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getting to the end of my rope. going to end it soon.

>>13003395

Anything you want to get off your chest?

>>13003443
nah, I'm finally at peace with my decision. thanks though.

>>13003382
Another day a wagie.

If I haven't made it by 28, I'll probably just ride the silver train into oblivion

>>13003468

godspeed anon, I hope you find peace

>>13003484
appreciate it. you're going to make it anon.

>>13003382
I feel like I've been dumped without even a complimentary pump.

>>13003496
don't do it. just stop masturbating and get a real job.

>>13003513
lmao. you're assuming I have a skill to exploit. you should re-examine those assumptions. I'm fully aware of how much a piece-of-shit-waste-of-space I am.

>>13003382

I feel optimistic. How are you?

>>13003382
Just waiting for my coin to moon. I'm patient.

>>13003382

I just put in $20,000

Still kinda freaking out

>>13003658
get back to your own thread faggot

>>13003584
Life’s a joke dude, have fun with it. I know you won’t hang yourself becuase that is a terrible way, I have tried before and it isn’t fun, once your eyes start popping out of your head and your vision turns grey, it’s enough to scare the piss out of you. Don’t take things too serious and yeah stop the porn/masturbation. Your life will change

>>13003382
Happy, optimistic. Though if I haven't made it by early to mid 30s I'll probably bite the bullet. 10 years to go.

>>13003658
Fuck you I just put $20k and that’s my thread

I like to pinch my foreskin shut right before busting a nut. That way it fills up like an eclair.

>>13003675
been there done that. rope is not the way to go, agreed. a bit of fentanyl or a 100% nitrogen tank will do the job nicely and painlessly.

>>13003723
You’re in a dark place. It gets better, take care of yourself anon

>>13003758
thanks anon. I know you'll make it too.

>>13003758

THAT WAS MY THREAD NIGGER I HOPE YOU have a wonderful and peaceful life.

>>13003584
90% of people are stupid beyond all repair. they still manage to make meaningful lives by grinding it out and having families and shit. just relax and get back to the basics of being a mammal.

>>13003800
I think you should end it. Don't listen to the people trying to convince you otherwise, they are afraid of dying themselves so they want to keep you trapped here with them instead of seeing the outside

>>13003688
Wait..you can still do that with an erection?

>>13003915
Yes, the act is preceded by hairy, cream pie porn that leaves me with a kickstand to toy around with.

>>13003382
Today, I was gonna finally change. I had just finished reading the millionaire fastlane and decided I would start being in charge of my income. I have no skills except cooking so I was gonna open up a farmer's market booth. I had spent all last week learning how to bake. All of it. Cupcakes, cakes, bagels, cookies, whatever you wanted I can now make it. I call up the farmer's market vendor and ask for rent, etc, it's all affordable.

>Oh, one last thing anon...
Yes?
>Can you send us proof of insurance for your booth?
Uh, I don't have insurance. But I operate as an LLC.
>Oh, I'm afraid we require our farmer's market vendors to hold policies covering up to 1 million in damages.
Uh.. umm.. sure. A-and how much is that insurance?
>Oh well we actually offer it ourselves. It's only about $2,500 a year. We don't allow other insurances either, we have to make sure we're protected under liability after all.

It's all just so fucking tiresome. I just want to fucking get away from everything. I don't want a job I don't want to wake up at 6 am every morning I don't want to repay my student loans. We live in the year goddamned 2019 and you're telling me 99% of people put up with the shit that comes with a daily ass job? We should be in the golden age of enlightenment of art and mathematics but the only things I see people engaging in are cubicle conversations and silver bullet demonstrations.

>>13003688
This made my night. Thanks and checked anon.

last couple months were hell and its getting harder and harder to get through the day because the chest pain is getting too much
have not left the house since january, back then I still could take out the trash but now I can barely get out of bed and piss in the toilet so I have to use pissbottles even more now

still did not visit a doctor and still got no insurance
I have all my 82k chainlink will never sell
Please sergey hurry up my time is running out and I need a new heart this year or its game over for me.

>>13003675
you're not supposed to choke yourself, you're supposed to break your neck you autoasphyxiating faggot

>>13004522
just 3d print yourself a new heart, 4th industrial revolution seize the means bro

got an ear infection, haven't brushed my teeth seriously in a year, my heart is sending distress signals, overall my health is going bearish

need to start improving it before I get fucked but it's so hard to do anything bros

>>13003382
not well anon

>>13003675
I know that feel. Luckily I was in my closet so I managed to just barely get myself back on my feet. I know it was just the asphyxiation experience but I swear I saw hell and heard demons laughing at me. I was thrashing around and clawing at my neck, making horrible gagging sounds. Life still sucks but that period was literally a living nightmare. Psychosis is no joke, it can turn your world into a horror movie filled with despair.

>>13005126
Damn.

>>13005169
Jesus that's wild
I thought about putting a 9mm through my head these past few days but I can't do it to my parents
I'm feeling like there are levels to the afterlife and demons love torturing us in a round about way like those old tales of making a wish that comes true but with undesired consequences
Idk haha I hope you feel better now I just take one day at a time

still sitting on a surprisingly nice amount of money during this bear market, about what i calculated i'd expect it to be during november/december '17.

just holding out for more frictionless to use crypto day to day, like those debit cards. not many good ones in the US though.

Jannies iffy uh ID got the zSTFiUH8

accidentally transferred tether into a bitcoin wallet

I've been taking medication for my depression. It's "helped" I guess. I no longer feel the weight of being pulling me down to my knees every day. But I still feel as if life is pointless. Nothing is enjoyable. I don't hate life. I just think it's dull. I wake up with a "meh" every morning

>>13003382
Trying to turn my life around. Saw this pic on /fit/ and freaked me out. I wasted 7 years of my life already by failing in school and working shit jobs. I feel like if I don't do anything to improve, I'll end up like that old guy.

>>13005411
69 confirmed release

>>13003658
I just put in my last 25k and I feel like we are about to get dumped on.

>>13005428
get really good at something

about to short a stock with the most money in my life, either I make it big or screw up so bad I will be in debt for years to come

>>13003382
People talk like im stupid and goofy. I know its because I'm skinny (partly me being goofy due to skinny anxiety partly because of appearances).

I'm working out RN. I get pussy and make money, not ugly. Just skinny. Tired of these niggers.

>>13003676
Your life hasn't even begun, you'll be fine. Don't become stagnant, that's true death.

>>13003382
I'm doin great!

>>13005443
jesus fucking christ, scariest thing i read in a long while and theres not a single scary word in it

>>13003382
not good anon.
$1020 short of what I need to cover myself, going to.be a very bad year imo

>>13004420
It's not the 1900's anymore. Google: the cost of business.

>>13005443
FUCK

>>13005443
> When you realize the significance of the most famous boomer quote
There is nothing to fear, but fear itself.

>>13005452
Okay fuck me dead, tried to sign in to kraken and it had activated 2fa for the login even though I only put it for withdraws. Let’s see how long I stay locked out of my money.

Stressed the fuck out. I got a promotion that will require me to move 1000 miles away. On the surface it's great, the reality is trying to find my first place by myself 1000 miles away, with no rental history. I've been pushed by every one to live in fancy meme parts of town that are absurdly priced which is going to eat into my raise. I can just feel that this is the real beginning of the rat race for me. Now it'll be trying to meet someone to get out of the city and into the suburbs. Then before I know it I'm going to be laying in bed next to a wife bitching about how the Jones' yard is more manicured than ours and it's my fault. Hoping that the luxury apartment complex I applied to turns me down(which I feel coming anyways) and I can just isolate myself in the boonies somewhere.

>>13003723
Try a 3 day water fast anon friend

Its taken me roughly 15 years including all of my adult life, but I finally feel like I have some understanding as to why I am so fucked up. Any progress is progress I guess?

>>13006021
Why the fuck do you care about other people when you are alone ? Find a cheap place and make bank. Dont rent in the bronx but go for the still a bit shabby but up and coming neighbourhood.

>>13003395
You're pathetic. You do realize there are children in africa riddeld with diseases and hunger, children all over the world being sexually exploited until they they die, sand niggers getting their houses bombed every week, and kids with leukemia wondering if they are going to see another day. Yet here you are probably wrapped around in a blanket in your mom's basement crying and whining that you can't get a job, that you can't get a gf, and that you want to kill yourself because you lost your lunch money to some con artist chinks. Truly pathetic

>>13006194
Well it's my future co-workers mostly, especially this little 22 year old qt who keeps calling every neighborhood I'm looking at 'scary' and tells me I need to live near her, which of course is absurd. I'm tempted to as well after a life time of quiet boring suburb life. I'm conflicted really. Was looking at $700 townhomes, but looks like a $900 studio is my future. I have a few weeks, and still lots of hope they reject me altogether.

>>13006196
you're absolutely right. that's why I'm going to do it. but thanks for kicking me while I'm already ko'd.

>>13006232
Did you live at your parents up untill now ? Go with the flow dude, take the opportunity. You can over analyse everything but than you should stay safe at your parents work at mac donalds and then neck yourself at age 40.

Like I said, be in charge of your own life. Listen to the qt maybe she is right about certain neighbourhoods but do your own research. Make friends in the new company and you will be all right, just dont make stupid financial decisions based on 1 persons opinion

>>13006238
There's people in wheelchairs who don't kill themselves, there's people with deformities who don't kill themselves, there's people living in third world shit holes who don't kill themselves. Even if you're extremely poor you're living a better life than most people in this world. Millions have worked, suffered, and died to build the things you take for granted. I have no sympathy for you and if you kill yourself I hope the last feeling you feel on this Earth is shame

>>13006274
thank anon, I hope you make it.

>>13006272
Kind of sort of, moved out when I was 17, but only to an uncles where I rented a room. But then I moved back into my dads after my parents split to take over half the mortgage. The job I'm taking is my first step towards making it, and if anything, it'll be a 15 month exercise in frugality. I'm hoping after 6 weeks in the place of budgeting myself I realize it's not as tight as I anticipated. I appreciate it anon, it's all just very exciting while extremely nerve wracking. Fuck it, hopefully they accept me and all goes well.

>>13003382
I'm just waiting for the delicious dip and DCAing along the way. Also, working at my comfy job. Life is good.

>>13006274
Theres people who are much better off too. And they still off themselves. Your argument makes no sense.

NPC's choose to suffer and live like slaves. Free people realise that unless you're rich in your 20s, you'll never make it. Why bother and slave like the rest of you?

>>13006473
>unless you're rich in your 20s, you'll never make it
This is the most NPC shit ever, you absolute kike.

>>13006486
Cope harder, NPC.

>>13003382
That feel when not at ATH

>>13003382
I HATE EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF

>>13003382
Underpaid and undervalued, I think I'm just in a slump at the moment... The problem is its a 10 year slump, I thought things would perk up once I got a job and my own place but now I'm paranoid I won't have enough money for a pension in 40 years even though I'm saving 25 percent of my paycheck ea h year, I guess at heart I dream of retiring at 40 or 50...maybe I will but it will be an inheritance retirent the saddest kind of retirement.

>>13003382
quiting job in 2 days and lurking on shitty ass board for 2 weeks, i'm paid for doing shit, lol

>should hit $300k next month
>quitting my office job
>moving somewhere small white and boring and hope i never see another ethnic again

>>13003382
final loan offer concluded at 1.36%
3 bedrooms appartment, mortgage 627€, take in 800 in rent while living in the 3rd bedroom, for a year or so, after which I'll take in 1200 per month, all expenses tax deductible, including electricity, taxes and anything I spend on the apprtment

rough period at work, but today's a good day, I'm setting the first stome towards FI

I'm starting to get the hang of the job I'm training for but I'm still way outta my depth. The girl that's helping with my training hates me and I don't know why. My paper stocks are doing well tho

>>13003675
I wouldn't take life advice from some retard """ex""" porn addict who was too retarded to hang himself correctly.

Trying to escape my shit job but can't get a good job because my work history is the shit job.

>>13003382
>got DMCA'd recently for torrenting that show
I didn't even think it was that good, shit sucks