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at 15, 10 years ago i could cope and hope, pray, daydream about a better future with no depression, ocd and anxiety. Its going to get better i said to myself. Nothing got better, everything got worse and i run out of cope. I dont want to even see 30. My whole life feels like im set on fire and cant properly breath, only sleep is relief. I dont enjoy anything. Nothing sparks joy. I simply count the hours until im able to sleep again and the days, months, years go by. Im utterly alone.

I tried to escape. Tried traveling to escape from myself but there is no escape. Everywhere i go im with the person i share my breath with, me. I tried to cope with drugs and while it did work and i distracted myself for 2 hours with cocaine and booze, of course it stopped working and im worse off. Im 6 months clean now and i do nothing but lift weight once a day and then lay in bed in misery, self hatred, boredom and regret.

Im begging you biz, i need help. What should i do?

>> No.16667492

>distracted myself for 2 years*

>> No.16667506
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>>16667478
buy link

>> No.16667514

>>16667478
chainlink is a scam

>> No.16667525

>>16667506
I dont have money issues. Infact you could give me a billion dollars now and it wouldnt change anything.

>> No.16667546

>>16667525
oh great another millionaire who isnt happy with life. GO KILL YOURSELF. seriously if you consider how special life is and the impossible chance that it exists should make you shout with joy that you got the chance to be alive and experience all the fun things it has to offer, bad or good its still an experienece. seriously PLEASE stop wasting peoples time and KILL YOURSELF.

>> No.16667551

Is there anything you actually want out of life?

>> No.16667565

>>16667546
>just be happy bro and kys
thanks for the advice anon. have good holidays.

>> No.16667573

>>16667551
not to suffer anymore and a family with kids would be great one day.

>> No.16667584

>>16667478
Unfuck your brain chemistry then learn how to have fun again by doing things.

>> No.16667600

>>16667573
whats making you suffer and what have you tried to do about it? do you realize part of life is suffering? do you realize there are third world country people who literally sleep in shit and bathe in shit but couldnt be more happy with their life? everyone suffers my dood and if you can handle it go kill yourself.

>> No.16667610

>>16667573
If you have money, go see a doctor.

>> No.16667612

>>16667584
this too, i take no sympathy for people who take drugs to cope. theres a time , reason and place for drugs. learn how to use them as tools to better yourself, not to cope.

>> No.16667639

>>16667573
Is that it? Life is suffering and it doesn't get easier. Families aren't always great either. What do you want and what do you bring to the table? If that question is leading you to misery you are overthinking it.

>> No.16667644

>>16667600
>whats making you suffer?
i dont know. mostly my ocd, insomnia, depression, anxiety i guess
>and what have you tried to do about it?
therapy, meditation, reading literature, philosophy
>do you realize part of life is suffering?
i do but i dont suffer partly, i dont feel anything but misery
>3rd world kids happy
ok

>> No.16667668

>>16667644
You're overthinking things. Do things that make you feel positive. Seriously, make that a priority.

>> No.16667681

>>16667668
>Do things that make you feel positive.
what does you make feel positive anon? what are your hobbies?

>> No.16667682

go hiking or something. get more vitamin d

>> No.16667693

>>16667478
Get a job

>> No.16667766

>>16667682
i do, +5k units a day

>> No.16667782

>>16667681
A bunch of stuff, cooking, guitar, walking, music, general learning makes me happy. Seriously, all you have to do are pick things that you're interested in. There's nothing bad about curiosity.

>> No.16667796

>>16667478
anon, I understand, but I don't have a solution. I have 110k in crypto and when I turn it into 1mil I know nothing will change, but the prospect keeps me going. if you don't even have money to aspire to, I don't know what to suggest. it's a bleak existence, and I wish you peace

>> No.16667959

>>16667478
sounds like your dealing with childhood abuse and/or neglect. obvious answer is learn more about your childhood and then go to therapy. or you can listen to these other mentally ill faggots here or do nothing.

>> No.16668041

>>16667478
Your mindset is killing you. Change how you think; live (in your mind) as if you have already achieved success and happiness... It will come. Believe.

>> No.16668045

>>16667478
I've been done for years.

>> No.16668162 [DELETED] 

>>16668041
>just be positive bro!

>> No.16668173

>>16667478
he book gettin all wet!

>> No.16668226

>>16667478
you sound swedish,

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DMT will restore the twinkle in your eye, old chap

>> No.16668399 [DELETED] 

>>16668346
>just take drugs bro!

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>>16668162
That is all it takes. His life is a self-fufilling prophecy.

Negative event outside control -> negative thought -> negative response -> negative thought-> negative response ad infinitum.
His life is on a never ending loop and he refuses to acknowledge the control he has over his immediate enviroment.
Your subconcious thoughts sculpt your reality, trick the miserable old wretch, create a positive feedback loop.

>> No.16668490

Just BEE yourself

>> No.16668508

>>16668490
suicide is always an option. In your case I strongly suggest it.

>> No.16668634

>>16667478
> does nothing to change his life like exercising, pursuing an easy field like programming through self study online
> does coke and alcohol abuse with preexisting mental health problems
> complains that time by itself did not make him successful

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>>16667478
I daydream a lot too anon, i was depressed before. Watch this 7 minute video fren, with an open mind. I wish I had it when i was going through dark tunnels.

The Bible Way to Heaven
https://youtu.be/WDEBz25lGdY

>> No.16669677

>>16669548
>believe and you shall receive eternal life in heaven
that sounds nice anon but i just want the hell on earth to stop and nothing more.

>> No.16669714

>>16667478
Take the poo to the loo. Should help.

>> No.16669756

>>16667478
I gave up at 14, I know how you feel. I have no dreams or aspirations. Nothing I look forward to. This existence is torture and it won't get better. I just kinda go through the motions but never truly try anymore. A therapist would probably help us both but I could never afford one. I'm tired.

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>>16667478
stop being such a massive faggot