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life is meaningless
drink up OP!

>>11425221
There's an AA meeting close to you anon. Try going to one. They have your answers.

>>11425234
I do, that just makes it worse because alcohol + weed is 5x better than either one alone

>>11425247
I don't want to die yellow and vomiting blood
>>11425248
Don't I have to surrender to Jesus or something for that shit?

At the very least try to get a hold of the big book, and read it. Should make you feel less alone and powerless. Did for me anyways.

>>11425279
yes and they make you go "amend" all your past wrongdoings which is super cringey and actually fucks things up more than if you didn't amend shit.

just watch old episodes of INTERVENTION when they have alcoholics on there. these people are so fucked up, it will show you what you're doing to yourself.

Do LSD. One of the founders of AA tripped ballzack with Aldous Huxely and attributed it to him quitting. Any psychedelic you can get ahold of, really

Just take every dollar that you would have used to buy booze and put it into the stock market. Then if you lose it wouldn't matter because the money would have been wasted anyway.

Surrendering to a higher power has nothing to do with Jesus per say. But christians in AA, of course, blend the two. It's more about telling your ego to shut the fuck up and let something else steer for a while. The spiritual element of AA is up to your discretion and creative license always. Christ fags in AA sometimes forget that, but you can wave big book quotes at em that say otherwise.

>>11425291
Ok I'll try reading it
>>11425309
Where do I get LSD? Even if I order on darknet I still have to give my address for delivery right? Seems unsafe as fuck
>>11425318
I'd just buy booze using more dollars if I did that

>>11425221
Read the Bible anon. Salvation lies within.

>>11425279
It's a "higher power" as you define it. Doesn't have to be Jesus, and it's not a focus in the meetings.

Try a meeting. They last an hour. You don't have to talk. The people are generally cool. I agree the 12 steps seem cultish, but they get people sober when nothing else will.

>>11425347
Jesus was an Arab Jew

>>11425360
You're an Arab Jew

>>11425303
Nobody at AA is going to make you do anything. Nobody is going to recruit you. You have to figure out where they are meeting and show up. You can go and ignore the steps, and they'll let you keep coming.

Check out Kava, it's a root that you make into a brew that a lot of people have used to replace booze. It's non-addictive and won't kill you and you wake up feeling awesome.

I still drink if I go out with friends, but I traded my nightly booze for Kava and no ragrets.

>>11425370
Is it an intoxicant?

I straight up think AA utilizes a few cult tactics. (And that's a good thing) It's a sobriety cult that you join knowingly and voluntarily and can leave any time. The people in the cult almost universally simply want the other members to be healthy (and sober) Pretty harmless as cults go.

>>11425347
I was raised Christian, and I've even unironically tried reading the bible as an adult and taking it seriously. It's just too unrelatable. All the OT stories of God being an actual guy who gets pissed off and literally goes out of his way to punish people because he's angry just made me think it's a product of a time when there were actual human guys who could do things like that to you.
>>11425359
Alright well I'll just try reading their book first

>>11425340
Go to raves/music festivals. Psychedelics everywhere

>>11425221
I'm in the same boat as you OP. For me it was socializing that I just can't seem to get past without drinking. It sucks. I read This Naked Mind, and it helped some but I still drink. Try it though.
Being single sucks when you are a drinker though. You want to go on dates but alcohol always seems to be involved and makes getting laid easier. I would smoke weed if I could but I get drug tested.
Try This naked mind though man, you can find an ebook easy enough. It sort of hypnotizes you to control your alcohol through repetition of ideas in the book and doesn't even ask you to quit really. That and I've found that if you get a good streak going, that is really motivating. Then you have to face the challenges as they come. I went like 25 days earlier this year then I celebrated a friends bday and fucked it all up.
Good luck. The struggle is real.

>>11425635
Thanks anon, I hope you can get it down to a healthy level

>>11425248
There's an AA meeting right here all over this board KEK>>11425234
Try drinking red wine CHILLED. Mmm

>>11425407
Go to tsabs.info and learn how to read the Bible correctly. Look at Romans 16:26 and 27.

you could always try drinking yourself to death so you won't have to pay the bar tab

>>11425407

Unironically Jesus is the only path to God and he will heal you if you let Him. The Old Testament has the "angry" God you speak of, but Jesus brings the New Testament which focuses on loving each other and helping each other for the glory of God.

Really makes you think.

>>11425221
Drink kombucha. Im serious.Used to have a really awful beer habit. It works very well for me. I pour I buy these in the huge bottles for only 7 bucks a bottle and they last the whole week. Still kinda pricey but at least you arent becoming a literal brain dead zombie. I also make it which costs like 1 dollar for tea and shiz so you can also do that. It gives the same mouthfeel to alcohol.

>>11426336
>Kombucha
Muh Nigger. Have you tried the Divine Grape from GT's yet?

>>11425221
Grow weed. Then smoke it like a maniac until you fall asleep, repeat until no alcohol urge is left. I quitted tabacco and alcohol this way. Stuck on weed now but it's for free when I grow it myself and it's not killing me.

>>11426336
What about all the stuff inside swirling around?

>>11425340
Buy mushrooms instead of lsd you can buy them on the internet like on zamnesia

>>11426034
>>11426302
Lmao just pray the gay away right guys

Can't make this up

>>11425221
brew your own

>>11425333

AA was founded but Christians you fucking idiot. The whole thing is based in spiritual steps that have now been sanitised for a debased crack smoking Amerifat modern culture.

>>11426398
its also got less than half the calories of alc and makes u bloated like a mofo so you wont want to be anywhere near alcohol.

>>11426437
>kombucha
back to plebbit you millennial rotten based destroyer of the Western Christian world that made your life safe and prosperous.

>>11426482
I assume trolling but since there are actually some ppl with this mindset: you have a mental illness that makes you unable to differentiate reality from fiction

I can't jack off anymore if I'm not drunk

>>11425635
Yeah it's a good book. Helped me go 2 months without alcohol. I need to read it again

>>11426640

What do you jack off to?

>>11425221

Alcohol excess open spiritual portals where it takes you to bad decisions and awful outcomes, most of us need to hit bottom, is something far deeper we can humanily can handle so stop trying to figure it out by your self and pray for help, I sincerely hope he reach to you and heal you from that crave, it is the most beautiful thing when he answers you, and stop thinking in alcohol

go travelling op your going to die if you stay where you are, clearly you don't enjoy it anyway so why not change?

I had to stop myself drinking recently - I was getting wasted every night and was fueling my crippling depression. I am forcing myself to run every morning and lift weights, as much as I absolutely didn't want to...I am doing it and it's going good so far.

5 days in, and that's a lot for me - I feel so much better, and I just had to stop drinking for 5 fucking, days lift weighs again, and do 20 min of cardio a day.

I am finally taking control of my life again, I'm not going to fucking fuck myself over again, I'm going to stick with this routine - I don't want to kill myself anymore. I am absolutely pathetic.

Good luck

I gave up everything except vaping and now im just lame as fuck

>>11425221
https://www.real.video/channel/kravekicker

>>11428341
Stay strong anon

>>11425221
I start drinking in the mornings now. It makes being a househusband better.

>>11428523

That's the price you pay.

>>11425221
Get the book "This Naked Mind"

>>11425221
Wholeness is what made my father stop drinking after 30 years of alcoholism. I never knew what he meant until I had a few psychedelic experiences.

>>11425234
Fpbp

>>11425360
Jews are white.

If the idea of AA/spiritual programmes freaks you out - and it did me - search for 'Alcohol Explained' by William Porter. First 5 chapters are free online. Takes a rationalistic and non-judgemental approach to understanding drinking, how it rewires your thought processes to keep you coming back, and how to break the cycle. Was on 2+ bottles of wine a night myself for years, found this when I committed to quitting and am 18 months sober. Get some exercise/sleep properly/decent diet too obviously helps. Good luck anon.

>>11429728
>Was on 2+ bottles of wine a night myself for years

Hello Mom.