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Addiction doesn't exist

I called OP a faggot and fucked his dad.

I fucked OPs mom and called her son a faggot

>>16554890
>received two promotions despite middling faggots trying to intervene in my career
>broke 100k and picked up some nice stockies
>strengthened relationship with a mentor who is a VP at major company
>strengthened relationship with based programmerbro who will eventually get tired of the wagecage and make us both rich
>avoided women, the spawn of He Who Reigns in Hell, the Archdemon, the First Fornicator and Lover of Lies, Satan

only downside
>accidentally spoke to someone outside of work

It was all a void. 10 years of void. Insane asylum, years of insomnia, pushing myself to my limits and breaking, hardcore surgery on my face. I destroyed myself physically and mentally trying to pursue delusions in reckless manners

There’s nothing left for me now but suffering

>>16554897
Mindlessness exists. I never even like xanax but I kept doing it because to stop doing it meant I couldn't forget about my problems anymore. Everything else was easy to quit, some drugs are just evil. I only started doing it because i was trapping ks, but hated every minute. Addiction is just like slavery, you are only as enslaved as you allow yourself to become.

>>16554913
extremely based, fren

>>16554918
nowhere to go but up bro

>>16554925
I don't think any of that's true lol

>>16554945
what do you believe, anon?
you can say i'm a lying LARP. you can believe that. it doesn't change the truth.

>>16554937
I want to believe

>>16554945
No he's right your executive function is a product of three underlying cognitive metrics that are known for fluctuating, particularly in people who are currently diagnosed under the abstract psychological classifications of mental illness.

Cognitive flexibility and impulsivity are both lowered in manic individuals (certain periods of bipolar, etc). This also happens in neurotypical brains to some extent, you probably know it as road hypnosis or whatever other flyover milquetoast shit that stews in a brain like yours. If you build up a pattern of behavior, when your executive function is suffering, you are likely to repeat that behavior with very little ability to monitor yourself and therefore stop it. Alcoholics report this in huge numbers, entire trips to gas stations that felt largely involuntary. And to cap it off, its absolutely true that once you create a neural pathway / connection, it is never destroyed bar physical trauma. Alcoholics will have urges to drink for the rest of their lives, just like suicidal people will have recurring thoughts of killing themselves even after they markedly improve their situation.

>>16554890
I seemed you never stopped being an unrelenting faggot this decade, OP. Maybe you can suck less dicks next year for a change?

>>16554986
All cope
Addiction doesn't exist

>>16554972
choose life, fren
your soul drifted aimlessly through the aether before finding itself in your body. you chose it for a reason, for destiny.
manifest your destiny, whatever it may be.
cheers, to new years, new decades, and new beginnings

>>16555006
Thank you for reminding me why I should never leave the house. It's anons like you who keep my life as based as imaginable.

>>16554929
tfw no rachel cook gf

>>16554986
buzzword buzzword but nothing said
>le u r flyover state brain me smart for being on drugs
>le you stupid because you're not on drugs
>le they can't help taking drugs
don't post again bro

>>16554986
this speaks to my experience. it got to the point where i was popping bars, racking lines and smoking joints non-stop without even thinking about it. there was no higher cognitive function controlling it, i was just watching myself do this shit, completely detached.

it's a terrible state of being and one that destroys lives. i'm not going to pretend i wasn't weak to begin with (i've been diagnosed bipolar/manic depressive since a young age). but i can't pretend that climbing out of that hole didn't make me stronger. mindfulness is the key to success in every aspect of life.

>>16555011
No problem, keep it up then

>>16555046
>everything I don't understand is a buzzword
how do you read white papers
why do you post here

>>16555260
you used a lot of words to say nothing at all

thank u for this thread!

>>16555292
You just don't understand it, you could go talk to a neuroscientist about that and they would start an interesting conversation with any one of the details. You low IQ autists are almost as boring as normies.

>>16555469
Normies think addiction exists
They all parrot similar shit that you just posted lol

>>16554986
This really isn't correct.
>t. physician

>>16555006
dangerous and incorrect opinion

>>16554890
>Won gold in State Championship bullshit
>Learned what puppy love is
>Learned what heartbreak is
>Got played a lot
>Learned what addicktion is
>Learned what depression is
>Learned the value of family's basement
>Discovered the power of bullshit
>Found solace in community service
>Made a meximilli off BTC/ETH
>Got my undergraduate degree in KEK
>Ate a lot of ass
>Started a high-wagie career
FTFY

Drank a lot of beer. Slept with a lot of sloots from high school who turned out to be all fucked in the head. Fell in love. Got heart broken. Drank more beer.
Somehow got my bachelor's and master's out of it all. So, uh guess it's going well?

>>16555020
tfw she shaved her head

>>16554890
Nothing.

It was going ok. I remember 2011-2014 very vividly then suddenly it's the end of 2019. I think I had a back room lobotomy. I can't prove it though.

>>16554890
>What accomplishments can you say you achieved?
Life is a pre-established script. There is no point in ''achievement reach''..that is american jewish/satanic way to live. And will bring your soul to poverty and death.

The only real achievement you can get is to help someone.
How many people you have helped/made somenthing good for in these 10 years? If you can't let them count with your 2 hands then you are living your life in the right way

>>16557455
he helps by paying shit loads of taxes faggot

>>16557466
>he helps by paying shit loads of taxes
taxes are pain in the ass. But every civilized country must have them so they can support people that are less fortunate then you

>>16554890
What are you like 18? Fuck off underaged faggot

Got drunk for 5 years and fapped alot, mostly been waiting for something to happen. Now waiting for link to moon

>got B.S. in engineering
>got herpes
>got cucked
what's the cheapest form of suicide

>>16557601
tall buildings.

>choke fucked my lesbian friend while her gay buddy fucked me in the ass
>fucked this slut upstairs at our house party. my gf was calling for me so i finished inside her and came downstairs to gf and said i needed something important. took her into another room and shoved my filthy dick in her mouth and made her blow me. she didnt even notice cause was so written off
>fucked my gilfriend all the time when she was passed out. she never knew.
>had a threesome with some random bitch gf brought home. was literally lying on the floor grinding blitzball on ff10 and this girl comes in and starts blowing me. all our housemates and our neighbor friends watched through the window and cheered me on. the third girl didnt remember anything the next day and we seriouslt fuvked for two hours.
>paid for a threesome with some seriously young and questionable girls in cambodia. had them both eat my ass and then lick up my cum from their pussies when i was done.
>i got into a wierd love triangle with two bi girls. they were seriously into each other but i was casual fucking both of them. i never teed up a threesome though. sad. one of them visited me in melbourne while i waa grinding cash games. she brought me drugs and begged me to cum in her mouth. what a champion
>had an orgy. lots actually but this one was funny cause we were all spoken for and somehow we threw down this 8 person orgy and kept it completely secret. i ended up spit roasting one of those bi girls i mentioned above with my friends boyfriend. she still hasnt found out to this day.
>i fucked a girl from every continent in one week. a really old whore from ukraine, a niggress from sudan, another really old latina whore, a thicc canadian, a jap, and an aussie bird. the ukranian. oh man she was like 60 but i get so fucking randy for old floppy tit mom bodies that are cock hungry. 6/10 would do again.
>i fell in love with a literal whore in macau. dated for three months. was her boytoy

>>16557639
im also a compulsive masturbator if u can believe that

>>16557639

>>16557639
That’s cool I guess, but what else have you done these last 10 years ?

>>16557639
kys rapist

>>16555006
> t. hill billy brainlet

>>16554890
From hotel bellboy to CEO assistant
From debt slave to free man

>>16554890
>depression
LOL

degree,marriage,first child, house,car

Next decade: more kids, an established business, a mistress