/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>13857001
are you employable?

>>13857001
Are you enjoyable?

Are you in Loyola?

Happened to me, OP. I make good money in medfag sales $$$, but had grandiose visions of not having to work for a few years after the next bull run. Shit took too long and I was autistically reviewing the crypto ticker instead of going out and selling. Now I can’t pay rent, but I’m going to kill myself soon so money doesn’t matter.

>>13857116
>kys soon
why anon. why not take a loan before ending it and gambling it on crypto

>>13857116
Go see a good psychiatrist. One of my friends who wanted to kill himself got on anti depressants and it saved his life. Today he's no longer taking any meds and he's enjoying life a lot. If you're going to KYS it's at least worth a try. Trust me.

I unironically believe crypto has made me gay. Eighteen months ago I was jerking it exclusively to asian racing sluts and amateur asian/"tinder date" porn; these days I literally can't get it up unless there's a huge black cock fucking another man's ass. I think they call this the "LINK effect."

>>13857144
I don’t want to rely on loans and have always made it on my own without debt. Even “making it” would still have me waking up numb and wanting the hurting to stop.

I’ll give you my bags tonight if you or someone you know owns s high caliber rifle and is willing to shoot me in the face. I only ask that you surprise me with it so I don’t see it coming and bitch out.

>>13857184
what is making you numb anon?

>>13857001

Is this why I cant get proper sleep? Its not about the dumping, but now when it has started to go back up once again I havent slept well.

>>13857287
I don’t want to shit up biz with my personal problems, let’s just say untreated dysthymia makes permanent changes in the brains neuro plasticity and now I’m fucked.

Good day to you, sir.

>>13857315
My grandma says scrabble and solitaire keeps her mind sharp. Maybe you should try

>>13857001
I try not to, but I end up watching charts all day. The money is good, but I don't know if it's worth it sometimes.

>>13857301
Iktf. I literally jolt awake and check my portfolio. I literally had a dream the other night about a guy selling 'fake' crypto and getting rich off of it. I fucking chokeslammed the fucker and woke up in a sweat. Shit is not healthy for the mind.

Fun though! haha

>>13857321
I like to dose adderall, drink rockstar and shitpost.

I went mental a while ago, kid, now settling in and enjoying it finally.

Nobody ever helps me or gives me anything.

>>13857380
I actually checked into the mental hospital after the big crash. My mind kept telling me to kill myself and I didn't sleep or eat for a week. They didn't know what to do with me but my insurance said I needed to leave the hospital, so they sent me to rehab for a month even though I wasn't a drug addict.

I think fondly about the days I was drugged up in the rehab mental health unit. I met a lot of fun people.

I have a full vial of pharma grade Nembutal from dark net on hand, I’m going to find a nice, quiet place in a deep wooded area, pop a shitload of cbd capsules to prevent any panic symptoms, and shoot up the entire bottle. Should make for a nice, long nap.

can't sleep right now :(

tuck me in biz

>>13857472
sleep tight anon

>>13857001
In 2017 I remember talking to an oldfag who was dispensing impromptu advice. He said something like, "you can make it trading crypto but you will lose your soul in the process."
I haven't made it yet, but my soul is now virtually nonexistent. I hardly even meme anymore. The creative part of my being has been transformed into a selfish, grubby jew. Feels so bad man, but I know making it is worth it.

>>13857001
>150k turning into 450k within 6 months
yeah man i totally feel with you, holding btc is so stressfull

>>13857001

burnout

>>13857519
work is the real soul killer

>>13857001

I can usually casually smoke and quit by will alone but having these bags is making it way too difficult, I am afraid I am going to make a bad trade halfway through the withdrawal.

Likely will smoke until I can relax again. Who knows, that day may never come. Starting to feel like I am trapped and being forced to devote my attention, energy, and resources to this shit. Unless I walk away with a million dollars+ I question if this will be worth it. Gotta go smoke now.