me.

>>17214557
Yes, and I'm happy that you don't have to peer into the abyss because you're too fixated on how you're going to make rent this month.

>>17214664
You are projecting your incorrect beliefs of thinking that money solves all problems and being rich makes you automatically happy which makes you angry because this thread contradicts it.
Money is only a tool which reveals your true personality and real value as a person.
This tool can help you achieve some things easier but if you don't know how to use it it won't be of any help to you.

If you are from 4chan you should have enough curiosity and the will to challenge your beliefs.

>>17212665
Perfect reply

>>17214692
Not really worried about rent autist bro. I own a lot of land.

>>17212628
OP, my heart bleeds for you. I hope you can find purpose and peace in this life.

What does this have to do with chainlink?

>>17212760
you're masturbating too frequently. Quit it

>>17213844
No, it means you need to do something with your time besides be a bitch. Go choose something to do and do it until you fail repeatedly. you fucking queer.

>>17215495
It's so hard to stop. I honestly think I need some kind of modern chastity belt.

Yes it's my fault, but porn is also TOO ridiculous a this point. We may be doomed as males.

>>17212631
can i get some bitcoins off you then since you have way more money than you need or care about

>>17216407
If this isn't a larp you need to take a long, hard look in the mirror anon

>>17212628
Hey OP, sorry to hear that your money isn't making your life better.

Lucky for you i'm willing to take some of it for you.

>>17216460
I know.

>>17216472
Well to be honest, I probably took quite a bit from you in 2017 and 2018, so maybe it is time to give some back.

>>17212628
>you will still feel like a loser unless you actually EARN the money
lol fucking no

money is money is money, all I need is enough to stop working forever, I don't give a shit how I come into it

imagine being so self-cucked that you worry about whether you really earned your fortune or not.

As for feeling like you missed out on parental love or whatever, just take some shrooms and mdma in a dark room and get over your shit already. Jesus christ.

>>17212628
Maybe you should get a job at McDonalds or some menial labor job where no one gives a fuck about you.

>>17216544
Jokes on you, I bought all shitcoins.

Now give me BTC sir 1Gfb91Bha5VCkpJHqgLmpHDvf1PjJ6AHex

>>17216551
I know I'm coming off as an incredible pussy in this thread, literally claiming that I'm dying of despair, but a man does need to prove his worth in the world. And this is not some "man up" bullshit, it's literally that your soul has inhabited a body and it needs to try and do something with the time you're given on Earth.

If you come across a ton of money, like I have, the universe will turn you into a giant fag until you either figure out your soul path or your writhe in despair like I'm doing.

>>17212628
Have you watched the movie Parasite that just won a bunch of Oscars?

It will make you think about your current situation.

I am also over 6’, and post on the internet.

>>17216715
How so? I have seen it.

>>17216789
well you are literally trying to talk with parasites right now.

Either you are rich or poor, you are allowed to make choices, and solve problems, you can choose to try and be a better person, or whatever you want to be.
I think the problems you have are not so much about money, just about general identity.
But keep in mind people here can not relate to you, they have their problems and all they want is money to help them cope.

So far I think you have been doing well, reading books, traveling etc you just have to realise that life is always harder the more you think about it, obviously if you have all the time in the world you will be constantly thinking about things, because you have the time, it's both a blessing and a curse.

Good luck out there

>>17212705
Unironically this.

>>17216544

I think I am immune to this despair because I have a true passion in my life, which I would definitely keep chasing with all myself even if I made it.
But what do I know, I haven't made it yet.
If you want to contribute, send some Satoshis here anon. I can guarantee they will be 100% spent to make it.

34CSD4WPJaYT2Rb9SoYzqH6235JUFmcWtv

>>17216694
If you seriously stop watching porn and jacking off frequently you will be a completely different person in just a few weeks time - I'm not even exaggerating. Try lifting and get a personal trainer if you need some encouragement since you can clearly afford it. If that's not your speed you can do boxing or jiu jitsu but do something to get you out of the house and away from idle thoughts. Install a porn blocker on your internet-connected devices if you are really struggling. After you finish the toxic parents book I need you to read BRONZE AGE MINDSET. It is a simple but powerful tome and I believe it will help you immensely. You can do this anon.

>>17217013
So wait, if I'm a mildly successful man and also a coomer, would that mean I'd be an incredibly successful man if I stopped wasting my semen?

>>17217042
I don't want to derail this thread by inviting coomers & spooks to attaq me but...Yes, absolutely. You are wasting an enormous amount of time and life force energy. By extension of this, you are wasting your potential for greater success. Repent before it is too late. Instead, use your energy to manifest the reality that you most desire.

>>17213992
> masturbate 5 times per day
Well there it is. My child, have you heard the good news? NoFap is your savior.

>>17213966
how does one find the top?

>>17217013
Since I've already revealed so much personal shit about myself in this thread, I guess I can't embarrass myself anymore. The longest I've gone without cumming (either through sex or masturbation, usually masturbation as my relationships usually never last longer than 6 months to a year, not because I'm undesirable but actually because girls want to marry me because they find out I'm rich, and I have issues so it wouldn't be right to get married before solving them) is 24 days. I remember this vividly because I was fourteen on a very long family vacation and was always in a hotel room with my parents at night. I remember even then feeling a distinct difference after not cooming.

This year I managed to not coom for 8 days, but that's only because I booked a porn star to film a blowjob scene and wanted to save up. Normally I cannot last more than 1-2 days even if I'm dating a girl I can fuck.

This thread is making me think that I have more problems than just dying from despair.

>>17217149
also, I didn't want to read your picture, but I did. My body was trying to get me to not read it, probably because it's addicted to cooming and doesn't want me to stop.

>>17213844
maybe. it worked for jordan peterson

>>17212628
Natural human condition is to challenge oneself and to overcome a challenge will benefit your mindset. Try to set yourself a goal that can be attained eventually however will be somewhat difficult to achieve. Money only serves to create a cage whether you have lots of it or needing it. Men tend to thrive when they are challenged to survive ;it is our very basic primal instinct.

>>17217318
You are used to instant gratification. You were onto it when you sourced that you didn't earn any of your success. Dopamine overload is a thing, and makes you feel despair.

Most of us are in the struggle to achieve your status of financial freedom. Part of that is to delay gratification, make sacrifices to get to the goal quicker. I hadn't really put myself in your situation, that is, what will I do when I am financially free. Right now my plan is to fap, play vidya all day, and I would probably feel as if I'd earned that and then die a few months later of old age. So given that you've already started from that point I have no idea what kind of struggles you could partake in. Maybe look at other billionaires?

Why not find a way to fuck with society like George Soros?

>>17212665
now why the fuck did this make me laugh :') lmaoooo

>>17212628
>>>adv
Let me save you some time and tell you to move inna woods.
It sounds like your living a city lifestyle with no real end goal other than you feel obligated to. If you are okay with having less and more free time then move somewhere else and find a source of income that offords you to live that life of freedom and cherishing your youth. I'm turning 26 and have been working for about 3 years straight after uni. I've worked. That is it. But I have a goal I'm working towards. So figure out your end game anon and see what you should do from there.
I'm at the look for a good Christian woman stage. Feels good anons.

>>17212631
I think you realized you're useless

>>17212631
Maybe if you sent me 67k to start my businesses it would help you feel better. Contact me if you'll consider it.

Maybe the real treasure was the friends we made along the way OP. Maybe once you win the rat race game you are put into another game where you make the rules and you progress yourself. Maybe you're playing an RPG when you natrually much rather a RTS?

Think about it OP

>>17212665
kek

O-OH NO IS OP GOING TO BE OKAY?!?!
HE HASN'T RUN OUT OF TAMPONS HAS HE?

>>17218807
I think you realized that you're broke

>>17218820
pitch me, I made a temp email at lebetit407@era7mail.com

>scroll up to see people seriously replying to OP's faggotry
Really? At this point there's at least one thread every day over the past week with some trust fund baby humble bragging about their dragon dildo collection.

>>17219076
I'll reply with a protonmail acc that starts with a J.

Some people find it hard to find meaning in life, some people don't.
If you cant find meaning when youre rich you certainly wont when poor.

All the despair at waging you see posted on this board is what you would be doing if you were waging.

Define what you really want to do and do it, repeat until satisfied

>>17217149
>hey do you want occult knowledge and stories of freemasons
heck yeah that sounds great
>It's a NOFAP article

>>17219157
67k is peanuts dude, if your idea was really that good people would be all over it. I know people that spend 67k in 3 months on just living expenses.

I'm not going to steal your idea. I'm not going to make a protonmail account just to hear this

>>17212628
>I am over 6'0
5'9 manlet confirmed

>>17212665
Based and ablobloopilled

>>17212628
You're just a crying baby.

>>17219262
I haven't told or pitched my idea, except to you and my sourcers. It's long, but you may consider it.

And yes, 67k may be small, but I don't need to start big.

In reference to the protonmail, I was saying I sent an email, with pic attached from a protonmail account, so you knew it was me.

>>17212631
Kys faggot

>>17212628
That's a nice story, OP. You got any more?

>>17219704
Ok, first of all, never mention 4chan in a professional email. It just ruins the entire tone of an email and you cannot recover from it, even if you met the person via 4chan.

Next, you need to take a business writing course that will teach you how to effectively communicate in a business environment. You use too many unnecessary words, sentences are too long or confusing. Remember that brevity is the soul of wit, but more importantly never use a larger word where a smaller one will suffice.

You demonstrate your intelligence in business communication through clarity and succinctness, not descriptive adjectives. I read your email and basically don't know what you're talking about. Important parts that people should know more about are vague, and non-essential information is over described. A good business communicater could probably shave off 5/8ths or more of that email.

The problem with using too many words is that you begin to sound like a scammer, as if you're trying to trick someone into believing you. Good ideas speak for themselves, they don't need fluff.

Definitely not investing in your idea but keep trying, you will succeed one day.

When you grow up rich a lot of people secretely hate you or direct passive agressive anger at you. You also get a lot of free stuff and people are kind to you just because of your status. You can blame yourself or your parents for many things, but not for this.

>>17219704
Some humongous retarded faggot pretending to be you sent me an email saying "real estate in the sky"

Ironically that's not a horrendous way to pitch billboards or other advertisements that are above ground level because it kind of catches your attention because it's so odd sounding

>>17219793
I didn't think you would with your previous post. Perhaps your ego is blinding you.

With reference to the email, if it is too complex for you, it's highly probable that you lack the focus to understand it. Take that as neutrally as you can. What I said was plain, somewhat complex, yet vague enough, so as not to reveal too much information with relation to the details, to limit the possibility of any future competition. Brevity and undervaguess can give your competition or thieves an advantage, yet you're attempting to school me as if you did something considerable that pertains to your actual success?

Perhaps the money has caused you destruction to some extent. Realistically it would have been a limited relationship anyways considering your manner of communication, as much as I'd rather it not be.

Ultimately, I am saddened by your choice, and will leave the door open, but realistically I do believe masturbation inflates the ego, and one's view of one's self, so realistically perhaps you need to pick up a Bible more than anything, and follow what's on the inside after being born again. You may have x dollars but the fact that you think you are some business wiz because of your wealth only shows lack of understanding. You can be a lot better than that.

>>17219938
I should also add that you can sell crappy products as a good salesman. Brevity is a good way to get a foot out the door. Take it from someone who actually has done well as a door to door salesman. Not only that but outperformed consecutively by a minimum of 1.6-2.9x what "veterans" were doing.

I'd might despair too if I was that full of myself.

are trust fund babby threads covert datamining? we see one every couple of weeks or so and they get 100+ replies, so you'd think regular /biz/ posters would be weened off them

>>17219938
All I'm saying is that I can literally feel your fedora through the computer screen when I read your writing.

>perhaps
>realistically
>yet
>ultimately I am saddened by your choice

ultimately I am saddened that you're broke

>>17220073
And the truth shall be self evident. Take note kids.

>>17212760
You should go to India to seek spiritual enlightenment and die of coronavirus.

>>17220096
why hasn't coronavirus spread to Africa?

>>17212679
looks like gay larp to be honest.
.>>17212628
fake and gay. kys retard.

>>17212628
I've already destroyed my soul with a transcendental soul mate tier partner, I literally feel like I've fucked up the one reason I came here and now I'm in the lobby waiting for the next game, kek, oh well at least I turned 4 K into 1.4 million from my sheer intelligence and ability to sort the shit from shinola on this beautiful board, your not special OP go find a girls tits to suck on and start and family while enjoying trivialities and of course, be sure to kill yourself while your at it, many shaloms to you

>>17213760
>makes me wonder if I'm too high IQ for this world

Stopped reading there genius.

>>17212760
What are you mid-twenties? You'll get over it, it's adulthood settling in. Now stop being a faggot

>>17212628
Peace be with you.