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How to build up discipline

>>13616978
SPIDERS, SPIDERS EVERWHERE!

keep it up for another few months and maybe you'll learn to spell psilocybin, genius

>>13616978
Quick dive into the cosmic super computer and find the price of link in 2021! THERE ISNT MUCH TIME

>fucking up your brain for temporary mood adjustment

IDK seems stupid. But oh, the internet said its a great idea...

When mainnet/when $379

>>13617035
Don't know more than u but pretty confident. My bet : link above 100$ before eoy 2021 / 1000eoy 2023

>>13616978
Long term qualitative changes?

>>13617020
this. reflect on link

>>13617017
Thanks professor! Glad to talk with such interesting anon like u

>>13616992
You have to build up habits. Psylocibin gonna boost your mood, ability to interact, and organizational skills. But habit is the secret to build up, see "Atomic habits"

>>13616978
Daily pros and cons anon?
Do you get extra ESP/Spidey senses?
And what dosage you using?

Are you doing 4-AcO-DMT or mushrooms?

Where do you buy it?
highest dose?

>>13617113
The only super power you get on shrooms is to pull back from your vision such that with eyes wide open you aren't even looking at anything any more and have no idea where or what your brain is. I suggest if you want to try the experience just roll on the floor screaming for 3 hours with the room at 26°c to recreate the sweating and uncertainty if you are dying or not.

>>13616978
Nice Tool artwork. I wonder how the new albums gonna be. You?

>>13617260
Literal retard

>>13617113
No cons, because it's a very subtle effect
Pros : great empathy, energy, sense of humor, creativity, motivation. Increase happiness and allow deep thought about life in general. I feel more peaceful. At the beginning you feel it more the day on (I take it twice a week, 0.2 g), but now I can feel I'm in a flow state almost every day
>>13617152
Psylo, I grow it myself (shayana or zamnesia for eu fags) then I put it in pills (0.2 g) . A year treatment costs about 80 bucks

>>13617152
Highest dose was 7g dry.... Then u go straight to the lyrical and magical space... Sometimes u feel God beside u, even talking to your soul... No kidding. But micro dosing is very subtle, but really enjoyable on the long term

thoughts and insights on markets and how to beat them?

>>13617592
you felt as yaldabaoth's pray ... pity you

>>13617270
Alex Grey !

>>13617098
Feel more peaceful, less insecurity. More energy, more organized. State flow is common on microdosing

>>13617621
Hold link... That's all

>>13617592
>(I take it twice a week, 0.2 g)
>I grow it myself
Oh shit you're legit. Hear about too many retards online dosing every day or every other day from powder they buy online. Fucking retarded valley kids.

I've only done a couple cycles of 0.1 g myself. Wasn't growing but found an alright price from a legit source. Didn't find any long term effects for myself so probably won't continue but then again my mood isn't too terrible overall and I'm now content being introverted.

>>13617088
>My bet : link above 100$ before eoy 2021 / 1000eoy 2023
Oppie is a linker

>>13616978
A great friend of mine, someone I considered a brother, killed himself after microdosing mushrooms for about two years. Be careful, anon. He went crazy, slowly, and I watched it happen, completely helpless.

>>13617700
Did you ever get off? Shame for him to die without you ever knowing the taste of his lips.

>>13617700
why did he kill? what happened to him?

>>13617700
I tripped balls for three days straight and went completely insane for like a week. Didn't bring me any harm luckily but I was off the rocker for sure.

>>13617709
He started to slowly succumbed to mental illness. He became uncomfortable to be around, and eventually got "kicked" out of most places he tried living. He and I lived together for many years (grad school cheap living), and I grew up with him. He moved out mid-psychosis, and I was very worried about him. He came to live with me again for a few months much later after that, and I had to ask him to leave because he was starting to lose his mind and he just did not see it at all.

He may or may not have had a family history of mental illness -- nothing diagnosed, but his father was (I believe) a closet alcoholic, potentially self medicating.

>>13617700
green text plz

>>13617725
He and I both did mushrooms together for the first time. It turned into us cultivating them (shitakes obviously). He eventually moved onto cultivating much larger quantities at once, and would grind it into a fine powder and add it to his daily drinking water bottle.

>>13617743
how did his mental illness manifest? what kind of behavior?

>>13616978
Ur a pussy, i use to pick field shrooms every day for a whole summer, i would eat at least a pound of wet fresh shrooms a day.
I only ate shrooms, vitamin chews and water.
It brings you closer to god. No NiN.
Pro shroom tip, i obliterated the concept of IQ yesrs ago.

>>13617700
kek was macrodosing dxm (every other day heroic doses) while in engineering school, they started calling me the shaman one day when a group of people were coming back drunk at 3 am and I was outside in my boxers petting a bunch of dogs and rolling in the bushes... true story, also used to mix with dph or sometimes used dph by itself, kek you have no idea what madness is until you do a heroic dxm+dph dose and face the abyss and cthulu

>>13617700
I hardly believe you anon... But still some people have bad reactions to the psylocibin

>>13617764
also a linky, weird how this shitcoin tends to attract la creme de la creme of crazy faggots.

>>13617763
Sounds like u got scrambled

>>13617752
>Grow up with great friend
>Learn many life lessons together
>Lose contact in undergrad
>Reconnect in grad school, move in together
>He teaches me to become physically fit
>I teach him many misc, including how to approach womyns
>Both into JRE when he first got popular
>Take mushrooms for the first time (grew them, much trial and error)
>Become connected like I never understood previously
>Speak openly about anything, genuinely
>Become men together
>Genuinely understand what it means to love another man (platincally you fucking homo)
>He's much much less sensitive to them than I am -- they don't make him non-functional
>We both take more and more, I end up taking 5g and re-evaluating my life
>He starts taking it every day
>Tells me it's like smoking weed everyday
>I tell him it's probably not good for you
>He slowly goes crazy
>Moves out, pursues different life/career path
>Stay in contact
>He continues to go crazy
>Moves back in
>Still more crazy
>I have to kick him out
>He confronts me about being asked to leave
>He brought an girlfriend/fling back to my place (she hadn't seen him in years), I could see fear in her eyes
>He storms out with all of his shit (so much happens, too much to type, I get man tears)
>Don't talk to him for about a year
>He sends me a few messages, being understanding and not expecting a response
>Friend sends me his obituary
>I miss my friend

>>13617761
General delusions. He would think he could see through people and had great intuition and foresight. He very well may have, but his outward behavior was not normal. It's very hard to explain -- you'd have to have talked to him or interacted with him. He would make social media posts that made little to no fucking sense, but sound very profound. He ended up living out of his car, homeless, until he ran out of money (I imagine).

>>13617769
Nobody wants to hear that the path they're on could be bad for them, especially when it feels good. Just proceed with caution, anon. Take breaks and evaluate your past behavior. Perhaps make a private video to yourself when you're really peaking, and then view yourself when completely sober for a couple of weeks.

>>13617845
I'm sorry bro.

>>13616978
How long do shrooms stay safe to eat? I have some left in a bag that I haven't touched for 3 years.

>>13617838
I was.
But the brain heals and grows stronger.
I would say my brain is very healthy and still learning concepts. 2 months ago i had no idea how to create an aesthetic website, no knowledge of adobe or wordpress, no idea how to create a logo, no idea how to structure content and keywords for optimal searches etc.. last week i signed a contract to design and maintain a website for a company who has been getting raped by some shitty pajeet seo co.
The brain is an amazing thing

>>13616978
if you're microdosing then you're definitely not like the pic you posted.

>>13617845
my condolences

>>13617845
Anything can be abused I guess. Gotta wonder if they caused the illness, or if he just used them as an attempt to self medicate a problem that was always there. Sorry bro.

>>13617922
>attempt to self medicate a problem that was always there
Very likely could be the case. Hard to say. I think about him often.

>>13617895
>>13617913
Thank you anons.

>>13617845
fuck

>>13617845
>>13617947
anon are you sure he wasn't abusing some other stuff?
pic related, it takes a lot of mushrooms to feel anything when you're taking it frequently

>>13617899
Many years in dry / dark / not too warm place. I put silice bags beside to avoid moisture

>>13617629
Wut

>>13616978

Psilocybin vs LSD microdosing?

>>13617260
cringe

>>13617990
I am worried about mold. Plastic bag looks clean but I want to make sure they are safe to eat.

>>13617873
Thx bro. Your story is very painful to ear. I know I have to be careful, they are almost no records / studies about Microdosing long term effects. I only take it 2 times a week, not daily. And I'm gonna take a 2 months pause in a few months

>>13616978
Everyone reacts differently to psychedelic use, so it always makes me laugh when someone pretends they are some sort of cure all for the populace. Can they be beneficial to many? Absolutely. But pretending they are some cure all for any set of defined problems is really laughable. I have nearly 15 years of psychedelic use, including fungus from around the world, and I react very strongly to psilocybin to the point where absolutely no long term benefit is remotely possible. On the other hand, 100ug LSD alone taken around 2 or 3 am in order to capture some experience at night, during sunrise, and enjoying the afterglow during the early afternoon is essentially my therapy.

>>13618018
If any doubt, buy some fresh ones

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>>13618043
So anon u think lsd is smoother? I'm interested in it, thinking about trying micro lsd. I've read it's more a productive state you're in

>>13618044
no connections right now sadly

>>13616978
How difficult is it to grow your own at home, in the US? I want to grow shrooms for my own use only but really know nothing more than that i can supposedly legally order the spores.

>>13618084
Yeah but you have to realize your reaction is likely going to be nothing comparable to mine. Psilocybin kicking in for me is essentially like fading into chaos, with nothing at all clear, barely even coherent thoughts, just wanting to be one with nature and the sun, I've really lost the love of it due to my experiences with LSD. On LSD, I sit comfortably alone, watch nature documentaries, and organize my thoughts with pure clarity. I can decide I'm hungry and walk to a place nearby for food and return home with no issues, which woule be absolutely impossible for me on psilocybin. Until we understand brain chemistry to a degree that we can use it to anticipate your reaction to a substance, you really don't know how it will effect you until you do. A close friend is the polar opposite of me and gets completely stuck on LSD in a terrified paniced state, where fungus brings him clarity. I've personally never microdosed because I haven't had a liquid connect since before I even heard of the concept, but I get so much benefit out of my monthly trips that I really have no interest.

>>13618044
do you live in the US?

Have fun depleting your serotonin. All hallucinogens touch your serotonin receptors. Your fucking your brain chemistry anon.

>>13616978
How often do you take it? Because for me, the more often I take it, the less effective it is.

>>13618170
This is true and why trips should always be spaced out by a significant period of time, but you are vastly underestimating your bodies ability to repair itself.

>>13618206
I agree anon. I abused mdma for a couple years, felt fine for the most part during my abuse (every weekend). But it legit causes long term issues. It took me a good year to get back to baseline. Your body can recover from dopamine highs very fast, but serotonin and norepinephrine take much longer. All hallucinogenics play with your serotonin. receptors. Norepinephrine is not really understood that much even at this point in time.

>>13618153
Yeah I need to try it, don't know what could happen but pretty confident. Actually when on psylo (high dose), I feel really good, like it's my home. But twice Ive been embodied by some scary / dumb spirits for a few hours. Now I understand why shamans "pray" before ayahuasca / shroom / peiotl trips. You have to protect yourself from bad spirits. Believe me or not, it's totally true.

>>13618153
>>13618043
One substance I do reccomend you avoid completely is smoking concentrated DMT. I broke through once several years ago, and it was easily the most profound, terrifying, and unsettling experiences in my life that absolutely nearly instantly changed me as a person, all in about 6 minutes time. The way I look at the world, myself, and reality itself drastically shifted. I managed(manage?) To fight the feelings of pure pointlessness of my existence resulting from the trip, which I will admit has made me a more succesful and accomplished person, but it's all surface, under it I entirely doubt the nature of reality. This is a common effect with DMT use, and is called being 'broken'. I still have a dose of it left that I have had sincr my first breakthrough that I am still to this day entirely too terrified to take, though at this point I'm sure it has degraded so much chemically that it is at the very least significantly weaker.

>>13618295
I have some tree bark that I need to process. It’s been sitting for a good year. When you come to a realization about our existence, you might realize it’s not what you though. You need to mediate and get your mind right before and accept the knowledge and enlightenment given to you and take it as a positive additive to your life.

>>13618245
Exactly right, the key is to find the sweet spot. I've been doing LSD once every 4-8 weeks for years and have no serotonin related issues whatsoever. The problem again goes back to our lack of knowledge revolving around brain chemistry as that sweet spot is going to vary wildly from person to person and substance to substance.

>>13618351
What were your dosages like?

>>13618351
Based and redpilled.

Happy astronauting. I don’t really mess with hallucinogens any more. They strip away your ego which is very important to self analyze your life. I have a very strong ego and I have had trips where losing my ego brings up unresolved issues I would rather not deal with, as well as bring up jealousy for some reason. Every human is flawed and most due to evolution are selfish and users, it’s hard to analyze your life and realize most people are fake and only use you for their benefit. Literally everybody.

I stick to amphetamines on the weekends or if I have a project during the week, alcohol, and light marijuana use. Iv abused tons of research chemicals, tons of drugs and I’m greatful for having the opportunity to do so, but I stick with what works for me now after all of that.

>>13618343
There was no knowledge departed upon me, just seeing reality for what it actually is, with absolutely no guide or understanding. I found myself in an endless pitch black 'room' that had no definable floor or ceiling, almost like a floor made of time. The walls were panels full of various plasmas colored extremely bright neon green and pink, alternating between the 2. As i continued on through the darkness, the 'room' widened immensely going from almost a corridor to an endless space. I continued on, and saw what appeared to be almost a work table of sorts, with a normal lightbulb colored light illuminating from above. Standing at the table were 2 beings I can only describe as being composed entirely of sunspots. I approached them from behind, and the moment they became aware of my presence, turned to face me. I was suddenly overhwhelmed with the feeling I can only describe as being identical to when I was a child and my parents would shoo me out of the kitchen while they cooked dinner, with a part of me feeling that mischievious giddiness as a result. They weren't mad, angry, or at all hostile, but they didn't want me there, and then began the practically seizure like experience of returning to my body. I will never live another day wondering what I saw, or where I was.

>>13617020
>>13617105
don't do it op
once you have seen the hexagons and the links to the past.. you might die

do you have hair loss/ are you bald?

>>13618384
Ranging from 100-500ug. I haven't done more than 100ug in years though, I get plenty of benefit from just 100. I've done 700ug once, but honestly a waste as I noticed very little difference between that and 4-500ug.

>>13618140
ive done it.
it's easy enough. just get the sterilization right, bake the brown rice flower prior to pressure cooking, clean jars very well prior to pcing. I got a %50 success rate for good white mycelium. a lot of mold will happen. but i did harvest half a lb and it was good.

Side note, I've been getting sober for the last couple years. I went threw a huge psychediliiaaaaa faze. Dmt a couple times, 2cb once, a shit load of lsd, bunch of shrooms. everytime id go there, and come back, it would get more pointless, things changed too much. to the point where everything blurred too much between being high and sober. It's honestly ridiculous that I'm typing this on a computer right now. I have no ability to create a social theory from this.

I'm very glad that I got to experiance such things. and I think about them all the time. and I never want to do anything other than breathe into the oblivion. Ok thanks bye.

Ps. growing mushrooms was a good experiment. don't take it seriously. a lot of harm can come from developing yourself in that way.

>>13618295
lovin u dude, i too have felt dmts abyss. twice.

>>13617010
Ahhhh Spiders in and around my anus!

>>13618295

Same thing happened to me, saw things I shouldn't have seen. Came back completely disconnected, and now question every moment of existence.

>>13618295
I had a dmt trip but it lasted 4 hours
That is how i was able to meet 2 gods
Look up psilocybin chemical structure and dmts they are essentially the same shit just a matter of carbon placement or one less carbon, its just a matter of consumption
Also terrance McKenna will be tought in school 20 yrs from now after the next conscious wave has completed
I drank 3lbs of fresh field shrooms one night and literally met god.
I wouldnt change that moment for anything. The fact im able to recall the moment and discribe it vividly is insane to me, i cant wait to go back one day

>>13618583
Glad you enjoyed my friend, hope the knowledge benefits someone reading.
>>13618632
Exactly what I've dealt with since breaking through. I rationalize it as if everything is as pointless as it seems, than it doesn't matter if I'm the richest most powerful person in the world, or dead in a gutter as either scenario my existence is as pointless as the other..so if it's all pointless, I'd still prefer to be pointless in a corvette.

Sounds like there's some experienced anons ITT. I really want to into psychedelics. I have a lot of unresolved trauma that it might be able to help with(im sure almost everyone does). Where do you guys recommend sourcing from? darknet?

>>13618445
This is a very well written trip report dude. Salvia and dmt really scare me because of the sheer power of the experience, never tried them. But be carefull kids, i once took a batch of shrooms with friends that was very potent. We all had ego death and were scared shitless. I had a feeling afterwards that nothing was real anymore, took a good week to be comfy again back in the real life. After this experience tripped a lot more but never such a heroic doses anymore and had very good times. My personal favorite is still 2cb, but the sheer euphoria and lack of body load of a good shroom trip can be unbeatable.

>>13617845

F

>>13618103
You do now. Sup.

>>13618679
3lbs? Holy shit man congrats